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Title: Shotgun wedding; Chapter 6: Back to Basics
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seinen_no and fonulyn
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Die and Kaoru
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: The Niikura’s and the Andou’s used to be the two biggest families in town, wealthy and respected to the point of practically ruling the business as they wished. Times have changed though, and thus the heads of the clans have decided to take the needed steps to join their families to restore their power. Single persons don’t have much to say about anything when the whole future of the families is in question, that much the eldest sons of the Niikura family and the Andou family have to come to notice.
Comments:
fonulyn: So this time only comments from me :D We are both so so SO sorry that it’s so late again and we took so long with the chappie. We had all the good intentions to get it done earlier but somehow things got in the way and blabla and real life and all that jazz x) So please take our apologies along with an offering: some more smut! 8D I hope you’ll enjoy it! And the story… it is progressing too *laughs*
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Previously happened: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5
Shotgun Wedding
Chapter 6: Back to Basics
The morning came and went, and even Kaoru who usually always woke up early didn't stir once. Only way after noon the redhead opened one eye, carefully peeking into the room. When his gaze met his husband, lying there close beside him his first instinct was to startle, before he remembered what had happened and the memory simply made him smile. He did feel good, still at this very moment. Although when he shifted slightly the burning feeling in his lower back confirmed they had been kind of harsh.
The movement woke Kaoru instantly and he did flinch when he was looking straight into a pair of huge brown eyes; something he hadn't expected to see. He almost dropped out of the bed, but managed to keep balance at the last moment.
Slowly, everything came back into his mind, the frustration the old Mr. Andou's words had caused, the passion between him and the redheaded man, the rough and steamy sex. When he took a deep breath, he could still smell the scent of sweat, bodyfluids and genuine Die. He did like it but the thought alone made his stomach twitch. "Gods, what did we do?" he asked, more himself than anybody else.
He just had destroyed the hopes of his family. If anybody ever found out, the work of the past months had been in vain and his father would be deeply disappointed.
"We fucked." Die shrugged casually, a small smirk even tugging the corners of his mouth as he looked straight at his husband, like this would be the most natural moment in the world. In a way it even was, after all they were married and wasn't it what married couples did, spent a night together and woke up beside each other?
The redhead noticed the other man's confusion though and that made him oddly content even, since never before had he seen Kaoru like that. He moved closer, until their faces were almost touching, and practically purred out the words. "We had the most amazing, hot, steamy sex ever. And for your information: you loved it."
The last words were echoing in Kaoru's head and he had to admit that the other man was right. When he recalled several moments of the previous night, he couldn't say that he hadn't liked it. But how were they supposed to go on from now. Slowly, he allowed his gaze to roam over the redhead's body down to the part that was covered by the blanket and then further to his lean legs that seemed to be just perfect to be wrapped around your hips.
He was still confused, or more uncertain of what he wanted, of what he was supposed to do now. Finally though, he carefully rested his head on the cushion again, nodding a bit. "I think you're right." That was the biggest concession he could make at a moment like that where he didn't feel as secure as usually.
That made Die smile, that positively stunning smile of his that had the tendency to make everyone fall for his charm. He decided he didn't need to tease the other man more with it right now, and that he didn't want to break the comfortableness from between them since for once they didn't feel like killing each other. Slowly Die sat up, trying to cover how sore he actually was.
"Wanna go get something to eat?" He turned his head to look at the other man questioningly, reaching to the chair that was almost right beside his bed to get his dressing gown. Enough clothing for today, he decided when wrapping it around himself.
"That sounds perfect." Actually, Kaoru was more thirsty, but now that Die mentioned it, it felt like ages since he had had something to eat. Slowly, he got out of the bed as well, only hardly managing to suppress the need to cover his bareness. He just grabbed his boxers from the floor somewhere and stepped into them before stalking towards the door.
"Shall I go and see what our servants prepared for us?" The question came over his lips naturally and he enjoyed that the usually always present tension between them was gone now. Why not be friendly with each other, right? Besides, no matter how well Die covered it, he KNEW he was sore and probably not only a little bit after what they had done the last night.
The offer made the redhead smile and he nodded. "Thank you. Meanwhile, I will see what's on TV." He followed Kaoru out of the bedroom – casting a very intense glance at his butt, which looked positively gorgeous – trying his best to walk straight despite the present soreness. As they reached the couch he settled down on it, pulling his legs up to his chest and instantly reached for the remote to turn the TV on.
He could hear Kaoru go through the kitchen and somehow he enjoyed the moment, not only because he was being served and didn't have to do anything. When he even found one of his old favorite animations on TV, just about to begin, it lifted his mood even more since it had been ages since he had last seen that.
When his husband returned, he carried two plates with small snacks on them and a bottle of coke pressed underneath his arm. "Could you take the bottle?" he asked, turning so that Die could take it off him while Kaoru put the plates on the small table in front of them.
In doing so, he caught a glance at the TV and instantly released a delighted sound. "I love that series." He really did, remembering how he had watched it as a child and then later with his younger brother. He had had no idea that the redhead liked classics like those as well.
"They are showing the whole series again!" Die nodded enthusiastically, smiling with his eyes locked on the screen still. "Starting from today, how cool is that? And that it's just beginning, not a single episode is yet gone!" He had always loved the animation, and was still so enthusiastic that he didn't even realize that his husband had just turned out to be as much of a fanboy as he.
"The whole series?" Kaoru's features brightened even more and after grabbing himself a snack before he pulled up his legs and got himself comfortable on the couch as well. Taking a bit of the food, he turned to look at his husband, practically beaming with his mouth full. "I hope you don't mind a long day before the TV then." They were showing several episodes in a row and he didn't intend on missing even one.
"Are you kidding me!?" Die laughed freely, turning towards his husband just for enough time to give him a grin. "I ain't moving my butt anywhere! I fucking love the series and when they release it on DVD I'm the first one to buy it!" Somehow Kaoru's happy expression was so adorable that it made him smile too, before turning back to the screen again not to miss anything.
That was just exactly what they did, sit in front of the TV, eat, drink Coke and beer and only go to the toilet during the commercial breaks. It was like being a child again and both men were suffering with their favourite characters whenever they got into trouble, although they knew the series by heart.
It was the first moment during their marriage when they both discovered they actually had something in common and Kaoru enjoyed the fact just as much as Die did. Only late at night, when the first part of the marathon had ended, they decided to take a shower, separately, and then head back to bed.
The next day would be a normal working day and it was safe to say that Kaoru was curious how the feeling would be between him and his husband then. Even though they weren't supposed to be too friendly with each other as their servants would be back to spy on them again, he still hoped that the tension would be gone forever.
The following morning Die was back to his usual habits so Kaoru didn't really see him before he went to work, if one doesn't count the moment when he walked through his bedroom. In the evening when he returned home he found his husband was again watching television, and when he later joined him there actually wasn't that huge tension anymore. But neither was there the friendliness from the previous day, as they simply were silent and more or less ignoring each other.
It went on like that from then on, as if they had decided to forget what had happened and just go on like before, minus the oppressiveness since nowadays their silences were more comfortable than before. Besides, they found out that there was a couple of other TV-series they both liked too, although none came even close to the one series they had been watching together that one day.
Kaoru already thought that it was probably the best this way, because if they found more similarities between them or even fucked more often, the chance that they blew it and one of their servants would spill the beans towards Die's father would have been to big. He was content with the things as they were, didn't complain. Still, it was also sad to see how easily they could get back to ignoring each other and forget the good time they had had, even if one counted out the sex.
Two mornings later, Kaoru was awake again before the redhead, he found him fast asleep still and actually took a moment to watch him. Die was so gorgeous like that, tangled in the blanket with his hand underneath his cheek, his lips parted while he was breathing evenly. Suddenly, something caught his eyes and he turned to look at the nightstand. There was an old, worn out copy of a book which Kaoru just knew all too well. It was a copy of Oscar Wilde's "The picture of Dorian Gray", one of his most favourite books.
Never would he have thought that Die was interested in literature, or even classical literature that was. Again, his gaze travelled back to his slightly younger husband and now there was even something like true admiration in it. He took a moment still to watch the man on the bed, before reluctantly tearing his gaze away and leaving the room.
For some time it made things easier that they had been able to really let off some steam, and they both felt more content sexually as well. But seeing that they both were young and horny by nature, it didn't take long and they were already getting slightly frustrated over the celibacy they were again living in.
