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fonulyn
Pairing: Die&Toshiya
Ratings: G-R (a couple of them contain suggestiveness and there’s like… one dirty word XD)
Comments: Written fordaidetre’s challenge at ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
diextoshiyalove’s prompt Thursday :) I’ve never done a fifty-sentence challenge before and I don’t know how good I did *laughs* I have a tendency to write in short sentences usually so this was quite a challenge. I enjoyed writing them, though! Kind of made me want to do it again once. And they’re all kind fluffy I guess, some try to be sexy x) I can’t write angst even if I try so it’s completely absent 8D Anyway, do enjoy!
1. Sweet
Toshiya could swear that he needed no food, he needed no sleep, he could just forever live on these sweet kisses and the feeling of Die’s soft lips on his own.
2. Disregard
No matter how many times Toshiya’s thoughtlessness brings Die close to an explosion, he always somehow manages to make things good again in the end.
3. Paradise
When he was younger, Die thought that paradise was something like a garden full of music, good food, exotic drinks and continuous partying, but somewhere along the way he changed his mind: this was paradise, lying in bed right next to Toshiya, their bodies slowly cooling down but the fire inside never ceasing to exist.
4. Normality
Who is to decide what is normal anyway, Toshiya points out as he and Die continue making soap bubbles on the balcony in the middle of the night.
5. Postcard
Toshiya always wondered how people could compare life to a postcard, until he saw the first rays of the early morning sun reflecting from Die’s face and thought that this was it, the perfect postcard moment.
6. Enemy
Desperately, Die rips that white shirt off Toshiya’s form like it’s his biggest enemy, keeping him from getting his hands on what he has been burning to touch for hours already.
7. Dominant
To a silent voyeur it might seem that Toshiya is the dominant one in bed, but if one takes a closer look it’s clear that Die holds the reins in his hands, that he is the one who really has the power.
8. Height
Die absolutely loves the fact that he and Toshiya are almost the same height, especially when the younger man hugs him from behind and bases his chin on his shoulder, whispering secrets in his ear with that ever-present amusement dancing in his voice.
9. Injury
“Stop treating me like a goddamn invalid!” comes out of Toshiya’s mouth before he can even try to hold it back, although deep down inside he knows that he loves the attention Die gives him, even if he doesn’t want to admit it.
10. Air
You never realize how much you need air in your lungs before it’s taken away from you, just like you never realize just how much someone means to you before he is taken away from you.
11. Harm
Toshiya never intended any harm and with that thought in mind Die controls his temper, swallowing hard as he counts into ten in his mind not to explode right then and there.
12. Lover
Even in his wildest fantasies Die never thought he would actually end up his best friend’s lover, much less that they would make it last a decade, maybe more.
13. Float
Every time Toshiya touches Die’s skin it’s like he is floating in his own little sea of pure happiness.
14. Galaxy
As stupid and romantic as it might sound, Die knows that somewhere, in a galaxy far, far away, their story is already written in the stars.
15. Achievement
“It’s a little askew,” is what goes through Die’s mind at first but he doesn’t say it out loud, the enthusiasm and sense of achievement so adorably clear in his lover’s eyes that he doesn’t want to spoil it.
16. Toast
It makes Toshiya grin like a moron to think they are the perfect match even in this, when Die wordlessly cuts the crust from Toshiya’s toast to eat it himself.
17. Survivor
The strongest of them all is the one who doesn’t need to show his strength, much less use it, and that is what makes Toshiya such an admirable role-model in Die’s eyes, fit to make it through anything.
18. Translucent
Even in the translucent lights on the dance floor in this incredibly crowded club, Toshiya thinks that Die is practically shining like the sun, moving like the passion itself against the bassist’s form.
19. Troublesome
“Man, you can be such a pain in the ass!” Die rolls his eyes and when Toshiya smirks, he knows he chose his words wrong, damnit.
