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rabenhorst ([personal profile] rabenhorst) wrote2009-10-19 12:12 pm

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Title: Haven of My Heart
Author: [livejournal.com profile] fonulyn
Rating: PG13
Pairing: Die/Kaoru
Disclaimer: I own no one, only my dirty imagination.
Summary: The screeching voice of a seagull was the only thing that reached Die’s ears as he stood right there on a deserted beach, close to the ocean and yet far enough not to get his feet wet.
Comments: For the D/K Oktoberfest, week 3! Fest archive here, check what you missed ;)
[livejournal.com profile] fonulyn: This is what I scribbled down for the D/K Oktoberfest travel week. It’s short, and kinda mushy (I blame the weird emotional mood of mine XD) but it has this certain mood that should fit the season and at least here in Finland the autumn is rapidly turning to winter. So, I hope you like it, despite the shortness :)

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Haven of My Heart


The screeching voice of a seagull was the only thing that reached Die’s ears as he stood right there on a deserted beach, close to the ocean and yet far enough not to get his feet wet. The wind was icy cold and it felt like it was blowing right through him, all the way down to his bones. Shivering, he wrapped his jacket tighter around himself to keep the cold wind out, tucked the collar up to shield his bare neck the best he could. It was almost winter already, it wouldn’t surprise him if they would get the first snowfall soon.

Despite the coldness, he had no intentions to leave the beach. This was exactly where he wanted to be. In crass contrast to the freezing wind there were the warm rays of sun that were still warming his face when he tilted his head to look up to the sky. It felt like summer and winter were fighting over the exact moment. Or maybe they weren’t fighting, they were merging together, becoming one until no one knew which was which. The sunlight was just enough to create an illusion of warmth, yet not to warm properly.

It wasn’t the warmth of the sun Die was after. It wasn’t the delicate moment that made him stay, or the fresh breeze of wind. The reason was something much more tangible. Much less poetic, some would say, but Die wouldn’t agree. The reason for him staying there was the most poetic of them all.

Kaoru.

Die turned his head to the right, only to see Kaoru still standing on the sand close to him, water washing ashore and hitting his feet. The sight made him smile, and since he knew no one was paying any attention to him he dared to go on watching. The older man had closed his eyes and tilted his head backwards, obviously enjoying the way the sun warmed his face. The rays of light were dancing on the surface of the water, reflecting from Kaoru’s dark hair and for a second Die could’ve sworn it was Kaoru who was glowing, not the sun.

Love.

He could feel this certain warmth flood his whole being, shoot from his chest to the furthest edges of his body, all the way to his toes, to the tips of his fingers. He wasn’t cold any longer. He could hardly feel the ruthless wind anymore, the way it was trying to blow off everything from its way with the sheer power of its will. He didn’t even feel the warmth of the sun, didn’t hear the distant sounds.

His world was only revolving around the way those deep almond eyes opened, how the dark orbs were directed at him and how the mere intensity of that single gaze was enough to root him to the spot.

Kaoru looked straight at him, and all Die could do was to look back and smile. Something passed between them there, right then, with no words needed. The distance between them ceased to exist, the rest of the world didn’t matter. It was just the two of them, the silent understanding of something far greater than any words could ever tell. Die had never believed in love. Yet in a moment like this, he was convinced that he had been wrong all along.

Kaoru.

Love.

Those two were one in Die’s world.


[identity profile] nikuru.livejournal.com 2009-10-19 10:01 am (UTC)(link)
*-*

*broken brain*

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2009-10-19 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
I take that as a good thing XD Thanks for reading!

[identity profile] nikuru.livejournal.com 2009-10-19 10:46 am (UTC)(link)
Very good! :D!

