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Title: I Want You
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fonulyn
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Die and Kaoru
Disclaimer: I do NOT own any of the persons mentioned in this nor have any connections with them. I do NOT get any money from this, and it's written solely for entertainment purposes meaning no harm.
Comments: This started when I realized that I had made Die be the bottom in every single sex scene I’d written. I intended on making it up to him and letting him top this time, but noooooo… Kao was being horny and I made Die be the bottom again! *cries* What is wrong with me? And I was tired when writing it, so bear with me.
I Want You
“I want you.”
The statement was short and simple. Straight to the point. But it was the only way Kaoru could really tell what was in his mind, what had been in his mind for months now. He now looked at the widened eyes of the younger guitarist of his band, while the redhead was trying to understand what he had just heard.
It wasn’t only that Kaoru lusted after the younger guitarist’s body. He wanted to have the whole package. Still, it would be a good start to have at least something, and he had decided to take the chance. Die was now standing there, lips slightly parted and eyes still wide. “You what?”
“I want you. Your mind, heart, soul and body.” Kaoru stated, deciding that he had nothing to lose. Still, a hint of fear was nagging in the back of his head. What if Die now shoved him away and spat out disgusted words? This was serious, not some schoolgirl crush, and Kaoru hoped the other saw it in his eyes.
Die didn’t yell, nor did he shove Kaoru away. Quite the contrary. He circled his arms around the lead guitarist and pulled him close. It was then when Kaoru gathered all of his courage and pressed his mouth against Die’s, initiating a hungry kiss. There was no words needed at that moment, as two human beings melted together and communicated through that one contact. Still, after they parted Die felt he should voice his thoughts, just to be clear.
“I guess the feeling’s mutual then.” He grinned widely and kissed the older man again. “How about giving it a try?” The suggestion couldn’t have made Kaoru happier, and he smiled whole heartedly. “Sure. So now we’re officially dating?” Die laughed happily, looking the lead guitarist straight in the eye. “Yes.”
“You know, Die.” Kaoru smiled sweetly, his arms still around the redhead’s neck. “I wouldn’t mind some action.” The not-so-subtle hint made Die chuckle softly. “Are you implying that you want to start the relationship with getting laid?” However, he had to admit that he had nothing against the idea. On the contrary, he already felt his body react to Kaoru’s hot breath on his neck.
The lead guitarist smiled to himself and attacked Die’s neck with small bites and kisses. “You saying it’s a bad thing…?” He practically purred against the younger one’s skin. Die let a small smile caress his lips. “Not necessarily…” The comment had barely left his lips as he felt Kaoru’s hands pull his shirt off and start to roam over his chest. A grin formed to his lips as he returned the favour and freed the older man of his shirt.
Soon all their garments were lying around the floor, discarded as unnecessary items. Die was his back against the floor, just beside the drums and practically on some wires. Kaoru had crawled on top of him, still kissing and nibbling every single inch of the younger one’s skin. Finally he had the mere perfection to himself, and he wasn’t intending on ever letting go.
Kaoru figured that he needed to hold on before fulfilling his desires and stretch the younger man so that he wouldn’t tear him right apart. So he coated two of his fingers with saliva in the lack of better lubricant. He slipped one finger inside of the redhead, followed soon by another and scissored them to make room for himself. Soon his impatience smothered all his good intentions and he positioned his arousal at Die’s entrance, stopping for a moment to look the younger guitarist in the eye.
”Relax and it won’t hurt that much.” His voice was soft and held a loving tone. Die did as he was told and bit his lip in anticipation of the pain, but once Kaoru made his way inside of him, it didn’t hurt as much as he’d feared it would. And then Kaoru began to slowly move, brushing against something inside of him that made him see stars and forget about the pain.
The older man kept his eyes open and linked to the younger one’s eyes, not letting the contact go. He had twined their fingers and pressed the linked hands beside the younger man’s head, preventing him from moving them. All Die could do was to take all Kaoru wanted to give, move his hips slightly to meet the movements of the older man.
Kaoru kept his movements slow, not wanting to let go of the blissful moment just yet. Moving fast enough to keep their senses on the edge, still not fast enough to bring either one into completion. Sweat was glistening on their damp skin and the room was filled with soft noises that emerged from their throats on their own. It was a heaven on earth to both of them.
