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Title: First Love, Last Love; Chapter 14
Author: seinen_no and fonulyn
Rating: NC17 overall
Pairing: Die and Kaoru
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: When Kaoru and his wife get a divorce, he is forced to leave his little daughter to live with her mother when he’s moving out. He finds support in his best friend, but is friendship everything life has in store for them? Or is their past together going to resurface now that Kaoru’s life has been turned upside down? [yes, I am aware that sounds like an ad for a b-class soap opera XD]
Comments:
seinen_no: Hmm, I forgot that the last chapter is so short. It's more like an epilogue and still I love it. It kinda closes this story and rounds it up, you know. And I just love imagening Die and Kao as a middle-aged happy couple who still love each other from the bottom of their hearts. So, have fun reading our ending and be sure that we have another story waiting already x)
I'm glad that so many of you liked this story, because it is precious for both, fonulyn and me. We simply were in the need for something without huge drama and with many every-day life moments, with normal moments every parent and lover has to face sometimes. In the beginning, I was a bit afraid that people would only think it's boring and such, but now I'm glad that we posted it anyways and that so many of you followed it along till the end. Thank you guys, you are awesome! *hugs*

fonulyn: I don’t really know what to say here. It’s always sad for me to let go of a story, but the fact that it’s been already some time since we wrote this makes it kinda easier. I really hope that you like the ending too, and thanks to you all for your awesome support during this! haha, and we already have new stuff coming, so keep tuned for new stories!

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Plus, the archive.


Previously happened: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9 , Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13




First Love, Last Love
Chapter 14



Mika recovered soon from the labour, being back on her feet in record time. They seemed to deal well with their new routines with the child, although during the first weeks, every time Mika called, she sounded completely exhausted, because the child didn't let them sleep properly, waking up often during the nights. When the child was a few months old, Mika began to visit them with him regularly, and the baby soon leaned to recognize both of the guitarists.

She and Sho had spent a good amount of thinking for a fitting name for the boy and had finally decided to call him Kenji like Sho's grandfather and Mick since the girl was a total Rolling Stones fan. Besides, she was convinced that the boy's lips were looking exactly like those of the famous vocalist. The name earned Kaoru a lot of mocking since everybody thought he was responsible for that, but he denied everything.

Soon, the two guitarists had to go on tour again, although everybody, including their bandmates, would've preferred to stay. Just like when Mika had been a baby, they now adored her child and Toshiya was determined to make him a bassplayer since he had already lost Mika to Shinya and his drums.

A bit after the baby-boy's one year birthday Mika and Sho got engaged, planning to get married the next summer. Mika had gone back to school once the child was old enough to be left for someone else to take care of during the days, and she even managed to combine the studies with motherhood, because she was determined to make things work. Soon, the wedding plans were filling everyone's lives, although Nozomi took it to herself to help Mika arrange everything.


In the midst of everything, Mika still found time to visit the guitarists, either alone or with the baby. Two weeks before the actual wedding, she appeared at their doorstep again, Kenji dozing in the buggy. She was smiling, but if one looked closer one could see that she was a bit stressed. After being asked, she ensured though that it was a good kind of stress and told them how happy she was to finally marry the man she loved. Sho, who was one year older than her, had decided against studying since, with Kaoru's and Die's help, his band was developing quite well and had just signed a good record deal. Despite that, it was clear that his family came first.

Kaoru was laughing to himself, because his daughter was marrying somebody just like Die. The longer the older guitarist knew her fiancé, the more similarities to his own lover he found. After getting them something to drink, they all sat down on the couch. "I have something to inform you about," Mika began in her own determined way, looking to and fro between the two guitarists.

"Inform us about?" Die arched an eyebrow, grinning freely at the girl. "Please don't tell us you're going to have another child already, we haven't gotten over the first one yet." He laughed, and it was obvious that he meant it as a joke. They all simply loved Kenji to no end, and if she wanted to have a big family then they wouldn't mind.

"No, the next five are planned for after the marriage," the girl winked and when her father frowned at her, hit him playfully with her fist on his upper arm. "No, but actually it is about the wedding and the ceremony. See," she became more serious, "I always felt like having two dads and-" Kaoru interrupted. "What's with Hiroki?" Mika made a dismissive handgesture. "Hiroki doesn't count. I meant Die. And that's why I want you both to give me away to Sho," she ended her explanations, smiling again and curiously peeking at the redhead.

