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[fic] Kyuhyun/Zhou Mi – SJM – Next to You – Oneshot

Title: Next to You
Author:

fonulyn
Rating: PG
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Zhou Mi
Disclaimer: I own no one, only my dirty imagination.
Summary: Then, then he is right there next to you, all long legs and bright stunning smile, his voice matching yours exactly how it’s supposed to. This is what you’ve been waiting for.
Comments: Yesterday I spent the whole day watching different lives and sjm videoclips with friends, and I kept on complaining I want to see a qmi duet. I guess my subconscious remembered it during the night since I woke up with this XD This is kind of an experiment since I’ve never written in second person before, but that is how it came out so …I hope the pov serves the purpose it should. I kind of liked writing it but I don’t think I’ll end up using second person that much in the future x)

The familiar beat of the carefully chosen song is already pounding through your veins even if the song hasn’t even yet begun. You stand on the side, ready to step on stage when the first notes resonate through the air and you have a definite feeling that you’ve never been this nervous before. You are wrong, of course, since you get this nervous each single time before this song but still it always seems new, every time.

Your heart is beating like a drum in your ribcage, ready to burst free and you try to breathe in deep, force yourself calm down. Your palms are sweaty and you wipe them on your pants for what feels like the millionth time during the past five minutes, just because you are so nervous. You keep on fidgeting, just barely noticeably, unable to stay completely still no matter what you do.

And you keep smiling all along.

When it’s time to step on stage you send a quick prayer upstairs – or no, it’s not really a prayer as much as it is a thank you, thank you so much – and the next second you are surrounded by blinding lights and the cheers of the audience. You smile, but your eyes dart to the side, searching. Searching for what isn’t there yet and you know it.

The nervousness has faded to the background, like it always does, and your voice doesn’t waver when you let the song begin, enjoy the easiness with which the melody slips off your tongue. You’ve rehearsed this a million times and you know it will all go down exactly how you want. You’re just building up, waiting for the right moment. Waiting for him.

You know when to expect it and you close your eyes, nearly hold your breath.

Another voice joins yours and it’s your turn to fall silent, to listen to the familiar syllables. It’s a voice so different from your own, and yet so similar, so fitting in so many ways. You grin, the corner of your mouth quirking upward and you turn your head, finally opening your eyes.

Then, then he is right there next to you, all long legs and bright stunning smile, his voice matching yours exactly how it’s supposed to.

He smiles and you smile, since there is nothing else you can do when he is there with you.

You look him straight in the eye when you reach the chorus and when he reaches out for you, you don’t even try to pull back. You are in this together and you want to show it. You know it’s only thinly veiled in politeness, supporting a friend in the only way possible, while in reality there is so much more.

The audience, the scorching lights and the cheers, you love them. But you have a definite feeling you could live without them. As long as you’d have his voice twine with yours, his fingers brushing against your own, his gaze directed at you, his waist under your arm when you pull him closer.

It’s over way too soon and he gives you one last smile, his eyes sparkling when he spins around and leaves you standing there. Like always. Like it has to be. Just before he vanishes from your sight he turns to look at you and you can almost hear the impish Oh Kui Xian~ in your mind when he mouths it through his grin.

You can’t help but want more. One song is never enough.

There are other people next to you now, people you care about, but it’s not the same. You match their smiles and follow the routine, tease them and let yourself to be teased in turn. But somewhere, in the back of your mind, you see that stunning smile and it makes your own turn just a little bit wider.

You don’t want this to ever end. At the same time you can’t wait till it’s over and you can run backstage, only to sink into a warm, congratulatory embrace. Hear his laughter and feel his smile on your skin.

Somewhere in the midst of this all, you wonder when exactly it happened. When did your world start revolving around him? You can’t remember, distinguish a single moment from the blur of everything you’ve been through. But it doesn’t matter.

As long as you keep gravitating towards each other.

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734 words.

To make up for the angsty one from before? I kind of woke up with this on my mind and I guess I dreamed it up XD

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So your ultimate goal is in Henry's pants? XD You'd better stay away from Mimi's since otherwise Kyuhyun would end your life. He is a possessive boyfriend, I'm sure. I still should write about that XD SLEEP IS OVERRATED.

