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[fic] Kyuhyun/Zhou Mi – SJM – Because of You – Oneshot
Title: Because of You
Author:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
fonulyn
Rating: PG13 (language, implied intercourse)
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Zhou Mi
Disclaimer: I own no one, only my dirty imagination.
Summary: All Zhou Mi ever wrote were sappy love songs. Except when he fell in love. Then he wrote a masterpiece.
Comments: This is what you get when I have a half an hour long gap between lectures and when my mind is stuck on the new SJM song. That is not the song referred to in this fic but it sure helped me along XD And honestly? I’m quite pleased with this.
All Zhou Mi ever wrote were sappy love songs. He knew they were pretty good, and usually he only wrote lyrics anyway, but that wasn’t enough for him. He had always wanted to write an entire track all by himself, and he wanted it to be different. He wanted it to be something special. So he never showed his unfinished works to anyone, guarding his plans from curious eyes the best he could.
Everyone knew how he was with that. So everyone was equally surprised when he told them he had something to show.
It was a slow Monday afternoon and for once they had nowhere to be, nowhere to go. Zhou Mi made them all sit down in the hotel room he shared with Kyuhyun, nervously fiddling with his computer as he set up the small loudspeakers. “The sound isn’t that good with these but the laptop’s speakers suck even more so…” he explained with a small shrug, shooting a hesitant glance at his friends. They were sitting on the beds, two singles pushed together to make a double.
And they were looking at him expectantly. Swallowing hard, Zhou Mi pressed play, and music filled the small room.
The song had been a part of Zhou Mi for long now. It started as an itch somewhere close to his spine, burning under his skin and sleeping in his veins. It feels like it always was somewhere deep inside of him, trying to find a way out.
Maybe people are right when they say good things only come slowly.
The first notes of the soft prelude floated into his mind when Kyuhyun first kissed him. It was sudden and unexpected, despite the fact that they’d been circling each other for what felt like an eternity. Then, in that very moment, he could hear the tentative melody in the back of his mind. It was only fleeting notes, hard to grasp and he froze, almost forgot to kiss back as he tried to seize the melody. It was like a whiff of colour in the corner of his eye, escaping when he turned his gaze to follow it.
And when Kyuhyun brushed his fingertips over his cheek, cupped the back of his head and pulled him in for a deeper kiss, the tentative notes turned to blazing music in his ears. He kissed back and his world stood still, focused on the soft lips on his own, the sweep of a hot tongue and the ethereal music that surrounded it all.
The next part of the song was almost too hard in comparison, the fragile story of the prelude breaking like the tide that hits the shore, crumbling down to electric notes and deep guitar sounds. The contrast between the beginning and the next part was softened by the never changing deep undercurrents of it all, familiar in its rhythm.
It was when he realized he had fallen in love. Deeply, irreversibly. The notes were haunting him in his sleep, teasing, turning, only to then slip between his fingers into nothingness. It took him forever to grasp, forever to arrange and forever to be satisfied with it. He changed the part what felt like a million times, never quite happy with the outcome.
He knew how it should be, but it never was quite right.
Everything clicked into place at a completely unimpressive moment, in the middle of an interview. They were asked the same questions time once again, his answer rolling off his tongue with well-practiced ease. He smiled, nodding his head as if to signal he was done and smoothly it was Kyuhyun’s turn to speak, then Siwon’s, then everyone else’s.
The attention was directed elsewhere when he felt Kyuhyun’s fingers brush over his knuckles softly, the touch barely there but enough to make him look up. Kyuhyun wasn’t looking at him, he pretended that he was listening to the interviewer, but there was a hint of a smile caressing those full lips. And when Kyuhyun ran his thumb over Zhou Mi’s knuckles again, giving his hand a faint squeeze, he knew.
So it wasn’t really when he realized he had fallen in love. It was when he realized that Kyuhyun loved him back.
If the beginning was soft and the following part was rough, the chorus was something in between.
