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rabenhorst ([personal profile] rabenhorst) wrote2011-03-06 11:05 am

[fic] Kyuhyun/Zhou Mi – SJM – Next to You – Oneshot

Title: Next to You
Author: [livejournal.com profile] fonulyn
Rating: PG
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Zhou Mi
Disclaimer: I own no one, only my dirty imagination.
Summary: Then, then he is right there next to you, all long legs and bright stunning smile, his voice matching yours exactly how it’s supposed to. This is what you’ve been waiting for.
Comments: Yesterday I spent the whole day watching different lives and sjm videoclips with friends, and I kept on complaining I want to see a qmi duet. I guess my subconscious remembered it during the night since I woke up with this XD This is kind of an experiment since I’ve never written in second person before, but that is how it came out so …I hope the pov serves the purpose it should. I kind of liked writing it but I don’t think I’ll end up using second person that much in the future x)



The familiar beat of the carefully chosen song is already pounding through your veins even if the song hasn’t even yet begun. You stand on the side, ready to step on stage when the first notes resonate through the air and you have a definite feeling that you’ve never been this nervous before. You are wrong, of course, since you get this nervous each single time before this song but still it always seems new, every time.

Your heart is beating like a drum in your ribcage, ready to burst free and you try to breathe in deep, force yourself calm down. Your palms are sweaty and you wipe them on your pants for what feels like the millionth time during the past five minutes, just because you are so nervous. You keep on fidgeting, just barely noticeably, unable to stay completely still no matter what you do.

And you keep smiling all along.

When it’s time to step on stage you send a quick prayer upstairs – or no, it’s not really a prayer as much as it is a thank you, thank you so much – and the next second you are surrounded by blinding lights and the cheers of the audience. You smile, but your eyes dart to the side, searching. Searching for what isn’t there yet and you know it.

The nervousness has faded to the background, like it always does, and your voice doesn’t waver when you let the song begin, enjoy the easiness with which the melody slips off your tongue. You’ve rehearsed this a million times and you know it will all go down exactly how you want. You’re just building up, waiting for the right moment. Waiting for him.

You know when to expect it and you close your eyes, nearly hold your breath.

Another voice joins yours and it’s your turn to fall silent, to listen to the familiar syllables. It’s a voice so different from your own, and yet so similar, so fitting in so many ways. You grin, the corner of your mouth quirking upward and you turn your head, finally opening your eyes.

Then, then he is right there next to you, all long legs and bright stunning smile, his voice matching yours exactly how it’s supposed to.

He smiles and you smile, since there is nothing else you can do when he is there with you.

You look him straight in the eye when you reach the chorus and when he reaches out for you, you don’t even try to pull back. You are in this together and you want to show it. You know it’s only thinly veiled in politeness, supporting a friend in the only way possible, while in reality there is so much more.

The audience, the scorching lights and the cheers, you love them. But you have a definite feeling you could live without them. As long as you’d have his voice twine with yours, his fingers brushing against your own, his gaze directed at you, his waist under your arm when you pull him closer.

It’s over way too soon and he gives you one last smile, his eyes sparkling when he spins around and leaves you standing there. Like always. Like it has to be. Just before he vanishes from your sight he turns to look at you and you can almost hear the impish Oh Kui Xian~ in your mind when he mouths it through his grin.

You can’t help but want more. One song is never enough.

There are other people next to you now, people you care about, but it’s not the same. You match their smiles and follow the routine, tease them and let yourself to be teased in turn. But somewhere, in the back of your mind, you see that stunning smile and it makes your own turn just a little bit wider.

You don’t want this to ever end. At the same time you can’t wait till it’s over and you can run backstage, only to sink into a warm, congratulatory embrace. Hear his laughter and feel his smile on your skin.

Somewhere in the midst of this all, you wonder when exactly it happened. When did your world start revolving around him? You can’t remember, distinguish a single moment from the blur of everything you’ve been through. But it doesn’t matter.

As long as you keep gravitating towards each other.





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734 words.

To make up for the angsty one from before? I kind of woke up with this on my mind and I guess I dreamed it up XD

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[identity profile] plastictear.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 04:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I just wanted to share my traumas with everyone XD Still, sorry you had to see that.

It's kinda XD Yeah. Eunhyuk is hot in a dress, though.

[identity profile] imxaxreader.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
lol so you're just basically seeking for people who can sympathize with you? otl it's fine, with the boys craziness and unbelievable ideas for etertainment, i think i'll be traumatized sooner or later anyway. XDD;;;

THAT IS ONE GOOD POINT. HYUK + DRESS = DEAD. ♥

[identity profile] plastictear.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I guess so. With Super Junior, you can't avoid being traumatized XD

IT'S A VERY GOOD POINT. They all look ridiculously good in dresses :|

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 04:40 pm (UTC)(link)
BUT DONGHAE IS HOT TOO ;______; *NEEDS A SUPPORT-DONGHAE ICON*

[identity profile] imxaxreader.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
HE IS. EUNHAE IS PRACTICALLY EXUDING HOTNESS WAY BEYOND WORDS.