Die caught himself thinking of the night they had shared more often, and although he had to admit some things might've been glorified in the memory he still knew it had been purely amazing and he wouldn't have minded re-enacting it. He was even plotting how they could keep on doing something like that together and keep it as a secret from his father. In the end he never suggested anything to Kaoru though, somehow never having either the perfect moment or the needed guts.
Still, more and more often he was thinking of Kaoru while silently gratifying himself, allowing images of their shared night flood his mind, along with fantasies his vivid imagination came up with. His husband simply was gorgeous, and worth of numerous moments like that. Die had even stopped bothering about it, just freely using the other man to feed his fantasies.
Usually he waited until his husband was definitely asleep, not wanting him to just bump into the room while he was at it, since he naturally needed to go through the room to get out of his own bedroom. Sometimes he was simply too needy to bother though and when nothing ever happened he grew more calm with it and allowed his mind – and hands – to wander whenever he felt like he needed it.
Kaoru was standing at the door, the handle already in the hand as he had a dry throat and wanted something to drink still. They both had gone to bed quite a long time ago already and so he expected his husband to be asleep already. But before he opened the door, he heard a suspicious sound. Had that just been a moan? If Die now was having fun with one of their servants, he would slash him certainly.
Quietly, not to either wake Die up or make him suspicious, Kaoru pushed the door open and peeked through a small gap. What he saw though made the breath hitch in his throat and he just pushed the door open all the way, bluntly staring at the scene.
Die had left the bedside lamp on and was lying in the middle of the bed, one hand between his legs doing things he could only imagine while the other was running up and down his hardness. He obviously enjoyed himself, eyes half closed and lips parted with quiet and yet deep sighs leaving them every now and then.
Immediately, all the blood in Kaoru's body seemed to rush to his groin, his body reacting forcefully to the sight. After all, he wasn't made of stone and the other man was simply gorgeous, desirable and so fucking sexy that it made water gather in his mouth.
The redhead didn't notice anything although the door was already completely open, the other man not even trying to hide though he didn't make a move to step more into the room either. His mind was simply lost in the feelings completely, lost in the images he had created to feed his lust, to match the touches he was providing himself with.
In his mind he was simply re-enacting the night they had spent together, like so many times before already. He was imagining that Kaoru was the one who made him part his legs more, imagined his hardness invading him inch by inch, his hands on his arousal teasing him and pushing him higher. It was a perfect image, just what he needed, and he didn't even notice when a silent 'Kaoru…' left his lips as a breathless whisper.
His husband heard it though and it caused his heart to skip a beat and a smile appeared on his lips. He had no idea what made him finally step closer to the bed and even sit down. Leaning towards the redhead, he whispered. "Careful. You don't want our servants to think we get along, do you?"
His voice was only a low purr and before Die had the chance to react or even flinch, he reached out his hand, lacing his fingers around the other man's. Adding a bit more pressure than Die had used, he began stroking him, his eyes locked on his features.
That made a long, low groan roll off the younger man's lips and he automatically bucked up into the touch, trying to get more of the feelings that shot through his whole being instantly. His first instinct had been to ask Kaoru what the fuck was he doing there, but right now he decided it wouldn't be worth it and he would rather enjoy the touch on his arousal, the way the other man was leaning closer to him so that his warmth was devolving on him as well.
"Don't worry," He whispered lowly as he got his voice back, managed to answer only with a slight delay. "I can be silent." There was a small smile caressing his lips, until it fell prey to the next flash of pleasure that caused him to gasp helplessly.
Unable to resist, Kaoru tilted his head, scraping his teeth over the smooth skin of his husband's long neck. He was hoping Die hadn't lied when it came to being quiet as he increased the speed of his stroking a bit, his thumb brushing across the already wet tip a couple of times.
He did notice that Die's free hand was still between his legs, moving there as well and it made him grin. "Did you think of me?" The question was spoken directly to the other man's ear, followed by a wet tongue that travelled the shell. "Because I've been thinking about you too a couple of times when I was lying in my bed. And gods," the last word was only cool breath striking the wet skin, "you make such a good fantasy."
The redhead was shuddering uncontrollably, Kaoru's mere voice enough to turn him on and when it was combined with the teasing licks and touches he was helpless but to succumb. A small whimper escaped him and he squirmed on his place, not knowing whether to thrust more into the other man's hand or to give himself more with his fingers.
It took a short moment for him to realize he hadn't voiced his reply out loud, had only thought it, and so he swallowed hard before whispering the words out between a couple of harsh breaths. "Yes, I was thinking of you." He closed his eyes and jerked upwards again as the other man teased the sensitive tip of his arousal with his thumb. "God that feels good." He tilted his head instinctively so that their faces were only inches apart, parting his lips as if begging for a kiss.
Kaoru took the hint and while forcing his thumb through the slit on the crown of his lover's length, he closed the distance between them, initiating a deep kiss. Of course he hadn't thought this through, hadn't thought if he just wanted to help the other man, but right now feeling the thick, heated flesh in his palm and knowing that Die gave himself even more with his fingers was enough for him to want to see it to the end.
The kiss lasted long, but had to break at one point due to the need for oxygen, both men panting harshly as they were equally aroused. Almost gently, Kaoru pecked Die's lips again and since he couldn't ask him to moan for him more, he just demanded simply. "Then show me how good. Come on, come for me. Tell me how to make your vision come true."
That made Die groan as if on command although he didn't even do it on purpose but simply because it felt so good that the sound escaped him automatically. It was far better than doing it himself and he was more than content that things had turned out like this and that the other man had decided to join him.
A part of him enjoyed the moment so much that he would've wanted it to last as long as possible, and he was even trying to hold back before Kaoru's words echoed in his mind again. With another low, almost inaudible moan he let go, simply allowing the feelings to overpower him. It took only a split second and he was coming, holding his breath as his whole being tensed and the pleasure coursed through every molecule of his being.
For the slightly older man it was bliss as well to watch his orgasm, to see how his features were distorted by ultimate pleasure. He could have sworn that he had never seen anything more beautiful than that, nothing more enticing. Even when he felt warm stickiness stain his hand, he didn't stop moving it in a long while to enhance the sensations. But finally he stilled and planted a small kiss on Die's lips as if to reward him.
This was like doing something forbidden, like stealing your father's best whiskey only to secretly drink it with your best friend or like smoking your first cigarette in your room with the air refreshener always at hand in case you heard your parents come towards your room. Funnily, Kaoru wasn't afraid that somebody could walk in on them, nor did he regret what just had happened. Quite the contrary, this time he was sure he would want to re-enact it, only with him being involved.
Still aroused himself, he brought up his hand to at least have a taste of the other man. The strong bitter taste of Die's release made a small shudder run through him. Actually, he even liked it, especially in his lust-intoxicated state of mind.
Die needed a moment to clam down, simply gasping and trying to fill his lungs with the needed oxygen they had been lacking. Only when his breathing was getting a little more even he turned to face the other man better, a happy grin like stuck on his lips. "If this is the outcome, you're welcome to enter my room without knocking anytime."
Somehow seeing Kaoru's face so close to his own made him freeze for a second though, and he simply silently examined those delicate features, noticing somewhere deep down inside that the other man was most definitely one of the most gorgeous men he had ever seen. Not to say anything embarrassing he tilted his head, catching his husband's lips in a slow kiss.
Kaoru just let it happen, his eyes falling half way shut. It was a nice kiss, tender almost and definitely carried more emotions than those they had exchanged before. When they parted again, he was smiling as well. "I would have knocked if I hadn't thought you'd be sleeping," he breathed out with a wink. "And by the way, you chose to stuff me into the back room with only one way out…"
"Well maybe this was my clever plan already then?" The redhead smirked confidently, a small chuckle escaping him. Like tentatively he moved his leg though, brushing his thigh against the other man's groin to see if he had reacted to the moment and if yes, how much. He could as well prolong the moment now that they were so conveniently close, right?
The action elicited a small sigh from the other man who was unable to stifle the sound in the last moment. He had reacted quite a lot indeed and if Die bothered to take a look, he would have seen that there was a nice bulge forming in Kaoru's boxers. "No," the smaller man shook his head though, chuckling a bit. "You're not clever enough to come up with such a plan."