At first Die only stared at her in disbelief, not really comprehending the words because he hadn't expected that in the slightest. "You mean? Us both? As in Kao AND me?" He stuttered finally, still somewhat stunned.

"Yeah. That is," Mika chuckled, "if you want to. Hey, I'm mentioned in your last will, you ARE my father, if not related by blood."

"I would love to." Slowly a smile spread over the redhead's face, and one could both see and hear that he was touched by the gesture. "That'd be an honour." Kaoru simply sat there and couldn't express how proud he was at that moment, knowing that his daughter not only approved of his partner but loved him as much as her own father was precious. Subconsciously, he reached for Die's hand, squeezing it gently.

"Thank you." Mika beamed, truly meaning it. "It means a lot to me. After all," there was an impish sparkle in her eyes, "you've been the first to know about Sho and the first to know about Kenji too."

"And the one to sweat with the information until you gave the permission to get it out." Die chuckled, got off his seat and went to give the girl a hug. "It means a lot to me too. Thanks." His voice was a bit choked and inwardly he cursed himself for being such a crybaby, but he couldn't help it right now.

"You must forgive him," Kaoru joked lovingly, rubbing the younger man's back, "but he's getting old. And that makes him overly emotional."

Mika peeked at her father and then looked straight at the redhead. "So there's no screwing on the couch for you anymore, now that nobody can walk in on you?" she asked, referring to the incident a few years ago.

"Well," Die blushed, scratching his neck in a nervous gesture. "I wouldn't exactly say that. We're not THAT old yet. We still have years and years ahead of us."

"Don't you give away our secrets. You're talking to our daughter, not to one of the guys," Kaoru admonished playfully.

Mika was laughing, shaking her head. "Dad, I know how babies are made, you should take a look into the buggy."

"And technically it's almost the same," the redhead whispered to his lover with a grin, leaning a bit closer to him. "Although there's no danger one of us gets pregnant."

"You would be too old anyways," the girl stated convinced. "Although I'm sure a child of you two would be adorable. That is, if it has Die's lips and dad's nose."

The older guitarist smiled. "Yeah, you're right." He placed his hand on his lover's knee and pecked his cheek.

"Well, at least you have your father's nose so it's half right then." Die winked at her merrily, subconsciously shifting even a bit closer to the older man.

"A boy’s nose!" Mika remarked snorting. "You have no idea how often they called me names for it. But then, I was mocked because of dad often."

Kaoru smiled. "Yes, and what did I always tell you?"

"What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger," the girl shot back instantly.

"And you are a tough weed."

"It's a good-looking nose." Die was still at the previous topic, even frowning slightly. "Besides, what's the difference between a boy's and girl's nose anyway?"

"Girls should have small, straight noses, but mine is bent like dad's and kinda dominant in my face." The girl pointed out and playfully kicked Die's leg. "Maybe a potato-shaped one like yours would've been better."

"It's too big." The redhead chuckled, his smile instantly back. "Just be happy with what you got."

"I am." Mika nodded and got back to the initial topic. "So you will both lead me to the altar?" She didn't wait for a reply before she went on. "That's good, you know. So I have somebody at either side of me just in case if I faint."

"Just beware that one of us won't faint." Die warned her, trying to look as serious as possible. "It's a big day, and I wouldn't count on your father's nerves."

"Yeah, and you should have a pocket for tissues in your dress for Die will surely need them," Kaoru said and poked his tongue out at his lover.

"I can't even deny that." The younger man laughed freely, simply leaning to peck the older guitarist's cheek quickly.

They kept on talking and joking for a while still before Kaoru ordered them something to eat. Sho was having a gig somewhere in Tokyo and thus Mika had no hurry to return home. The two guitarists simply enjoyed having her there, liked the way how she involved them in her life still. It made Kaoru feel less misplaced and slowly he could accept that she had her own goals now, different motives driving her than him.

It was already late when she left that night, leaving the two guitarists alone. They still remained sitting on the couch for a moment, Die lying down and resting his head on Kaoru's lap. He still couldn't fully believe that Mika wanted them both to give her away, and it was just such a big honour that it left him speechless. Kaoru knew what was going on inside his lover right at that moment and just stroke his hair absent-mindedly while his thoughts were wandering towards the upcoming wedding. To him, it was a big deal to give his daughter away, even bigger now that his lover would be there with him. He wanted it to be the best day of her life and turn out just as she had imagined it.