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
AW PRECIOUS BOYS ♥ *LOVES ON THEM*

[identity profile] plastictear.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
HE IS, HE IS D: But Hyukkie is too. They all are. I need new icons because all I have is basically this Mimi of yours and even if Mimi is amazing I need variety ;___;

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Pffft like all SuJu icons I have are Mimi. And Kyu. Or Mimi and Kyu. AND I HAVE LIKE A MILLION. But I need more. Yes. *runs off to make a donghae-icon*

[identity profile] imxaxreader.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
AND A EUNHYUK-ICON PREAZE. =)))))))

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
WHY DON'T I HAVE MORE THAN LIKE... TWO PICTURES OF HIM!? D:

[identity profile] imxaxreader.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
WHAT IS THE ABSURDITY THAT I AM SEEING. YOU SHOULD HAVE 89734923759 PICTURES OF HIM BECAUSE. JUST BECAUSE. i fail at being coherent and logical at 1 in the morning okay

...i think i have like a bunch of hyuk pictures stashed in my folders somewhere. do you want me to send them to you?

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
YES YES YES! I want. I really only have a few pictures of Hyuk :( And I don't have enough Donghae either. I'm neglecting the poor boys :(

...when did I ever save pictures without Zhou mi in them? I'M BAD. I only started saving pictures of the others recently.

[identity profile] imxaxreader.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
...i just found out that i'm just as bad as you are /cries i have this folder full of donghae's pictures and quite a few of hyuk. how can i send them to you? =))))

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
However is fine with you! You can zip them and upload them somewhere or or or... whatever is easiest! I reeeeally appreciate it! ♥ If you have good pictures of the other dudes too, feel free to throw them at me once if you feel like it XD *SHOT*

[identity profile] imxaxreader.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
i'll just send them to you via email then?

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Sounds good :) My email is fonulyn@gmail.com. AND THANK YOU SO MUCH! ♥

[identity profile] imxaxreader.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 06:09 pm (UTC)(link)
can you open files with .rar format? i'm sending the folder to your account right now. :))

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[identity profile] plastictear.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
They are all one needs XD But I need to make some Henry ones. Even if I fail at making icons. *runs off to make them anyways* I can make them while I make shitty macros XD

[identity profile] imxaxreader.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
YES. ONE SHOULDN'T BE ABLE TO LIVE A VERY HAPPY LIFE IF ONE DOESN'T HAVE A DONGHAE/EUNHYUK ICON. AND HENRY ICONS TOO! i shall be looking out for your henry ones bb! =))))

[identity profile] plastictear.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I WOULD AGREE BUT. I WILL GO DOWN WITH THE SHIP THAT IS DONGHAE/HENRY :| Not that EunHae isn't nice but. I shall make some Henry ones =D Even if they will suck horribly.

[identity profile] imxaxreader.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL SERIOUSLY, DONGHAE CAN BE PRCTICALLY SHIPPED WITH JUST ABOUT EVERYONE BECAUSE APPARENTLY, NO ONE IN SJ CAN RESIST THAT WARM SMILES AND PLAYFUL PERSONALITY. i've been shipping eunhae for...as long as i can remember. otl >.<

[identity profile] plastictear.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
DONGHAE IS SECRETLY EVERYONE'S BITCH. /shot He fits in a lot of pairings. I used to ship EunHae but then... I found HenHae and everything was lost <_<

[identity profile] imxaxreader.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
YES, YES. HE IS SO NOT INNOCENT DESPITE HIS INNOCENT-LOOKING FEATURES. he does! but it's probably because he's fond of doing skinship with his other members. i'm kind of into kihae too nowadays, but i don't think i can ever ship henhae. XDD henwook is adorable beyond words too!

[identity profile] plastictear.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
THAT IS TOTALLY TRUE probably XD skinship ftw! Oh, I've started to like KiHae lately too, even if I don't really ship it. HenHae is totally awesome, even if I don't think it's true XD I used to hate HenWook a lot, but now I've sort of warmed up to it, especially since those two just look cute while manhandling each other XD and Wookie has the biggest fixation with Henry's cheeks.

[identity profile] imxaxreader.livejournal.com 2011-03-06 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
seriously, there's no other boy group that can do so much skinship other than SJ. XDD the boys just love touching each other! /bricked i actually have seen a lot of fanvids regarding sj-m's pairings, and in every single video, donghae is paired up with practically just about everyone XDD AND I DON'T BLAME WOOKIE. I MEAN, SERIOUSLY, WHO CAN RESIST HENRY'S ADORABLE CHEEKS? I KNOW I CAN'T. *A*

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