"Now I'm hurt…" Die pouted, pursing his lips to create a sweet sulking expression. One could see he wasn't that serious though, especially since his eyes were sparkling in this certain mischievous way. Like accidentally he allowed his hand to move down the other man's chest, sliding it inside his boxers before he could do anything. Shamelessly he laced his fingers around the hardening flesh, tentatively giving it a slow stroke.
Instinctively, Kaoru parted his legs a bit to offer Die's hand more room between them, his eyes again falling half-way shut. On some level, his brains hadn't processed yet what was happening there between them and especially in his pants. "Don't be," Kaoru answered after some time. "Not everybody can be as intelligent as I am and," he turned his head, looking at his husband with a dirty grin, "after all, a wife doesn't need her head for more than to think about what haircolor to choose next."
That would've made Die probably snap if he had been more stressed, but he was simply too relaxed and there was something in Kaoru's expression and in the way he said it that made him take it merely as a joke. Still he decided to 'punish' the other man and gave his arousal a not-too-gentle squeeze. "Yeah, but if you were as clever as you say, you wouldn't pass a perfect opportunity like this and would instead put this," another squeeze underlined the words, "into good use."
Within the blink of an eye, he found himself lying on his back with Kaoru hovering above him. The young Niikura had grabbed both of Die's wrists and now pressed them against the mattress. "And what is a 'good use' in your opinion?" he asked and moved his hips, pressing his hardness against the other man's thigh. "Didn't you rather want to say 'put this into me'?" His voice was low, a bit breathless and carried the certain undertone that clearly showed how aroused he was.
The tone of his voice again made a clear shudder go along Die's spine, and he closed his eyes for a second. He had felt how hard the other man already was and yes, he definitely wanted a piece of that arousal, no matter what. Somehow he managed to open his eyes, giving his husband the most seductive glance he could manage. "You see right through me. Just do it," He tilted his head, running his lips along the other man's jawline. "I want it in. Deep." Somehow already being immobilized like that, having his arms pinned down on the mattress, was a huge turn on and his breathing was slowly turning more erratic than before.
Slowly, without haste, Kaoru pushed his knee between Die's legs, forcing them apart. Coevally, he brought Die's arms up above his head so that he could hold him still by using only one hand. Of course he knew that the taller man could easily break free if he wanted to, but this wasn't about a real fight, this was a playful display of dominance and power and the young Niikura enjoyed it to no end. Once he was seated between the other man's long legs, he bent forward and initiated a rough kiss while steadying his arousal with his free hand, again taking his husband without lube, his first thrust already reaching deep.
It caused a long, raw scream escape the younger man, and he tilted his head to deepen the kiss even further, smothering the sound by letting it drown out in the other man's mouth. He couldn't believe they had already been married for so long, and only now were really getting intimate with each other properly. They simply matched and deal or not Kaoru was more than gorgeous enough to break any rule. Quickly Die used the moment, wrapping his long legs around his lover's hips to pull him even closer. Although that hindered the movements somewhat, made them less forceful, he didn't mind and didn't let go.
Kaoru's chest was heaving although he didn't get enough air through his nose to fill his lungs properly. Yet, who was he to complain? This actually made more than up to all the frustration he had suffered during their marriage. He would have been able to resist Die, because even though he was gorgeous, more than that, there would have always been somebody beautiful enough to be the substitute. But now that he had had a taste of him, a feel of him, it became more than clear that there wouldn't be anybody else who could meet the younger man in perfection. And Kaoru knew that there was no turning back anymore. At least not for him.
Pushing back against the resistance of Die's legs in his back, Kaoru tried to build up an even rhythm of hard thrusts varying with shallow, almost gentle ones. Aided by the redhead, he finally found the perfect way to move, never breaking the kiss to stifle the sounds that were threatening to leave both of them in the heat of passion.
It was simply perfect, if one asked Die, and he could've sworn that the other man was able to read his thoughts, since he always knew how to angle his thrusts and how much force to put behind them. Every time when he felt like those hard thrusts would be enough to push him over the edge Kaoru slowed down, only teasing him with slow and shallow movements that made him feel like he was going mad. He was squirming and writhing, trying to meet the thrusts and aid them with his legs, simply allowing himself to get lost in the feelings.
Sweat was beading on their skins, both their chests heaving as they would've desperately needed to breathe but were still reluctant to break the ravenous kiss. But they had to, and when they parted they still kept their faces close to each other, their breaths mixing. Once Die looked deep into the other man's eyes he felt the breath hitch in his throat and he couldn't look away, something passing between them for that one split second. He didn't have the time to dwell on it though, barely had the time to notice there was something, because his body betrayed him by reaching its limits. He tensed, barely able to hold back the feral outcry when the pleasure overcame him.
It was pure instinct that Kaoru let go of his lover's wrists and instead used his hand to cover the other man's mouth. Under no circumstances was anybody to hear them. That was the only clear thought that was still lingering on his mind as everything else had fallen prey to the pleasure that was running through him. When he felt Die's hot release on his lower stomach, it caused a shiver through him and he could feel a scream crawl up his throat. Before it had the chance to be voiced though, Kaoru tilted his head and sank his teeth into the younger man's shoulder, allowing his own orgasm to take over and wash away everything from his mind for those few blissful seconds.
The redhead shuddered when he felt the other man's teeth on his skin, a tiny groan escaping him but he still had Kaoru's hand in front of his mouth and it smothered the sound somewhat. His eyes had fallen closed but he forced them open again, simply wanting to witness his husband's bliss and see the pleasure distorted features. It was all so new to them, being only the second time they had ever laid hands on each other, but he had a feeling that there would be more times to come.
Only when Kaoru was slowly relaxing, opened his eyes and removed his hand from Die's mouth, he received a small kiss on his lips. The tiniest of chuckles fell from the redhead's lips and he was grinning freely, obviously more than pleased with himself and with how the situation had developed and then turned out eventually.
When the kiss broke again, Kaoru was smiling, his gaze resting upon his redheaded husband and there was clear affection in it. The moment was gone instantly though and the older man blinked and pulled back a bit. "So, you can be quiet, eh?" he asked teasing.
"That was quiet." Die shrugged a bit, only now remembering to unhook his legs from around the other man to allow him to move if he wished. "No one heard a thing." He was certain that they had been silent enough, and besides the only servants who slept there were staying in the other end of the house, most likely sleeping at this hour.
His expression alone, the convinced nod he gave, made Kaoru chuckle a bit and peck his lips once more before he pulled away from him. "Yeah, and we better keep it that way, right?" With a small content sigh, he rolled on his back, lying right beside the taller man with their shoulders touching. Somehow, the small touch made him feel like a teenager again, made him feel high and happy just like when you managed to put your arm around the shoulders of your crush at the movies. Suddenly, he turned his head to look at the man beside him. "Die? Do you have a smoke?"
"Hm? Yeah, gimme a sec." Die turned his head enough to flash the other man a grin, before rolling over to reach to the bedside. He opened the drawer and fumbled for a second, throwing an almost full pack of cigarettes at his husband. "There. Give me one while you're at it." He rolled back to his place, smiling innocently.
Shaking his head, Kaoru lit two cigarettes and then shoved one between his husband's lush lips. "There. You lazy bastard." Actually, he felt more than good since he hadn't anticipated them to get back to having sex again. Or at least not this soon. In his mind, he already saw the end of the life-long dryspell at hand and it made him grin like a moron.
"Why do something yourself that you can make others do for you?" Die asked, laughing lowly. He tried to still keep his voice down and make sure they weren't loud enough to attract attention even if someone happened to pass by the room accidentally. The only problem was that he was so relaxed, enjoyed the moment so much, that it was hard to remember being discreet and not just allow himself be completely natural.
Kaoru pressed his lips together tightly not to laugh out loud. "That's your philosophy?" This time, he allowed the teasing comment. "And you ask yourself why everybody assumes you're the wife?" It was somehow clear that this was just playful teasing and for some reason it was even clear that Kaoru didn't mean it himself.
"Well…" The younger man had to laugh at that, and he shifted on his place until he was lying on his side and looking straight at the other man. "I think it's a good philosophy. It shows just that I'm clever, not that I'm girly."