Mika had been quite precise about certain things already, for example that the involved males would wear black suits but sneakers in them. She wanted a conventional and traditional wedding, but still refused to make it old-fashioned. And, what she had just told the guitarists, she had asked the other three members of Dir en grey to play a few songs since she loved their music, had grown up with it.

They all just wanted it to be perfect, and tried to give her everything she wished for this occasion. After all, it was a special day, and it should be memorable, so they were willing to work for it. Still, the news that they'd both be playing the father's role at the wedding was such a big deal to Die that he didn't seem to get over it in the first evening. They staid together on the couch for long, in complete silence, and when Die spoke up again the first thing he uttered was how much it really meant to him that she had asked it.

Patiently, Kaoru listened to him as even during the following days, his lover mentioned it over and over again. Luckily, Hiroki didn't take that fact as a personal offence since he had never been as close to Mika as the redheaded guitarist. It was important to Kaoru that Die knew everybody approved of him, he himself the most of course.

A couple of days before the wedding, it was a free weekday, the older guitarist showed his lover a magazine. There was a tiny picture of them inside, showing them holding hands and the next picture how they were exchanging a small kiss. He didn't have any problems with the press now knowing about their relationship, but feared that it could affect the wedding, was afraid that Mika and Nozomi could be bugged endlessly by reporters, let alone Die's family. It was just the wrong moment for something like that.

There was nothing much they could do about it though, but to hope that things would turn out well in the end. It still somehow affected them subconsciously, made them more reserved in public, and simply avoid small loving gestures if there was a slightest chance that a reporter could see them. It was nothing conscious though, but the stress the weddings caused was seeping into their minds, and they didn't want to cause any troubles. Even if they had given it a conscious thought, they would've been sure that it'd pass as soon as the wedding was over.

Luckily, there were only a few calls Mika received since Kaoru had made sure she was shielded very well from everybody. He tried not to read certain magazines anymore and just lived as if nothing had happened, ignoring the couple of emails they were receiving about this topic. Their management had known about them for some time already as had the people working with them and thus they had prepared for that occasion.

Ami, who of course had forgiven her best friend that she had taken the guy she had liked as well, especially now since they were having a family together and were getting married, had gone dress-shopping with Mika, accompanied by Nozomi. When Kaoru and Die had seen the result, they both had to admit that it would look stunning on the girl, although neither of them would've thought otherwise.

Slowly, it was about time that the planning came to an end, because the wedding was almost there. Mika had chosen a nice temple outside of Tokyo for the ceremony and a traditionally furnished hotel for the party afterwards. She knew it would become loud and people would be drunk in the end, so this had been the best choice. This way, everybody could just stay at the hotel without having the need to think about how to get away from the party.

They were lucky, and the wedding day turned out to be a bright and sunny one. It had been raining in the early morning hours, but when the time for the actual ceremony came, the sun was shining brightly down on them, as if she wanted to perfect the day. Naturally, both, Die and Kaoru, were dead nervous, and the only thing that made them keep their cool even somewhat was that they were there for each other, both in the same situation, just trying to survive it with honour and dignity.

Mika looked completely stunning in the dress, with her hair and make up done, and above all, she looked as happy as a person can get, practically glowing with happiness. Sho was already standing at the altar, nervously waiting for his future wife to appear. He hadn't seen the dress before and that fact made his heart pound even quicker than it already was. Before both guitarists took Mika between them, they ensured her how good she looked and how glad her husband was to get such a beautiful wife.

When the music was beginning to play, Kaoru took a deep breath and asked. "Ready?" Although Mika nodded, the question hadn't been meant for her but for his lover as much as for himself. The redhead took a deep breath as well, giving the older man a quick smile before they took the girl between them and guided her inside through those doors.

Every single pair of eyes was directed at them, and it was obvious that Mika was the star today, shining and smiling, taking everyone's breath away. Even both the guitarists managed to keep their calm, despite the nervousness and the frantic beating of their hearts. They were walking in slow motion and to Kaoru it seemed that the was living his life again in those few moments, as if everything he had done so far, every decision he had taken, had just been aiming at this moment where he would give his daughter away to the young man at the altar whose eyes were sparkling with love as he spotted the girl he was about to spend the rest of his life with.

