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Title: Immobilized but Moving On
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seinen_no and fonulyn
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Toshiya/Die
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: Toshiya ends up having his leg broken during their short and much needed vacation, but Die isn’t going to let that stop him from having his fun. And yeah, it’s porn, porn doesn’t follow common sense or the rules of reality so don’t expect 100% authenticity XD
Comments: This is written for for D/T Spring Fever 2010!
seinen_no: Okay, as I re-read this, I had to grin so much because hell, it's pure porn, but it's Die and Tosh porn and I (or more we) hope you enjoy it^^
fonulyn: Yes as it’s been said already a couple of times, it is indeed pure porn and gosh I already forgot we even wrote it to be honest XD I must’ve been tired or something. Or maybe too taken in by the porn. Who knows! But yes I’m babbling. Do enjoy XD
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Immobilized but Moving On
The sun was shining brightly, forcing Die to shield his eyes when he finally got out of the cab he had ordered to bring himself to the hospital. He had no intentions in either driving himself or using the subway in a city he wasn't that familiar with, so he had decided that it was the best to just let a professional take him where he was headed. At least it would ensure he would get there as soon
as possible.
It wasn't really an emergency or anything, hell if it had been he would've flown here already two days ago when he heard of the accident that Toshiya had been in. The bassist only had managed to break his leg and was doomed to spend a few days in the hospital because of it. Way to go, Die thought to himself, unable to hold back a chuckle. They finally got two weeks off in a row, more than in years, and of course Toshiya had to go and break himself right then! On their first free day Toshiya had travelled to Nagano to see his parents, spend some time relaxing and skiing. Meanwhile the redhead had gone over to see his own family, and they had agreed he would meet his friend in a little less than a week. Die's flight was scheduled on Thursday, and on Tuesday he had gotten a call from the younger man, telling he was in the hospital.
Die had been on the verge of getting on a plane right then and there, but as Toshiya had assured him that there was no danger and no need to do that, he had decided to stick to the original plan. So, the previous evening, or actually night, Die had arrived at Toshiya's childhood home, greeting his parents heartily as they got along incredibly well. After a well-slept night and a good breakfast he had then finally headed off to meet his friend at the hospital he was kept in.
So there he was, walking along the long corridors in the sterile building to find Toshiya. He had signed the form for visitors, and now all he had to do was to find the correct room. It was easier said than done though, and only after what felt like a small eternity he finally spotted the room N304. Grinning he hid the bouquet of flowers behind his back when he pushed the door open and stepped inside. It took him exactly two seconds to spot his friend by the window, lying on the bed and gazing outside, obviously wishing he could be skiing right now as well, instead of lying there.
Instantly when he noticed someone there he turned his head though, flashing Die an honest smile. Die couldn't help but to mirror it and stepped further into the room, making sure to close the door behind himself properly. "Heyah," he greeted, approaching the bed. A grin appeared on his lips as he went on, even something teasing in his tone. "How in hell did you ever manage to get a single room? Did you bribe the nurses?" He gestured around in the small but neat room, which was luxuriously meant for only a single person and the bassist didn't need to share it with other patients.
The question made Toshiya chuckle and he shook his head. "What did you expect? After all, I'm a rockstar!" He gave a half-hearted shrug but then stretched his neck as if he was trying to see what his friend was hiding behind his back. "You brought me flowers, didn't you?" he asked bluntly with one of his widest grins. He was so grateful for the distraction since already the two days he had been there had bored the hell out of him. Of course, in the beginning, he had been in pain, but as he was more or less tied to the bed for the time being, the pain was gone and he didn't know what to do with his spare time. A small heap of magazines and mangas that were lying on the bedside table clearly showed what he had been doing to fight boredom though.
Stretching out both arms, he wriggled his fingers. "Come here and gimme a hug!" he demanded with a wide grin. Seeing his friend there already had brightened his mood but there was also something else showing in his eyes when he looked at the redhead; something beyond merely being glad about seeing an old and good friend, your best friend even.
"And I thought you just wanted to get the presents," Die laughed merrily and obediently took the few steps that separated him from the bed. Instantly he bent down, to pull his friend into a tight, warm hug. He was glad to see the other man too, and mostly for purely selfish reasons. As weird as it sounded, after all they worked together so much that it should've made them bored of each other, he had missed the younger man during this week apart. Already feeling the bassist's arms tighten around him made his heart skip a beat, caused this content warmth to spread inside of him.
When he pulled back he was still grinning merrily, and now presented the flowers to the other man. "Would you believe me if I told you these are from your mom?" He asked, trying to create the best innocent look he had to offer. Of course they weren't, but he felt a little bit pathetic for bringing the other man flowers like that, instead of something cool like a friggin' porn mag or something.
Shaking his head, the younger man took the bouquet of his friend’s hands and sniffed them immediately. "Nope," he said firmly but then cackled. "My mom would've given me something weird like sunflowers instead of something nice like this," he commented and his sparkling eyes clearly gave away that he meant it. "Do you have a vase?" he asked but when Die turned around to leave the room and get one obviously, he held him back. "Don't leave me alone here again now. Better fill some water into the sink and put them there. You can get a vase later on still. And now," he grinned, patting the spot beside him on the bed. "Sit down here and tell me how your mom stuffed you with food, told you to eat more regularly, was shocked how thin you are and how glad you are that you are now sitting here with me again in peace," he demanded smirking.
"Well," Die laughed and indeed turned to fill some water into the sink so he could set the flowers down there. Afterwards he did as he was told, carefully sitting down on the edge of the hospital bed, which to his surprise seemed to be completely steady and not one of these of the creaky kind. "Mom told me to eat more and stuffed me with food and all that jazz," he admitted instantly, tilting his head to grin at his friend. "But I can't say that much anything changed now. Yesterday when I got here, your mom insisted on fixing me food although it was in the middle of the night, and told me how I look like a scarecrow."
"She said the same to me," Toshiya admitted laughing. "When I told her I'd go skiing, she said to be careful not to get caught in the wind or I'll flow away like a leaf." He had placed his hand on his friend's thigh, patting it compassionately. Inwardly, he was a bit disappointed since he really had been looking forward to the short vacation together with Die. It had been planned completely different in his mind than it turned out now. They hadn't done that too often, having too little time and too much to do with the band. Besides, lately there had been something between him and Die, something he wanted to clear one way or another.
There had been this weird tension between them, and they both were clearly aware of its existence. It wasn't anything like awkwardness, or that they wouldn't have been getting along. There simply was something in the air that differed from the usual. It was like small electric sparks whenever they looked at each other. "And she was right," Die pointed out with a warm smile, something so familiarly teasing in his voice. "C'mon, how did you end up like this?" He asked, tilting his head a bit. Secretly, he sneaked a peek at the other man's hand that was still resting on his thigh, and somehow it felt as if the warm touch could burn him even through the fabric of his jeans.