"Oh no, you certainly are not girly, I can attest that." Kaoru enjoyed the moment and after releasing a cloud of smoke from his lungs, he turned his head to look at the other man. Die's features were totally relaxed and open, his eyes sparkling like Kaoru had never seen before. So this was how the real Die looked like. Inwardly, Kaoru thought he could get used to that, would like to see it more often. "No girl would take it like you did without whining or giving me hell afterwards," he added with a wink.
"Glad that I managed to at least convince you about it." The redhead smirked, but one could see he was honestly pleased to hear the words, and there was something like a happy sparkle in his eyes. "Too bad there's not many others who'd believe that." He shrugged, but then decided it wasn't worth it to go there and instead leaned in to steal a short kiss from the other man. "I hope I can trust on you agreeing with me, since if I get to decide there'll be a lot more of this from now on."
"A lot more whenever we're not endangered of getting caught," Kaoru corrected him winking. "I'm in." He meant it, had already thought this through before. Why shouldn't he take advantage of being married to a gorgeous man, right? As long as they both wanted it and gave their best to conceal it from Die's family and the servants, there would be no harm done.
"Exactly, no getting caught." Die nodded instantly, pursing his lips a bit in a thoughtful gesture. "I bet dad has scattered his people all around us, I wouldn't trust anyone." He knew, even without being told straight, that his father was probably spying on them from every possible direction, using everything that was in his powers to ensure that nothing indecent was going on in the house.
"Doesn't matter." His husband shook his head firmly. "We're more clever than he is, right? And damn, I don't ever want to be this horny again. It fucking hurt and I would just want to put your old man through something like that just that he sees how low it is to do that to somebody." He spoke with contempt and conviction, the words coming straight from the bottom of his heart.
"My father is an iron man. He lives through anything." The redhead smirked. "And I don't mean that as a compliment, I just know he's inhuman. But he knows what he forced upon us with the deal and I bet he's very happy with himself even right now. If that sourpuss even can be happy anymore, that is."
Kaoru felt how much was wrong between the redhead and his father and he really felt sorry for him. He himself had always been protected and supported by his family and suddenly he wondered how Die had become capable of feeling anything when his father was such a cold-hearted man. He had to alter his opinion about his husband. Die seemed to be a fine man with a good heart but the circumstances of their meeting had just been bad.
"But hey, we've found a way for us to pay him back now. Only that he'll never find out."
"Yeah." The words elicited an honest smile from the slightly younger man and he nodded instantly. "But it's still a proper revenge, just to imagine what he would think of it all and how he would be infuriated."
Suddenly, Kaoru became serious, pressing two fingers on the other man's lips. "Just promise me that you won't drop a remark anywhere, that you'll try to keep this a secret as much as I do. No matter how tempting it is to take revenge." He suddenly became aware that he didn't know anything about the other man and was afraid that Die could just use him to get his revenge on his father. At least that thought did occur to him.
Die's first answer was a smile though, and he nodded honestly. "I promise it, trust me." He honestly meant it, and he hadn't even realized that the other man could actually fear him spilling the beans purposefully. He wasn't ready to break the deal either, knew what serious troubles it would cause and he was too scared of the consequences to even think of facing them. "It's not like I wouldn't have anything to lose here."
"You mean with me?" A faint smile appeared on Kaoru's lips which finally widened into a huge grin. "Well, I would say you only win with me."
"Well, you will have to prove that." Die arched an eyebrow, pursing his lips as he looked at the other man in an evaluating way. "And let me tell you, I'm not that easy to convince." There was a sparkle in his eyes though, showing he wasn't that serious.
The slightly older man understood it and the smile stayed on his lips even when he leaned in to peck Die's. "I don't have to prove anything," he whispered, his voice quiet but intense. "It will all happen by itself." Stealing another short kiss, he already wriggled a bit, moving closer to the bed's edge. "But I think I heard the kitchen maid already. So it's time to leave." It was somewhere around four in the morning, the time for the maid to get up and prepare breakfast for the young Niikura because he would get up between six thirty and seven usually. The funny thing was, he didn't really eat much breakfast, but she always prepared him something to take with him to work.
For a split second the younger of the two was a little stunned even, freezing in mid-movement as he noticed that he had almost reached out for his husband. Soon he overcame his surprise though and smiled, pulling the blanket over himself before snuggling into the pillows. "Good night then. Or what's left of it." He chuckled a bit, knowing the other man would have to get up in no time. It wasn't as if he would've been malicious or anything, but he knew that Kaoru wouldn't really mind getting so little sleep, not after a night like this.
Silently Kaoru slipped into his own room, closing the door as silently as possible since he obviously didn't want the loud bang to echo throughout the house at an hour like this. Die followed him with his gaze, reaching then for the bedside lamp to turn it off finally. Still, when he was lying between the sheets, hugging his blanket, he couldn't sleep. His eyes were boring holes into the darkness, his mixed thoughts running. Somehow he felt restless, would've preferred if Kaoru would've stayed with him still, although he didn't even really know why.
It wasn't much better for Kaoru, but he blamed the still present physical bliss and the confusing thoughts. He knew that he would have loved to just stay with his husband, to fall asleep next to him after what they had done, but he simply didn't dare. There was always the danger of a maid or the butler barging in. Of course they would knock, but that wouldn't leave him much time to wake up and hurry to his room.
He was lying there, wide awake, his gaze fixed on the ceiling, allowing his thoughts to run freely. Even when his alarm rang, he was moving slowly, mechanically doing what had to be done without putting much thought into it. When he again crossed his husband's and secret lover's room, he took a few seconds to just watch the other man sleep. It caused his heart to beat a bit faster, only to know that he did have something as gorgeous as Die in reach and yet he was so far away. If things went on like that from now on, he knew they were bound to be discovered and yet he tried to shrug the thought off and think positive. They could have much fun together, would get their kicks out of doing something forbidden whenever they had sex which definitely added a certain spice to the act.
Author:
seinen_no and fonulynRating: NC17
Pairing: Die and Kaoru
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: The Niikura’s and the Andou’s used to be the two biggest families in town, wealthy and respected to the point of practically ruling the business as they wished. Times have changed though, and thus the heads of the clans have decided to take the needed steps to join their families to restore their power. Single persons don’t have much to say about anything when the whole future of the families is in question, that much the eldest sons of the Niikura family and the Andou family have to come to notice.
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Previously happened: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5
Chapter 6: Back to Basics
The morning came and went, and even Kaoru who usually always woke up early didn't stir once. Only way after noon the redhead opened one eye, carefully peeking into the room. When his gaze met his husband, lying there close beside him his first instinct was to startle, before he remembered what had happened and the memory simply made him smile. He did feel good, still at this very moment. Although when he shifted slightly the burning feeling in his lower back confirmed they had been kind of harsh.
The movement woke Kaoru instantly and he did flinch when he was looking straight into a pair of huge brown eyes; something he hadn't expected to see. He almost dropped out of the bed, but managed to keep balance at the last moment.
Slowly, everything came back into his mind, the frustration the old Mr. Andou's words had caused, the passion between him and the redheaded man, the rough and steamy sex. When he took a deep breath, he could still smell the scent of sweat, bodyfluids and genuine Die. He did like it but the thought alone made his stomach twitch. "Gods, what did we do?" he asked, more himself than anybody else.
He just had destroyed the hopes of his family. If anybody ever found out, the work of the past months had been in vain and his father would be deeply disappointed.
"We fucked." Die shrugged casually, a small smirk even tugging the corners of his mouth as he looked straight at his husband, like this would be the most natural moment in the world. In a way it even was, after all they were married and wasn't it what married couples did, spent a night together and woke up beside each other?
The redhead noticed the other man's confusion though and that made him oddly content even, since never before had he seen Kaoru like that. He moved closer, until their faces were almost touching, and practically purred out the words. "We had the most amazing, hot, steamy sex ever. And for your information: you loved it."
The last words were echoing in Kaoru's head and he had to admit that the other man was right. When he recalled several moments of the previous night, he couldn't say that he hadn't liked it. But how were they supposed to go on from now. Slowly, he allowed his gaze to roam over the redhead's body down to the part that was covered by the blanket and then further to his lean legs that seemed to be just perfect to be wrapped around your hips.
He was still confused, or more uncertain of what he wanted, of what he was supposed to do now. Finally though, he carefully rested his head on the cushion again, nodding a bit. "I think you're right." That was the biggest concession he could make at a moment like that where he didn't feel as secure as usually.