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2009-10-19 10:12 am (UTC)(link)
Hunny, I just love your short drabbles/ficlets for their emotionality. I know I will never manage to put so many emotions into something this short by using so few words. I still envy you for it, but I am grateful too that you write them and I can read them ^^

I can't wait to see you tomorrow and to write a bit of smut maybe *lol I have a serious lack there.
Right now I feel like I'm coming down with a cold. I think yesterday gave me the rest and that although we tried not to stay outside too long and to always be warm and shit. I've been a bit 'damanged' before already though so that it's no wornder, I think. I will just try to take it slow now, but it'll be a tough week at work and now I dunno why I'm writing all this here instead of sending you a real email.

Anyhow, this here really made me smile, because I think everybody knows this feeling when the sun is shining and you try to feel its warmth but it doesn't have enough power anymore since winter's coming already. And I love how Die just watches Kao and how there's so much between them and yet no words are needed.

&heart

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2009-10-19 11:25 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you hun :) It really means a lot to me to hear that you enjoy the ficcies and that they get the emotions across. haha, c'mon, I LIVE for your opinion of them so ... XD

I'm so lacking smut too! *cries* I want some ;__; So you'd better be prepared to write some with me tomorrow! XD
Aw and hunney, I'm sorry to hear that you're not feeling well *hugs tight* Just lemme know whenever you need rest or need anything else I can help you with! ♥

heh, I totally love the feeling :D Especially in the middle of the winter, although then sometimes the sun can feel so fucking hot that you're sweating although it's -20 degrees XD And I admit, I have a thing for such slow mellow moments :)

Thank you for the comment ♥ Totally made me smile!

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2009-10-19 11:33 am (UTC)(link)
And I love on your ficlets hun! Really!

You know, the thing is that I CAN'T be sick this week at all. We're so few ppl at work and if I'm not there, then there's only 2 ppl left *sighs* So I try to pull through and hope not to come down with the cold of the century. Otherwise I will have to go to the doc next week then.
Heh, and I really don't wanna miss a Kendo-lesson either. So I am trying and pulling through. We'll see.

I want smut! Right now x) I began reading the threesome again, DxTxK and damn, that is so hot^^

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2009-10-19 11:35 am (UTC)(link)
Good, since there'll be plenty of them XD

I know, I know. But you need to then take your rest at home and try not to exhaust yourself any more than you absolutely have to. Take care of yourself.

Which threesome? x) But hey, those three together is just damn hot by default!

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2009-10-19 11:55 am (UTC)(link)
Well, I try to^^ I promise. And I'll go to bed early today (if I manage).

Heh, I started with the short intermezzo in the bunk and now am moving towards the real deal. Sooo *grins* Aw and I'm reading this very interesting and quite hot other German manga series which I couldn't get in english anymore and damn, I am through with the first 3 and now need moaaaarrr XD

I miss ya!

[identity profile] sugfan.livejournal.com 2009-10-19 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Awww that was soo cute i love reading fluff in the morning made me whole day <3

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2009-10-19 01:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank youu~! I'm glad to hear that you liked it and all :D

[identity profile] jikhyun.livejournal.com 2009-10-19 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
that was sweet. they really do belong together.

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2009-10-19 07:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! :D

[identity profile] sanghamyers.livejournal.com 2009-10-20 11:53 am (UTC)(link)
That was wonderful. The funny thing was that I felt like going back in time when one week ago, I was standing at a sunny beach, wind blowing to no end but it was all lovely. I guess that was an added bonus for me. XD
Other than that, I enjoyed this a lot since you've found the perfect words and created an awesome scene in my mind. So yeah, it was simply wonderful. ^_^

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2009-10-20 12:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! And hey, that's a big compliment if it managed to make you feel like going back in time ;D I'm glad! Thanks so much for your words ♥

[identity profile] sakuranbo-diru5.livejournal.com 2009-10-20 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
aaaaaaaw so much love, so much love...
that was cute! *O*

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2009-10-20 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! :) I'm glad to hear you liked it :D

[identity profile] mangasakira.livejournal.com 2009-10-20 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Adorable, just the way I see them <3

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2009-10-20 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! ♥ Glad you approve ;D

[identity profile] fatal-complexes.livejournal.com 2009-10-24 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
love it! *___*

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2009-10-24 10:15 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you! :D