"I had to dodge one of these friggin' amateurs and then overlooked a bump, stumbled and indeed flew through the air," Toshiya explained laughing. "Hiroshi told me that I made a perfect loop before crushing down with my left leg first." Hiroshi was one of Toshiya's childhood-friends; one of the few who had remained even after all those years. "And hey, it wasn't like my mom could have known that! I have been boarding before!" Although he tried to look offended that Die thought so little of his skills, the sparkle in his eyes and the grin on his lips gave away that he wasn't at all.
"Gods, but did you know they won't allow you to smoke in these rooms? And yesterday, I wasn't even allowed to get up for peeing. I had one of these bottles...." He pulled a face but then hushed when he caught the other man glancing down on his leg where his hand was still lying. Instead of pulling it away, he only gave a light squeeze, waiting for a reaction somehow.
It just made Die smile, he didn't even try to pull away or brush the hand off his thigh. He quite liked it there, so why bother changing anything in the moment? "So are you allowed to move now?" He asked curiously, wanting to know just exactly how tied to the bed his friend actually now was. "Or do you need to stay in bed for longer?" He was dearly hoping that the other man wouldn't need to stay in the hospital for the whole week at least, since they had planned to do so much nice things together.
"No. They said I can go home tomorrow, but am not allowed to walk a lot and have to rest my leg high." Toshiya guessed Die's thoughts and went on merrily. "We just take a wheelchair with us and you can push me around," he chuckled. "Only that we can't go dancing together then but hey, I can still get drunk in some bar with you!"
"While eating as much painkillers as they probably gave you? Oh no, mister," the older man shook his head instantly, chuckling a little. "You won't be drinking anything until you're off those. But hey, is my company really so bad you need to be drunk to stand it?" He asked teasingly, winking at the other man.
"Die..." Toshiya rolled his eyes but suddenly grabbed the other man by the collar of his shirt, pulling him down until their lips were almost touching. "Your company is the best," he whispered, knowing that he exaggerated a bit too much with the sexy undertone. Just looking into his friend's dark eyes almost made his heart burst his chest, as it suddenly began racing. There was indeed a lot more and it would have been so easy to just crush their lips together in a deep kiss. Yet, all he did was to merely peck Die's lips chastely before letting go of him again. "But I thought that was on your list," he went on in a merry tone. "To go dancing and get plastered afterwards..."
Already the little peck had made Die stop breathing for a long moment, and he was just staring at his friend intensely. It took him a long moment to gather himself enough to speak again, and one could hear the slight nervousness in his otherwise casual tone. "It was, until a certain someone decided to thrash his leg and get on painkillers." He tried to form a grin but it turned out a far too soft smile in the end. "It's no fun without you. So you're stuck with me and random movies at your parents' place in the evenings."
"With my mom bursting into the room every other second to ask us if we need anything," the younger man commented with a grin. "It'll be just like when I was a teenager. So you better don't plan to do anything naughty with me..." The words alone and how he said them implied that he meant the complete opposite. The next moment, he laughed again though and broke the tension with it. "Yeah right and then you'll all feed me and since I can't move, I'll get friggin' fat and have to work out thrice as much when I'm well again."
"Nah, you won't be immobilized that long, trust me. It'll be faster than you think that you'll be walking again! Although," the guitarist shook his head a bit, the red strands of hair flowing around him as they were shaken by the movement. "I think the planned tour will have to be moved a bit. Maybe it earns us more free days!" He tried, hopefully. Despite the merry babbling, there was something off, and if one knew him well enough one could see it. His laughter was a little nervous, his words coming a bit too quick as he had the tendency to babble then.
Suddenly, he hushed though, and for a moment their eyes met. Toshiya was just smiling, didn't say anything although he had very well noticed the other man's reaction, and had a good guess where it was coming from. Finally, it was Die who broke the silence again. He brought his hand up, running his fingertips gently along the other man's jawline to his chin. "And maybe," he spoke lowly, something undefined in his tone, "we should get a lock on your door to keep your mom out at times."
The touch made Toshiya close his eyes half-way and he stopped breathing for a moment. The words though made him smile as that was exactly what he had wanted to hear; was the last drop he had needed to be sure of that whatever there was between them was at least mutual. Slowly, he raised his head until their lips were touching again. This time, he didn't just make it a chaste, friendly peck though but a slow kiss. It wasn't deep, nor exactly passionate, but still enough to show that he agreed. Yet, he nodded, chuckling a bit. "So you intend on doing naughty things there with me?" he asked, his voice low, almost conspiratorial. To make sure Die couldn't pull back completely, he ran his hand through the silky red strands, gripping them in the back of his neck.
There even was a small blush lingering on Die's cheeks, but he was smiling nevertheless, especially when he felt those long, nimble fingers tangle in his hair. "Well," he drawled lowly, finally raising his gaze to look straight at the other man from sparkling eyes, "maybe I was hoping for something like that." As if to test the waters, where they currently stood, he tilted his head a little bit to bring their lips so close again they were almost touching. Their breaths were mixing, and for a split second they both froze.
Then, at the exactly same second they both moved to deepen the kiss, their tongues meeting outside their mouths. It made both of them chuckle, the playful kiss soon evolving into something deeper. Die's heart was going thousand miles an hour in his chest, and he was certain it would just burst any second. Toshiya was trembling a bit as a wave of pleasant warmth was going through his whole body. He had been waiting for this to happen but now that he was living the moment he had only dreamed about before, it was much better. The kiss was passionate and at the same time playful, just like their whole friendship was. They had always been devoted to each other on a certain level but now it seemed to be the right time to leave the friends-zone and try something new.
When Die pulled back a bit so that they could fill their lungs with much needed breath, Toshiya was chuckling a bit. "Only hoping?" he teased, shifting his healthy knee a bit because the kiss had caused something to stir in his lower body which Die didn't need to see just yet.
"What do you mean, 'only hoping'?" Die couldn't help but to laugh, shaking his head a little bit as he thought his friend was completely impossible. There was a merry grin dancing on his lips, and it even widened when he noticed that the other man was still holding his hair, toying with the strands, and didn't seem to have any intentions to let go. He even leaned in, pecking his lips softly, chastely.
The bassist took a moment to just inhale his friend's familiar scent, to let it pierce his mind and make his heart beat faster again. Then, he tilted his head, grinning widely as he looked into Die's eyes. "I thought you would have planned everything already. I at least had..." There was no need to playing games as they both knew each other too well, knew what the other tried to hold back.
That now made Die chuckle again as it was so typically Toshiya, so like him to just confess everything so openly now that the first step had been taken. "You're worse than I am, then," he smirked, "I honestly was just hoping for something to happen and didn't really plan anything. Except for maybe trying to hit on you when we go dancing... You ruined that plan though." He grinned brightly, obviously glad about how things seemed to be turning out.
The younger man's eyes were sparkling and he used the grip he had on the guitarist to pull him down into yet another kiss. It was still playful but far more target-orientated than the first one, showed clearly that he wasn't willing to play friends anymore; at least just yet. "Oh well," he even blushed a bit afterwards, the colour on his cheeks darkening quickly. "I was hoping you'd be a bit more straight-forward than to just hit on me on the dance-floor," he confessed, chuckling a bit. "Didn't you do that for the past six months already?"