It was like a storm in the middle of a sunny day; heavy raindrops and lightning hammering down on the earth but the last rays of sun still persisting, the lingering memory of the blue sky on their minds. It was passionate and sometimes near violent, but the steady beat never ceased, taking the edge off the most extremes.
Zhou Mi would never forget when he wrote that part. It would always come back to him, lured from hiding by burning touches and feverish kisses. It was Kyuhyun moving so deep inside of him, so hot and hard and perfect, dropping butterfly kisses on his face, his cheeks, his nose, his eyelids. Hot breaths on his skin, murmured confessions in the crook of his neck, while the music was pounding through his veins.
Every movement turned into music. Inwardly Zhou Mi swore that if he could capture even a fraction of the intensity from Kyuhyun’s gaze into the song, it would be suffocating. It would overwhelm, captivate, and it would never let go.
Afterwards he listened to the steady beat of Kyuhyun’s heart, finding the last missing piece for his composition in that strong current that flowed through him.
In the dark, he smiled against Kyuhyun’s skin. Finally complete.
The first reaction to the song was stunned silence. It lasted so long that Zhou Mi was beginning to fiddle a bit nervously, shifting his weight from one foot to another. He already opened his mouth to say something, before he was cut off. “This…” Ryeowook spoke what everyone else thought. He could see it in their eyes, wide and stunned. Of course, what he wrote before wasn’t bad, he knew it. It was just so different. No one had expected this from him. “This is brilliant.”
It was just a demo, put together with whatever Zhou Mi could manage with his own voice and computer mixing. It was an imperfect sketch and still everyone could hear what a diamond in the rough it was. It’d be amazing. And after a short pause they all burst into loud praising, making Zhou Mi blush, thoroughly pleased.
The attention was shifted away from him as the others began comparing their favourite parts, playfighting over them and who would get to sing what. Zhou Mi watched it all with a proud smile on his lips, like a father sees his child being accepted. After all, the song was something like a precious child for him.
He didn’t even notice Kyuhyun before there was a pair of arms wrapped around him from behind, a chin tucked on his shoulder. “You are brilliant.” The compliment was whispered softly into his ear, and coming from Kyuhyun it meant twice as much.
Maybe one day he would tell Kyuhyun what the song was all about.
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1229 words.
Could someone please tell me why I write million things, several pairs, but all I can finish these days is QMi?
Feel free to add our journal if you like the stories!
Plus, the archive.
Author:
fonulynRating: PG13 (language, implied intercourse)
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Zhou Mi
Disclaimer: I own no one, only my dirty imagination.
Summary: All Zhou Mi ever wrote were sappy love songs. Except when he fell in love. Then he wrote a masterpiece.
Comments: This is what you get when I have a half an hour long gap between lectures and when my mind is stuck on the new SJM song. That is not the song referred to in this fic but it sure helped me along XD And honestly? I’m quite pleased with this.
All Zhou Mi ever wrote were sappy love songs. He knew they were pretty good, and usually he only wrote lyrics anyway, but that wasn’t enough for him. He had always wanted to write an entire track all by himself, and he wanted it to be different. He wanted it to be something special. So he never showed his unfinished works to anyone, guarding his plans from curious eyes the best he could.
Everyone knew how he was with that. So everyone was equally surprised when he told them he had something to show.
It was a slow Monday afternoon and for once they had nowhere to be, nowhere to go. Zhou Mi made them all sit down in the hotel room he shared with Kyuhyun, nervously fiddling with his computer as he set up the small loudspeakers. “The sound isn’t that good with these but the laptop’s speakers suck even more so…” he explained with a small shrug, shooting a hesitant glance at his friends. They were sitting on the beds, two singles pushed together to make a double.
And they were looking at him expectantly. Swallowing hard, Zhou Mi pressed play, and music filled the small room.
The song had been a part of Zhou Mi for long now. It started as an itch somewhere close to his spine, burning under his skin and sleeping in his veins. It feels like it always was somewhere deep inside of him, trying to find a way out.
Maybe people are right when they say good things only come slowly.