O______o I laughed. And I stared. And laughed some more. And stared for a good while. MY GOD DONGHAE!

I don't think your cat would appreciate swimming over there XD

My ultimate goal would be Mimi, but I want to live so Henry is my second goal XD He's closer to my age anyways and I have a thing for his lips. Yeah, I'd be dead meat in five seconds if I even tried anything XD Jealous!Kyu is always relevant and a great plot bunny! IT SO IS. Which is why I've been hanging on lj and tumblr and writing Qmi p0rn all day instead of finising this one book which has to be read by tomorrow because I'm going to try to read the whole thing tonight XD Seriously, I don't know why I do this.

My reaction exactly XD Sigh, he's a big boy. But I could've lived without seeing that. Even though that's not as bad as SHINee's Onew, who sometimes looks like he has a bowling ball stuffed down his pants. I'm not even kidding here.

I think I have to agree with that XD I just need to capture a wild pigeon and train it so I can send it to Korea XD

MIMI IS CLOSE TO MY AGE! \o/ HE'S LIKE... A MONTH OLDER! 8D ...but I want to live, too :( I should study the magnetic measurements I have to do in physics lab tomorrow but... I can't be bothered 8D

HE'S A BIG BOY IN MANY WAYS. *reps* Bowling ball!? XD OH GOD. Do not want.

Let me know once you trained one XD

DAMN YOU D8 Henry is youngest of them and he's like five years older than me, GDI XD Damn you, Kyuhyun for making Mimi all yours :( That sounds kinda... too complicated for me XD I think I have my physics homework that I should do (just like my maths homework, ew) but... XD I'll do them some other time.

HECK YEAH HE IS. Except he's kinda short compared to most of the members XD But he's taller than Ryeowook, at least. Yeah XD It was like... An epic mindfuck.

I will, I will XD It might take some time, but with my animal training skills, it'll work out.

bwahahahaa! -86 is a good year 8D Kyuhyun is indeed possessive but we love him like it. And so does Mimi. Pff I hate physics labs but I've got to do them this week sooo...

RYEOWOOK IS EXACTLY AS TALL AS I AM. He's not that short *pouts* :(

I'm confident and I trust in you! 8D

If only I had been born around that time too D8 Possessive Kyuhyun is definitely a thing to love. I feel your pain :/ School, why can't you be all nice and easy?

GDI WHY IS EVERYONE TALLER THAN ME D: I need shoe lifts.

Yay, thank you 8D

SEE! I MADE A MIMI-ICON ALL BY MYSELF *flails* I'm amazing.

NOW I WANNA WRITE POSSESSIVE KYUHYUN WHY HAVE I NO PLOT!? D: School sucks. And still I wanna be a teacher *laughs*

Shoe lifts like half of Super Junior 8D

AW IT IS PRETTY! ♥ I have one from a different angle :3

OH MY GOD, YOU MUST D: I will give you one! ~~Nothing I ever write has a plot though because I'm all like "yay, writing porn like a boss" but...~~ How about... Okay, this totally sucks and hasn't even seen originality but. They are at some at some club and Mimi is dancing and being all sexy and some random guy (or a chick, who knows) starts flirting with him and Kyuhyun shows up all like "back off, he's my bitch" and they go home to have crazy, hot jealous sex and like that. School is totally like not my thing. Actually, I have really been thinking, ever after mentioning it to you, that I might really want to be a history teacher XD It would be fun.

Exactly 8D I wish I was as tall as Mimi, but I guess not *sigh*

Thank you~ ♥ I have too, since I made a lot of them :'D Those two photos of him are just like ;_____; They make me drool and flail like crazy

haha I could try XD But right now I'm way too hyperactive to focus on writing at all I'm afraid XD But I love the BACK OFF HE'S MY BITCH line XD I'll steal it if you don't mind, though it'd probably make more a funny than a sexy fic x) (and your "writing porn like a boss" made me giggle XD) TEACHING IS COOL. If you're the right type for it x)

My brother is as tall as him (or a bit taller) and I don't think I'd wanna be that tall, it'd be freaky as a girl XD ...though Mimi is almost a girl.

