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Title: Vice Versa
Author:

fonulyn
Rating: NC17
Pairing: DiexKaoru
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: For once Die and Kaoru try switching roles in the bedroom, since Die is curious how it’d be to finally get to screw the other man instead of always going the other way around.
Comments:

seinen_no: Heya girls! Haha,

fonulyn told me we have this one-shot and honestly, I had totally and completely forgotten about it. C'mon, we wrote it in December already XD So it was like reading something new for me as well and _I_ at least enjoyed it. It's not to be taken serious, and I hope you'll like it too^^

fonulyn: To be honest, I had forgotten about this totally too. But yesterday I was going through some stuff we had written to see what I could print for myself to read in bed, and I stumbled across this accidentally XD It’s pretty short and made me giggle when I read it, so I hope that you’ll enjoy it too!

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Vice Versa

Chuckling, Kaoru and Die entered their apartment, but before the redhead could switch on the light, he found himself pressed against the wall, his lover's hungry mouth running down his neck. Without withdrawing, the older guitarist kicked the door shut with his heel and instantly brought his hands to the other man's jeans to open the button.

"Die, I want you." His breath was laced with alcohol as they had been out with friends that evening and Die knew that it always got his lover in the mood.

It didn't mean that he would be against it though, being more than willing to get naked and sweaty with his lover. Instinctively he arched forward to gain more of the feeling of his lover's hand on his crotch. Another kiss was initiated, both of them getting lost in it and trying to deepen it further.

Somehow, Die's mind wasn't on it completely this time, and when Kaoru had moved on to nibble on his neck he suddenly squirmed a bit, speaking up. "Say, Kao? Why is it always me who gets nailed?" His alcohol laced brains were even more unfocused than usual, making it easier for him to jump from one thing to another.

The older guitarist didn't answer immediately and dragged his tongue along his lover's collarbone while his hands already pushed down the other man's jeans. "Because I'm good at it," he remarked by the way, but then pulled back suddenly. "It's a bit too late for complaints, don't you think. C'mon, I'm so horny already." With having said that, he grabbed Die's hips and turned him around, before both of his hands vanished in his lover's shorts to see if his ministrations had had an effect on him as well.

Die groaned instantly, his eyes falling shut and he even pushed more into the touch. As soon as his mind began to function again he tried to turn around though, struggling in the tight grasp. "But how can you know I'm not as good? You never let me try!" Somehow his mind was totally stuck on the matter now and he couldn't let go of it.

Sighing deeply, Kaoru stopped his ministrations, even loosened his grip on the other man. "Are you serious about this?" he asked and one could hear that he was annoyed. It wasn't that he wouldn't be willing to discuss things like that with his lover, quite the contrary, but he simply thought there was a time for everything and THIS was the time for shameless screwing and not for talking. "Can't we discuss it later?" He simply had to try, too aroused already to calm down again without helping himself otherwise.

"But honey..." Die tried, his tone slightly whining as he looked the other man straight in the eye. "Later on we'll be falling asleep and AGAIN I was the one who got fucked..."

He noticed the older guitarist's annoyed frown and instantly Die leaned in to seal their lips in a deep kiss, mostly to get the other man into better mood. He wanted it himself as well though, and made it a long kiss, pressing their bodies close. "Come on Kao... I feel like I'm growing breasts for god's sake. Soon I'll start menstruating!"

The words made his lover chuckle and shake his head. "That'd be friggin' irritating." One look into the redhead's face was enough, although Kaoru couldn't see much in the leaden darkness. The following sigh sounded somewhat defeated. "Am I that bad?" he asked, trying to remember the last time they hadn't just passed out after a round of steamy sex. Finally, he nodded, if only faint. "Okay. If it makes you happy..."

The smile that appeared on the redhead's lips was almost bright enough to lighten up the whole room, and he instantly rewarded the other man with another deep kiss. "Wanna go to the bedroom?" He breathed out as they parted, looking the other man in the eye deeply.

The answer was a small snort, but Kaoru got a hold of himself quickly and nodded. "Sure." The heat was still there, but the moment itself was broken and he still thought Die could've had a better timing for something like that.

Besides, he would've preferred if he had some time to just get used to the thought to allow somebody to fuck him. It wasn't his first time, not really, but he had never been the kind to like it too much. For the redhead's sake and to cover his basic annoyance, he took Die's hand and smirked at him. "C'mon, pop my cherry, babe."

Die was too much in a good mood to notice anything odd in the situation though, and even his lover's annoyance managed to pass him by totally unnoticed. He didn't even bother to pull up his pants properly and dragged the other man towards the bedroom, his steps even somewhat bouncy.

As soon as they were close enough he practically threw the smaller man on the mattress, leaping after him. "Are you sure?" He still couldn't help smiling brightly, just knowing that FINALLY, he would be allowed to screw his lover instead of the other way around. "Seriously?" Somehow he had developed an obsession about this during the past ten minutes, since he had never given it a thought before.