The first notes of the soft prelude floated into his mind when Kyuhyun first kissed him. It was sudden and unexpected, despite the fact that they’d been circling each other for what felt like an eternity. Then, in that very moment, he could hear the tentative melody in the back of his mind. It was only fleeting notes, hard to grasp and he froze, almost forgot to kiss back as he tried to seize the melody. It was like a whiff of colour in the corner of his eye, escaping when he turned his gaze to follow it.
And when Kyuhyun brushed his fingertips over his cheek, cupped the back of his head and pulled him in for a deeper kiss, the tentative notes turned to blazing music in his ears. He kissed back and his world stood still, focused on the soft lips on his own, the sweep of a hot tongue and the ethereal music that surrounded it all.
The next part of the song was almost too hard in comparison, the fragile story of the prelude breaking like the tide that hits the shore, crumbling down to electric notes and deep guitar sounds. The contrast between the beginning and the next part was softened by the never changing deep undercurrents of it all, familiar in its rhythm.
It was when he realized he had fallen in love. Deeply, irreversibly. The notes were haunting him in his sleep, teasing, turning, only to then slip between his fingers into nothingness. It took him forever to grasp, forever to arrange and forever to be satisfied with it. He changed the part what felt like a million times, never quite happy with the outcome.
He knew how it should be, but it never was quite right.
Everything clicked into place at a completely unimpressive moment, in the middle of an interview. They were asked the same questions time once again, his answer rolling off his tongue with well-practiced ease. He smiled, nodding his head as if to signal he was done and smoothly it was Kyuhyun’s turn to speak, then Siwon’s, then everyone else’s.
The attention was directed elsewhere when he felt Kyuhyun’s fingers brush over his knuckles softly, the touch barely there but enough to make him look up. Kyuhyun wasn’t looking at him, he pretended that he was listening to the interviewer, but there was a hint of a smile caressing those full lips. And when Kyuhyun ran his thumb over Zhou Mi’s knuckles again, giving his hand a faint squeeze, he knew.
So it wasn’t really when he realized he had fallen in love. It was when he realized that Kyuhyun loved him back.
If the beginning was soft and the following part was rough, the chorus was something in between.
It was like a storm in the middle of a sunny day; heavy raindrops and lightning hammering down on the earth but the last rays of sun still persisting, the lingering memory of the blue sky on their minds. It was passionate and sometimes near violent, but the steady beat never ceased, taking the edge off the most extremes.
Zhou Mi would never forget when he wrote that part. It would always come back to him, lured from hiding by burning touches and feverish kisses. It was Kyuhyun moving so deep inside of him, so hot and hard and perfect, dropping butterfly kisses on his face, his cheeks, his nose, his eyelids. Hot breaths on his skin, murmured confessions in the crook of his neck, while the music was pounding through his veins.
Every movement turned into music. Inwardly Zhou Mi swore that if he could capture even a fraction of the intensity from Kyuhyun’s gaze into the song, it would be suffocating. It would overwhelm, captivate, and it would never let go.
Afterwards he listened to the steady beat of Kyuhyun’s heart, finding the last missing piece for his composition in that strong current that flowed through him.
In the dark, he smiled against Kyuhyun’s skin. Finally complete.
The first reaction to the song was stunned silence. It lasted so long that Zhou Mi was beginning to fiddle a bit nervously, shifting his weight from one foot to another. He already opened his mouth to say something, before he was cut off. “This…” Ryeowook spoke what everyone else thought. He could see it in their eyes, wide and stunned. Of course, what he wrote before wasn’t bad, he knew it. It was just so different. No one had expected this from him. “This is brilliant.”
It was just a demo, put together with whatever Zhou Mi could manage with his own voice and computer mixing. It was an imperfect sketch and still everyone could hear what a diamond in the rough it was. It’d be amazing. And after a short pause they all burst into loud praising, making Zhou Mi blush, thoroughly pleased.
The attention was shifted away from him as the others began comparing their favourite parts, playfighting over them and who would get to sing what. Zhou Mi watched it all with a proud smile on his lips, like a father sees his child being accepted. After all, the song was something like a precious child for him.