20. Youthful
Even in these ten years they’ve stood by each other, Die doesn’t think Toshiya aged at all, the goofy little boy still hiding inside of him, in the sparkle in his eye.
21. Deity
“Stop making me blush, Die,” Toshiya averts his gaze down, his cheeks burning deep red as the older man again talked about him like he was a some sort of divine creature.
22. Dismay
Much to his dismay, Die has to notice that he does care, and that he can’t pretend like he doesn’t any longer.
23. Exhale
Die doesn’t even realize he is holding his breath before Toshiya scrapes his teeth over his Adam’s apple, makes him release all air from his lungs in one loud exhalation, accompanied by a low whimper.
24. Adore
“I know I said no pets but when I saw him, I just couldn’t resist,” Toshiya smiles at the happy sparkle and clear adoration in Die’s eyes as he hands him the cuddly little puppy.
25. Cold
Die’s feet are always cold when he shoves them between Toshiya’s legs in the evening, cuddling close to him for more warmth, and as much as Toshiya tries to pretend he’s annoyed they both know he secretly loves it.
26. Isolation
It is impossible to isolate one single thing that Die would love the most in Toshiya, he simply loves every single small detail in him from his geeky laughter to his sweet pout, from his tiny eyes to his full lips, from his sweet little dance steps to his rough passionate kisses.
27. Phobia
It’s been a tough journey through the barrier Die had built around his heart, always insanely afraid of being hurt, but finally Toshiya thinks he can see some light at the end of the tunnel, making this all worthwhile.
28. Pleasure
“I want you to fuck me,” the sound of Die’s voice barely reaches Toshiya’s ears, those full lips nipping on his own way too distracting, not to mention the bold hand on his groin that made his brains shut down already ages ago, “and you’d better make it good.”
29. Fashion
Although Die always mocks Toshiya for his weird sense in fashion, they both know who the stylish one in that relationship is.
30. Warmth
There is no other thing in the world that would make Die feel so nicely warm inside than the heart-shaped, homemade brownies Toshiya always brings for him when he’s feeling sick.
31. Jealousy
As stupid as it is, Die can always feel this certain flash of jealousy gnawing at his insides when he sees a gorgeous girl standing just a bit too close to Toshiya, laughing with him and looking at him like she owns him.
32. Wrath
If there is a bullet-proof way of pissing Die off, it is to mess with his haircare products, a lesson Toshiya had to learn when he first managed to lay Die’s wrath on him.
33. Torture
Having Die’s lips on his skin is the sweetest form of torture Toshiya could even imagine, and he is the first to admit that he was addicted from the first second on, always wanting more although he is begging for it to stop.
34. Protect
Lying in bed, only darkness around them, Toshiya is convinced that the secret to the lasting love between the two of them is their mutual desire to protect each other against the rest of the world.
35. Smile
Even when it feels that the whole world is crushing down on him, when everything goes wrong and there is nothing that he can succeed that day, only one glimpse at the small picture of a smiling Die he hid in his wallet can make Toshiya’s world shine bright again.
36. Broken
Screw faking a migraine, Die snorts inwardly, he would give Toshiya some even with his both legs broken.
37. Clock
Toshiya always thought that the inner clock-shit only applied to women, but after spending ten years of his life with Die he could’ve sworn he had some sort of a monthly cycle as well, at least judging by his moods.
38. Forget
There is no way in hell that Die could ever forget the first time he looked deep into Toshiya’s lively, dark eyes.
39. Storm
When Toshiya sneaks his arm around him, pulling him close, Die thinks that it can storm more often so they have a good excuse to cuddle underneath the blanket with steaming mugfuls of hot chocolate to warm them up even more.
40. Appreciate
Toshiya has really learned to appreciate the way Die wakes up early in the mornings to make them both coffee, after all it gains him his much needed “five more minutes” of precious sleep.
41. Torn
Die has never been good at making decisions, always speculating way too long instead of acting on instinct, torn between all the possible options and unable to pick one of them, something Toshiya never had any troubles with.