"I did," Die admitted easily, the grin on his lips not fading a single bit. It was special how everything seemed to come so easily for them, how the mood was far from awkward. "But obviously I wasn't good enough," he pointed out with a small chuckle. Slowly, he moved his left hand to place it on the other man's crotch, shamelessly touching him through the blanket and the thin fabric of the hospital-gown he was wearing. "Or not straightforward enough." When he added the last words his voice was a mere breath, dropped clearly lower.
"Hogosh..." The touch made Toshiya groan, his eyes falling shut. Never would he have expected that. Hoped, yes, but not expected and Die's low voice was only adding up to the pleasurable heat that was shooting through his veins now. "Damn," Toshiya cackled breathlessly. "I wouldn't have minded if you had been this straightforward!" He emphasized his words with a small nod even and pulled the other man closer until he had to turn and place his knees on the bed as well.
Die was moving carefully, trying not to hit the other man's broken leg as he didn't want to cause him more troubles or pain than he already was going through. But he was pulled closer and he willingly obeyed, until he was practically straddling the bassist's hips, sitting on his lap. "Hey, you know me, I usually ain't." He pointed out with a grin, again bringing their lips so close they were almost kissing. "What's your excuse? You could've been the straightforward one too." He pointed out, but didn't give the younger man the time needed to answer, instead just crushing their mouths together in a deep, definitely passionate kiss.
It was long and fiery, made Toshiya go boneless while all the blood inside his body seemed to shoot to a certain part in his lower regions. Die's remark had made him grin though as he knew he had been right. When the kiss broke, he was looking straight into Die's chocolate brown eyes. "Common modesty demands for the younger man to wait until the older man makes a move," he stated smirking. "Otherwise I would - of course - have jumped you instantly."
"C'mon Tosh," Die laughed, shaking his head a bit before just planting a whole bunch of small kisses on the other man's lips. "Since when did you become modest!? You should know better than to feed that sort of bullshit to me," he winked merrily, pecking the bassist's mouth one more time. Slowly, carefully he moved a little bit, unable to hold back a gasp when he could clearly feel the impressive bulge beneath the blanket, especially since the other man’s groin was pressing to closely against his rear. A grin ghosted over his lips, and this time he repeated the movement less tentatively. "Does that mean that the common modesty now demands me to make the next move as well?"
Already feeling Die press against his need, rubbing a bit even, made the younger man groan and arch a bit. "Shit!" he hisses as he had been trying to move his broken leg in a way that wasn't too good for him. The next moment, he was chuckling, the sound a bit hysterical. It took a moment until he had gotten a hold of himself to be able to hold back more chuckles. "Of course," he smirked, the tone of his voice clearly teasing. How much he enjoyed the situation was clear in his whole posture, in the sparkle of his eyes and didn't need to be voiced. Still, as if to show he was willing to do a bit for this as well, he moved his arms around the other man, cupping his rear in his palms.
The touch had something almost possessive in it and that was instantly enough to make the older man groan a little, his eyes falling halfway shut. He leaned in, just brushing his lips over the other man's before pulling back again and flashing him a bright grin. "Let me then make it up to you that I wasn't straightforward enough," he practically purred, teasingly running his tongue along his bottom lip in a clearly suggestive manner.
"Wow!" Toshiya simply couldn't hold back that one word, the gesture making his eyes widen a bit. This was crazy; doing something in a hospital with the possibility of a nurse walking in on them any moment. And what if his parents or one of his friends came for a short visit? The idea wasn't too far fetched. Still, one look at Die instantly silenced those thoughts and all Toshiya could do was to stretch his neck and kiss Die shortly but passionately. His hands weren't still either, were moving and he even tried to slip his long fingers underneath the cuff of his jeans, wanted to feel the hot skin there.
When the kiss broke, Die just flashed the other man a quick grin before shifting to get off him so he could actually fulfil his promise. He didn't want to lose the touches and the closeness, but there was no other option. Once he was standing beside the bed he practically threw the blanket aside, both of them chuckling a little as it revealed both the floral pattern of the hospital-gown and the impressive bulge in the younger man's groin. Gently, Die made the other man move his good leg, carefully settling down on his knees on the mattress between those long legs. He didn't even hurry, despite the threat of getting caught, but slowly ran his palms along the bassist's thighs, pushing the gown up in the process.
Toshiya followed the trail of his hands, biting his lip in sheer anticipation. He wasn't embarrassed to be so aroused, wasn't embarrassed either that he'd be naked in front of the other man in a moment. Finally though he managed to tear his gaze off Die's hands and instead look him into the eyes, grinning a bit. "You have to admit that this is awfully hot though," he said with a smirk. "Doing it in a hospital. I can rightfully claim I'd do it with you even with a broken leg."
The words made Die chuckle and he nodded a little to show he agreed. "I appreciate that, trust me." He winked, but then simply had to direct his gaze down to the doings of his hands again. He had slid the garment up enough, and now only had to push it past the other man's groin. Instantly, the sight made him hold his breath and he shamelessly roamed his eyes over every inch of revealed skin. Again he licked his lips slowly, this time not even noticing the gesture as it came so automatically. Very impressive indeed.
"You must've been bored to death here, all alone..." he pointed out in a low, teasing purr. "Or do you always get this excited without a single real touch?" He looked up again, just winking at the other man merrily. The next thing Toshiya knew was that there was a set of soft lips running along his growing arousal, from base to tip. It drew a small whimper from him as he had been wanting to reply still and yet couldn't because of the sensations the teasing touches made shoot through him. The next moment, he was grinning again though since this was just so much Die. He always said something and then didn't give you the time to answer before either going on or then doing something effective to shut you up. If he would have done it like this earlier already though, Toshiya certainly wouldn't have minded.
He was a babbly nature though and had gained enough breath after a few moments, looking down to catch a glimpse on the happenings there. Just seeing Die's lush, soft lips run along the erect flesh, following the large vein on the underside only to allow a quick pink tongue to lick across the sensitive tip, made him groan, the sound unstifled and full. Only a second later, he had regained control enough to bite back the sounds not to attract any attention. "If I'm needy and get kissed like that, I react like this," he explained, his voice a little breathless and still carrying the always present cackle.
It was so typical for him that it instantly made Die smile against the hardness. Playfully he even scraped his teeth over the taut skin, as if to punish the other man for his obvious cockiness. "Then I must be the answer to all your prayers," he pointed out at least equally cockily though, smirking at the other man. Again, he didn't give him the time to answer though, but instead went on with his ministrations. This time he shamelessly used his tongue to tantalize the hard cock, licking on it almost greedily. Only moments later he already enclosed his lips around the head of the arousal, sucking on it tentatively.
Although Toshiya had always hoped Die would be like this in bed, straight forward and, well, greedy, he had never dared to really believe it. Now the other man made him go through some of his favourite fantasies and even more, pushed all the right buttons until he was writhing on the sheets. He had stretched the hurt leg away far, half of it dangling over the bed's edge just so that Die had enough room to move. Indeed, the other man was the answer to all his prayers but maybe in a little different way than Die had meant with his statement.