Kaoru was unable to remain annoyed or serious when his lover looked at him like that. Grinning, he got rid of his jeans and t-shirt, a few amused chuckles leaving him again. "Seriously, Die. Mark that day in the calendar. You're allowed to screw me." When he was naked, he looked the other man deep in the eye, taking on a lusty expression, and slowly parted his thighs for him. "You even get to decide the position," he drawled. "Like this or would you rather want me to turn around?"

The sight didn't fail to turn Die on to no end and his brains had a serious malfunction for a long moment as he just stared at every single inch of the other man's body. Finally he managed to somehow land back to reality, swallowing hard to make his voice work.

Frantically he was going through all the possibilities in his mind, and he came to the conclusion that maybe he should go on a safe route and pick something they always had both enjoyed. "Get on all fours..?" It came out more as a suggestion though and he cursed himself for not sounding as secure as he would've wanted to.

It didn't pass the older guitarist by unnoticed that Die was a bit nervous and he found it utterly adorable in a way. Smiling, he got into a seated position and pulled his lover down to give him a deep, passionate kiss. "I always knew you're greedy," he whispered directly into the redhead's ear when they had parted again. "Want to take everything you can get, right?" Without waiting for an answer, snickering even, he turned around and got on his hands and knees, presenting his rear to the other man. But he didn't remain like that and even lowered his upper body, resting his chin on his folded arms which were lying on a cushion.

Again Die had to swallow hard as he didn't recall ever seeing the other man like this before. It had always been him who was bent into the wildest positions whenever they wanted to try something new. Quickly he discarded his remaining clothes to the floor somewhere, before turning his whole attention to the man before him. Admiringly he ran his palms along the soft thighs to the butt, leaning closer in the process.

"Baby," Kaoru's voice carried a mixture of a mocking and an admonishing undertone. "Remember, I'm not you, so please use lube, okay?" He turned his head, grinning at his lover over the shoulder. When he noticed the expression on Die's face, he shuddered involuntarily though.

The younger man looked at him like the huntsman at his prey, lusty, as if he would eat him alive any second. Maybe Kaoru should have allowed him to do it like that before already? Maybe he was a bit too dominant, too possessive and had totally missed that sex wasn't only about him but about his lover too. But then, he was sure that Die had enjoyed it always and that thought soothed his conscience a bit.

Die startled a bit at the words, but then nodded hastily a couple of times. "Sure." He was pretty sure that they had some lube in the top drawer of the bedside table and he reached there, reluctantly moving a bit further from his lover. As he had retrieved the lubricant he instantly poured some of it on his fingers, getting back into his previous place and pushed two digits into the other man. "Tell me when..." He wasn't sure how well he should prepare, and trusted the other man to aid him with it.

Kaoru took a deep breath. Not, because his lover's digits hurt nor because the lubricant was cold. No, simply because he felt a bit like a turkey that was prepared to get stuffed for Thanksgiving. The image made him giggle as this probably was the least romantic or sexy moment they ever had had together throughout their relationship.

"Die?" Again, he turned his head to look over his shoulder, making sure the other man could see his frown very well. "This is about pleasure, right?" he asked, his voice carrying a mocking undertone.

"Yeah," Die nodded, frowning as he didn't understand where the other man was heading to with his words. He kept on moving his fingers though, and mostly accidentally swiped over his lover's sweet spot.

It elicited a small groan and an appreciatory nod. "Good that we agree upon that." The older man chuckled again and when his lover stopped his ministrations, moved against the digits a bit. "Then do that again!"

"Oh, sure." The reaction made Die chuckle and he obediently repeated the action several times even, content as he noticed that the other man seemed to enjoy it. He was beginning to feel somewhat frustrated though, and wanted to get more of the moment himself as he was still aroused to no end. "Kao? Can I..?"

"Yes, yes, go ahead." To underline his words, Kaoru waved his hand a bit before he grabbed the pillow on which he was still resting his elbows. Since he hadn't done it in ages, he was sure it would hurt a bit in the beginning, but he was also determined to make Die enjoy this.

Contently Die pulled back his fingers, leaning closer to get as close to the other man as possible. Pressing a small kiss on the other man's shoulder blade, he positioned himself at his entrance, thrusting in carefully. Or it was supposed to be careful, but when he was halfway in he simply couldn't hold back anymore, his hips snapping forward automatically. The tightness that was engulfing him took him by surprise and he couldn't resist, groaning out loud.

"Damnit, Die!" The inevitable scolding followed instantly when the rest of his lover's length was pushed inside Kaoru so sudden. The burning pain was almost negligible, because just processing that he was filled this intimately and completely needed the smaller man's whole brain-capacity. It wasn't bad, but not good enough yet either to convince him of this position. Still, he moved backwards a bit to signal that Die was allowed to move.

The redhead had tried to hold back thus far, but then begun to move his hips slowly at first, constantly picking up the pace. He was already breathing heavily, squeezing his eyes shut tightly to remain even slightly in control of himself. It felt somewhat weird, as he wasn't used to this kind of sensations, everything being so new to him.

