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rabenhorst) wrote2009-01-05 08:44 pm
rabenhorst) wrote2009-01-05 08:44 pm
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Title: Try me
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seinen_no and fonulyn
Rating: NC17
Pairing: DiexKaoru
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: Kaoru has decided that he wants to have sex with a guy, just for the heck of it, to find out how it is. And who else should he try it with than his gorgeous fellow guitarist? So he hits on him at a party shamelessly.
Comments: This is written for the Christmas Exchange v.2 in >![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
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Try me
The blonde lead-guitarist sank a bit lower in the comfortable armchair, a beer in his right hand, cigarette dangling from the corner of his mouth. Kaoru had no idea whose party this was, but he hadn't asked when Die and Toshiya had suggested going here and having some fun after the concert. It was definitely better than heading back to the hotel instantly where you only became aware that this wasn't your bed you were lying on, wasn't your furniture and there was none of the familiarity your home offered. It was always the same, no matter where they went.
Kaoru had been drinking beer the whole evening but wasn't half as drunk as the others thought. He was observing, checking people out, checking guys out. It hadn't been long since a girl, some Caucasian groupie, had bluntly probed his ass, had elicited some sensations the guitarist couldn't remember having had before. Ever since, Kaoru had asked himself how it would be to have sex with a guy, to just forget about conventions and try this.
Slowly, his gaze roamed over to Die. His fellow guitarist was talking to some hot chick, laughing cheerfully with sparkling eyes. If Kaoru really would give it a shot, then with Die, and him only. He didn't want to try it with some stranger but rather with somebody he liked, trusted and who most likely would take this as an adventure as well. Besides, the redhead was attractive, wasn't hard on the eyes and Kaoru could imagine that his long fingers and his soft lips would do their parts to make this a night to remember.
So he kept on gazing at his friend, every now and then taking a sip from his beer and thanked his luck that he sat in a concealed corner where no one paid much attention to him. He had no idea how he could've talked himself out of the situation if someone had actually noticed that he was practically eating his bandmate and fellow guitarist alive with his eyes, was definitely checking him out and staring bluntly at all the places a friend usually didn't stare at.
Luckily, the redhead was completely unaware of the gazes as well. Truth to be told, he was completely unaware of everything else but his first and foremost goal right now: to get laid. He had been chatting the girl up for a good while now and he had a feeling that she would definitely be willing to give him an adventure between the sheets a bit later. He hadn't had any in a while and that made him even more determined to reach his goal, and at the same time made him completely blind and oblivious towards the obvious stares he was receiving from the older guitarist.
Kaoru grinned to himself. Poor Die didn't know yet that he wouldn't leave with the girl tonight. He even chuckled audibly at the redhead's obvious eager attempts to talk the girl into having some fun. One had to admit though that she didn't look very reluctant, gave him seductive smiles through the glass whenever she raised her drink to her lips and laughed softly about every single one of his sometimes stupid jokes. Being friends, the blonde guitarist knew all his tricks and he also knew that it had been a while for Die. One could practically read the word 'horny' on Die's forehead.
At one point, Kaoru decided it was about time to make his move. He emptied his beer, placed the can on the floor and stood up. He didn't need to check his appearance, knew that he looked good with the button up shirt with the blue patterns, the tight black jeans and his blonde-dyed hair. It gave him the look of casualty, of being laid-back and – as he thought – of coolness.
Deliberately slow, he strolled over to the redhead and the girl, cutting off their conversation rudely by pushing himself straight between them. A smirk tugged the corners of his mouth and he gave Die a long, evaluating glance. Then, he tiptoed, gesturing he wanted to tell the taller man something which wasn't easy due to the loud music that filled the room. Obediently, Die bowed down a bit, bringing their heads close together. Kaoru could feel his bodyheat, smell the mixture of cologne, beer and smoke and he had to admit, he liked it. "Don't you rather want a real adventure tonight?" he asked straight, somehow missing the fact that his friend couldn't have known what he was talking about. "Then you leave with ME and forget about her."
That made the younger man's eyes widen and he looked like lightning had just struck him, totally dumbfounded. He already raised his hand to run his fingers through his hair, a typical nervous gesture for him, but then stopped in mid movement as he remembered that he had carefully styled his hair earlier and didn't want it to go to waste. "How much did you already drink?" He aimed for a casual tone and grinned at his friend, deciding that this definitely wasn't about what he had thought at the first instant. It had to be some kind of joke, definitely. "Go bug Shin if you want to leave already, I'm kind of busy," he went on and gave the girl a meaningful smirk, which instantly made her giggle and smile even wider.
Kaoru had expected a reaction like that, but that didn't mean he wouldn't have been hoping for Die to be a bit more spontaneous and, well, straight forward if he was offered some good sex. Since that was for sure for the lead-guitarist; if he was involved it would be more than good, certainly better than with an inexperienced giggly girl like the one right next to him.
"I see that, but do you see me?" Challengingly, he leaned back a bit, giving Die the chance to look at him, to see the slight bulge that was shown in his jeans already, caused by his thoughts that had been circling around sex almost constantly the past few hours. Maybe he was a bit drunk indeed? Kaoru shook his head, deciding he was sober and only determined to feed his own curiosity. Don't they say one should try everything in life at least once? "Do you hear me?" he asked, his voice deep and still loud enough to drown out the heavy music in the background. "If you're up for an adventure, you will leave with me, NOW." With saying those words, he stepped closer again, pretending to whisper something in Die's ear but only let his tongue slide across the sensitive spot underneath it, knowing nobody could see.
It was all new to Die and still somehow familiar in a twisted way. He had seen it so many times, when the lead guitarist got into this 'I want sex now' mood and shamelessly hit on some hot girl. He had just never thought that it would be HIM to receive those same glances, the same cocky promises and above all this, shameless ministrations on his neck. It caused him to blush instantly and there was this certain feeling in the pit of his stomach. He tried to tell himself that it was just because he was so needy and it definitely had nothing to do with his friend's gorgeous body, his alluring scent and his obvious attempts to hit on him.
"C'mon Kao, you're drunk." Die shook his head and gave the girl an apologetic smile, mouthing the words 'I'll be back soon' while pushing the smaller man further not to embarrass both of them even more. Somehow he managed to manoeuvre them into another room, the small hall that was filled with shoes and jackets in random order. Instantly Die lowered his voice to an intense hiss, a frown appearing on his forehead as he looked at his friend. "What was that all about? Do you want to ruin my chances with her or something? C'mon Kaoru, you KNOW I need it right now!" He was frustrated, still not completely believing that his friend meant what he had hinted at, more or less straight.
The answer he got was something he hadn't expected. "Good," purred the older guitarist and there was a very content expression on his face. "Look at me, Die, I'm not drunk." Kaoru leaned back against the wall, grinning widely. "Didn’t you ever think of it?" he then asked, his lips pursed in a pondering manner which made him look like a boy and he knew Die liked that. "I at least don't want to sit in some nursing home once, think back on my life and have to admit that I didn't try everything that could be fun."