42. Restless
There used to be this big, black mass of pure restlessness hiding inside of Toshiya, making him unable to stay in one place for long no matter what he tried, but somehow Die managed to dissolve even that, bring a whole new calmness into his life.
43. Disappointment
Seeing all that hurt in those deep brown eyes makes Toshiya’s heart twitch like someone just jabbed a knife between his ribs and he never, ever wants to see that again, never wants to give Die a reason to be disappointed in him again.
44. Alive
Nothing in this world could make Die feel more alive than Toshiya’s hands on his skin, Toshiya’s lips on his own, Toshiya’s hot, hard cock deep inside of him.
45. Emotional
Toshiya never tried to cover his emotionality, clearly letting people know if he was in a good or a bad mood, but no one could ever read him as good as Die, who magically spotted even the things he tried to hide the best he could.
46. Cuddle
There is no better way to say ‘I love you’ than holding your loved one close in the shared warmth, limbs tangled, breath ghosting over smooth skin, soft smiles exchanged in silence.
47. Thoughtful
Toshiya always claims that he’s not romantic, but Die knows better: after all no one else always notices when he’s feeling down, cheers him up with small smiles and notes, thinks of him before anyone else.
48. Lick
Die had never thought that he would actually enjoy someone licking him there, not before Toshiya came along and showed him just how good it can be to throw yourself into the moment, to try new things.
49. Cigarette
The forgotten cigarette burns to ashes on the tray while lips seek lips, skin meets skin, fingers dig deep into soft flesh and only the moon sees the dance of their hungry bodies.
50. Speechless
It takes a lot to make Toshiya speechless and Die knows he did well when the younger man only smiles against his lips, his long fingers tangling in soft strands of hair as he pulls him in for another one of those sinfully sweet kisses.
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They’re all kind of mushy x) I can’t do angst to save my life.
fonulynPairing: Die&Toshiya
Ratings: G-R (a couple of them contain suggestiveness and there’s like… one dirty word XD)
Comments: Written for
daidetre’s challenge at diextoshiyalove’s prompt Thursday :) I’ve never done a fifty-sentence challenge before and I don’t know how good I did *laughs* I have a tendency to write in short sentences usually so this was quite a challenge. I enjoyed writing them, though! Kind of made me want to do it again once. And they’re all kind fluffy I guess, some try to be sexy x) I can’t write angst even if I try so it’s completely absent 8D Anyway, do enjoy!1. Sweet
Toshiya could swear that he needed no food, he needed no sleep, he could just forever live on these sweet kisses and the feeling of Die’s soft lips on his own.
2. Disregard
No matter how many times Toshiya’s thoughtlessness brings Die close to an explosion, he always somehow manages to make things good again in the end.
3. Paradise
When he was younger, Die thought that paradise was something like a garden full of music, good food, exotic drinks and continuous partying, but somewhere along the way he changed his mind: this was paradise, lying in bed right next to Toshiya, their bodies slowly cooling down but the fire inside never ceasing to exist.
4. Normality
Who is to decide what is normal anyway, Toshiya points out as he and Die continue making soap bubbles on the balcony in the middle of the night.
5. Postcard
Toshiya always wondered how people could compare life to a postcard, until he saw the first rays of the early morning sun reflecting from Die’s face and thought that this was it, the perfect postcard moment.
6. Enemy
Desperately, Die rips that white shirt off Toshiya’s form like it’s his biggest enemy, keeping him from getting his hands on what he has been burning to touch for hours already.
7. Dominant
To a silent voyeur it might seem that Toshiya is the dominant one in bed, but if one takes a closer look it’s clear that Die holds the reins in his hands, that he is the one who really has the power.
8. Height
Die absolutely loves the fact that he and Toshiya are almost the same height, especially when the younger man hugs him from behind and bases his chin on his shoulder, whispering secrets in his ear with that ever-present amusement dancing in his voice.