Already the first stifled moan that he managed to gain from the younger man made Die shiver a little, instantly urged him on to gain more of them. Somehow, for a moment, he felt like he was caught in a dream, like he was just watching the scenery from afar instead of really living it. He simply had been dreaming of this for so long, thinking of how it would be, that now to be actually allowed to live it was beyond his comprehension. Yet, he did the best he could to gain even more reactions from the bassist. Shamelessly he used his tongue the best he could, tantalizing the sensitive tip of the arousal only to then move his head down on it, sucking intensely.
The heat inside and the pressure was incredible, making Toshiya all tingly and he felt like he would die if he didn't get more at an instant. His hand had again vanished in Die's soft strands and he dared to urge him a bit without being too demanding. His head was spinning and he was gasping for breath, trying to force down the moans in between. He had always been vocal, had always loved showing how good he felt but this here certainly wasn't the right place to go all nuts. Still, Die's mouth and his able tongue were driving him insane, pushing him towards the edge within seconds.
At that point Die was faced with a tough decision; should he go on and just try to make the other man feel as good as humanly possible, or should he stop now that he could still gain something for himself as well. His left hand was stroking the other man's inner thigh, and distantly he noted just how good the soft skin felt against his fingertips. The other hand he had brought between his legs, tugging on his jeans as if to gain some more room as the pants had turned far too tight already long ago. Every time he moved his head down the thick, hard flesh hit the back of his throat, making yet another shudder go through him as it turned him on more than it probably even should.
It wasn't less intense for the younger man and he wasn't able to hold back a few stifled moans. He was almost dying there, sweating, his heart pounding. And yet, he distantly thought that the first time shouldn't be just about him, should it? So he gently tugged Die's hair, trying to gain his attention. When the redhead looked up, his lips swollen, red and glistening from saliva, Toshiya almost would have asked him to just go on and make him fly as the sight was something he couldn't have prepared for; not even in his most vivid dreams. "I can't move much, baby..." Toshiya thought that this was enough invitation.
The older man wasn't really capable of giving an answer with words, his breaths only coming in ragged gasps and his whole world already spinning due to the intensity of the moment. He nodded though, almost hastily, as he wanted to show that he had heard what the other man had said. For a second he seemed to hesitate, but only one look at the hard, throbbing flesh between the younger man's legs was enough for him to make up his mind. He already shifted closer to the other man, before he realized that his pants would need to go, it would be impossible to go for any kind of action without getting rid of them.
Impatiently, he fumbled his jeans open, straightening enough to finally get rid of them properly. The possibility of getting caught didn't even cross his mind right then, he was only focused on the two of them and what was going on between them. As he had thrown his pants on the floor, out of the way, he slowly crawled closer until he was hovering above the younger man again. They only had the time to exchange a quick smile before he crushed their lips together in a heated, hungry kiss. His patience had run out the longest, and while their lips were still locked in the sensual kiss, he already took one step further. Slowly, but incredibly intensely, he moved his hips down to impale himself on the hard flesh.
The younger man hadn't expected this, had been prepared to be the one at the receiving end this time. This time only because he was certain that this wouldn't be the last time. Feeling the incredible tightness and the heat around him now made him cry out in surprise. Only after a second he managed to stifle the sound by clapping his hand on his mouth. How much would he have wanted to be healthy and able to move now. He would have slammed his heels into the mattress and thrust up forcefully to gain even more of the sensations that were clearly pushing his limits. With his broken leg and in his position though, he was doomed to take whatever Die was willing to give; or the other way around. Thinking of it too much only confused the bassist and he decided not to care and instead focus on the sensation, on the closeness between them and the deep kiss they had resumed that was bereaving him of his breath and made his head spin.
Already feeling the hot, heavy flesh slide inside of him made Die shudder clearly, and he couldn't have held back even if he had wanted to. Witnessing the other man's reactions did the rest, making a whole set of low whimpers escape him only to get lost in the kiss. Once he was down all the way, seated all nicely on the bassist's lap he stopped for a second, to savor the feelings that were swirling inside of him, the sensations that were filling him to the brim. He based his palms on the mattress beside the other man's head, using that for support while picking up a slow but steady pace. He would've just wanted to slam down hard until it hurt, hard enough to make both of them feel like it was too much, and the only reason why he held back was the broken leg, as he knew it wouldn't be too good on the other man. Besides, this way it might be slower, but not any less intense.
When Toshiya managed to open his eyes again and look into the other man's face, the sight took his breath away. Die's lips were parted slightly, his cheeks stained by a sweet blush and his eyes were dark from lust. It was a bit bizarre thinking of how long they had known each other and how long they had been circling each other to see them now act this greedy and this impatient in a hospital. If he had known that Die was holding back just for him, he would have told him not to although it certainly was for the best only. Even if it was slower now, not as greedy as both of them might have wanted it, the slowness brought an intensity that was mind-blowing. He could clearly feel his arousal vanish inside his lover inch by inch, the older man's inner walls clenching around him as if they were trying to drive him insane.
It was obvious that this was the way the guitarist enjoyed it the most, as he didn't even try to conceal just how good he felt and how much the whole moment turned him on. He allowed his eyes to fall shut to just focus on the feeling of every single inch of that hard flesh slide into his body, rub against his inner walls in all the right ways. He couldn't hold back the low whimpers that were falling from his lips, as an audible proof of his pleasure. At one point he arched his back, trying to angle the movements a little differently to gain even more from this. It managed to get the exactly right spot inside of him hit time and time again, and soon he was just gasping for breath helplessly, teetering on the edge. His whole world consisted of liquid pleasure, and he wouldn't have been able to gather a clear thought even if he had tried to.
The sight already would have been able to make the younger man come, but feeling Die so intensely was too much for his body. He had brought his hands to the older man's hips, holding him in position, but when he noticed that he wouldn't last much longer than a few more seconds, he brought one hand to the hardness between Die's legs. To Toshiya, it was amazing to witness somebody get off on being fucked like this, or more on fucking himself, and he couldn't deny himself from teasing Die's length at first with very light touches. As wave after wave of pleasure was coursing through their joined bodies though, he laced his fingers around the thick flesh, beginning to stroke him quick and hard in time with the movements of his hips.
Like this, it took mere seconds until the older man simply couldn't hold back any longer. Suddenly his whole world came tumbling down as his body tensed, his back forming an almost perfect arch when every muscle was close to snapping. The orgasm washed through him with such intensity that he had no words for it, and the tensing of his muscles took the younger man with him. They felt like they were melting together, becoming one for those few precious seconds when the bliss was filling their senses.
Afterwards, Die simply slumped forward, right into his lover's open arms. He didn't mind that his shirt got stained by his own release, didn't bother that they were both sweaty and still panting for breath. Smiling, Toshiya tilted his head to press a firm, long kiss on his Die's head, inhaling his scent deeply. He was still shaken by waves of pleasure, unable to grasp completely what had just happened.
Die was shuddering in his arms, the intense sensations only fading slowly and making way for more clear thoughts. Dreamily he brushed his fingers over the other man's chest, over the thin fabric of the hospital gown. The sterile smell of the garment was mixing with Toshiya's natural scent and the smell of sex hanging heavy in the air. Somehow, he thought, this was the best mixture he had ever encountered.