They knew each other so well, knew almost everything about their lives, about sex, had bragged about their affairs to each other, so it was only the logical conclusion that they would have to share this too; at least in Kaoru's opinion. Again, he stepped closer, this time because he didn't want anybody to overhear his words accidentally. "Don't you want to fuck me?" For a second, his own heart stopped beating but then a wave of desire ran through Kaoru's body as if it knew how it would feel like and was the one and only thing that could help soothing his boiling libido.
The words made Die's jaw drop an inch, his eyes widening and a betraying low groan spill from his lips. It was obvious the thought turned him on, more than just a bit, and he couldn't deny it no matter how much he tried. So he had been right? His friend HAD been hitting on him and trying to make him leave with him. But why, how, why now, what...? The questions kept on running through Die's mind and he stuttered a bit as he spoke. "F-fuck you? No! I mean, yes! I mean, how the hell?" His mind drifted off momentarily, creating a picture of Kaoru writhing underneath him, of the pleasure-distorted expression on his face, and he couldn't stop a clear shudder that went through him.
The reaction made the smaller blonde man chuckle. He liked the blush that adorned Die's cheeks now, made him look like a boy too and it clearly showed the desperate confusion that was going on inside him. Laughing, Kaoru took his hand and tucked it a bit. "C'mon, don't think too much. Doesn't suit you and will only overheat your brains. Let's rather go back to the hotel where you can work on overheating otherwise." He didn't want too many explanations, didn't want regrets or this huge 'are we gay'-talk. He simply wanted to try that, had been thinking about it for a long time already, and since he was very determined by nature, it was only likely for him to walk the thought once, so to say.
The redhead was still more than confused about this all, had no idea where it was coming from and what was now expected of him. Except for some major screwing of course since that was the only point he wasn't unsure about. Kaoru definitely had made clear he wanted sex, and he wanted it with HIM. That was something Die's mind still couldn't grasp but he had never been one to turn down a good offer and once he got over the initial surprise he just smoothly decided not to think too much and rather just see where this would lead to.
The hotel wasn't far and before Die realized it they were already there, in Kaoru's room, the door slamming shut behind them. Now that he had gotten used to the thought, anticipation was clearly the dominating feeling although he still had no clue how Kaoru technically wanted things to go. He didn't even waste a single thought at the girl who he had left waiting, probably still wondering where the charming guitarist had gone.
Kaoru counted on Die's talent to shut off his brain and just throw himself into certain situations and he counted on his talent as a lover too. After all, he didn't intend this to become something mediocre, this was supposed to be a memorable experience for both. After kicking off his shoes and shrugging off his jacket, the older guitarist figured he would need to take the next step too because the redhead was standing there like petrified, this time forgetting about the gel and hairspray in his hair as he ran his fingers through it nervously.
Grinning, Kaoru turned around, grabbed the collar of Die's shirt and pulled him close until their lips were almost touching, their breaths mixing. "I'm no whore Die, I want to kiss too," he joked before closing the last distance between their mouths. It indeed was different to kiss a man than to kiss a girl, was rougher and although Die's lips were lush and soft, he was a fierce kisser, something that easily made the smaller man's heart jump up into his throat and go on pounding there.
The second Die felt the other man's lips on his, all thoughts escaped him and his instincts took over. Somehow it was exactly how he had imagined it would be to kiss Kaoru. The older man was determined and almost rough, clearly showing what he wanted. That made a clear shudder go down Die's spine and he mewled a little into the kiss, automatically deepening it until they were playfully fighting for control over the contact. Their hands were growing restless, their bodies doing the thinking while the contact lasted. The next time either of them realized anything, they were standing close to the wall, Die pinning Kaoru against the flat surface. The older man was holding his friend's shirt in his fists, who in turn had placed his palms on the wall beside the other man's head to keep him trapped.
Kaoru hadn't thought it would turn him on so much to be dominated, to feel his partner wasn't only taller but stronger too. It caused the heat inside his body to gather in his haunches, made adrenaline run through his veins and his heartbeat speed up. This wasn't about domination though and still the fact that they both were guys brought up some questions he couldn't answer, nor did he want to.
When the kiss had broken naturally, Die hesitating in that position for a second, Kaoru used the grip on his shirt to make him step closer. He thrust his hips forward to meet the other man half way. It didn't leave much room for guesses that he needed more already, wanted to be touched as much as he was curious how it would be to touch Die in turn. It should be better than the touch of a girl, shouldn't it? After all, they were experienced in working with the equipment all their lives, should know which buttons to push, right? Anticipation and curiosity were mixing inside the lead-guitarist until he almost couldn't hold back anymore and still he managed as their hips collided again, Die thrusting firmly against him, pressing his back forcefully against the wall. That was enough to make Kaoru groan and all thoughts fled his mind for the time being.
There were no clear thoughts in the younger guitarist's mind either, his whole consciousness circling around the heat and the need that was building up inside of him rapidly. He had never even made out with a guy before and nothing had prepared him for the forceful reactions the moment elicited in him. Feeling the clear bulge in the smaller man's pants, their groins rubbing against each other with each movement they made already turned him on endlessly.
Although he had been hesitant earlier, not knowing what was expected of him, it all became completely irrelevant right now as he just wanted and needed more. A small grunt escaped him just before he crushed their mouths together again, the kiss heated and hungry. Shamelessly his hands were fumbling to finally open Kaoru's pants. When he slid his hand inside, fingertips meeting the hard, heated flesh, it struck him finally how much different it really would turn out than with a girl.
Die's fingers were rough from playing the guitar, his movements far more secure than Kaoru would have ever imagined. Easily, he made him groan again, voice his delight about the turn of things. If it went on like that, the kiss robbing him of his senses, his back pressed against the wall with Die working his arousal, he wouldn't last too long. He found comfort in the thought that another man would really understand, wouldn't give him this pitiful glance and certainly he wouldn't say that it could happen to anybody.
Still, Kaoru bit the insides of his cheeks, forcing his body to relax, to cool off a bit. It wasn't much he gained, but enough to drive him back from the edge of release, gave him a few more seconds to enjoy this very familiar and yet so new and exciting exchange of pleasure. Only when the kiss broke, the lead-guitarist remembered he should free Die too, was curious to both see and touch. Ably, he undid the button and the zipper of the redhead's jeans, pulling them down far enough in one smooth movement. A few chuckles escaped him. Die indeed had been ready to get laid today, so ready that he was going commando. The better for him though and he only moved his hand to the erection he found, measuring it carefully by running his palm along the turgid flesh. For a second, doubts were flooding Kaoru's mind. Die was quite big; bigger than he would have thought even.
The touch made the redhead groan and his head fell forward, his forehead pressing against Kaoru's. The look in his eyes was filled with lust, clearly hungry for more and he shamelessly moved his hips forward to gain more of the touches. Coevally he paid them back though, intensified his ministrations on his friend's length as he knew he wasn't far from the edge and thus the touches would feed both his lust and his desperation.