Kaoru kept as still as possible, but after some time even moved back because he wanted more, needed more and even if he had tried to hide it, the low sounds and whimpers that were escaping his mouth, showed that he did enjoy it. His breathing had become ragged as well, the lust rising quickly once he had found the perfect position that made his lover brush over his good spot constantly. Still, it wasn't enough for him and he sneaked one hand between his legs to help himself a bit.

At the same moment the redhead seemed to have the same idea though, and their hands met halfway. Die used the moment and laced their fingers around the smaller man's arousal, so that they were stroking him together. He was being pushed towards the edge rapidly, but still tried to hold back, to bring his lover there before him. It was in vain though, as the new feelings were all too much to him, and he was thrown overbalancing suddenly. A small outcry escaped him as the orgasm hit him, and for a split second he froze in his movements.

The moment he felt his lover's release fill him, felt him tense, Kaoru groaned as well. He had to admit that this was something very intimate and boosted his own pleasure even. He knew he didn't need much more and only urged Die on to pick up the stroking on his arousal. Just a split-second later, he felt this wave of heat and indescribable sensations spread all over his being as the orgasm washed over him.

Content and fulfilled, he fell forward more and buried his face into the cushion although it prevented him from filling his lungs with the desperately needed oxygen.

Like in a haze Die pulled back, practically collapsing beside the other man and pulling him against himself so that they could enjoy the moment together for a while. It took a long moment before he was able to even steady his breathing somewhat, trying to gasp for air.

For Kaoru, it was weird to see how exhausted his lover was. Sure, when they had done it before, he himself had been out of breath too, but usually not that much, depending on WHAT they had done. Yet, he enjoyed the closeness and remained silent, somehow waiting for his lover to say something, to comment this and tell him if it has been as good as he had imagined it.

But the redhead didn't say anything, just remained silent. After a while he reached for the bedside and grabbed the pack of cigarettes, offering one to his lover before lighting one for himself. He leaned against the bedhead, sneaking one arm around the other man to pull him closer again.

They were smoking in silence for a few moments before Kaoru couldn't bear it any longer. "And? Enjoyed it?" Usually, his lover was the one to instantly babble about the act whenever they had tried something new, telling him how good it was and how many points it got on a scale from one to ten.

Die took a moment still, taking a deep breath from his cigarette before shrugging a bit. "Yeah." He avoided the other man's gaze though, not looking straight at him and not elaborating it further. Something was still clearly on his mind, and he spoke up again. "And you?"

"Well," the older guitarist drawled grinning. "It was kinda nice to relive old memories." He deliberately didn't mention that he wasn't intending to switch more often from now on and rather waited for more from his lover. When Die remained silent for a few more seconds, he nudged him and chuckled. "What now? Wasn't I tight enough or what?"

"Sure you were!" Die instantly seemed to drop back from his contemplations, putting out his cig and turning to look straight at the man beside him. "You were just perfect, don't worry about it. I'm not complaining!"

Shaking his head, Kaoru followed his lover's example, got rid of his smoke and then leaned in to give him a kiss. "But?" he asked afterwards, a smug smile tugging the corners of his mouth.

"But I like it better the other way around..." Die confessed with a small sigh, looking downwards.

It caused his lover to burst out laughing. "I knew it!" he stated victoriously, cupped the redhead's cheeks and gave him a wet peck straight on the lips. "See, why not listening to me in the first place, huh? Never change a winning team!"

"But it COULD'VE been better this way!" The redhead protested instantly, frowning although a persistent smile was trying to break free on his lips at the small kiss.

"I want you to say it!" Kaoru demanded in a challenging tone, nodding a bit. "I want you to say that you're my girl." His eyes were sparkling, because he was simply relieved that this topic was off the table and wouldn't cause major discussions in the future. Sure, if Die ever felt like switching again, he wouldn't deny him his fun, but as long as he didn't ask for it, Kaoru would keep silent.

At least at this moment Die had no intentions in asking for the switching again. Sure it had been an experience he wanted to have, but he didn't feel any urge to re-live it anytime soon. "Fine!" He faked a huge sigh, rolling his eyes a bit. "I'm your girl." It came out as mere mumbling though, as he spoke from the corner of his mouth.

His expression caused the older guitarist's heart to melt and he rolled closer to his lover until he was resting half on top of him. All this was a game to him, a play of words, but when he looked at Die all he saw was the man he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. "I love you, baby," he stated lowly, the words coming straight from the bottom of his heart.

The words instantly caused a bright, happy smile to spread over the younger man's lips and he looked at the other guitarist from sparkling eyes. Sentiments like that were even more precious since the older man didn't speak them often, only saved them for special occasions.

"Love you too." Softly Die cupped the older guitarist's cheeks, leaning in to give him a gentle kiss. "And know what?" He asked, winking as they parted.

"No." Kaoru shook his head, but was smiling too due to the kiss and the warm feeling it had caused to spread all over him. "But I hope you'll tell me."

Die let out a small merry chuckle. "I'm proud of being your girl!"