At some point Die couldn’t keep his eyes open anymore, and let them flutter shut while leaning his head backwards, trying to breathe mouth wide open. The older guitarist let go of Die’s right hand, bringing his fingers to the younger one’s face. He memorized every feature of the one beneath him with the soft touches of his fingertips, admiring the scene in front of him.
Everything passed on in slow motion, until the pressure became too much to bear and the older guitarist started to pick up the pace. He slowly ran his free hand down the redhead’s chest and stomach, finally reaching his arousal and stroking it in time of his thrusts. It didn’t take long until the sensations caused Die to tense and arch up from the floor while reaching his peak. Kaoru followed soon after, the clenching muscles of the redhead bringing him to his climax.
Instantly Kaoru fell forward, nuzzling unconsciously close while basking in the aftermath. Die wrapped his arms around the smaller man, not capable of doing anything else right at the moment.
There they were, a pile of limbs on the floor, both trying to steady their heavy breaths. Once capable of properly breathing Die chuckled, toying with a strand of the older one’s hair. “I’ve never been fucked like this.” There was a warm feeling inside of him that made him want to be there forever and he spoke softly, lovingly. Just lying beside Kaoru was contentment in itself.
Kaoru leaned his hand against the floor and lifted himself slightly up, so that his face was almost touching Die’s. “That wasn’t fucking.” The lead guitarist argued, running his index finger along the younger one’s nose. He looked the redhead deep in the eye, completely serious. “We just made love, Die.”
The redhead was silent for a moment and closed his eyes. They were still lying on the cold floor, in the middle of all junk that had gathered in the room, just beside the drumkit. The door was still unlocked and anyone could walk in any minute. Still, it felt just like Kaoru had said. It hadn’t just been some cheap fuck, but something more important, an act of love two people shared. So he nodded slowly, hugging the older man closer.
Kaoru looked at the man beside him. Only studying those relaxed features made him feel content in a way he had never felt before. Sighing happily, he closed his eyes and inched closer, intending on staying there as long as possible.
Author:
fonulynRating: NC17
Pairing: Die and Kaoru
Disclaimer: I do NOT own any of the persons mentioned in this nor have any connections with them. I do NOT get any money from this, and it's written solely for entertainment purposes meaning no harm.
Comments: This started when I realized that I had made Die be the bottom in every single sex scene I’d written. I intended on making it up to him and letting him top this time, but noooooo… Kao was being horny and I made Die be the bottom again! *cries* What is wrong with me? And I was tired when writing it, so bear with me.
“I want you.”
The statement was short and simple. Straight to the point. But it was the only way Kaoru could really tell what was in his mind, what had been in his mind for months now. He now looked at the widened eyes of the younger guitarist of his band, while the redhead was trying to understand what he had just heard.
It wasn’t only that Kaoru lusted after the younger guitarist’s body. He wanted to have the whole package. Still, it would be a good start to have at least something, and he had decided to take the chance. Die was now standing there, lips slightly parted and eyes still wide. “You what?”
“I want you. Your mind, heart, soul and body.” Kaoru stated, deciding that he had nothing to lose. Still, a hint of fear was nagging in the back of his head. What if Die now shoved him away and spat out disgusted words? This was serious, not some schoolgirl crush, and Kaoru hoped the other saw it in his eyes.
Die didn’t yell, nor did he shove Kaoru away. Quite the contrary. He circled his arms around the lead guitarist and pulled him close. It was then when Kaoru gathered all of his courage and pressed his mouth against Die’s, initiating a hungry kiss. There was no words needed at that moment, as two human beings melted together and communicated through that one contact. Still, after they parted Die felt he should voice his thoughts, just to be clear.
“I guess the feeling’s mutual then.” He grinned widely and kissed the older man again. “How about giving it a try?” The suggestion couldn’t have made Kaoru happier, and he smiled whole heartedly. “Sure. So now we’re officially dating?” Die laughed happily, looking the lead guitarist straight in the eye. “Yes.”