It did much more though and soon Kaoru had to move one arm around Die's neck to back himself up, his knees threatening to give in as wave after wave of pleasure coursed through him. When the next kiss broke again, he raised his gaze to meet the other man's. "The bed," he breathed out huskily. "In the top drawer... Condoms and lube." He had no idea if he really wanted Die to let go of him nor if he would want to let go of Die, but he felt like pointing it out nevertheless, allowing the other man to take the decision for both of them.
A flicker of hesitation appeared in the redhead's eyes and he clearly didn't know what he should do. He couldn't just leave his friend there and go fetch the items, could he? To play for time he crushed their mouths together again, in a short but deep kiss, and when it parted they were both breathless. He formed a half-hearted grin, tugging on the smaller man's hips to make him move. In the end he half dragged, half carried Kaoru into the bedroom, where they both fell on the bed in a disorganized heap of limbs.
They were both chuckling, Kaoru kicking his legs firmly to get rid of his pants which had been sliding down to his knees during the journey to the bed. Everything appeared so natural to him, Die, his friend and confident, offered so much familiarity that it was easy to let go completely and just enjoy the moment.
Once his own jeans were lying on the floor, Kaoru grabbed Die's hips and turned him on his back, working to undress him as well. Afterwards, he gave the redhead a wicked grin, bowed his head down and poked out his tongue, circling the arousal's sensitive crown with the tip of his tongue. It was weird, the first drops of pre-cum tasting bitter, but he didn't let his show, wanted to experience this as much as the rest and finally closed his lips around the hard flesh while he tried to reach the bedside drawer with his left arm to retrieve the items they would need later on.
The feeling of his friend's lips closing around his hardness made Die cry out loud, his hips snapping forward on their own without him having any control over it. He tried to get a hold of himself though, giving Kaoru an apologetic little grin as he didn't want to just lose it and choke him. But seeing the other man do this was almost as good, if not even better, than feeling it. It made him shudder when he witnessed those lips around himself, saw the older man kneeling down between his legs as much as felt the ministrations.
Tears were shimmering in the older guitarist's eyes as he simply hadn't been prepared for Die to buck up like that. After a moment, he relaxed again though and began to move his head up and down at a constant rhythm, stroking the part that was uncovered with his hand. This actually came easier to him than he had thought before and once he allowed the sensuality of providing someone pleasure like this to flood his mind, he found himself turned on by it. After a few moments, he gave up trying to reach the bedside-table and rather caressed Die's lower body with his free hand, searching for the most sensitive spots.
Suddenly though, he pulled back and sat up, grinning at the redhead. "We don't want you to come just yet, do we?" he said teasing with a voice that was raspy from the lack of use. Unhesitant, he set out to get rid of the shirt he was still wearing, opening it button by button and he was really hoping Die would watch him. After all, it would make things much better if the redhead wanted him too, right, if he deemed him attractive and worthy to fuck.
There was no question about that and instantly Die's eyes were like glued to the smaller man's hands, on each single inch of skin that was revealed. He had always considered Kaoru to be an attractive man, but having him in front of him like this even underlined that. The eyes sparkling with need, the cheeks flushed with arousal, the firm body just in reach and offered to him. It was enough to make Die swallow hard, the lust clearly visible in his gaze as he roamed it all over the older man's body, every inch, every curve in sight.
Instinctively he licked his lips, reaching out to push the shirt off his friend's shoulders when all the buttons were open finally. "You're a little tease, you do know that?" He smirked, not sure if he should be frustrated or happy about the fact that Kaoru knew exactly when to stop not to drive him beyond his limits.
The gentleness of the touch surprised Kaoru and made him shudder involuntarily. Still, he grinned and shook his head. "Am not." Slowly, he leaned closer but kept a bit safe-distance between their chests, only allowed Die to feel the heat that was radiating from him. "I need you hard," he drawled, the voice nothing but a purr as he ran his palm along the younger man's need once. "And who knows how long it'll take you to be ready again. I wouldn't like to be left needy."
"Oh shut up old man," Die's words were surprisingly steady but spoken through clenched teeth, coming out in low growl as the touch made him shudder instantly. "You should only be worried about your OWN sexual capabilities." He pointed out with a confident smirk, slipping his arms around the smaller man's waist to boldly give his butt a squeeze while pulling him closer.
The action made Kaoru gasp and he couldn't deny it was kinda cool not to be the strongest one in bed but to have at least an equal there. "My own?" he asked grinning and suddenly wrapped his legs around Die's mid-section as he was perfectly in reach for that. "I'm horny enough for a long night."
"You might be now," Die smirked, leaning in to run his lips along the other man's jawline only to bite down on the soft spot underneath his ear. "But once I'm done with you you'll be unable to move a single muscle. While I'm young and capable, of course." He had to add the last sentence despite the fact that a low chuckle escaped him at it and took away some of his credibility. He still wasn't completely sure how it'd turn out but nevertheless slipped his index finger between the other man's buttocks boldly, rimming his entrance teasingly. "Now where did you hide the lube?" He asked, his voice coated with lust.
Again, the older guitarist gasped, his body tensing and the muscled ring tightening on its own accord. That was something he hadn't been prepared for, that Die would actually touch him this unhesitant and straight-forward, that he committed himself to the game so completely. "Top drawer," Kaoru squeezed out between clenched teeth, desperately fighting for composure. His body did the thinking though and his legs parted, clearly showing he enjoyed the touches there. Why on earth was the area so sensitive and why was he so turned on by the fact that it was Die who touched him like that, Die with his long fingers.
Wordlessly Die crushed their mouths together in a deep kiss, pushing the smaller man backwards until he was lying flat on his back on the mattress. Once the kiss broke he winked at his friend, amusement dancing in his voice clearly. "Don't run away."
With that he straightened, turning to fumble through the drawer to see if he could find what they needed. He dropped the condom on the mattress beside them, instead opening the tube of lubricant and coating his fingers with it. Inwardly he thanked his luck that he at least knew what to do, in theory, and was sure it wouldn't be so hard. He leaned over the smaller man who was still lying down, bringing their lips so close they were almost touching. "You still sure you want it?" He asked challenging, almost mocking, and coevally slid his hand between the older guitarist's legs, boldly pushing one finger into the body before his. The feeling made him gasp as his finger was instantly gripped tight, the muscles around it tensing as if to prevent the intrusion.
Kaoru's whole being tensed for a second and his mind was directed to the lower half of his body. He drew in a sharp breath but not because it hurt more because he couldn't wait to feel what he had felt when the girl had done this without asking once. Almost, he would have stopped Die, would have told him this was dirty and disgusting but very much to his own surprise, he didn't even think like that, didn't believe something that felt so good could be wrong.
"Don't worry," Kaoru purred, even managed to form a half-decent smirk. "You are free to go still." He certainly wouldn't back out anymore now. Quite the contrary, feeling the digit move deeper into his body and the reactions it caused there, only fastened his decision he wanted to try it and have the other man fuck him.