He didn’t even notice Kyuhyun before there was a pair of arms wrapped around him from behind, a chin tucked on his shoulder. “You are brilliant.” The compliment was whispered softly into his ear, and coming from Kyuhyun it meant twice as much.
Maybe one day he would tell Kyuhyun what the song was all about.
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1229 words.
Could someone please tell me why I write million things, several pairs, but all I can finish these days is QMi?
Feel free to add our journal if you like the stories!
Plus, the archive.
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Because QMi is awesome like that and they can make everything possible XD
Uguu~ This is so good!! I love the way you describe the music in Zhou Mi, the way he tried so hard to grasp the melody he heard in all his memory with Kyuhyun. Beautiful!! <3
It makes me rally want to hear this song of Zhou Mi :)
This guy really should try to write his own song (not only lyric) someday! :DD
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Thank youuu~ I quite liked the thought and I hoped I got it written properly, too. And you're not the only one! I'd love to hear the song too XD He should write a song. And another. And a third one. Yes. I'm completely convinced they'd be amazing songs.
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to answer your question: Qmi is the best. =P
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...you might be right *laughs*
Thank you for reading!
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Because you're obsessed and heavily biased. And because Qmi is adorable ;3
Seriously I love them more each day D: Arrgh, what if my bias changes and it's all your fault?
Omfg... noooooo, that can't happen.
But anyway, this comment isn't going to be very good because my head huuuuuurts and my eyes are all squinty (I need a hug from my big sis *pouts*) but I thought I would comment, because damnit gurl, why are your fics always so good? It's just a little ficlet but there's so much in it. They're so so soooo good together and the words are all so pretty and it's all cleverly metaphorical with the song and shit.
And I hate you, because english isn't even your first language and you write better than me.
Don't argue with me, you do.
So... yeah *growls*
:D I love you really. And I love this ficcu. And look I'm reading it without it involving Miss SJ-D 2010.
Tis a bloody miracle.
Now back to sexy Geng and his leathery blondness.
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eeehehehehee but honey, you can like several pairs at once, it's just more the merrier! 8D
*hugs tight* Aw bb should you take a painkiller for your head? You shouldn't be in pain :( I'm really happy you commented though! If it helps at all XD
I would argue with you but you told me not to :/ You still know what I think. I should seriously put more effort into using better English. If I wasn't so lazy XD
I love you toooo~ ♥ And you know, that made me burst out laughing. Oh our precious Miss SJ-D 2010. That REALLY needs to be written down as a fic. Maybe we could once collaborate and make it happen XD
...why did you make me think of sexy Geng again? :/ Unfair.
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They're like... super married! They should have a joint wedding with Hanchul, though Heechul would probably be like "I'M THE BETTER BRIDE GODDAMN IT PAY ATTENTION TO ME!" and start hitting Seasoning with his bouquet while Kyu and Geng watch and wonder what the hell they're getting into.
... Now I wanna write that xD
I knooow, but what if one of them replaces Heechul .__. What if one day I realise that I don't want a conceited pain in the butt as my bias anymore? I mean it's unlikely but... not impossible D:
They don't work on me :/ But it's kinda fading now. And it'll probably go after dinner ;3 Teehee, I'm getting better at commenting in general lately, I must admit.
Wow, you listened to me :D Nope, I don't know what you think but I'm still right regardless. Your english is fine, dude. I forget you're not a native most of the time. Until your cheerful Finnish charm reminds me.
Yay, sisterly lurrrrve~ He's the most beautiful Miss SJ-D ever, in his most humble opinion and he has his ways of making the judges see his point of view (ie. whoring himself out) I think it would be a good fic :D If slightly bitchy and scary.
Because I like torturing you with things you can't have ;3
*snuggles up with him*
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haha you should you should! I'd love to read that fic XD And of course Heechul and Mimi are best friends, they just have to fight for the spotlight for a moment XD WRITE IT!
Honey, I don't think it'll happen. And even if it does, it's just life. He'll always be speeeshul, y'know?