“You know, Die.” Kaoru smiled sweetly, his arms still around the redhead’s neck. “I wouldn’t mind some action.” The not-so-subtle hint made Die chuckle softly. “Are you implying that you want to start the relationship with getting laid?” However, he had to admit that he had nothing against the idea. On the contrary, he already felt his body react to Kaoru’s hot breath on his neck.
The lead guitarist smiled to himself and attacked Die’s neck with small bites and kisses. “You saying it’s a bad thing…?” He practically purred against the younger one’s skin. Die let a small smile caress his lips. “Not necessarily…” The comment had barely left his lips as he felt Kaoru’s hands pull his shirt off and start to roam over his chest. A grin formed to his lips as he returned the favour and freed the older man of his shirt.
Soon all their garments were lying around the floor, discarded as unnecessary items. Die was his back against the floor, just beside the drums and practically on some wires. Kaoru had crawled on top of him, still kissing and nibbling every single inch of the younger one’s skin. Finally he had the mere perfection to himself, and he wasn’t intending on ever letting go.
Kaoru figured that he needed to hold on before fulfilling his desires and stretch the younger man so that he wouldn’t tear him right apart. So he coated two of his fingers with saliva in the lack of better lubricant. He slipped one finger inside of the redhead, followed soon by another and scissored them to make room for himself. Soon his impatience smothered all his good intentions and he positioned his arousal at Die’s entrance, stopping for a moment to look the younger guitarist in the eye.
”Relax and it won’t hurt that much.” His voice was soft and held a loving tone. Die did as he was told and bit his lip in anticipation of the pain, but once Kaoru made his way inside of him, it didn’t hurt as much as he’d feared it would. And then Kaoru began to slowly move, brushing against something inside of him that made him see stars and forget about the pain.
The older man kept his eyes open and linked to the younger one’s eyes, not letting the contact go. He had twined their fingers and pressed the linked hands beside the younger man’s head, preventing him from moving them. All Die could do was to take all Kaoru wanted to give, move his hips slightly to meet the movements of the older man.
Kaoru kept his movements slow, not wanting to let go of the blissful moment just yet. Moving fast enough to keep their senses on the edge, still not fast enough to bring either one into completion. Sweat was glistening on their damp skin and the room was filled with soft noises that emerged from their throats on their own. It was a heaven on earth to both of them.
At some point Die couldn’t keep his eyes open anymore, and let them flutter shut while leaning his head backwards, trying to breathe mouth wide open. The older guitarist let go of Die’s right hand, bringing his fingers to the younger one’s face. He memorized every feature of the one beneath him with the soft touches of his fingertips, admiring the scene in front of him.
Everything passed on in slow motion, until the pressure became too much to bear and the older guitarist started to pick up the pace. He slowly ran his free hand down the redhead’s chest and stomach, finally reaching his arousal and stroking it in time of his thrusts. It didn’t take long until the sensations caused Die to tense and arch up from the floor while reaching his peak. Kaoru followed soon after, the clenching muscles of the redhead bringing him to his climax.
Instantly Kaoru fell forward, nuzzling unconsciously close while basking in the aftermath. Die wrapped his arms around the smaller man, not capable of doing anything else right at the moment.
There they were, a pile of limbs on the floor, both trying to steady their heavy breaths. Once capable of properly breathing Die chuckled, toying with a strand of the older one’s hair. “I’ve never been fucked like this.” There was a warm feeling inside of him that made him want to be there forever and he spoke softly, lovingly. Just lying beside Kaoru was contentment in itself.
Kaoru leaned his hand against the floor and lifted himself slightly up, so that his face was almost touching Die’s. “That wasn’t fucking.” The lead guitarist argued, running his index finger along the younger one’s nose. He looked the redhead deep in the eye, completely serious. “We just made love, Die.”
The redhead was silent for a moment and closed his eyes. They were still lying on the cold floor, in the middle of all junk that had gathered in the room, just beside the drumkit. The door was still unlocked and anyone could walk in any minute. Still, it felt just like Kaoru had said. It hadn’t just been some cheap fuck, but something more important, an act of love two people shared. So he nodded slowly, hugging the older man closer.
Kaoru looked at the man beside him. Only studying those relaxed features made him feel content in a way he had never felt before. Sighing happily, he closed his eyes and inched closer, intending on staying there as long as possible.
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