I LOVE THEM. And him. I always love him ;___;

But right now I'm way too hyperactive to focus on writing at all I'm afraid YOU SAY THAT AND STILL YOU END UP POSTING ANOTHER QMI FIC AFTER A DAY OR TWO. >:|

...THAT'S BECAUSE I'LL WRITE IT IN A DAY OR TWO D: like this one, it took me like twenty minutes so it doesn't take days. ...usually.

...AND BECAUSE YOUR STORYTELLING ABILITIES PERMIT YOU SO. /IS ENVIOUS

*SHARES WITH YOU* YOU'RE BETTER THAN YOU TRY TO MAKE IT SOUND! >:/

HDFKAHFKLAS I'M NOT. YOU ARE SO STUBBORN. :///

I TOLD YOU I AM.

I KNOW AND I SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN SURPRISED.

You should XD Oh well, some other time then XD It's pretty OSM, even if I say so myself XD Feel free to steal it all you want, even if for humorous use x) (But... It's true XD At least somehow) I don't know if I am, I'm really flaily and I forget what I was saying but if I'm really excited about something, I can go on and on about it to the worlds end XD But I've just been thinking that then I could go to university and go to South-Korea as an exchange student and then study some more there and move to S.-Korea and be a teacher there \o/ I've given it a lot of thinking XD

My dad is exactly as tall as Mimi, or maybe an centimeter shorter XD I'd totally want to be like 180cm tall *pouts* I'm like a dwarf and it's annoying XD My brother is going to be over 180cm and I'm jealous. Haha, Mimi is sort of almost a girl XD

Yessss ;____; Mimi is so handsome and unfff and absolutely gorgeous being all Gentleman Mimi ♥ Mimi is forever love ;___;

*laughs* It made me laugh so it'd make a good line in a fic at least! XD haha do I sound less flaily then? XD One just has to learn to control it somewhat x) Awh that sounds like a good plan!

I'm the dwarf in our family too XD OR NOT. MOM IS SHORTER. She's like 166. I'm 173. And my brother is 188 and my father 191. Unfair :( Awh Mimi is the tall, flaily and sunshiney girl ♥

GENTLEMAN MIMIII~ ♥ ;____;

Hopefully XD I don't know, maybe? XD Maybe I will, one day x) Yeah, it's sort of it, but I just have one tiny problem. I absolutely love tattoos and piercings and it has been my dream forever to have six or eight piercings and like a shitload of tattoos (including hands, fingers and neck) but no fucking way will any school, at least in Korea, take me if I look like a walking tattoo parlour XD

This makes me depressed, even your mom is taller than me :| XD It's god awful to be this short. I need to start using some 10cm thick platform shoes XD Yes, that he is ♥

THE BEST THING ON EARTH ♥ ;___; He's such a gorgeous sjfdgdfjkfdj. See, he makes me key-smash like no other.

Okay that could be a problem, if you still want to be employed x) But it always depends. At least if the tattoos are hidden on places not visible with long sleeves and such, it's okay.

Aw don't be depressed! Height isn't everything. And you can always use shoes like that yes x)

haha he has that effect on me, too. Maaaan why is he so gorgeous? ;__; ♥ AND precious!

Yeah, unfortunately. But I was thinking about preferring long sleeves and all. And I can try to figure out how to hide piercings too XD full-body armour, maybe. But the teacher thing is just something I'm sitting on, since my main interest lies in art and stuff like that x) I didn't come to an art school to study history, after all XD And I would be the crappiest teacher ever. Even now I'm in the middle of my maths class, rather browsing lj than my maths book XD How could I tell off the kids for not paying attention or being lazy? It'd be really hypocritical XD

I know, but I wouldn't mind being at least 10 centimeters taller x) I'm still waiting for someone to invent some surgery or a medicine that will make you grow XD

He's just so ;_____; Words alone cannot describe his OSM! He's a style icon for me, even if some of his choices are a bit... XD But mainly he's just the epitome of fashion and gentlemen-esque (oh the words I come up with) looks *swoons* I shall forever envy his gorgeous body that would look good even draped in garbage bags