The younger man was smiling blissfully, looking down to see the other man. Never had he seen Die like this, this peaceful, this fulfilled and it made him proud because he knew that he was the reason for that. "You know that I fucking love you, right?" he asked, feeling the need to voice it although he knew that Die had known it anyways.
"I know," the guitarist smiled instantly, his eyes sparkling like stars as he looked up at the younger man. Although he had known that, it didn't mean it was any less wonderful to hear it voiced out loud, especially in a moment like this. Carefully he reached up, planting a soft kiss somewhere on the other man's jaw. "I love you too." His voice was sincere and honest, obviously he meant it with all his heart.
Author:
seinen_no and fonulynRating: NC17
Pairing: Toshiya/Die
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: Toshiya ends up having his leg broken during their short and much needed vacation, but Die isn’t going to let that stop him from having his fun. And yeah, it’s porn, porn doesn’t follow common sense or the rules of reality so don’t expect 100% authenticity XD
Comments: This is written for for D/T Spring Fever 2010!
seinen_no: Okay, as I re-read this, I had to grin so much because hell, it's pure porn, but it's Die and Tosh porn and I (or more we) hope you enjoy it^^fonulyn: Yes as it’s been said already a couple of times, it is indeed pure porn and gosh I already forgot we even wrote it to be honest XD I must’ve been tired or something. Or maybe too taken in by the porn. Who knows! But yes I’m babbling. Do enjoy XDOH AND LOOK AT THE ICON! THAT'S HOW THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE XD
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The sun was shining brightly, forcing Die to shield his eyes when he finally got out of the cab he had ordered to bring himself to the hospital. He had no intentions in either driving himself or using the subway in a city he wasn't that familiar with, so he had decided that it was the best to just let a professional take him where he was headed. At least it would ensure he would get there as soon
as possible.
It wasn't really an emergency or anything, hell if it had been he would've flown here already two days ago when he heard of the accident that Toshiya had been in. The bassist only had managed to break his leg and was doomed to spend a few days in the hospital because of it. Way to go, Die thought to himself, unable to hold back a chuckle. They finally got two weeks off in a row, more than in years, and of course Toshiya had to go and break himself right then! On their first free day Toshiya had travelled to Nagano to see his parents, spend some time relaxing and skiing. Meanwhile the redhead had gone over to see his own family, and they had agreed he would meet his friend in a little less than a week. Die's flight was scheduled on Thursday, and on Tuesday he had gotten a call from the younger man, telling he was in the hospital.
Die had been on the verge of getting on a plane right then and there, but as Toshiya had assured him that there was no danger and no need to do that, he had decided to stick to the original plan. So, the previous evening, or actually night, Die had arrived at Toshiya's childhood home, greeting his parents heartily as they got along incredibly well. After a well-slept night and a good breakfast he had then finally headed off to meet his friend at the hospital he was kept in.
So there he was, walking along the long corridors in the sterile building to find Toshiya. He had signed the form for visitors, and now all he had to do was to find the correct room. It was easier said than done though, and only after what felt like a small eternity he finally spotted the room N304. Grinning he hid the bouquet of flowers behind his back when he pushed the door open and stepped inside. It took him exactly two seconds to spot his friend by the window, lying on the bed and gazing outside, obviously wishing he could be skiing right now as well, instead of lying there.
Instantly when he noticed someone there he turned his head though, flashing Die an honest smile. Die couldn't help but to mirror it and stepped further into the room, making sure to close the door behind himself properly. "Heyah," he greeted, approaching the bed. A grin appeared on his lips as he went on, even something teasing in his tone. "How in hell did you ever manage to get a single room? Did you bribe the nurses?" He gestured around in the small but neat room, which was luxuriously meant for only a single person and the bassist didn't need to share it with other patients.
The question made Toshiya chuckle and he shook his head. "What did you expect? After all, I'm a rockstar!" He gave a half-hearted shrug but then stretched his neck as if he was trying to see what his friend was hiding behind his back. "You brought me flowers, didn't you?" he asked bluntly with one of his widest grins. He was so grateful for the distraction since already the two days he had been there had bored the hell out of him. Of course, in the beginning, he had been in pain, but as he was more or less tied to the bed for the time being, the pain was gone and he didn't know what to do with his spare time. A small heap of magazines and mangas that were lying on the bedside table clearly showed what he had been doing to fight boredom though.
Stretching out both arms, he wriggled his fingers. "Come here and gimme a hug!" he demanded with a wide grin. Seeing his friend there already had brightened his mood but there was also something else showing in his eyes when he looked at the redhead; something beyond merely being glad about seeing an old and good friend, your best friend even.
"And I thought you just wanted to get the presents," Die laughed merrily and obediently took the few steps that separated him from the bed. Instantly he bent down, to pull his friend into a tight, warm hug. He was glad to see the other man too, and mostly for purely selfish reasons. As weird as it sounded, after all they worked together so much that it should've made them bored of each other, he had missed the younger man during this week apart. Already feeling the bassist's arms tighten around him made his heart skip a beat, caused this content warmth to spread inside of him.
When he pulled back he was still grinning merrily, and now presented the flowers to the other man. "Would you believe me if I told you these are from your mom?" He asked, trying to create the best innocent look he had to offer. Of course they weren't, but he felt a little bit pathetic for bringing the other man flowers like that, instead of something cool like a friggin' porn mag or something.
Shaking his head, the younger man took the bouquet of his friend’s hands and sniffed them immediately. "Nope," he said firmly but then cackled. "My mom would've given me something weird like sunflowers instead of something nice like this," he commented and his sparkling eyes clearly gave away that he meant it. "Do you have a vase?" he asked but when Die turned around to leave the room and get one obviously, he held him back. "Don't leave me alone here again now. Better fill some water into the sink and put them there. You can get a vase later on still. And now," he grinned, patting the spot beside him on the bed. "Sit down here and tell me how your mom stuffed you with food, told you to eat more regularly, was shocked how thin you are and how glad you are that you are now sitting here with me again in peace," he demanded smirking.
"Well," Die laughed and indeed turned to fill some water into the sink so he could set the flowers down there. Afterwards he did as he was told, carefully sitting down on the edge of the hospital bed, which to his surprise seemed to be completely steady and not one of these of the creaky kind. "Mom told me to eat more and stuffed me with food and all that jazz," he admitted instantly, tilting his head to grin at his friend. "But I can't say that much anything changed now. Yesterday when I got here, your mom insisted on fixing me food although it was in the middle of the night, and told me how I look like a scarecrow."
"She said the same to me," Toshiya admitted laughing. "When I told her I'd go skiing, she said to be careful not to get caught in the wind or I'll flow away like a leaf." He had placed his hand on his friend's thigh, patting it compassionately. Inwardly, he was a bit disappointed since he really had been looking forward to the short vacation together with Die. It had been planned completely different in his mind than it turned out now. They hadn't done that too often, having too little time and too much to do with the band. Besides, lately there had been something between him and Die, something he wanted to clear one way or another.