9. Injury
“Stop treating me like a goddamn invalid!” comes out of Toshiya’s mouth before he can even try to hold it back, although deep down inside he knows that he loves the attention Die gives him, even if he doesn’t want to admit it.
10. Air
You never realize how much you need air in your lungs before it’s taken away from you, just like you never realize just how much someone means to you before he is taken away from you.
11. Harm
Toshiya never intended any harm and with that thought in mind Die controls his temper, swallowing hard as he counts into ten in his mind not to explode right then and there.
12. Lover
Even in his wildest fantasies Die never thought he would actually end up his best friend’s lover, much less that they would make it last a decade, maybe more.
13. Float
Every time Toshiya touches Die’s skin it’s like he is floating in his own little sea of pure happiness.
14. Galaxy
As stupid and romantic as it might sound, Die knows that somewhere, in a galaxy far, far away, their story is already written in the stars.
15. Achievement
“It’s a little askew,” is what goes through Die’s mind at first but he doesn’t say it out loud, the enthusiasm and sense of achievement so adorably clear in his lover’s eyes that he doesn’t want to spoil it.
16. Toast
It makes Toshiya grin like a moron to think they are the perfect match even in this, when Die wordlessly cuts the crust from Toshiya’s toast to eat it himself.
17. Survivor
The strongest of them all is the one who doesn’t need to show his strength, much less use it, and that is what makes Toshiya such an admirable role-model in Die’s eyes, fit to make it through anything.
18. Translucent
Even in the translucent lights on the dance floor in this incredibly crowded club, Toshiya thinks that Die is practically shining like the sun, moving like the passion itself against the bassist’s form.
19. Troublesome
“Man, you can be such a pain in the ass!” Die rolls his eyes and when Toshiya smirks, he knows he chose his words wrong, damnit.
20. Youthful
Even in these ten years they’ve stood by each other, Die doesn’t think Toshiya aged at all, the goofy little boy still hiding inside of him, in the sparkle in his eye.
21. Deity
“Stop making me blush, Die,” Toshiya averts his gaze down, his cheeks burning deep red as the older man again talked about him like he was a some sort of divine creature.
22. Dismay
Much to his dismay, Die has to notice that he does care, and that he can’t pretend like he doesn’t any longer.
23. Exhale
Die doesn’t even realize he is holding his breath before Toshiya scrapes his teeth over his Adam’s apple, makes him release all air from his lungs in one loud exhalation, accompanied by a low whimper.
24. Adore
“I know I said no pets but when I saw him, I just couldn’t resist,” Toshiya smiles at the happy sparkle and clear adoration in Die’s eyes as he hands him the cuddly little puppy.
25. Cold
Die’s feet are always cold when he shoves them between Toshiya’s legs in the evening, cuddling close to him for more warmth, and as much as Toshiya tries to pretend he’s annoyed they both know he secretly loves it.
26. Isolation
It is impossible to isolate one single thing that Die would love the most in Toshiya, he simply loves every single small detail in him from his geeky laughter to his sweet pout, from his tiny eyes to his full lips, from his sweet little dance steps to his rough passionate kisses.
27. Phobia
It’s been a tough journey through the barrier Die had built around his heart, always insanely afraid of being hurt, but finally Toshiya thinks he can see some light at the end of the tunnel, making this all worthwhile.
28. Pleasure
“I want you to fuck me,” the sound of Die’s voice barely reaches Toshiya’s ears, those full lips nipping on his own way too distracting, not to mention the bold hand on his groin that made his brains shut down already ages ago, “and you’d better make it good.”
29. Fashion
Although Die always mocks Toshiya for his weird sense in fashion, they both know who the stylish one in that relationship is.
30. Warmth
There is no other thing in the world that would make Die feel so nicely warm inside than the heart-shaped, homemade brownies Toshiya always brings for him when he’s feeling sick.