"You mean free to go on, I bet." Die winked, managing to somehow sound far more confident than he actually felt. He moved his finger tentatively fist, before pushing another one in as well and moving them even deeper. Inwardly he was glad he had such long fingers, as it enabled him to reach pretty deep while trying to prepare the other man the best he could with his actions. It was getting harder and harder to hold back though, the lust inside of him growing and making it difficult to just wait.
Suddenly, he found the older guitarist's prostate and brushed over it firmly. A white blaze of pleasure exploded somewhere inside Kaoru and he almost sat up, releasing a deep groan. "You're free to nail me to the next century," he said winking, but his flushed cheeks, the dishevelled blonde hair that begun to stick to his forehead where a bit of sweat had appeared already and the lusty glance in his eyes made the statement sound far more like an invitation to just do so than he had intended. He still remembered the feel of the thick flesh in his hand as he had stroked Die's arousal, remembered the doubts but right now, they were gone and even if he wouldn't be able to sit or walk straight the next day, he didn't care.
"You really want it, don't you?" Die purred, lust and need dominating his voice but there was also a clear hint of wonder in it. He still couldn't properly understand his friend wanted him to fuck him for real, allowed him to handle him like that. Still, who was he to deny something as delicious when it was offered to him? Teasingly he brushed his fingers over the exactly perfect spot again, purring straight into the older man's ear. "Then take the rubber and lube me up." He commanded, underlining the words by another sweep of his index finger.
Somehow this turned Kaoru on to no end, Die being so demanding. It was hard for him to lift his upper body and reach far enough. "You will have to come closer for that," he pointed out chuckling but was stopped when Die again moved his fingers, didn't even think about pulling them out. A forceful wave of pleasure made the smaller man tremble, paralyzed him for a second before he managed to snatch the condom, opening the wrapping with his teeth.
He had done that himself a gazillion times, but the arousal made his movements less focused, his hands trembling slightly. Still, he covered it well and teased the younger man by slowly rolling the rubber down to the base of his length. Then, he reached for the lube and this time offered teasing touches not only on the need between Die's legs but also on the soft flesh of his balls and even more intimate parts.
Each of the touches made the redhead groan, his eyes falling shut on their own and for a second he even forgot to move his fingers completely. He had had able lovers before, but still there was something in the way Kaoru was touching him that made him lose it all too easily. Maybe it was the sense of familiarity, maybe it was the fact he had never dared to even dream for this to happen. He had no idea but frankly, right now he didn't even care.
For a while he just enjoyed the touches but then managed to collect himself, teasingly brushing his fingers over the perfect spot inside the other man again while smirking at him. "Part your legs for me," he commanded, his voice surprisingly steady. For a moment he had played with the thought to make his friend get on his fours, but then had decided he really wanted to see his expression during this, and thus decided against it.
Kaoru's mouth was still open from the long moan that had slipped his throat just a second ago. Obediently, he followed the command and spread his legs, trying to lift his hips a bit to offer the other man better access. Although they both had never done this, Kaoru couldn't deny that it felt good that Die was so demanding. It showed that he really wanted this too, wanted him and that was going down like oil. Before the younger man could go on though, Kaoru grabbed his wrist, creating eye-contact. "Just be a bit careful in the beginning, understood?" His voice was breathless and yet there was a certain pleading expression in his eyes which underlined the meaning of those words.
Die hadn't even thought he would just outright nail the other man like a wild animal, but seeing that expression in his friend's eyes made him even more determined to make this good. He smiled, the gesture gentle and caring since after all, this was his best friend in question and of course he cared for him. "Tell me if it's too much." He still voiced the obvious, both of them knowing he would stop instantly if his friend wouldn't be able to take it. Still the need was too much to take, too much to resist anymore, and he grabbed the smaller man's legs by the hollows of his knees to push them upwards, leaving Kaoru perfectly open for him.
Slowly, like in a haze he moved his hips to finally invade the willing body in one thrust. The muscles were instantly gripping him tight, making him moan as the friction was more than he had even expected. It was so good, he instantly wanted more, but still he held back not to move before the older man was ready for that.
Kaoru's outcry was still echoing from the walls. The feeling of being stretched so far, of having something this big inside him was both delicious and painful, glorious and still weird. The sting of pain ebbed away rapidly though and he felt he wanted more of the pleasure. After taking a few deep breaths to relax himself, Kaoru nudged his hips against Die, even nodding slightly as his friend frowned questioningly.
This was exactly how Kaoru had imagined it would be, pain and pleasure mixing until the first had to make way for the latter. For backup, he wrapped his arms around Die's neck which limited his space to move a bit but it simply felt too good to have the younger man's warm body so close, to feel his heat, the trembles that were shaking him, to feel his breath and become a part of it.
It was something new for both of them, and still they knew each other so well that there was a sense of familiarity in everything. The younger man picked up a steady pace of long, firm thrusts and claimed the smaller body, pushing them both closer to the edge with it rapidly. It all happened like in a dream, blurred by the haze of pleasure that was drowning out every single thought, everything else but just this moment of passion they shared.
Although Die was still moving relatively slow, it didn't even take long and he was teetering on the edge, knowing he wouldn't last long. Biting his lips he tried to hold back, guiding his hand between their bodies to stroke the other man's arousal in time with the thrusts to push him over the edge as well.
The combined feelings of the touch and the good spot inside him being struck with every movement of Die's hips, elicited another full groan from the blonde guitarist who squeezed his eyes shut as he couldn't see clearly anyways. His chest wad heaving rapidly, sweat beading on his skin and everything in his whole behaviour clearly showed how close to the edge he was as well. Desperately, he clung to the moment, not wanting it to end too soon but his body was too weak, had to surrender to the sensations that were running through him in steady torrents. Just when the orgasm hit him, when he felt his balls tighten and inner muscles spasm, he crushed their mouths together.
The kiss was enough to push the younger man over the edge as well and he mewled into the contact, the bliss flooding his whole being. He still kept moving for a while, just to enhance the sensations for both of them, but finally stilled and just focused on the devouring kiss they were sharing.
Carefully he pulled out of the older man, discarding the condom down on the floor. When the kiss broke, he allowed his body to fall to the side, automatically pulling Kaoru along to keep him close. Neither of them felt like speaking a word at that moment, but Kaoru settled comfortably in the younger man's embrace, closing his eyes. He was happy and spent and the just experienced had surpassed his expectations by far and he knew he would need some time to process everything. Without him noticing it, he drifted off to sleep although he had sworn himself to stay awake afterwards and at least make out a bit still with the redhead.
First Die wanted to drop a mocking comment that the other man seemed to be drifting off to sleep, but then again, speaking seemed like so much effort right then. So he remained silent and before even noticing it himself, he was rapidly falling asleep as well. It didn't matter though. There would still be plenty of time for the familiar teasing once they finally woke up again.