That made Die smile, that positively stunning smile of his that had the tendency to make everyone fall for his charm. He decided he didn't need to tease the other man more with it right now, and that he didn't want to break the comfortableness from between them since for once they didn't feel like killing each other. Slowly Die sat up, trying to cover how sore he actually was.
"Wanna go get something to eat?" He turned his head to look at the other man questioningly, reaching to the chair that was almost right beside his bed to get his dressing gown. Enough clothing for today, he decided when wrapping it around himself.
"That sounds perfect." Actually, Kaoru was more thirsty, but now that Die mentioned it, it felt like ages since he had had something to eat. Slowly, he got out of the bed as well, only hardly managing to suppress the need to cover his bareness. He just grabbed his boxers from the floor somewhere and stepped into them before stalking towards the door.
"Shall I go and see what our servants prepared for us?" The question came over his lips naturally and he enjoyed that the usually always present tension between them was gone now. Why not be friendly with each other, right? Besides, no matter how well Die covered it, he KNEW he was sore and probably not only a little bit after what they had done the last night.
The offer made the redhead smile and he nodded. "Thank you. Meanwhile, I will see what's on TV." He followed Kaoru out of the bedroom – casting a very intense glance at his butt, which looked positively gorgeous – trying his best to walk straight despite the present soreness. As they reached the couch he settled down on it, pulling his legs up to his chest and instantly reached for the remote to turn the TV on.
He could hear Kaoru go through the kitchen and somehow he enjoyed the moment, not only because he was being served and didn't have to do anything. When he even found one of his old favorite animations on TV, just about to begin, it lifted his mood even more since it had been ages since he had last seen that.
When his husband returned, he carried two plates with small snacks on them and a bottle of coke pressed underneath his arm. "Could you take the bottle?" he asked, turning so that Die could take it off him while Kaoru put the plates on the small table in front of them.
In doing so, he caught a glance at the TV and instantly released a delighted sound. "I love that series." He really did, remembering how he had watched it as a child and then later with his younger brother. He had had no idea that the redhead liked classics like those as well.
"They are showing the whole series again!" Die nodded enthusiastically, smiling with his eyes locked on the screen still. "Starting from today, how cool is that? And that it's just beginning, not a single episode is yet gone!" He had always loved the animation, and was still so enthusiastic that he didn't even realize that his husband had just turned out to be as much of a fanboy as he.
"The whole series?" Kaoru's features brightened even more and after grabbing himself a snack before he pulled up his legs and got himself comfortable on the couch as well. Taking a bit of the food, he turned to look at his husband, practically beaming with his mouth full. "I hope you don't mind a long day before the TV then." They were showing several episodes in a row and he didn't intend on missing even one.
"Are you kidding me!?" Die laughed freely, turning towards his husband just for enough time to give him a grin. "I ain't moving my butt anywhere! I fucking love the series and when they release it on DVD I'm the first one to buy it!" Somehow Kaoru's happy expression was so adorable that it made him smile too, before turning back to the screen again not to miss anything.
That was just exactly what they did, sit in front of the TV, eat, drink Coke and beer and only go to the toilet during the commercial breaks. It was like being a child again and both men were suffering with their favourite characters whenever they got into trouble, although they knew the series by heart.
It was the first moment during their marriage when they both discovered they actually had something in common and Kaoru enjoyed the fact just as much as Die did. Only late at night, when the first part of the marathon had ended, they decided to take a shower, separately, and then head back to bed.
The next day would be a normal working day and it was safe to say that Kaoru was curious how the feeling would be between him and his husband then. Even though they weren't supposed to be too friendly with each other as their servants would be back to spy on them again, he still hoped that the tension would be gone forever.
The following morning Die was back to his usual habits so Kaoru didn't really see him before he went to work, if one doesn't count the moment when he walked through his bedroom. In the evening when he returned home he found his husband was again watching television, and when he later joined him there actually wasn't that huge tension anymore. But neither was there the friendliness from the previous day, as they simply were silent and more or less ignoring each other.
It went on like that from then on, as if they had decided to forget what had happened and just go on like before, minus the oppressiveness since nowadays their silences were more comfortable than before. Besides, they found out that there was a couple of other TV-series they both liked too, although none came even close to the one series they had been watching together that one day.
Kaoru already thought that it was probably the best this way, because if they found more similarities between them or even fucked more often, the chance that they blew it and one of their servants would spill the beans towards Die's father would have been to big. He was content with the things as they were, didn't complain. Still, it was also sad to see how easily they could get back to ignoring each other and forget the good time they had had, even if one counted out the sex.
Two mornings later, Kaoru was awake again before the redhead, he found him fast asleep still and actually took a moment to watch him. Die was so gorgeous like that, tangled in the blanket with his hand underneath his cheek, his lips parted while he was breathing evenly. Suddenly, something caught his eyes and he turned to look at the nightstand. There was an old, worn out copy of a book which Kaoru just knew all too well. It was a copy of Oscar Wilde's "The picture of Dorian Gray", one of his most favourite books.
Never would he have thought that Die was interested in literature, or even classical literature that was. Again, his gaze travelled back to his slightly younger husband and now there was even something like true admiration in it. He took a moment still to watch the man on the bed, before reluctantly tearing his gaze away and leaving the room.
For some time it made things easier that they had been able to really let off some steam, and they both felt more content sexually as well. But seeing that they both were young and horny by nature, it didn't take long and they were already getting slightly frustrated over the celibacy they were again living in.
Die caught himself thinking of the night they had shared more often, and although he had to admit some things might've been glorified in the memory he still knew it had been purely amazing and he wouldn't have minded re-enacting it. He was even plotting how they could keep on doing something like that together and keep it as a secret from his father. In the end he never suggested anything to Kaoru though, somehow never having either the perfect moment or the needed guts.
Still, more and more often he was thinking of Kaoru while silently gratifying himself, allowing images of their shared night flood his mind, along with fantasies his vivid imagination came up with. His husband simply was gorgeous, and worth of numerous moments like that. Die had even stopped bothering about it, just freely using the other man to feed his fantasies.
Usually he waited until his husband was definitely asleep, not wanting him to just bump into the room while he was at it, since he naturally needed to go through the room to get out of his own bedroom. Sometimes he was simply too needy to bother though and when nothing ever happened he grew more calm with it and allowed his mind – and hands – to wander whenever he felt like he needed it.
Kaoru was standing at the door, the handle already in the hand as he had a dry throat and wanted something to drink still. They both had gone to bed quite a long time ago already and so he expected his husband to be asleep already. But before he opened the door, he heard a suspicious sound. Had that just been a moan? If Die now was having fun with one of their servants, he would slash him certainly.
Quietly, not to either wake Die up or make him suspicious, Kaoru pushed the door open and peeked through a small gap. What he saw though made the breath hitch in his throat and he just pushed the door open all the way, bluntly staring at the scene.
Die had left the bedside lamp on and was lying in the middle of the bed, one hand between his legs doing things he could only imagine while the other was running up and down his hardness. He obviously enjoyed himself, eyes half closed and lips parted with quiet and yet deep sighs leaving them every now and then.
Immediately, all the blood in Kaoru's body seemed to rush to his groin, his body reacting forcefully to the sight. After all, he wasn't made of stone and the other man was simply gorgeous, desirable and so fucking sexy that it made water gather in his mouth.
The redhead didn't notice anything although the door was already completely open, the other man not even trying to hide though he didn't make a move to step more into the room either. His mind was simply lost in the feelings completely, lost in the images he had created to feed his lust, to match the touches he was providing himself with.
In his mind he was simply re-enacting the night they had spent together, like so many times before already. He was imagining that Kaoru was the one who made him part his legs more, imagined his hardness invading him inch by inch, his hands on his arousal teasing him and pushing him higher. It was a perfect image, just what he needed, and he didn't even notice when a silent 'Kaoru…' left his lips as a breathless whisper.
His husband heard it though and it caused his heart to skip a beat and a smile appeared on his lips. He had no idea what made him finally step closer to the bed and even sit down. Leaning towards the redhead, he whispered. "Careful. You don't want our servants to think we get along, do you?"
His voice was only a low purr and before Die had the chance to react or even flinch, he reached out his hand, lacing his fingers around the other man's. Adding a bit more pressure than Die had used, he began stroking him, his eyes locked on his features.