There had been this weird tension between them, and they both were clearly aware of its existence. It wasn't anything like awkwardness, or that they wouldn't have been getting along. There simply was something in the air that differed from the usual. It was like small electric sparks whenever they looked at each other. "And she was right," Die pointed out with a warm smile, something so familiarly teasing in his voice. "C'mon, how did you end up like this?" He asked, tilting his head a bit. Secretly, he sneaked a peek at the other man's hand that was still resting on his thigh, and somehow it felt as if the warm touch could burn him even through the fabric of his jeans.
"I had to dodge one of these friggin' amateurs and then overlooked a bump, stumbled and indeed flew through the air," Toshiya explained laughing. "Hiroshi told me that I made a perfect loop before crushing down with my left leg first." Hiroshi was one of Toshiya's childhood-friends; one of the few who had remained even after all those years. "And hey, it wasn't like my mom could have known that! I have been boarding before!" Although he tried to look offended that Die thought so little of his skills, the sparkle in his eyes and the grin on his lips gave away that he wasn't at all.
"Gods, but did you know they won't allow you to smoke in these rooms? And yesterday, I wasn't even allowed to get up for peeing. I had one of these bottles...." He pulled a face but then hushed when he caught the other man glancing down on his leg where his hand was still lying. Instead of pulling it away, he only gave a light squeeze, waiting for a reaction somehow.
It just made Die smile, he didn't even try to pull away or brush the hand off his thigh. He quite liked it there, so why bother changing anything in the moment? "So are you allowed to move now?" He asked curiously, wanting to know just exactly how tied to the bed his friend actually now was. "Or do you need to stay in bed for longer?" He was dearly hoping that the other man wouldn't need to stay in the hospital for the whole week at least, since they had planned to do so much nice things together.
"No. They said I can go home tomorrow, but am not allowed to walk a lot and have to rest my leg high." Toshiya guessed Die's thoughts and went on merrily. "We just take a wheelchair with us and you can push me around," he chuckled. "Only that we can't go dancing together then but hey, I can still get drunk in some bar with you!"
"While eating as much painkillers as they probably gave you? Oh no, mister," the older man shook his head instantly, chuckling a little. "You won't be drinking anything until you're off those. But hey, is my company really so bad you need to be drunk to stand it?" He asked teasingly, winking at the other man.
"Die..." Toshiya rolled his eyes but suddenly grabbed the other man by the collar of his shirt, pulling him down until their lips were almost touching. "Your company is the best," he whispered, knowing that he exaggerated a bit too much with the sexy undertone. Just looking into his friend's dark eyes almost made his heart burst his chest, as it suddenly began racing. There was indeed a lot more and it would have been so easy to just crush their lips together in a deep kiss. Yet, all he did was to merely peck Die's lips chastely before letting go of him again. "But I thought that was on your list," he went on in a merry tone. "To go dancing and get plastered afterwards..."
Already the little peck had made Die stop breathing for a long moment, and he was just staring at his friend intensely. It took him a long moment to gather himself enough to speak again, and one could hear the slight nervousness in his otherwise casual tone. "It was, until a certain someone decided to thrash his leg and get on painkillers." He tried to form a grin but it turned out a far too soft smile in the end. "It's no fun without you. So you're stuck with me and random movies at your parents' place in the evenings."
"With my mom bursting into the room every other second to ask us if we need anything," the younger man commented with a grin. "It'll be just like when I was a teenager. So you better don't plan to do anything naughty with me..." The words alone and how he said them implied that he meant the complete opposite. The next moment, he laughed again though and broke the tension with it. "Yeah right and then you'll all feed me and since I can't move, I'll get friggin' fat and have to work out thrice as much when I'm well again."
"Nah, you won't be immobilized that long, trust me. It'll be faster than you think that you'll be walking again! Although," the guitarist shook his head a bit, the red strands of hair flowing around him as they were shaken by the movement. "I think the planned tour will have to be moved a bit. Maybe it earns us more free days!" He tried, hopefully. Despite the merry babbling, there was something off, and if one knew him well enough one could see it. His laughter was a little nervous, his words coming a bit too quick as he had the tendency to babble then.
Suddenly, he hushed though, and for a moment their eyes met. Toshiya was just smiling, didn't say anything although he had very well noticed the other man's reaction, and had a good guess where it was coming from. Finally, it was Die who broke the silence again. He brought his hand up, running his fingertips gently along the other man's jawline to his chin. "And maybe," he spoke lowly, something undefined in his tone, "we should get a lock on your door to keep your mom out at times."
The touch made Toshiya close his eyes half-way and he stopped breathing for a moment. The words though made him smile as that was exactly what he had wanted to hear; was the last drop he had needed to be sure of that whatever there was between them was at least mutual. Slowly, he raised his head until their lips were touching again. This time, he didn't just make it a chaste, friendly peck though but a slow kiss. It wasn't deep, nor exactly passionate, but still enough to show that he agreed. Yet, he nodded, chuckling a bit. "So you intend on doing naughty things there with me?" he asked, his voice low, almost conspiratorial. To make sure Die couldn't pull back completely, he ran his hand through the silky red strands, gripping them in the back of his neck.
There even was a small blush lingering on Die's cheeks, but he was smiling nevertheless, especially when he felt those long, nimble fingers tangle in his hair. "Well," he drawled lowly, finally raising his gaze to look straight at the other man from sparkling eyes, "maybe I was hoping for something like that." As if to test the waters, where they currently stood, he tilted his head a little bit to bring their lips so close again they were almost touching. Their breaths were mixing, and for a split second they both froze.
Then, at the exactly same second they both moved to deepen the kiss, their tongues meeting outside their mouths. It made both of them chuckle, the playful kiss soon evolving into something deeper. Die's heart was going thousand miles an hour in his chest, and he was certain it would just burst any second. Toshiya was trembling a bit as a wave of pleasant warmth was going through his whole body. He had been waiting for this to happen but now that he was living the moment he had only dreamed about before, it was much better. The kiss was passionate and at the same time playful, just like their whole friendship was. They had always been devoted to each other on a certain level but now it seemed to be the right time to leave the friends-zone and try something new.
When Die pulled back a bit so that they could fill their lungs with much needed breath, Toshiya was chuckling a bit. "Only hoping?" he teased, shifting his healthy knee a bit because the kiss had caused something to stir in his lower body which Die didn't need to see just yet.
"What do you mean, 'only hoping'?" Die couldn't help but to laugh, shaking his head a little bit as he thought his friend was completely impossible. There was a merry grin dancing on his lips, and it even widened when he noticed that the other man was still holding his hair, toying with the strands, and didn't seem to have any intentions to let go. He even leaned in, pecking his lips softly, chastely.
The bassist took a moment to just inhale his friend's familiar scent, to let it pierce his mind and make his heart beat faster again. Then, he tilted his head, grinning widely as he looked into Die's eyes. "I thought you would have planned everything already. I at least had..." There was no need to playing games as they both knew each other too well, knew what the other tried to hold back.