Author:
seinen_no and fonulynRating: NC17
Pairing: DiexKaoru
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: Kaoru has decided that he wants to have sex with a guy, just for the heck of it, to find out how it is. And who else should he try it with than his gorgeous fellow guitarist? So he hits on him at a party shamelessly.
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The blonde lead-guitarist sank a bit lower in the comfortable armchair, a beer in his right hand, cigarette dangling from the corner of his mouth. Kaoru had no idea whose party this was, but he hadn't asked when Die and Toshiya had suggested going here and having some fun after the concert. It was definitely better than heading back to the hotel instantly where you only became aware that this wasn't your bed you were lying on, wasn't your furniture and there was none of the familiarity your home offered. It was always the same, no matter where they went.
Kaoru had been drinking beer the whole evening but wasn't half as drunk as the others thought. He was observing, checking people out, checking guys out. It hadn't been long since a girl, some Caucasian groupie, had bluntly probed his ass, had elicited some sensations the guitarist couldn't remember having had before. Ever since, Kaoru had asked himself how it would be to have sex with a guy, to just forget about conventions and try this.
Slowly, his gaze roamed over to Die. His fellow guitarist was talking to some hot chick, laughing cheerfully with sparkling eyes. If Kaoru really would give it a shot, then with Die, and him only. He didn't want to try it with some stranger but rather with somebody he liked, trusted and who most likely would take this as an adventure as well. Besides, the redhead was attractive, wasn't hard on the eyes and Kaoru could imagine that his long fingers and his soft lips would do their parts to make this a night to remember.
So he kept on gazing at his friend, every now and then taking a sip from his beer and thanked his luck that he sat in a concealed corner where no one paid much attention to him. He had no idea how he could've talked himself out of the situation if someone had actually noticed that he was practically eating his bandmate and fellow guitarist alive with his eyes, was definitely checking him out and staring bluntly at all the places a friend usually didn't stare at.
Luckily, the redhead was completely unaware of the gazes as well. Truth to be told, he was completely unaware of everything else but his first and foremost goal right now: to get laid. He had been chatting the girl up for a good while now and he had a feeling that she would definitely be willing to give him an adventure between the sheets a bit later. He hadn't had any in a while and that made him even more determined to reach his goal, and at the same time made him completely blind and oblivious towards the obvious stares he was receiving from the older guitarist.
Kaoru grinned to himself. Poor Die didn't know yet that he wouldn't leave with the girl tonight. He even chuckled audibly at the redhead's obvious eager attempts to talk the girl into having some fun. One had to admit though that she didn't look very reluctant, gave him seductive smiles through the glass whenever she raised her drink to her lips and laughed softly about every single one of his sometimes stupid jokes. Being friends, the blonde guitarist knew all his tricks and he also knew that it had been a while for Die. One could practically read the word 'horny' on Die's forehead.
At one point, Kaoru decided it was about time to make his move. He emptied his beer, placed the can on the floor and stood up. He didn't need to check his appearance, knew that he looked good with the button up shirt with the blue patterns, the tight black jeans and his blonde-dyed hair. It gave him the look of casualty, of being laid-back and – as he thought – of coolness.
Deliberately slow, he strolled over to the redhead and the girl, cutting off their conversation rudely by pushing himself straight between them. A smirk tugged the corners of his mouth and he gave Die a long, evaluating glance. Then, he tiptoed, gesturing he wanted to tell the taller man something which wasn't easy due to the loud music that filled the room. Obediently, Die bowed down a bit, bringing their heads close together. Kaoru could feel his bodyheat, smell the mixture of cologne, beer and smoke and he had to admit, he liked it. "Don't you rather want a real adventure tonight?" he asked straight, somehow missing the fact that his friend couldn't have known what he was talking about. "Then you leave with ME and forget about her."
That made the younger man's eyes widen and he looked like lightning had just struck him, totally dumbfounded. He already raised his hand to run his fingers through his hair, a typical nervous gesture for him, but then stopped in mid movement as he remembered that he had carefully styled his hair earlier and didn't want it to go to waste. "How much did you already drink?" He aimed for a casual tone and grinned at his friend, deciding that this definitely wasn't about what he had thought at the first instant. It had to be some kind of joke, definitely. "Go bug Shin if you want to leave already, I'm kind of busy," he went on and gave the girl a meaningful smirk, which instantly made her giggle and smile even wider.
Kaoru had expected a reaction like that, but that didn't mean he wouldn't have been hoping for Die to be a bit more spontaneous and, well, straight forward if he was offered some good sex. Since that was for sure for the lead-guitarist; if he was involved it would be more than good, certainly better than with an inexperienced giggly girl like the one right next to him.
"I see that, but do you see me?" Challengingly, he leaned back a bit, giving Die the chance to look at him, to see the slight bulge that was shown in his jeans already, caused by his thoughts that had been circling around sex almost constantly the past few hours. Maybe he was a bit drunk indeed? Kaoru shook his head, deciding he was sober and only determined to feed his own curiosity. Don't they say one should try everything in life at least once? "Do you hear me?" he asked, his voice deep and still loud enough to drown out the heavy music in the background. "If you're up for an adventure, you will leave with me, NOW." With saying those words, he stepped closer again, pretending to whisper something in Die's ear but only let his tongue slide across the sensitive spot underneath it, knowing nobody could see.
It was all new to Die and still somehow familiar in a twisted way. He had seen it so many times, when the lead guitarist got into this 'I want sex now' mood and shamelessly hit on some hot girl. He had just never thought that it would be HIM to receive those same glances, the same cocky promises and above all this, shameless ministrations on his neck. It caused him to blush instantly and there was this certain feeling in the pit of his stomach. He tried to tell himself that it was just because he was so needy and it definitely had nothing to do with his friend's gorgeous body, his alluring scent and his obvious attempts to hit on him.
"C'mon Kao, you're drunk." Die shook his head and gave the girl an apologetic smile, mouthing the words 'I'll be back soon' while pushing the smaller man further not to embarrass both of them even more. Somehow he managed to manoeuvre them into another room, the small hall that was filled with shoes and jackets in random order. Instantly Die lowered his voice to an intense hiss, a frown appearing on his forehead as he looked at his friend. "What was that all about? Do you want to ruin my chances with her or something? C'mon Kaoru, you KNOW I need it right now!" He was frustrated, still not completely believing that his friend meant what he had hinted at, more or less straight.
The answer he got was something he hadn't expected. "Good," purred the older guitarist and there was a very content expression on his face. "Look at me, Die, I'm not drunk." Kaoru leaned back against the wall, grinning widely. "Didn’t you ever think of it?" he then asked, his lips pursed in a pondering manner which made him look like a boy and he knew Die liked that. "I at least don't want to sit in some nursing home once, think back on my life and have to admit that I didn't try everything that could be fun."