That made a long, low groan roll off the younger man's lips and he automatically bucked up into the touch, trying to get more of the feelings that shot through his whole being instantly. His first instinct had been to ask Kaoru what the fuck was he doing there, but right now he decided it wouldn't be worth it and he would rather enjoy the touch on his arousal, the way the other man was leaning closer to him so that his warmth was devolving on him as well.
"Don't worry," He whispered lowly as he got his voice back, managed to answer only with a slight delay. "I can be silent." There was a small smile caressing his lips, until it fell prey to the next flash of pleasure that caused him to gasp helplessly.
Unable to resist, Kaoru tilted his head, scraping his teeth over the smooth skin of his husband's long neck. He was hoping Die hadn't lied when it came to being quiet as he increased the speed of his stroking a bit, his thumb brushing across the already wet tip a couple of times.
He did notice that Die's free hand was still between his legs, moving there as well and it made him grin. "Did you think of me?" The question was spoken directly to the other man's ear, followed by a wet tongue that travelled the shell. "Because I've been thinking about you too a couple of times when I was lying in my bed. And gods," the last word was only cool breath striking the wet skin, "you make such a good fantasy."
The redhead was shuddering uncontrollably, Kaoru's mere voice enough to turn him on and when it was combined with the teasing licks and touches he was helpless but to succumb. A small whimper escaped him and he squirmed on his place, not knowing whether to thrust more into the other man's hand or to give himself more with his fingers.
It took a short moment for him to realize he hadn't voiced his reply out loud, had only thought it, and so he swallowed hard before whispering the words out between a couple of harsh breaths. "Yes, I was thinking of you." He closed his eyes and jerked upwards again as the other man teased the sensitive tip of his arousal with his thumb. "God that feels good." He tilted his head instinctively so that their faces were only inches apart, parting his lips as if begging for a kiss.
Kaoru took the hint and while forcing his thumb through the slit on the crown of his lover's length, he closed the distance between them, initiating a deep kiss. Of course he hadn't thought this through, hadn't thought if he just wanted to help the other man, but right now feeling the thick, heated flesh in his palm and knowing that Die gave himself even more with his fingers was enough for him to want to see it to the end.
The kiss lasted long, but had to break at one point due to the need for oxygen, both men panting harshly as they were equally aroused. Almost gently, Kaoru pecked Die's lips again and since he couldn't ask him to moan for him more, he just demanded simply. "Then show me how good. Come on, come for me. Tell me how to make your vision come true."
That made Die groan as if on command although he didn't even do it on purpose but simply because it felt so good that the sound escaped him automatically. It was far better than doing it himself and he was more than content that things had turned out like this and that the other man had decided to join him.
A part of him enjoyed the moment so much that he would've wanted it to last as long as possible, and he was even trying to hold back before Kaoru's words echoed in his mind again. With another low, almost inaudible moan he let go, simply allowing the feelings to overpower him. It took only a split second and he was coming, holding his breath as his whole being tensed and the pleasure coursed through every molecule of his being.
For the slightly older man it was bliss as well to watch his orgasm, to see how his features were distorted by ultimate pleasure. He could have sworn that he had never seen anything more beautiful than that, nothing more enticing. Even when he felt warm stickiness stain his hand, he didn't stop moving it in a long while to enhance the sensations. But finally he stilled and planted a small kiss on Die's lips as if to reward him.
This was like doing something forbidden, like stealing your father's best whiskey only to secretly drink it with your best friend or like smoking your first cigarette in your room with the air refreshener always at hand in case you heard your parents come towards your room. Funnily, Kaoru wasn't afraid that somebody could walk in on them, nor did he regret what just had happened. Quite the contrary, this time he was sure he would want to re-enact it, only with him being involved.
Still aroused himself, he brought up his hand to at least have a taste of the other man. The strong bitter taste of Die's release made a small shudder run through him. Actually, he even liked it, especially in his lust-intoxicated state of mind.
Die needed a moment to clam down, simply gasping and trying to fill his lungs with the needed oxygen they had been lacking. Only when his breathing was getting a little more even he turned to face the other man better, a happy grin like stuck on his lips. "If this is the outcome, you're welcome to enter my room without knocking anytime."
Somehow seeing Kaoru's face so close to his own made him freeze for a second though, and he simply silently examined those delicate features, noticing somewhere deep down inside that the other man was most definitely one of the most gorgeous men he had ever seen. Not to say anything embarrassing he tilted his head, catching his husband's lips in a slow kiss.
Kaoru just let it happen, his eyes falling half way shut. It was a nice kiss, tender almost and definitely carried more emotions than those they had exchanged before. When they parted again, he was smiling as well. "I would have knocked if I hadn't thought you'd be sleeping," he breathed out with a wink. "And by the way, you chose to stuff me into the back room with only one way out…"
"Well maybe this was my clever plan already then?" The redhead smirked confidently, a small chuckle escaping him. Like tentatively he moved his leg though, brushing his thigh against the other man's groin to see if he had reacted to the moment and if yes, how much. He could as well prolong the moment now that they were so conveniently close, right?
The action elicited a small sigh from the other man who was unable to stifle the sound in the last moment. He had reacted quite a lot indeed and if Die bothered to take a look, he would have seen that there was a nice bulge forming in Kaoru's boxers. "No," the smaller man shook his head though, chuckling a bit. "You're not clever enough to come up with such a plan."
"Now I'm hurt…" Die pouted, pursing his lips to create a sweet sulking expression. One could see he wasn't that serious though, especially since his eyes were sparkling in this certain mischievous way. Like accidentally he allowed his hand to move down the other man's chest, sliding it inside his boxers before he could do anything. Shamelessly he laced his fingers around the hardening flesh, tentatively giving it a slow stroke.
Instinctively, Kaoru parted his legs a bit to offer Die's hand more room between them, his eyes again falling half-way shut. On some level, his brains hadn't processed yet what was happening there between them and especially in his pants. "Don't be," Kaoru answered after some time. "Not everybody can be as intelligent as I am and," he turned his head, looking at his husband with a dirty grin, "after all, a wife doesn't need her head for more than to think about what haircolor to choose next."
That would've made Die probably snap if he had been more stressed, but he was simply too relaxed and there was something in Kaoru's expression and in the way he said it that made him take it merely as a joke. Still he decided to 'punish' the other man and gave his arousal a not-too-gentle squeeze. "Yeah, but if you were as clever as you say, you wouldn't pass a perfect opportunity like this and would instead put this," another squeeze underlined the words, "into good use."
Within the blink of an eye, he found himself lying on his back with Kaoru hovering above him. The young Niikura had grabbed both of Die's wrists and now pressed them against the mattress. "And what is a 'good use' in your opinion?" he asked and moved his hips, pressing his hardness against the other man's thigh. "Didn't you rather want to say 'put this into me'?" His voice was low, a bit breathless and carried the certain undertone that clearly showed how aroused he was.
The tone of his voice again made a clear shudder go along Die's spine, and he closed his eyes for a second. He had felt how hard the other man already was and yes, he definitely wanted a piece of that arousal, no matter what. Somehow he managed to open his eyes, giving his husband the most seductive glance he could manage. "You see right through me. Just do it," He tilted his head, running his lips along the other man's jawline. "I want it in. Deep." Somehow already being immobilized like that, having his arms pinned down on the mattress, was a huge turn on and his breathing was slowly turning more erratic than before.
Slowly, without haste, Kaoru pushed his knee between Die's legs, forcing them apart. Coevally, he brought Die's arms up above his head so that he could hold him still by using only one hand. Of course he knew that the taller man could easily break free if he wanted to, but this wasn't about a real fight, this was a playful display of dominance and power and the young Niikura enjoyed it to no end. Once he was seated between the other man's long legs, he bent forward and initiated a rough kiss while steadying his arousal with his free hand, again taking his husband without lube, his first thrust already reaching deep.
It caused a long, raw scream escape the younger man, and he tilted his head to deepen the kiss even further, smothering the sound by letting it drown out in the other man's mouth. He couldn't believe they had already been married for so long, and only now were really getting intimate with each other properly. They simply matched and deal or not Kaoru was more than gorgeous enough to break any rule. Quickly Die used the moment, wrapping his long legs around his lover's hips to pull him even closer. Although that hindered the movements somewhat, made them less forceful, he didn't mind and didn't let go.