That now made Die chuckle again as it was so typically Toshiya, so like him to just confess everything so openly now that the first step had been taken. "You're worse than I am, then," he smirked, "I honestly was just hoping for something to happen and didn't really plan anything. Except for maybe trying to hit on you when we go dancing... You ruined that plan though." He grinned brightly, obviously glad about how things seemed to be turning out.
The younger man's eyes were sparkling and he used the grip he had on the guitarist to pull him down into yet another kiss. It was still playful but far more target-orientated than the first one, showed clearly that he wasn't willing to play friends anymore; at least just yet. "Oh well," he even blushed a bit afterwards, the colour on his cheeks darkening quickly. "I was hoping you'd be a bit more straight-forward than to just hit on me on the dance-floor," he confessed, chuckling a bit. "Didn't you do that for the past six months already?"
"I did," Die admitted easily, the grin on his lips not fading a single bit. It was special how everything seemed to come so easily for them, how the mood was far from awkward. "But obviously I wasn't good enough," he pointed out with a small chuckle. Slowly, he moved his left hand to place it on the other man's crotch, shamelessly touching him through the blanket and the thin fabric of the hospital-gown he was wearing. "Or not straightforward enough." When he added the last words his voice was a mere breath, dropped clearly lower.
"Hogosh..." The touch made Toshiya groan, his eyes falling shut. Never would he have expected that. Hoped, yes, but not expected and Die's low voice was only adding up to the pleasurable heat that was shooting through his veins now. "Damn," Toshiya cackled breathlessly. "I wouldn't have minded if you had been this straightforward!" He emphasized his words with a small nod even and pulled the other man closer until he had to turn and place his knees on the bed as well.
Die was moving carefully, trying not to hit the other man's broken leg as he didn't want to cause him more troubles or pain than he already was going through. But he was pulled closer and he willingly obeyed, until he was practically straddling the bassist's hips, sitting on his lap. "Hey, you know me, I usually ain't." He pointed out with a grin, again bringing their lips so close they were almost kissing. "What's your excuse? You could've been the straightforward one too." He pointed out, but didn't give the younger man the time needed to answer, instead just crushing their mouths together in a deep, definitely passionate kiss.
It was long and fiery, made Toshiya go boneless while all the blood inside his body seemed to shoot to a certain part in his lower regions. Die's remark had made him grin though as he knew he had been right. When the kiss broke, he was looking straight into Die's chocolate brown eyes. "Common modesty demands for the younger man to wait until the older man makes a move," he stated smirking. "Otherwise I would - of course - have jumped you instantly."
"C'mon Tosh," Die laughed, shaking his head a bit before just planting a whole bunch of small kisses on the other man's lips. "Since when did you become modest!? You should know better than to feed that sort of bullshit to me," he winked merrily, pecking the bassist's mouth one more time. Slowly, carefully he moved a little bit, unable to hold back a gasp when he could clearly feel the impressive bulge beneath the blanket, especially since the other man’s groin was pressing to closely against his rear. A grin ghosted over his lips, and this time he repeated the movement less tentatively. "Does that mean that the common modesty now demands me to make the next move as well?"
Already feeling Die press against his need, rubbing a bit even, made the younger man groan and arch a bit. "Shit!" he hisses as he had been trying to move his broken leg in a way that wasn't too good for him. The next moment, he was chuckling, the sound a bit hysterical. It took a moment until he had gotten a hold of himself to be able to hold back more chuckles. "Of course," he smirked, the tone of his voice clearly teasing. How much he enjoyed the situation was clear in his whole posture, in the sparkle of his eyes and didn't need to be voiced. Still, as if to show he was willing to do a bit for this as well, he moved his arms around the other man, cupping his rear in his palms.
The touch had something almost possessive in it and that was instantly enough to make the older man groan a little, his eyes falling halfway shut. He leaned in, just brushing his lips over the other man's before pulling back again and flashing him a bright grin. "Let me then make it up to you that I wasn't straightforward enough," he practically purred, teasingly running his tongue along his bottom lip in a clearly suggestive manner.
"Wow!" Toshiya simply couldn't hold back that one word, the gesture making his eyes widen a bit. This was crazy; doing something in a hospital with the possibility of a nurse walking in on them any moment. And what if his parents or one of his friends came for a short visit? The idea wasn't too far fetched. Still, one look at Die instantly silenced those thoughts and all Toshiya could do was to stretch his neck and kiss Die shortly but passionately. His hands weren't still either, were moving and he even tried to slip his long fingers underneath the cuff of his jeans, wanted to feel the hot skin there.
When the kiss broke, Die just flashed the other man a quick grin before shifting to get off him so he could actually fulfil his promise. He didn't want to lose the touches and the closeness, but there was no other option. Once he was standing beside the bed he practically threw the blanket aside, both of them chuckling a little as it revealed both the floral pattern of the hospital-gown and the impressive bulge in the younger man's groin. Gently, Die made the other man move his good leg, carefully settling down on his knees on the mattress between those long legs. He didn't even hurry, despite the threat of getting caught, but slowly ran his palms along the bassist's thighs, pushing the gown up in the process.
Toshiya followed the trail of his hands, biting his lip in sheer anticipation. He wasn't embarrassed to be so aroused, wasn't embarrassed either that he'd be naked in front of the other man in a moment. Finally though he managed to tear his gaze off Die's hands and instead look him into the eyes, grinning a bit. "You have to admit that this is awfully hot though," he said with a smirk. "Doing it in a hospital. I can rightfully claim I'd do it with you even with a broken leg."
The words made Die chuckle and he nodded a little to show he agreed. "I appreciate that, trust me." He winked, but then simply had to direct his gaze down to the doings of his hands again. He had slid the garment up enough, and now only had to push it past the other man's groin. Instantly, the sight made him hold his breath and he shamelessly roamed his eyes over every inch of revealed skin. Again he licked his lips slowly, this time not even noticing the gesture as it came so automatically. Very impressive indeed.
"You must've been bored to death here, all alone..." he pointed out in a low, teasing purr. "Or do you always get this excited without a single real touch?" He looked up again, just winking at the other man merrily. The next thing Toshiya knew was that there was a set of soft lips running along his growing arousal, from base to tip. It drew a small whimper from him as he had been wanting to reply still and yet couldn't because of the sensations the teasing touches made shoot through him. The next moment, he was grinning again though since this was just so much Die. He always said something and then didn't give you the time to answer before either going on or then doing something effective to shut you up. If he would have done it like this earlier already though, Toshiya certainly wouldn't have minded.
He was a babbly nature though and had gained enough breath after a few moments, looking down to catch a glimpse on the happenings there. Just seeing Die's lush, soft lips run along the erect flesh, following the large vein on the underside only to allow a quick pink tongue to lick across the sensitive tip, made him groan, the sound unstifled and full. Only a second later, he had regained control enough to bite back the sounds not to attract any attention. "If I'm needy and get kissed like that, I react like this," he explained, his voice a little breathless and still carrying the always present cackle.