They knew each other so well, knew almost everything about their lives, about sex, had bragged about their affairs to each other, so it was only the logical conclusion that they would have to share this too; at least in Kaoru's opinion. Again, he stepped closer, this time because he didn't want anybody to overhear his words accidentally. "Don't you want to fuck me?" For a second, his own heart stopped beating but then a wave of desire ran through Kaoru's body as if it knew how it would feel like and was the one and only thing that could help soothing his boiling libido.
The words made Die's jaw drop an inch, his eyes widening and a betraying low groan spill from his lips. It was obvious the thought turned him on, more than just a bit, and he couldn't deny it no matter how much he tried. So he had been right? His friend HAD been hitting on him and trying to make him leave with him. But why, how, why now, what...? The questions kept on running through Die's mind and he stuttered a bit as he spoke. "F-fuck you? No! I mean, yes! I mean, how the hell?" His mind drifted off momentarily, creating a picture of Kaoru writhing underneath him, of the pleasure-distorted expression on his face, and he couldn't stop a clear shudder that went through him.
The reaction made the smaller blonde man chuckle. He liked the blush that adorned Die's cheeks now, made him look like a boy too and it clearly showed the desperate confusion that was going on inside him. Laughing, Kaoru took his hand and tucked it a bit. "C'mon, don't think too much. Doesn't suit you and will only overheat your brains. Let's rather go back to the hotel where you can work on overheating otherwise." He didn't want too many explanations, didn't want regrets or this huge 'are we gay'-talk. He simply wanted to try that, had been thinking about it for a long time already, and since he was very determined by nature, it was only likely for him to walk the thought once, so to say.
The redhead was still more than confused about this all, had no idea where it was coming from and what was now expected of him. Except for some major screwing of course since that was the only point he wasn't unsure about. Kaoru definitely had made clear he wanted sex, and he wanted it with HIM. That was something Die's mind still couldn't grasp but he had never been one to turn down a good offer and once he got over the initial surprise he just smoothly decided not to think too much and rather just see where this would lead to.
The hotel wasn't far and before Die realized it they were already there, in Kaoru's room, the door slamming shut behind them. Now that he had gotten used to the thought, anticipation was clearly the dominating feeling although he still had no clue how Kaoru technically wanted things to go. He didn't even waste a single thought at the girl who he had left waiting, probably still wondering where the charming guitarist had gone.
Kaoru counted on Die's talent to shut off his brain and just throw himself into certain situations and he counted on his talent as a lover too. After all, he didn't intend this to become something mediocre, this was supposed to be a memorable experience for both. After kicking off his shoes and shrugging off his jacket, the older guitarist figured he would need to take the next step too because the redhead was standing there like petrified, this time forgetting about the gel and hairspray in his hair as he ran his fingers through it nervously.
Grinning, Kaoru turned around, grabbed the collar of Die's shirt and pulled him close until their lips were almost touching, their breaths mixing. "I'm no whore Die, I want to kiss too," he joked before closing the last distance between their mouths. It indeed was different to kiss a man than to kiss a girl, was rougher and although Die's lips were lush and soft, he was a fierce kisser, something that easily made the smaller man's heart jump up into his throat and go on pounding there.
The second Die felt the other man's lips on his, all thoughts escaped him and his instincts took over. Somehow it was exactly how he had imagined it would be to kiss Kaoru. The older man was determined and almost rough, clearly showing what he wanted. That made a clear shudder go down Die's spine and he mewled a little into the kiss, automatically deepening it until they were playfully fighting for control over the contact. Their hands were growing restless, their bodies doing the thinking while the contact lasted. The next time either of them realized anything, they were standing close to the wall, Die pinning Kaoru against the flat surface. The older man was holding his friend's shirt in his fists, who in turn had placed his palms on the wall beside the other man's head to keep him trapped.
Kaoru hadn't thought it would turn him on so much to be dominated, to feel his partner wasn't only taller but stronger too. It caused the heat inside his body to gather in his haunches, made adrenaline run through his veins and his heartbeat speed up. This wasn't about domination though and still the fact that they both were guys brought up some questions he couldn't answer, nor did he want to.
When the kiss had broken naturally, Die hesitating in that position for a second, Kaoru used the grip on his shirt to make him step closer. He thrust his hips forward to meet the other man half way. It didn't leave much room for guesses that he needed more already, wanted to be touched as much as he was curious how it would be to touch Die in turn. It should be better than the touch of a girl, shouldn't it? After all, they were experienced in working with the equipment all their lives, should know which buttons to push, right? Anticipation and curiosity were mixing inside the lead-guitarist until he almost couldn't hold back anymore and still he managed as their hips collided again, Die thrusting firmly against him, pressing his back forcefully against the wall. That was enough to make Kaoru groan and all thoughts fled his mind for the time being.
There were no clear thoughts in the younger guitarist's mind either, his whole consciousness circling around the heat and the need that was building up inside of him rapidly. He had never even made out with a guy before and nothing had prepared him for the forceful reactions the moment elicited in him. Feeling the clear bulge in the smaller man's pants, their groins rubbing against each other with each movement they made already turned him on endlessly.
Although he had been hesitant earlier, not knowing what was expected of him, it all became completely irrelevant right now as he just wanted and needed more. A small grunt escaped him just before he crushed their mouths together again, the kiss heated and hungry. Shamelessly his hands were fumbling to finally open Kaoru's pants. When he slid his hand inside, fingertips meeting the hard, heated flesh, it struck him finally how much different it really would turn out than with a girl.
Die's fingers were rough from playing the guitar, his movements far more secure than Kaoru would have ever imagined. Easily, he made him groan again, voice his delight about the turn of things. If it went on like that, the kiss robbing him of his senses, his back pressed against the wall with Die working his arousal, he wouldn't last too long. He found comfort in the thought that another man would really understand, wouldn't give him this pitiful glance and certainly he wouldn't say that it could happen to anybody.
Still, Kaoru bit the insides of his cheeks, forcing his body to relax, to cool off a bit. It wasn't much he gained, but enough to drive him back from the edge of release, gave him a few more seconds to enjoy this very familiar and yet so new and exciting exchange of pleasure. Only when the kiss broke, the lead-guitarist remembered he should free Die too, was curious to both see and touch. Ably, he undid the button and the zipper of the redhead's jeans, pulling them down far enough in one smooth movement. A few chuckles escaped him. Die indeed had been ready to get laid today, so ready that he was going commando. The better for him though and he only moved his hand to the erection he found, measuring it carefully by running his palm along the turgid flesh. For a second, doubts were flooding Kaoru's mind. Die was quite big; bigger than he would have thought even.
The touch made the redhead groan and his head fell forward, his forehead pressing against Kaoru's. The look in his eyes was filled with lust, clearly hungry for more and he shamelessly moved his hips forward to gain more of the touches. Coevally he paid them back though, intensified his ministrations on his friend's length as he knew he wasn't far from the edge and thus the touches would feed both his lust and his desperation.