Kaoru's chest was heaving although he didn't get enough air through his nose to fill his lungs properly. Yet, who was he to complain? This actually made more than up to all the frustration he had suffered during their marriage. He would have been able to resist Die, because even though he was gorgeous, more than that, there would have always been somebody beautiful enough to be the substitute. But now that he had had a taste of him, a feel of him, it became more than clear that there wouldn't be anybody else who could meet the younger man in perfection. And Kaoru knew that there was no turning back anymore. At least not for him.
Pushing back against the resistance of Die's legs in his back, Kaoru tried to build up an even rhythm of hard thrusts varying with shallow, almost gentle ones. Aided by the redhead, he finally found the perfect way to move, never breaking the kiss to stifle the sounds that were threatening to leave both of them in the heat of passion.
It was simply perfect, if one asked Die, and he could've sworn that the other man was able to read his thoughts, since he always knew how to angle his thrusts and how much force to put behind them. Every time when he felt like those hard thrusts would be enough to push him over the edge Kaoru slowed down, only teasing him with slow and shallow movements that made him feel like he was going mad. He was squirming and writhing, trying to meet the thrusts and aid them with his legs, simply allowing himself to get lost in the feelings.
Sweat was beading on their skins, both their chests heaving as they would've desperately needed to breathe but were still reluctant to break the ravenous kiss. But they had to, and when they parted they still kept their faces close to each other, their breaths mixing. Once Die looked deep into the other man's eyes he felt the breath hitch in his throat and he couldn't look away, something passing between them for that one split second. He didn't have the time to dwell on it though, barely had the time to notice there was something, because his body betrayed him by reaching its limits. He tensed, barely able to hold back the feral outcry when the pleasure overcame him.
It was pure instinct that Kaoru let go of his lover's wrists and instead used his hand to cover the other man's mouth. Under no circumstances was anybody to hear them. That was the only clear thought that was still lingering on his mind as everything else had fallen prey to the pleasure that was running through him. When he felt Die's hot release on his lower stomach, it caused a shiver through him and he could feel a scream crawl up his throat. Before it had the chance to be voiced though, Kaoru tilted his head and sank his teeth into the younger man's shoulder, allowing his own orgasm to take over and wash away everything from his mind for those few blissful seconds.
The redhead shuddered when he felt the other man's teeth on his skin, a tiny groan escaping him but he still had Kaoru's hand in front of his mouth and it smothered the sound somewhat. His eyes had fallen closed but he forced them open again, simply wanting to witness his husband's bliss and see the pleasure distorted features. It was all so new to them, being only the second time they had ever laid hands on each other, but he had a feeling that there would be more times to come.
Only when Kaoru was slowly relaxing, opened his eyes and removed his hand from Die's mouth, he received a small kiss on his lips. The tiniest of chuckles fell from the redhead's lips and he was grinning freely, obviously more than pleased with himself and with how the situation had developed and then turned out eventually.
When the kiss broke again, Kaoru was smiling, his gaze resting upon his redheaded husband and there was clear affection in it. The moment was gone instantly though and the older man blinked and pulled back a bit. "So, you can be quiet, eh?" he asked teasing.
"That was quiet." Die shrugged a bit, only now remembering to unhook his legs from around the other man to allow him to move if he wished. "No one heard a thing." He was certain that they had been silent enough, and besides the only servants who slept there were staying in the other end of the house, most likely sleeping at this hour.
His expression alone, the convinced nod he gave, made Kaoru chuckle a bit and peck his lips once more before he pulled away from him. "Yeah, and we better keep it that way, right?" With a small content sigh, he rolled on his back, lying right beside the taller man with their shoulders touching. Somehow, the small touch made him feel like a teenager again, made him feel high and happy just like when you managed to put your arm around the shoulders of your crush at the movies. Suddenly, he turned his head to look at the man beside him. "Die? Do you have a smoke?"
"Hm? Yeah, gimme a sec." Die turned his head enough to flash the other man a grin, before rolling over to reach to the bedside. He opened the drawer and fumbled for a second, throwing an almost full pack of cigarettes at his husband. "There. Give me one while you're at it." He rolled back to his place, smiling innocently.
Shaking his head, Kaoru lit two cigarettes and then shoved one between his husband's lush lips. "There. You lazy bastard." Actually, he felt more than good since he hadn't anticipated them to get back to having sex again. Or at least not this soon. In his mind, he already saw the end of the life-long dryspell at hand and it made him grin like a moron.
"Why do something yourself that you can make others do for you?" Die asked, laughing lowly. He tried to still keep his voice down and make sure they weren't loud enough to attract attention even if someone happened to pass by the room accidentally. The only problem was that he was so relaxed, enjoyed the moment so much, that it was hard to remember being discreet and not just allow himself be completely natural.
Kaoru pressed his lips together tightly not to laugh out loud. "That's your philosophy?" This time, he allowed the teasing comment. "And you ask yourself why everybody assumes you're the wife?" It was somehow clear that this was just playful teasing and for some reason it was even clear that Kaoru didn't mean it himself.
"Well…" The younger man had to laugh at that, and he shifted on his place until he was lying on his side and looking straight at the other man. "I think it's a good philosophy. It shows just that I'm clever, not that I'm girly."
"Oh no, you certainly are not girly, I can attest that." Kaoru enjoyed the moment and after releasing a cloud of smoke from his lungs, he turned his head to look at the other man. Die's features were totally relaxed and open, his eyes sparkling like Kaoru had never seen before. So this was how the real Die looked like. Inwardly, Kaoru thought he could get used to that, would like to see it more often. "No girl would take it like you did without whining or giving me hell afterwards," he added with a wink.
"Glad that I managed to at least convince you about it." The redhead smirked, but one could see he was honestly pleased to hear the words, and there was something like a happy sparkle in his eyes. "Too bad there's not many others who'd believe that." He shrugged, but then decided it wasn't worth it to go there and instead leaned in to steal a short kiss from the other man. "I hope I can trust on you agreeing with me, since if I get to decide there'll be a lot more of this from now on."
"A lot more whenever we're not endangered of getting caught," Kaoru corrected him winking. "I'm in." He meant it, had already thought this through before. Why shouldn't he take advantage of being married to a gorgeous man, right? As long as they both wanted it and gave their best to conceal it from Die's family and the servants, there would be no harm done.
"Exactly, no getting caught." Die nodded instantly, pursing his lips a bit in a thoughtful gesture. "I bet dad has scattered his people all around us, I wouldn't trust anyone." He knew, even without being told straight, that his father was probably spying on them from every possible direction, using everything that was in his powers to ensure that nothing indecent was going on in the house.
"Doesn't matter." His husband shook his head firmly. "We're more clever than he is, right? And damn, I don't ever want to be this horny again. It fucking hurt and I would just want to put your old man through something like that just that he sees how low it is to do that to somebody." He spoke with contempt and conviction, the words coming straight from the bottom of his heart.
"My father is an iron man. He lives through anything." The redhead smirked. "And I don't mean that as a compliment, I just know he's inhuman. But he knows what he forced upon us with the deal and I bet he's very happy with himself even right now. If that sourpuss even can be happy anymore, that is."
Kaoru felt how much was wrong between the redhead and his father and he really felt sorry for him. He himself had always been protected and supported by his family and suddenly he wondered how Die had become capable of feeling anything when his father was such a cold-hearted man. He had to alter his opinion about his husband. Die seemed to be a fine man with a good heart but the circumstances of their meeting had just been bad.
"But hey, we've found a way for us to pay him back now. Only that he'll never find out."
"Yeah." The words elicited an honest smile from the slightly younger man and he nodded instantly. "But it's still a proper revenge, just to imagine what he would think of it all and how he would be infuriated."
Suddenly, Kaoru became serious, pressing two fingers on the other man's lips. "Just promise me that you won't drop a remark anywhere, that you'll try to keep this a secret as much as I do. No matter how tempting it is to take revenge." He suddenly became aware that he didn't know anything about the other man and was afraid that Die could just use him to get his revenge on his father. At least that thought did occur to him.
Die's first answer was a smile though, and he nodded honestly. "I promise it, trust me." He honestly meant it, and he hadn't even realized that the other man could actually fear him spilling the beans purposefully. He wasn't ready to break the deal either, knew what serious troubles it would cause and he was too scared of the consequences to even think of facing them. "It's not like I wouldn't have anything to lose here."