31. Jealousy
As stupid as it is, Die can always feel this certain flash of jealousy gnawing at his insides when he sees a gorgeous girl standing just a bit too close to Toshiya, laughing with him and looking at him like she owns him.
32. Wrath
If there is a bullet-proof way of pissing Die off, it is to mess with his haircare products, a lesson Toshiya had to learn when he first managed to lay Die’s wrath on him.
33. Torture
Having Die’s lips on his skin is the sweetest form of torture Toshiya could even imagine, and he is the first to admit that he was addicted from the first second on, always wanting more although he is begging for it to stop.
34. Protect
Lying in bed, only darkness around them, Toshiya is convinced that the secret to the lasting love between the two of them is their mutual desire to protect each other against the rest of the world.
35. Smile
Even when it feels that the whole world is crushing down on him, when everything goes wrong and there is nothing that he can succeed that day, only one glimpse at the small picture of a smiling Die he hid in his wallet can make Toshiya’s world shine bright again.
36. Broken
Screw faking a migraine, Die snorts inwardly, he would give Toshiya some even with his both legs broken.
37. Clock
Toshiya always thought that the inner clock-shit only applied to women, but after spending ten years of his life with Die he could’ve sworn he had some sort of a monthly cycle as well, at least judging by his moods.
38. Forget
There is no way in hell that Die could ever forget the first time he looked deep into Toshiya’s lively, dark eyes.
39. Storm
When Toshiya sneaks his arm around him, pulling him close, Die thinks that it can storm more often so they have a good excuse to cuddle underneath the blanket with steaming mugfuls of hot chocolate to warm them up even more.
40. Appreciate
Toshiya has really learned to appreciate the way Die wakes up early in the mornings to make them both coffee, after all it gains him his much needed “five more minutes” of precious sleep.
41. Torn
Die has never been good at making decisions, always speculating way too long instead of acting on instinct, torn between all the possible options and unable to pick one of them, something Toshiya never had any troubles with.
42. Restless
There used to be this big, black mass of pure restlessness hiding inside of Toshiya, making him unable to stay in one place for long no matter what he tried, but somehow Die managed to dissolve even that, bring a whole new calmness into his life.
43. Disappointment
Seeing all that hurt in those deep brown eyes makes Toshiya’s heart twitch like someone just jabbed a knife between his ribs and he never, ever wants to see that again, never wants to give Die a reason to be disappointed in him again.
44. Alive
Nothing in this world could make Die feel more alive than Toshiya’s hands on his skin, Toshiya’s lips on his own, Toshiya’s hot, hard cock deep inside of him.
45. Emotional
Toshiya never tried to cover his emotionality, clearly letting people know if he was in a good or a bad mood, but no one could ever read him as good as Die, who magically spotted even the things he tried to hide the best he could.
46. Cuddle
There is no better way to say ‘I love you’ than holding your loved one close in the shared warmth, limbs tangled, breath ghosting over smooth skin, soft smiles exchanged in silence.
47. Thoughtful
Toshiya always claims that he’s not romantic, but Die knows better: after all no one else always notices when he’s feeling down, cheers him up with small smiles and notes, thinks of him before anyone else.
48. Lick
Die had never thought that he would actually enjoy someone licking him there, not before Toshiya came along and showed him just how good it can be to throw yourself into the moment, to try new things.
49. Cigarette
The forgotten cigarette burns to ashes on the tray while lips seek lips, skin meets skin, fingers dig deep into soft flesh and only the moon sees the dance of their hungry bodies.
50. Speechless
It takes a lot to make Toshiya speechless and Die knows he did well when the younger man only smiles against his lips, his long fingers tangling in soft strands of hair as he pulls him in for another one of those sinfully sweet kisses.
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They’re all kind of mushy x) I can’t do angst to save my life.
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This is just so perfect. Short, but perfect and I loved every single sentence. Feeling the pairing is such a nice experience, rare, but you did it. You made it happen... again, haha.