Oh just figure out what you really want to do, eh? ;) What grade were you on anyway? Lukiossa, kai? Saapiko kysyä missäpäin Suomea sinä asustelet? And hey you'd learn XD It's much more fun to actually force others do the work than doing it yourself x)

*laughs* There are some surgeries for small people but I think they only do them on the really midget-y people x)

His choices can be very... interesting XD But he still pulls if off somehow! He would make an amazing model, I swear! 8D

Yeah, I have time for that anyways, I still have high school to finish before deciding anything :D Umm, first grade. Juu, lukiossa olen, ihan jopa ilmaisulukiossa XD Sopii toki, täällä entisessä pääkaupungissa oon majaillu koko ikäni. Asutaanko me mahollisesti lähikaupungeissa? :'D I guess so XD I can believe that, I've always known that teachers are secretly masochists XD I can just imagine how I would be. I'd be the weird, loony teacher who rambles on about really creepy stuff during lessons and shows non-related K-pop videos to my classes because they are so educational XD And I would be always late, forgetting my stuff all over the place, browsing internet/writing fanfiction during class while the students did something and just blatantly fail at everything XD

Damn, I guess I gotta keep waiting x) My brother's going to be a doctor, so maybe he'll come up with something. He's so smart anyways XD

Oh yes, I've seen some photos from his baidu and umm... XD He does! Like this one time I saw a picture of him where he had this denim jacket with a... fake wool collar? XD And he had a leopard print scarf with it. Normally, it would look awful, but he made it work. He so would 8D He'd probably love it, too XD

And even when you decide on something, it's not like you can't change your mind and do something else then x) Joo, ei kovin lähikaupungeissa, minä majailen nimittäin ihan itärajan tuntumassa x) Joensuussa opiskelen tällä hetkellä. Teachers are both masochists and sadists XD And not even so secretly! Oo writing fanfiction during class is something I've done too x) Which reminds me, I really, really want to write something just about right now but I am blocked :( Heeeeeeeelp~!

A doctor? Wow, that's cool! I would make such a bad doctor XD But my bachelor's thesis is medicine related so yeah. Explains why I don't understand anything of it.

haha yeah, he seems to love leopard prints and as much as I disapprove of them... he does look good in them anyway x) He's just special XD haha and he would, he'd be a perfect model even if he's slightly awkward with his long limbs x)

And I'm so sorry for the extra-late reply ;____;

Yeah, and I'm sort of too... Fidgety to do one job for the rest of my life, so I'm probably gonna quit a lot of jobs and get new ones during my life x) Okei, eli vähän kauempana sitte XD I can believe that, a student as I am XD Damn, I swear some of my teachers just love to watch us suffer. It's the best thing ever to do in class. Except when I write p0rn I get all embarrassed because it's a public place and I'm always scared that my teacher will come to me and ask what I'm doing and like read it and I would probably die XD I'll rescue you~! Hmm. I should be writing some stuff too but inspiration escapes me :/ So I'm just gonna roll with whatever comes to my mind. I don't know, but I'm craving some HenWook fluff even though I ship Henry and Ryewook in other pairings and I don't even really like HenWook than much :| And I like to read AU!fics. OTL I don't think I'm being too helpful

It is, yeah. So would I, but I'm glad my brother has ambitions XD Unlike lazy, laze me. I don't mind not understanding medical related stuff. I know some things, and I'm good in psychology and psychological things but other than that, not so much.

I used to hate leopard prints to no end until I got to know Mimi XD I actually hate all kinds of animal prints, but I'll forgive him because he looks so good in them. I agree with you x) He's really photogenic too (as we can see from all of his countless selcas XD), so that wouldn't be a problem.

It's okay :) I haven't had that much time to be online anyways (okay, thanks to having internet on my cell phone, I'm pretty much online 24/7), since school has been kicking my ass :/ Even now, I should be making my Finnish progress essay, doing my maths homework that I haven't done in a few days, studying chemistry since I don't want to fall hopelessly behind like in maths and um... Way too much geography homework because our teacher is horrible XD But I can't be bothered right now. I'll rather post my Qmi fic and lag XD

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