"You mean with me?" A faint smile appeared on Kaoru's lips which finally widened into a huge grin. "Well, I would say you only win with me."
"Well, you will have to prove that." Die arched an eyebrow, pursing his lips as he looked at the other man in an evaluating way. "And let me tell you, I'm not that easy to convince." There was a sparkle in his eyes though, showing he wasn't that serious.
The slightly older man understood it and the smile stayed on his lips even when he leaned in to peck Die's. "I don't have to prove anything," he whispered, his voice quiet but intense. "It will all happen by itself." Stealing another short kiss, he already wriggled a bit, moving closer to the bed's edge. "But I think I heard the kitchen maid already. So it's time to leave." It was somewhere around four in the morning, the time for the maid to get up and prepare breakfast for the young Niikura because he would get up between six thirty and seven usually. The funny thing was, he didn't really eat much breakfast, but she always prepared him something to take with him to work.
For a split second the younger of the two was a little stunned even, freezing in mid-movement as he noticed that he had almost reached out for his husband. Soon he overcame his surprise though and smiled, pulling the blanket over himself before snuggling into the pillows. "Good night then. Or what's left of it." He chuckled a bit, knowing the other man would have to get up in no time. It wasn't as if he would've been malicious or anything, but he knew that Kaoru wouldn't really mind getting so little sleep, not after a night like this.
Silently Kaoru slipped into his own room, closing the door as silently as possible since he obviously didn't want the loud bang to echo throughout the house at an hour like this. Die followed him with his gaze, reaching then for the bedside lamp to turn it off finally. Still, when he was lying between the sheets, hugging his blanket, he couldn't sleep. His eyes were boring holes into the darkness, his mixed thoughts running. Somehow he felt restless, would've preferred if Kaoru would've stayed with him still, although he didn't even really know why.
It wasn't much better for Kaoru, but he blamed the still present physical bliss and the confusing thoughts. He knew that he would have loved to just stay with his husband, to fall asleep next to him after what they had done, but he simply didn't dare. There was always the danger of a maid or the butler barging in. Of course they would knock, but that wouldn't leave him much time to wake up and hurry to his room.
He was lying there, wide awake, his gaze fixed on the ceiling, allowing his thoughts to run freely. Even when his alarm rang, he was moving slowly, mechanically doing what had to be done without putting much thought into it. When he again crossed his husband's and secret lover's room, he took a few seconds to just watch the other man sleep. It caused his heart to beat a bit faster, only to know that he did have something as gorgeous as Die in reach and yet he was so far away. If things went on like that from now on, he knew they were bound to be discovered and yet he tried to shrug the thought off and think positive. They could have much fun together, would get their kicks out of doing something forbidden whenever they had sex which definitely added a certain spice to the act.
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ow i have to buy groceries and cigs (CANT live withought the cigs) but i'll come back fast and read it like a madwoman i am
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so, ok i forgot the painkillers and the envelope and the lemons, but I have lettuce!! NO MORE CARBS OR ANIMAL DERIBATED PRODUCTS!
...sorry, its the excitement.
*goes to read*
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D: I really dont want them too, but I guess it's inevitable. The relationship development is inevitable too xD.
and lol what kind of men are those that wanna cuddle after sex?! (jk)
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Hey, I know several who say they like it XD *laughs* And well, now I'll shut up again since whatever I'd say would give away too much of the future plotlines. Damn x)
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well, guess everyone knows by now that I'm not really... normal... yeah.
oh, but I'll explain if I may. My dad is on vacation, so I've been living alone for like... a month. And I was always reluctant of shopping vegetables because I dont really eat... much of anything, so I'd end up trowing them away... but I swear I really REALLY needed veggies, and I saw the lettuce and she saw me... so I told the peruvian guy in the corner of the block to give me some.
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I really love this chapter ºwº
are they falling for each other? ¬w¬
Thanks a lot for this chapter **
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And what is that I see? ...they want to cuddle with each other now...*squints* oh yes there are definetely some feelings developing here.
*pokes*
Update soon please?
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We try! Promised. Every time we promise a fast update we seem to vanish for a month and I wouldn't want that to happen x) But life is full of (unpleasant XD) surprises.
Thanks for reading though! ;) And for commenting!
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go! kaoru , go!
you're da man!!
now for a little wet blankie...
*smack head* why didn't kaoru consider a love hotel?
i have read somewhere that the love hotels in japan have total anonymity since check-in requires no human personnel or contact.
then again, maybe kaoru is not intelligent enough in that area... perhaps horny die can suggest or drop hints on where they could meet up and sex up each other... lol...
i don't mind this being a long series...
p.s. what do you define as long? *puppy eyes*
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Maybe Kaoru didn't manage to go that far in his frustrated, sex deprived mind? XD It would sound like a logical step though x)
What I definite as long? Well, at the moment it has 15 chapters. But it still needs a few more. So close to 20 :)
Thanks for reading and especially for commenting! ;D
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oh yeah. oh yeah. can't get me baby. oh yeah.
*does the booty-wiggle*
this is major fic-gasm for me...
*think horny die & perverted kinky die*
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I'm so happy you updated, I enjoyed this chapter so much, I like how their relationship is slowly changing.
I wonder how long will they able to hide their "secret affair" from Die's father... (I can't wait for the visit of Kaoru's mother, I'm sure she will notice immediately, that soemthing happened between them...)
Anyway I can imagine them playing hide-and-seek at their own home or having secret meetings at hotels or something :D
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We will see what happens! :D They at least will have much work in hiding from Die's father, and fooling Kaoru's mother isn't gonna be a piece of cake either, she's a clever woman XD So troubles ahead!
Thank you for your comment! :D
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brb dying/fappin2dis *___*
oh gosh do you guys know how much I love your smut(and writing)? You make such an excellent team and do so well with the story telling on ALL of your DieKao fics, omy~<3
I love where this story is going~ loved it before anyways, but I can't wait for the next part!
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I really want to read the book and somehow never managed... I should be slapped for that XD But it's on the to-do-list at least!
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Anygay, nice chapter~ \o/ ♥
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Thank you!
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I love this part:
Before it had the chance to be voiced though, Kaoru tilted his head and sank his teeth into the younger man's shoulder, allowing his own orgasm to take over and wash away everything from his mind for those few blissful seconds.
The redhead shuddered when he felt the other man's teeth on his skin, a tiny groan escaping him but he still had Kaoru's hand in front of his mouth and it smothered the sound somewhat. His eyes had fallen closed but he forced them open again, simply wanting to witness his husband's bliss and see the pleasure distorted features. It was all so new to them, being only the second time they had ever laid hands on each other, but he had a feeling that there would be more times to come.
and beg for moaaaar! XD
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very welcome :)
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Niceeee *fangirl scream*
Everything seems to be soooo "right" with them xD I thought that they were going to freak out or something lol xDDDDD (especially Kaoru) but oh well, I'm not complaining about this al all! I really, really liked this chapter!
I had a massive nosebleed here, c'mon! The part when Die says "Kaoru" with a quiet voice... woooooowwww *another nosebleed-tissue* that was priceless and one of my fav parts here! (Kaoru is lucky for finding Die like he did *¬*)
And the lemon, amazing as always... wow, they like it rough still huh? hahaha. Well, like I said I'm not complaining!! I'm not!! xDD
But I was surprised when Kao found the book, I mean, Die didn't seem interested in that stuff, but anyway, glad that he has his "culture" side too haha, but they're starting to fall for each other, I'm sure!
-_-U Sorry for babbling -and mistakes- but I needed to express myself xDD
Thanks a lot for updating! -thanksforthesmut!thankyousooomuch!!-
:D *happy*
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I wouldn't have minded finding Die like that either XD But I bet Kaoru enjoyed it even more than I would've *laughs* And gods they are so hot together! heh and yeah, they like it rough still XD Somehow that seemed to fit at least the desperate, frustrated atmosphere best x)
No need to apologize, dear! Your comment is just absolutely awesome ;D Thank you so much! We're really glad to hear you liked it! :D
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Yay for interrupted masturbation! It's one of the things I love most ♥
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haha I have to admit we really loved that thought too XD
Thank you <3
Oh and now that I remember! I got the magnet :D Thanks so much!
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