The mere walk to the altar seemed to take on forever, but when they finally were there, the guitarists stepped back a bit, giving the girl away to her future husband. It looked like Sho only had eyes for Mika; he didn't seem to notice anything else around them at that moment. Knowing their duty was done, Die hooked his arm in Kaoru's, pulling him to the side.

For a short moment, the older guitarist looked up at him, love and gratefulness laced in his gaze. But then he directed his attention towards the ceremony again where Mika and Sho were just giving each other their vows. Witnessing this stirred a dozen emotions inside Kaoru and caused a few tears to well in his eyes.

It was an emotional moment for all of them, and probably everyone who was really close to the newly wedded couple was close to tears at one point. Die had to blink a few tears away from his eyes during the ceremony, but he was smiling all along, soon sneaking an arm around his lover's waist and simply pulling him closer, grateful to have him there for so long already, despite that they had never exchanged wows like these.

Still they both knew they were just meant to be.

Comments

[sanghamyers.livejournal.com]

Awwww~ies.
In the end I thought that it was almost as if Die and Kaoru were walking down the aisle to get married. But they already are, kinda, right? XD
*sigh* I don't have much to say. This fic is the ray of hope on yaoi island, if you get what I mean. Everything seems so normal and yet so perfect but it's good and fills one with a warm feeling. Loved that. :)

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean and that's exactly why we wrote this fic. Something 'normal' in between the other stuff. Not that I don't like the other kind of fics too, you know I do, but it's just that sometimes my mind needs a piece of happyness without drama^^

Thanks hun *hugs* The next fic will be totally AU and weird again (not to mention mean x) And you must promise me to read it. You will know why when you read the pairing, but I promise it's a DiexKao.

[melissalovedie.livejournal.com]

*tear tear* awww, i'm so sad it's finished, but at the same time i'm happy cause of the way it ended^^
it was so cute how Die couldn't believe it at first that he was asked together with Kao to give her away and it was cheering how the wedding was so unbelievable lovely with the original elements in them(sneakers lol) and...well the description of Kaoru's father-instincts telling him that he should let his daughter be, was sweet :)

heh i wish i could've been there x) cause parties with Kao and Die are destined to be a hell lot of fun....well if kao doesn't get all whiney when he gets drunk that is XD

i'm hoping to read another story soon^^ exams are coming up(next week's Friday i'm starting -_-) and one needs something to relax right? :3

good job girlies^^ you guys know how to get people hooked :)

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

Thank you sweets! We're glad you liked it^^

Haha, I dunno if Kao gets all whiney when he's drunk. Die's the one who said he can't hold his drink *lol ... I would still love to be there and see how they are when they are really drunk and drop all shame :D

Another story's already waiting to be posted.

Gah, I cross my fingers for your exams. Hope they work out well.

[psycho-glam.livejournal.com]

I swear I'm gonna get cramp(???) in my face from smiling so much. This makes me happy happy happy.
as usual I have no interesting or clever comment, just that I loved it all.
<3

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

But dear, those comments are the ones that always make me smile! Thank you. It's always good to hear that we can cause a smile on ppls faces^^

[oanja.livejournal.com]

*sigh*
Now it's over. Happily, which is always a big plus!
Can't really think of anything else to say...

(see, fonulyn I stole this one as well. =P)

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

Haha, and I love his face there. Like stubbornly admitting that he's having hot and steamy sex with his fellow guitarist x)

Thanks dear, I assume it's a good thing that you dunno what to say :D

[k-liope.livejournal.com]

awww lovely chapter ^^
( I dunno why i forgot to comment chap 13,Im becoming old xDD)

Aish, child grow up and they go...
that`s a life rule.
Im glad that Kaoru accepted it.
My parents are still in way to do it xDDD

its was a nice end for a nice fic in where I didnt get stress by the
ang...

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

Thank you dear!
I think it's hard for parents to let go and they have to learn it the hard way often. Heh, mine never had a problem with that though x)

Yeah, it's nice to have something in between without too much angst and stress ne? We're glad so many people shared the opinion with us^^

[charlesfilth.livejournal.com]

The end.... :)

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

I take that as a good thing x)

[silverdemon88.livejournal.com]

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW YAY

ALMOST cried. They were meant to be ^_______^ I loved it. Great way to end it.

