I could never make lists. I'd feel to embarrassed writing things down~ seeing the truth spelled out on a piece of paper would be too much for me xD (even if it's something nice and lovely)

I'm kinda done crying. well, maybe later on again. I wanted to bring my Mimi towel. I wrote him a letter. I was so prepared for it all and now I don't even feel like going at all. that pissed about the whole thing... yeah, maybe we'll see each other ^^