It did much more though and soon Kaoru had to move one arm around Die's neck to back himself up, his knees threatening to give in as wave after wave of pleasure coursed through him. When the next kiss broke again, he raised his gaze to meet the other man's. "The bed," he breathed out huskily. "In the top drawer... Condoms and lube." He had no idea if he really wanted Die to let go of him nor if he would want to let go of Die, but he felt like pointing it out nevertheless, allowing the other man to take the decision for both of them.
A flicker of hesitation appeared in the redhead's eyes and he clearly didn't know what he should do. He couldn't just leave his friend there and go fetch the items, could he? To play for time he crushed their mouths together again, in a short but deep kiss, and when it parted they were both breathless. He formed a half-hearted grin, tugging on the smaller man's hips to make him move. In the end he half dragged, half carried Kaoru into the bedroom, where they both fell on the bed in a disorganized heap of limbs.
They were both chuckling, Kaoru kicking his legs firmly to get rid of his pants which had been sliding down to his knees during the journey to the bed. Everything appeared so natural to him, Die, his friend and confident, offered so much familiarity that it was easy to let go completely and just enjoy the moment.
Once his own jeans were lying on the floor, Kaoru grabbed Die's hips and turned him on his back, working to undress him as well. Afterwards, he gave the redhead a wicked grin, bowed his head down and poked out his tongue, circling the arousal's sensitive crown with the tip of his tongue. It was weird, the first drops of pre-cum tasting bitter, but he didn't let his show, wanted to experience this as much as the rest and finally closed his lips around the hard flesh while he tried to reach the bedside drawer with his left arm to retrieve the items they would need later on.
The feeling of his friend's lips closing around his hardness made Die cry out loud, his hips snapping forward on their own without him having any control over it. He tried to get a hold of himself though, giving Kaoru an apologetic little grin as he didn't want to just lose it and choke him. But seeing the other man do this was almost as good, if not even better, than feeling it. It made him shudder when he witnessed those lips around himself, saw the older man kneeling down between his legs as much as felt the ministrations.
Tears were shimmering in the older guitarist's eyes as he simply hadn't been prepared for Die to buck up like that. After a moment, he relaxed again though and began to move his head up and down at a constant rhythm, stroking the part that was uncovered with his hand. This actually came easier to him than he had thought before and once he allowed the sensuality of providing someone pleasure like this to flood his mind, he found himself turned on by it. After a few moments, he gave up trying to reach the bedside-table and rather caressed Die's lower body with his free hand, searching for the most sensitive spots.
Suddenly though, he pulled back and sat up, grinning at the redhead. "We don't want you to come just yet, do we?" he said teasing with a voice that was raspy from the lack of use. Unhesitant, he set out to get rid of the shirt he was still wearing, opening it button by button and he was really hoping Die would watch him. After all, it would make things much better if the redhead wanted him too, right, if he deemed him attractive and worthy to fuck.
There was no question about that and instantly Die's eyes were like glued to the smaller man's hands, on each single inch of skin that was revealed. He had always considered Kaoru to be an attractive man, but having him in front of him like this even underlined that. The eyes sparkling with need, the cheeks flushed with arousal, the firm body just in reach and offered to him. It was enough to make Die swallow hard, the lust clearly visible in his gaze as he roamed it all over the older man's body, every inch, every curve in sight.
Instinctively he licked his lips, reaching out to push the shirt off his friend's shoulders when all the buttons were open finally. "You're a little tease, you do know that?" He smirked, not sure if he should be frustrated or happy about the fact that Kaoru knew exactly when to stop not to drive him beyond his limits.
The gentleness of the touch surprised Kaoru and made him shudder involuntarily. Still, he grinned and shook his head. "Am not." Slowly, he leaned closer but kept a bit safe-distance between their chests, only allowed Die to feel the heat that was radiating from him. "I need you hard," he drawled, the voice nothing but a purr as he ran his palm along the younger man's need once. "And who knows how long it'll take you to be ready again. I wouldn't like to be left needy."
"Oh shut up old man," Die's words were surprisingly steady but spoken through clenched teeth, coming out in low growl as the touch made him shudder instantly. "You should only be worried about your OWN sexual capabilities." He pointed out with a confident smirk, slipping his arms around the smaller man's waist to boldly give his butt a squeeze while pulling him closer.
The action made Kaoru gasp and he couldn't deny it was kinda cool not to be the strongest one in bed but to have at least an equal there. "My own?" he asked grinning and suddenly wrapped his legs around Die's mid-section as he was perfectly in reach for that. "I'm horny enough for a long night."
"You might be now," Die smirked, leaning in to run his lips along the other man's jawline only to bite down on the soft spot underneath his ear. "But once I'm done with you you'll be unable to move a single muscle. While I'm young and capable, of course." He had to add the last sentence despite the fact that a low chuckle escaped him at it and took away some of his credibility. He still wasn't completely sure how it'd turn out but nevertheless slipped his index finger between the other man's buttocks boldly, rimming his entrance teasingly. "Now where did you hide the lube?" He asked, his voice coated with lust.
Again, the older guitarist gasped, his body tensing and the muscled ring tightening on its own accord. That was something he hadn't been prepared for, that Die would actually touch him this unhesitant and straight-forward, that he committed himself to the game so completely. "Top drawer," Kaoru squeezed out between clenched teeth, desperately fighting for composure. His body did the thinking though and his legs parted, clearly showing he enjoyed the touches there. Why on earth was the area so sensitive and why was he so turned on by the fact that it was Die who touched him like that, Die with his long fingers.
Wordlessly Die crushed their mouths together in a deep kiss, pushing the smaller man backwards until he was lying flat on his back on the mattress. Once the kiss broke he winked at his friend, amusement dancing in his voice clearly. "Don't run away."
With that he straightened, turning to fumble through the drawer to see if he could find what they needed. He dropped the condom on the mattress beside them, instead opening the tube of lubricant and coating his fingers with it. Inwardly he thanked his luck that he at least knew what to do, in theory, and was sure it wouldn't be so hard. He leaned over the smaller man who was still lying down, bringing their lips so close they were almost touching. "You still sure you want it?" He asked challenging, almost mocking, and coevally slid his hand between the older guitarist's legs, boldly pushing one finger into the body before his. The feeling made him gasp as his finger was instantly gripped tight, the muscles around it tensing as if to prevent the intrusion.
Kaoru's whole being tensed for a second and his mind was directed to the lower half of his body. He drew in a sharp breath but not because it hurt more because he couldn't wait to feel what he had felt when the girl had done this without asking once. Almost, he would have stopped Die, would have told him this was dirty and disgusting but very much to his own surprise, he didn't even think like that, didn't believe something that felt so good could be wrong.
"Don't worry," Kaoru purred, even managed to form a half-decent smirk. "You are free to go still." He certainly wouldn't back out anymore now. Quite the contrary, feeling the digit move deeper into his body and the reactions it caused there, only fastened his decision he wanted to try it and have the other man fuck him.
"You mean free to go on, I bet." Die winked, managing to somehow sound far more confident than he actually felt. He moved his finger tentatively fist, before pushing another one in as well and moving them even deeper. Inwardly he was glad he had such long fingers, as it enabled him to reach pretty deep while trying to prepare the other man the best he could with his actions. It was getting harder and harder to hold back though, the lust inside of him growing and making it difficult to just wait.