Can't wait for more fics :D Keep em comin

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

They come, dear, they come.
The next one will be a lot darker than this though XD But you will have to see for yourself :D

[nana-seven.livejournal.com]

;__; I loved it, good job!

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

Aw, thank you so much!

As a sidenot: I love that icon of yours. All those shiny silhouettes^^

[ghoul304.livejournal.com]

aww wow -wipes tears away-
I've been reading this fic once its started, though i dont think i've left a comment.
I must say i loved this. The way it's so realistic and you can see it happening. Both of you make great fics, they're just amazing to no end.
It was like seeing someones life, how all those years past and so many incidents.
Im always sadened to see a story end, but at the same time im happy to know how it ended and it was all well.
It was great, made me feel so many emotions through out this whole fic and now i dont wanna let go of it -holds on-
=]

cant wait to see what you have in store for us next ^_~

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

Aw thank you for leaving a comment now^^
You know, we're really glad and relieved that people seem to like this kind of fic too. I know it's out of the usual, because there are no huge turns and it's just like following a 'normal' life, but it's nice too and we were kinda in the need for it x)

Haha, the next one's darker and totally different though :D

[wither-ne.livejournal.com]

I just love the ending, it's so happy and we already know that Die and Kaoru also live happily together forever XD
Just have to say this is a different kind of fiction than others, because it seems so normal and no big drama and stuff! <3 Love this!
You made me speachless you know! ;D

You two already busy with another?? WOW! I have to read it when you post them! XD

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

Thank you, dear!
It really means a lot to us that you like this one even without the big drama and surprising twists. We simply wanted to write something about everyday life, because we both, fonulyn and I, kinda love scenes like that, the normal and human side in people. We were so iffy if we shoudl post it, but now we're glad that we did, because everybody honestly seems to appreciate this kind of story as well.

Heh, I think we'll post the first chap of the other on Thursday.

[closet-childx.livejournal.com]

Gosh I feel so bad for not commenting on all the previous chapters.. *was stressed out, almost had a burn-out and lightly depressed*
But now that I feel a bit better I just had to.

So sad it's over, but it was just perfect... if I still had the strength to cry I definitely would've cried.
The ending was so fitting and I just love crybaby/sentimental Die, makes him even more perfect to me. *prefers the sensitive kind of men*

Please don't make me wait too long for your next story, I just love you guys for writing those heartwarming stories. *huggles you both and gives lots of cookies*

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

*huggles back and takes cookie*

Good to have you back here, dear. Don't worry, I know how it is when you're just stressed and don't feel like communicating with anybody. I had this the past week and then I was sick too. Besides, sometimes things just become too much ne?

We're so glad that you liked it me loves crybaby Die too when it fits the moment

We won't make you wait for long, but the next fic won't be this heartwarming, I fear... You will just have to see.

[killmysorrow.livejournal.com]

Awww this was such a good fic! The ending was perfect. Something different, since it was a normal life fic. I especially enjoy how you go into details, what they're feeling, thinking, etc etc. You two write great and I can't wait to read what you write next :D.

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much! It's really good to hear that people like what we're writing and this particular story was very special for us too.
Heh, I think we were just in the desperate need for some 'reality', some fluff and smut in a normal way.

Next fic's already waiting to be posted^^

[acoustic-aoi.livejournal.com]

*Wipes eyes*

The perfect ending to the perfect story

Thanks you guys, I loved every moment.

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much! We're glad that you enjoyed it.

[namida-desu.livejournal.com]

*sighs*
Awwwwh~ It was just too great! I nearly started to cry in the end *nod*
Thank you for this great fanfiction!

[fonulyn.livejournal.com]

Thank YOU for reading dear :D We're really glad that you liked it. hehe, and I think I almost cried in the end too x)

[tooru-n.livejournal.com]

NOOOOOOO! It can't end yet. *cries* But That was the perfect way to end it. n3n I love it. It's just. . . To Good for words. Good Job. I can't wait to see what else you guy'll come up with. n_____n

[fonulyn.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Aw, but it needs to end once. At least it was a pretty long one :D Thanks for reading and I hope you'll like the new stories we'll come up with too ;)

[deadlycherry.livejournal.com]

wow.
not being online for almost 2 weeks and this is what I got -- Happy Ending!!
just like on those fairy tales: "and then they lived happily ever after." ^3^

awww, it's so sad that the fic is over. but you surely write more, right?
I'll be waiting for another story ^-^

[fonulyn.livejournal.com]

haha, we're just suckers for happy endings and we can't stand to see them sad XD But yeah, glad to hear that you liked it! ^___^

And actually, we're probably going to post a new story today already XD So I hope you'll like that too!