Seriously, they're mushy - in a good way. In a very, very good way. And oh so hot.
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Aw but I am so glad to hear that you did feel the pairing, even if only momentarily :) They mean so much to me I have no words for it even.
Thank you so much, honeybaby ♥
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I tried to pick a favourite, but I can't. They're all perfect. So them. So vivid. I can see every "sentence" clearly and some even conjured images of the entire situation and scene. Such a good job you've done there, dear.
And the one that stuck to my mind most was "Normality". Dunno why.
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I love them making soap bubbles for some reason XD Especially in the night! *coughs* And yesss couldn't resist that one x)
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The idea is just cute but it's so THEM. Just sitting there at night, making soap bubbles. Plain, simple, lovely <3
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I can so see them too. At first almost a bit tentative, when they are all giggly and sneak outside to make the bubbles but then they just sit there and enjoy the moment and aww :D I love them.
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I love them too <3 It's great how childish one can write them. Like totally carefree :)
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Exactly! I love that and it so eases my stress always! And it doesn't make them dumb or anything, it just means they can enjoy the small things in life! :D
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Yep, it's just innocent and those innocent moments make them special ^^
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... so yes I am crazy.
Exactly^^ There's no other duo like them. Though that's what makes all the combos special, they have their own feel and all. But D/T is the one that simply makes me feel good.
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I love challenges a lot and when it comes to writing you can basically count me in on anything, but 50 stories would be too much for me XD
Very true. There's certain stories I could only write for DT, that wouldn't fit with... say KT at all. And vice versa. So they're all special in the end.
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True :) And there's something for everyone. Too bad not every option is for me, though.
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For me neither, don't worry. There are certain pairings I can't relate to at all. But that's normal I guess.
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It's normal, I think. Only sometimes kind of sad. But as long as I have D/T I'm good :)
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I feel happy with DT, KT and DS and everything else is... kinda out of my league *laughs*
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haha so we have completely different likes except for D/T *laughs* Basically I only follow D/T and D/K. Then, Die/Kyo was the first pair I ever read so sometimes I get this nostalgic feeling and go back to it although in general I don't pay much attention to them x)
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Well, since I'm not a big fan of Kyo, ficlets with him usually make me cringe XD
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*coughs* Me neither x) But as I said, it has nostalgic value x)
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http://i157.photobucket.com/albums/t67/sayuri87/IMG_0839.jpg
http://i157.photobucket.com/albums/t67/sayuri87/IMG_0842.jpg
They're like... two years old already, but it was fun back then XD
And now I'm actually really listening to one of my fave Gazette songs ever again x)
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(Moomins rock though! <3)
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They do! <3
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Desperately, Die rips that white shirt off Toshiya’s form like it’s his biggest enemy, keeping him from getting his hands on what he has been burning to touch for hours already.
... holy fuck.
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Thank you ♥
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So beautiful!!!!!
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Thank you! <3
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I loved this totally!
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And yes yes you did a very good job indeed. I love these <3
Well done ;3 They're so gorgeous. And... you managed to make 'alive' dirty... xD Ahaha, I love you.
I realise I need to reply to you on other things. I'll reply tomorrow because I'm a bit tired at the moment. You know, that kind of tired where everything is too much of an effort xD
And HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!!! I'll try to get something nice for you done but if I don't manage anything, you know I love you, right? <3
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*laughs* 'Alive' was one of the first ones I wrote of them XD I wrote just in the order that it felt good x) Am glad to hear that you approve! ;D <3
I know what you mean and hey, I am slow in replying too so no worries XD
Aww thank youuu~! Actually, technically it already IS my birthday since right now it's 00:01 in Finland XD And I love you too <3
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the ones that were romantic seriously made my brain turn to goo and those smexy ones were just......mmmmmmmmmm......
loved them!
thanks for sharing hun <3
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Thank you for commenting <3