Sucks :/ But thankfully it's fading! And you with your late dinner again XD Hopefully it'll be something good and cheer you up!
Is it such a surprise? XD I'm a good sis, I listen to you more often! Pah. You should know what I think. *laughs* But "cheerful Finnish charm"? XD I must be such a failure as a Finn, usually we're rather described depressed, broody and violent XD
Now I laughed out loud, again. He'd whore himself out and if it didn't work he'd go for bribes, threats and violence. And he'd always win.
...meanie D:
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It would be totally cracktastic... but at the same time, I can totally see it happening. Which is quite scary when you think about it. I'll write it at some point *waves hand dismissively*
But he'll shout at me xD And be like "RAWWWRRR". Did you see that he tweeted a picture of his pinky finger? I was just like... "yeah, thanks Chul..." and he was saying to Kibum that he was gonna get a tattoo xD
"Property of Geng" tattooed on his arse, no doubt.
It's gone! Ahaha it's not late, it's a perfectly acceptable time to nom spaghetti. It was. I love pasta.
You're a good sister when you want to be xD Nah, you're an awesome sis. And I do know what you think, but you're still wrong. But all the Finns I've come across are bouncy and full of yay like you. Finnish charrrm~
God, he's such a friggin slut. Him and Sungmin would be competing to be the biggest slut. Zhou Mi and Ryeowook would just be all innocent and be like "hmm... I wonder why we never win... oh well" and Teukie would be like "STOP BEING SUCH WHORES THERE ARE CHILDREN AROUND!!" whilst pointing at Henry and Kyuhyun, who share evil glances because they've had much more sex than Teuk ever will.
I'm sorry, I couldn't hear you over the sound of Geng's sexiness.
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Heeey don't dismiss it like that! You need to write it now that you got me curious about it and imagining the wedding in my mind XD Mimi would be beaming like the sun. And Heechul would be the center of attention XD
I saw it and I went all "o__O Oh. Well." XD I have no idea what he meant with it but well... He's an artist! And I bet that he will tattoo Geng's name on his rear. With a little heart.
It's so late I'm considering going to bed. And failing, since I much rather get all tired and fangirly XD Aw spaghetti is good!
When I want to be, yes XD But it's quite often! I think. How many Finns do you even know? I'm getting slightly jealous. *pff*
That sounds like a pretty good summary about how it'd be XD haha Mimi and Wookie would be the schoolgirl types, all innocent and still have their own fans. Though they can both be hot if they want, too x)
and Kyu would always vote for Mimi even though Heechul would still win the competition altogetherI love Teuk as the always suffering mother-figure x)I hate you D:
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You better! Or I'll come over to yours and yell "hanchul" at you until you write me something xD Oh and that's because he's a pervert and he knows it.
But I'm writing other things atm D: I'm an artiste! I cannot be rushed! I'll draw you a picture or something. Mimi would be in this elegant, sophisticated dress and Heechul would be in this massive meringue covered in rhinestones and fairy lights, just to have a bigger dress xD
Before I opened it, I was like "this better not be more buns, Heechul" and then when it opened I kinda wished it was xD I was inspecting the finger, wondering if there was something wrong with it but nope... just a finger. Ahaha why is that not hard to believe? I bet he already has it done and Geng's like "yeaaaaah" every time he sees it.
oh god, that reminds me that I have to write a Sungmin/Ryeowook fic where one of them gets a tattoo of the other ones name on their butt xD I think it'll be Wookie.
That's coz you're two hours ahead of me. Don't go to sleeeep. I'll be lonely... though I should be writing. I've done 864 words of this fic today :D Spaghetti~ Seriously, I could eat pasta forever. It's like... one of my vices.
Tehehe *huggles* Aww I wish you were my real older sister ;__; I know like everyone in Finland.
I'm super popular over there, didn't you know? Seriously, dude I know like... two people... but you're BOTH EXACTLY THE SAME in terms of personality xD And my uncle's been to Finland and he says that y'all are nice.