Suddenly, he found the older guitarist's prostate and brushed over it firmly. A white blaze of pleasure exploded somewhere inside Kaoru and he almost sat up, releasing a deep groan. "You're free to nail me to the next century," he said winking, but his flushed cheeks, the dishevelled blonde hair that begun to stick to his forehead where a bit of sweat had appeared already and the lusty glance in his eyes made the statement sound far more like an invitation to just do so than he had intended. He still remembered the feel of the thick flesh in his hand as he had stroked Die's arousal, remembered the doubts but right now, they were gone and even if he wouldn't be able to sit or walk straight the next day, he didn't care.
"You really want it, don't you?" Die purred, lust and need dominating his voice but there was also a clear hint of wonder in it. He still couldn't properly understand his friend wanted him to fuck him for real, allowed him to handle him like that. Still, who was he to deny something as delicious when it was offered to him? Teasingly he brushed his fingers over the exactly perfect spot again, purring straight into the older man's ear. "Then take the rubber and lube me up." He commanded, underlining the words by another sweep of his index finger.
Somehow this turned Kaoru on to no end, Die being so demanding. It was hard for him to lift his upper body and reach far enough. "You will have to come closer for that," he pointed out chuckling but was stopped when Die again moved his fingers, didn't even think about pulling them out. A forceful wave of pleasure made the smaller man tremble, paralyzed him for a second before he managed to snatch the condom, opening the wrapping with his teeth.
He had done that himself a gazillion times, but the arousal made his movements less focused, his hands trembling slightly. Still, he covered it well and teased the younger man by slowly rolling the rubber down to the base of his length. Then, he reached for the lube and this time offered teasing touches not only on the need between Die's legs but also on the soft flesh of his balls and even more intimate parts.
Each of the touches made the redhead groan, his eyes falling shut on their own and for a second he even forgot to move his fingers completely. He had had able lovers before, but still there was something in the way Kaoru was touching him that made him lose it all too easily. Maybe it was the sense of familiarity, maybe it was the fact he had never dared to even dream for this to happen. He had no idea but frankly, right now he didn't even care.
For a while he just enjoyed the touches but then managed to collect himself, teasingly brushing his fingers over the perfect spot inside the other man again while smirking at him. "Part your legs for me," he commanded, his voice surprisingly steady. For a moment he had played with the thought to make his friend get on his fours, but then had decided he really wanted to see his expression during this, and thus decided against it.
Kaoru's mouth was still open from the long moan that had slipped his throat just a second ago. Obediently, he followed the command and spread his legs, trying to lift his hips a bit to offer the other man better access. Although they both had never done this, Kaoru couldn't deny that it felt good that Die was so demanding. It showed that he really wanted this too, wanted him and that was going down like oil. Before the younger man could go on though, Kaoru grabbed his wrist, creating eye-contact. "Just be a bit careful in the beginning, understood?" His voice was breathless and yet there was a certain pleading expression in his eyes which underlined the meaning of those words.
Die hadn't even thought he would just outright nail the other man like a wild animal, but seeing that expression in his friend's eyes made him even more determined to make this good. He smiled, the gesture gentle and caring since after all, this was his best friend in question and of course he cared for him. "Tell me if it's too much." He still voiced the obvious, both of them knowing he would stop instantly if his friend wouldn't be able to take it. Still the need was too much to take, too much to resist anymore, and he grabbed the smaller man's legs by the hollows of his knees to push them upwards, leaving Kaoru perfectly open for him.
Slowly, like in a haze he moved his hips to finally invade the willing body in one thrust. The muscles were instantly gripping him tight, making him moan as the friction was more than he had even expected. It was so good, he instantly wanted more, but still he held back not to move before the older man was ready for that.
Kaoru's outcry was still echoing from the walls. The feeling of being stretched so far, of having something this big inside him was both delicious and painful, glorious and still weird. The sting of pain ebbed away rapidly though and he felt he wanted more of the pleasure. After taking a few deep breaths to relax himself, Kaoru nudged his hips against Die, even nodding slightly as his friend frowned questioningly.
This was exactly how Kaoru had imagined it would be, pain and pleasure mixing until the first had to make way for the latter. For backup, he wrapped his arms around Die's neck which limited his space to move a bit but it simply felt too good to have the younger man's warm body so close, to feel his heat, the trembles that were shaking him, to feel his breath and become a part of it.
It was something new for both of them, and still they knew each other so well that there was a sense of familiarity in everything. The younger man picked up a steady pace of long, firm thrusts and claimed the smaller body, pushing them both closer to the edge with it rapidly. It all happened like in a dream, blurred by the haze of pleasure that was drowning out every single thought, everything else but just this moment of passion they shared.
Although Die was still moving relatively slow, it didn't even take long and he was teetering on the edge, knowing he wouldn't last long. Biting his lips he tried to hold back, guiding his hand between their bodies to stroke the other man's arousal in time with the thrusts to push him over the edge as well.
The combined feelings of the touch and the good spot inside him being struck with every movement of Die's hips, elicited another full groan from the blonde guitarist who squeezed his eyes shut as he couldn't see clearly anyways. His chest wad heaving rapidly, sweat beading on his skin and everything in his whole behaviour clearly showed how close to the edge he was as well. Desperately, he clung to the moment, not wanting it to end too soon but his body was too weak, had to surrender to the sensations that were running through him in steady torrents. Just when the orgasm hit him, when he felt his balls tighten and inner muscles spasm, he crushed their mouths together.
The kiss was enough to push the younger man over the edge as well and he mewled into the contact, the bliss flooding his whole being. He still kept moving for a while, just to enhance the sensations for both of them, but finally stilled and just focused on the devouring kiss they were sharing.
Carefully he pulled out of the older man, discarding the condom down on the floor. When the kiss broke, he allowed his body to fall to the side, automatically pulling Kaoru along to keep him close. Neither of them felt like speaking a word at that moment, but Kaoru settled comfortably in the younger man's embrace, closing his eyes. He was happy and spent and the just experienced had surpassed his expectations by far and he knew he would need some time to process everything. Without him noticing it, he drifted off to sleep although he had sworn himself to stay awake afterwards and at least make out a bit still with the redhead.
First Die wanted to drop a mocking comment that the other man seemed to be drifting off to sleep, but then again, speaking seemed like so much effort right then. So he remained silent and before even noticing it himself, he was rapidly falling asleep as well. It didn't matter though. There would still be plenty of time for the familiar teasing once they finally woke up again.
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lovely as always, guys! all the others have already said pretty much everything i was going to tell you DD: so i'm just gonna let you know that i absolutely love this (and your other kaoru/die fics) ~
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wait hang on ME, GOOD? XD
You know fonulyn, as I read this fic I thought to myself "Hey I can make my fic a sequel to this" don't you think so? XD
So weird.