[unlikeclockwork.livejournal.com]

I only just had time and the chance this weekend to read this story. It's wonderful! Heartfelt writing, with excellent pacing, and it's real. Nothing flashy or over-dramatic, just everyday life and sincere emotions. I am very glad I was able to read it. I really just can't say enough. I thoroughly enjoyed it. You should be proud of this work.

[fonulyn.livejournal.com]

Thank you SO much! It's really good to hear that you liked it, especially since it was so special to us when we were writing it, as it's something slightly different from the usual storylines, with nothing over-dramatic in it. And especially I appreciate that an awesome writer like you liked what we managed to produce ;) Thank you again for reading and for commenting!

[fatal-complexes.livejournal.com]

it's the end!!!awwww, so cuuuteeeeeee~~~~ XDD
the whole ceremony was great! love you guys!! *give cookies*

and the end so...*inhaled*

meant tobe.

[fonulyn.livejournal.com]

Thank you! *eats cookies* We're glad to hear that you liked the fic^^ It was important to us and we loved writing it, so it's kinda special to us too. And they are just so meant to be!

Your icon is cute^^ heh, why don't I remember the original pic? x)

[mog-fuyu.livejournal.com]

Hello guyz!

I just wanted to tell you how much I love this story and enjoyed reading it since I didn't have the time to comment on the last parts.

This is my absolute #1 of all of your stories so far! ^^
I read it again over christmas and it made me feel all fuzzy and warm inside. All those little daily life happenings and the big events in between are so adorable.
The scenes when Kao got to know of Mika's pregnancy and their wait in the hospital while she gave birth to the child as well as them sharing a kiss in public were my favourites in the last parts. Kaos comment about the reporters getting a good shot of them kissing made smile because it showed that they really didn't mind anymore and are content with each other.

It's great how you managed to tell such a long time span in the story without getting out of the flow and so many wonderful moments.
Thank you! *bows* <3

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

Dear, it's making me (us) so happy that you liked the story. I can't remember how often I said already that we were iffy if we should even post it, because it lacks a certain drama nor doesn't have real suspense or so. But I'm glad we did, because it seems that there are a lot of people who like to read about everyday-life too. Besides, we're just a sucker for fluff, can't help it.

The kiss in public is good ne? It has such a deep meaning for them and I like the scene a hell lot as well.

Thank you for taking the time to comment. I know how annoying it can be at times (haha, look at me; I don't even get to read my friends' pages frequently). *hugs*

[sataviiskyt.livejournal.com]

I'm writing this comment for the third time, dunno what's wrong with my computer.. :/
but.

Thank you for recommending, seinen_no, it was all I thought it would be, and more.

I cried so much. When Die and Kao got together, when Mika moved in, when Mika got pregnant, when she had Kenji, when Mika and Sho got married.. Tough this might be because I've been crying a lot (what kind of a middle-age crisis am I fuckin' going trough, I'm 15 for crist sake), mostly 'cause I'm so happy, or happy for someone (and because of that, I don't really like the Olympics, I cry all the time when I watch them..) Dunno why I just told you that D: But yes, this made me really happy. Or maybe I cried because one day, I want to have a life like Mika, and one like Kaoru.. I mean, as a new-born mother, as a bride, and as a grandmom. (don't we all?)

Once again, it was a pleasure to read. No majore problems with english (or any that I would've noticed), so it truly was lovely to read. I hate writers who don't even know how to write proper english -.-

I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart, it made me really happy!

[sataviiskyt.livejournal.com]

OH, forgot to say, the part I loved the most, was the fact that Kao and Die were just.. so relaxed and everything.. The way they love each other in this one made me truly happy. That's something I want to have one day.

[kyosmash.livejournal.com]

How old was Mika again?

I still say there should've been a big "HOLY SHIT DIE AND KAORU ARE TOGETHER" thing. Like it would kind of ruin the band. Lol.

[fonulyn.livejournal.com]

Honestly I don't remember and I think we got mixed up with the ages at one point since we changed it in the editing phase x) I bet something slipped us.

We thought of it x) But then there are gazillions of fics like it around so in the end we decided not to bother 8D