If we ever write it, then that is what we shall put down as the summary for it on miracle xD I think it will be the most popular story ever. Mimi and Wookie are hawt biatches, but they're not sly enough to mess up the entire competition like sluts!united. Kyu has his own special award for Mimi when they get home. And Teuk always fits into that stereotype xD
Do you? Really? Well that's a shame. Because I wuv uuuu~
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haha that had me laughing out loud! I love how Heechul goes for the extremes XD Mimi would find the most expensive, stylish, fashionable dress and totally use all of Kyuhyun's money for it. Hence the joined wedding, they couldn't afford their own anymore. Btw I just read this fic (QMi yes) with a really nicely written Heechul. Here. It has some Mimi&Chul friendship with protective Heechul and I quite loved that.
I thought too that there's something wrong with the finger but I didn't see anything! I think it might freak Geng out just a little bit XD Or well, it might be he just appreciates it XD
Why Sungmin/Wookie? XD Not that I object, they might be cute together. I never read one tho...
Okay not going to bed just yet. I should plan tomorrow's lesson properly, but I think I'll just go there and teach it. I feel accomplished, I wrote this thing today 8D Otherwise I did nothing for my other 12847261 unfinished fics... Now I'm hungry and I blame you :(
Hey but we can still be sworn sisters (can one say that? I just did!) and it's almost as good as the real deal! We need to meet for real too. Or at least Skype or something, although I'm seriously self-conscious about my English XD Your uncle is right! We're nice. And you should come here and meet everyone you know ;D Though I'm hurt. I can't be the same as that other person. I'm speeshull.
I'd kinda like to write it XD Let's see if we find inspiration and time for it! I can write the special award Kyu has for Mimi. It'd be an epic fic!
I do. *nodnod* I really do. ...except I don't ;_____; ♥ Especially when you bribe me with cuteness like that!
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The bad thing is... he'd actually make it look good xD He'd be like a proper princess. And definitely, Mimi would go for a vastly expensive designer dress and Kyu would just be like O_____O 'WHAT DID YOU DO?!' awwwwww *snuggles with Heechul* what a nice Chul. I love his protectiveness of the ones he loves. But ;__; he's all by himself...
It's quite a long finger though... maybe that's what he was getting at xD Nah, Geng would love it. It's his idea.
Because the suju prompt generator gave it to me xD And it made me laugh since Wookie is not the kind of dude to get tattoos. I want a tattoo (or several) myself .__. but what? D:
You can go to bed soon if you want, seeing as I'll have to go too xD Are you an official teacher now :D You should teach them about Super Junior. That is very good and I'm proud of you *huggles* Oh I found an unfinished fic that I stopped ages ago and was like "I WILL FINISH YOU TODAY!" but it didn't happen :/
Yeah I guess so :D Definitely... come to england sometime and partay with me. We can drink tea and swear at people whilst wearing monocles and hats. Skype! Though I'm really awkward on the phone and stuff :/ so for half the conversation I'd just be like "lol hey"
Practice makes perfect. You'll be speaking like a londoner before you know it ;3 Ahaha I'll just come and wave at random people and be like "YO HOMIE!" Okay you're not exactly the same. But you're both rainbows and unicorns.
Yes :B and we can have Sungmin dancing like this
Ah see, you can't hate me ;3 But look, I get a piece of this ass and you don't
*coughs*
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You're right XD He'd pull it off like a real princess and everyone would admire him. That's one reason why I love the thought of the wedding, Chul and Mimi would be SO DIFFERENT and both so fabulous. Then Mimi and Kyu would have to live in poverty but it'd be alright since they'd have each other. LOVE IS ENOUGH♥ I loved the nice Chul. And he doesn't need to be alone forever, it'll change 8D
Maybe XD He's just bragging. LOOK AT MY LONG FINGERS BITCHES! Oh, then he would love it indeed.
I want a tattoo but I'm too much of a coward to get one. Maybe once I finish my studies. Wookie and a tattoo so isn't a matching thought XD
I think I'm going to go bed now x) Or when I finish typing this comment anyway. No, I'm doing the practical teaching period thingy so I have an instructor who watches my every move and frowns at me if I do badly D: It's quite stressful. And I'm on the edge all the time. But let's see. When I am a real teacher I can try to corrupt my students 8D *huggles* Thank youuu I'm quite proud too XD For once. AND HEY, you finish it tomorrow!
I'd love to come to England, I've never been there. It'd be worth experiencing. WHY AM I SO POOR. And you still need to come to Finland, it's awesome here. I'm afraid of talking to people on the phone, to be honest. So it'd be quite an awkward discussion I guess XD Aw I'm rainbows *happy*♥
WHY is he so hot. Tell me. I wasn't supposed to like him this much ;___;
That special award is the dirtiest thing in the world. Aka just filthy smut throughout the night but whatever, Mimi would love it.
I hate you.
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You probably can only finish QMi because those two want all the attention right now... I'm sure the others will beg to be finished...
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They're such attention whores, seriously. I should focus on other things, too :/ Then again, these two kinda make me happy.
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love the idea of the song, they way it came to life...just wonderful
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But this. I was literally a waterfall.
I used to be one of those who thought some love songs were okay but to me most of them were complete bulls***. I thought there has to be better things to write about than love, and that most of lovesongs were full of lies and cliches. It was years ago and Super Junior is one thing which has affected my way of thinking. I think that pure love song which is done or just performed with with deep thoughts and deep emotions, can be as good as anything else or even better.
And this. You described Zhou Mi's feelings and thoughts about love and composing in such a beautiful and touching way. It felt so real and every sentence was so full of emotion, I don't even know what to say. I want to believe it actually is possible to compose songs like the way Zhou Mi did in this and I want to believe I can do it someday too.
The fact that you can write like this about this pairing by combining music to it is beyond my understanding and I truly adore you.
Thank you for this, and I gotta say I don't mind that all you can finish is qmi :---) ♥
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I've always been a hopeless romantic and I guess it reflects on what I think of lovesongs. But I was always kind of picky with them, still am in a way. They have to have that extra something to make them special. But gosh, if it's done well, lovesongs can be so amazing!
I think that only by believing, and by hoping and trusting ourselves, we can achieve what we want one day :) So I'm sure that things'll work out for you as well. Somehow that kind of thinking seems to suit Zhou Mi so well, this strong will combined with the faith for the better.
Thank you so, so much! I'm happy you liked it, and your comment really made me smile. haha, I don't know if I'm all that bothered that I can only finish qmi. I just feel a bit guilty for all the other unfinished projects XD
Swanprincess!qmi? That sounds absolutely epic! I am curious!
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I love the ending. The image was too adorable.
And I'm amazed you can write something like this in a half-hour window between lectures! Teach me how ;~;
Qmi is love <3<3
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haha well, keep pen and paper with you everywhere in case inspiration hits XD I was sitting in the corridor in front of the Japanese professor's office, trying to hide what I was writing from everyone who passed by XD I did some minor editing to it when I typed it in word later, though x)
Oh they are so in love 8D ♥
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Because Qmi is just perfection.
I love this.....
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reminds me of the song mimi wrote for kangta....
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And thank you! It's nice to hear you liked!
Oh I don't think I ever even heard the song, sadly D:
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Could someone please tell me why I write million things, several pairs, but all I can finish these days is QMi?
because they own your soul. and you brain. and your qmi heart. and mimi's legs own your whole being. aaaaaand also because they are lovely and all sorts of beautiful together. =)))))))
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Probably yes XD OH MIMI'S LEGS. And and and the HUG video! Seriously, made my day. And continues making my day still. JUST LOOK AT THEM! Their love is real. They are so married!
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...i'm trying to continue my unfinished fic to no avail. ;_________;
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Awh good luck with it! I wanted to write too but then I just passed out and noticed I accidentally took a three-hour nap XD NOW THE DAY IS WASTED ;__;
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Awwww <3
I love the development of Kyuhyun and Zhou Mi's relationship. Qmi always wins.
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