It was so typical for him that it instantly made Die smile against the hardness. Playfully he even scraped his teeth over the taut skin, as if to punish the other man for his obvious cockiness. "Then I must be the answer to all your prayers," he pointed out at least equally cockily though, smirking at the other man. Again, he didn't give him the time to answer though, but instead went on with his ministrations. This time he shamelessly used his tongue to tantalize the hard cock, licking on it almost greedily. Only moments later he already enclosed his lips around the head of the arousal, sucking on it tentatively.
Although Toshiya had always hoped Die would be like this in bed, straight forward and, well, greedy, he had never dared to really believe it. Now the other man made him go through some of his favourite fantasies and even more, pushed all the right buttons until he was writhing on the sheets. He had stretched the hurt leg away far, half of it dangling over the bed's edge just so that Die had enough room to move. Indeed, the other man was the answer to all his prayers but maybe in a little different way than Die had meant with his statement.
Already the first stifled moan that he managed to gain from the younger man made Die shiver a little, instantly urged him on to gain more of them. Somehow, for a moment, he felt like he was caught in a dream, like he was just watching the scenery from afar instead of really living it. He simply had been dreaming of this for so long, thinking of how it would be, that now to be actually allowed to live it was beyond his comprehension. Yet, he did the best he could to gain even more reactions from the bassist. Shamelessly he used his tongue the best he could, tantalizing the sensitive tip of the arousal only to then move his head down on it, sucking intensely.
The heat inside and the pressure was incredible, making Toshiya all tingly and he felt like he would die if he didn't get more at an instant. His hand had again vanished in Die's soft strands and he dared to urge him a bit without being too demanding. His head was spinning and he was gasping for breath, trying to force down the moans in between. He had always been vocal, had always loved showing how good he felt but this here certainly wasn't the right place to go all nuts. Still, Die's mouth and his able tongue were driving him insane, pushing him towards the edge within seconds.
At that point Die was faced with a tough decision; should he go on and just try to make the other man feel as good as humanly possible, or should he stop now that he could still gain something for himself as well. His left hand was stroking the other man's inner thigh, and distantly he noted just how good the soft skin felt against his fingertips. The other hand he had brought between his legs, tugging on his jeans as if to gain some more room as the pants had turned far too tight already long ago. Every time he moved his head down the thick, hard flesh hit the back of his throat, making yet another shudder go through him as it turned him on more than it probably even should.
It wasn't less intense for the younger man and he wasn't able to hold back a few stifled moans. He was almost dying there, sweating, his heart pounding. And yet, he distantly thought that the first time shouldn't be just about him, should it? So he gently tugged Die's hair, trying to gain his attention. When the redhead looked up, his lips swollen, red and glistening from saliva, Toshiya almost would have asked him to just go on and make him fly as the sight was something he couldn't have prepared for; not even in his most vivid dreams. "I can't move much, baby..." Toshiya thought that this was enough invitation.
The older man wasn't really capable of giving an answer with words, his breaths only coming in ragged gasps and his whole world already spinning due to the intensity of the moment. He nodded though, almost hastily, as he wanted to show that he had heard what the other man had said. For a second he seemed to hesitate, but only one look at the hard, throbbing flesh between the younger man's legs was enough for him to make up his mind. He already shifted closer to the other man, before he realized that his pants would need to go, it would be impossible to go for any kind of action without getting rid of them.
Impatiently, he fumbled his jeans open, straightening enough to finally get rid of them properly. The possibility of getting caught didn't even cross his mind right then, he was only focused on the two of them and what was going on between them. As he had thrown his pants on the floor, out of the way, he slowly crawled closer until he was hovering above the younger man again. They only had the time to exchange a quick smile before he crushed their lips together in a heated, hungry kiss. His patience had run out the longest, and while their lips were still locked in the sensual kiss, he already took one step further. Slowly, but incredibly intensely, he moved his hips down to impale himself on the hard flesh.
The younger man hadn't expected this, had been prepared to be the one at the receiving end this time. This time only because he was certain that this wouldn't be the last time. Feeling the incredible tightness and the heat around him now made him cry out in surprise. Only after a second he managed to stifle the sound by clapping his hand on his mouth. How much would he have wanted to be healthy and able to move now. He would have slammed his heels into the mattress and thrust up forcefully to gain even more of the sensations that were clearly pushing his limits. With his broken leg and in his position though, he was doomed to take whatever Die was willing to give; or the other way around. Thinking of it too much only confused the bassist and he decided not to care and instead focus on the sensation, on the closeness between them and the deep kiss they had resumed that was bereaving him of his breath and made his head spin.
Already feeling the hot, heavy flesh slide inside of him made Die shudder clearly, and he couldn't have held back even if he had wanted to. Witnessing the other man's reactions did the rest, making a whole set of low whimpers escape him only to get lost in the kiss. Once he was down all the way, seated all nicely on the bassist's lap he stopped for a second, to savor the feelings that were swirling inside of him, the sensations that were filling him to the brim. He based his palms on the mattress beside the other man's head, using that for support while picking up a slow but steady pace. He would've just wanted to slam down hard until it hurt, hard enough to make both of them feel like it was too much, and the only reason why he held back was the broken leg, as he knew it wouldn't be too good on the other man. Besides, this way it might be slower, but not any less intense.
When Toshiya managed to open his eyes again and look into the other man's face, the sight took his breath away. Die's lips were parted slightly, his cheeks stained by a sweet blush and his eyes were dark from lust. It was a bit bizarre thinking of how long they had known each other and how long they had been circling each other to see them now act this greedy and this impatient in a hospital. If he had known that Die was holding back just for him, he would have told him not to although it certainly was for the best only. Even if it was slower now, not as greedy as both of them might have wanted it, the slowness brought an intensity that was mind-blowing. He could clearly feel his arousal vanish inside his lover inch by inch, the older man's inner walls clenching around him as if they were trying to drive him insane.
It was obvious that this was the way the guitarist enjoyed it the most, as he didn't even try to conceal just how good he felt and how much the whole moment turned him on. He allowed his eyes to fall shut to just focus on the feeling of every single inch of that hard flesh slide into his body, rub against his inner walls in all the right ways. He couldn't hold back the low whimpers that were falling from his lips, as an audible proof of his pleasure. At one point he arched his back, trying to angle the movements a little differently to gain even more from this. It managed to get the exactly right spot inside of him hit time and time again, and soon he was just gasping for breath helplessly, teetering on the edge. His whole world consisted of liquid pleasure, and he wouldn't have been able to gather a clear thought even if he had tried to.
The sight already would have been able to make the younger man come, but feeling Die so intensely was too much for his body. He had brought his hands to the older man's hips, holding him in position, but when he noticed that he wouldn't last much longer than a few more seconds, he brought one hand to the hardness between Die's legs. To Toshiya, it was amazing to witness somebody get off on being fucked like this, or more on fucking himself, and he couldn't deny himself from teasing Die's length at first with very light touches. As wave after wave of pleasure was coursing through their joined bodies though, he laced his fingers around the thick flesh, beginning to stroke him quick and hard in time with the movements of his hips.
Like this, it took mere seconds until the older man simply couldn't hold back any longer. Suddenly his whole world came tumbling down as his body tensed, his back forming an almost perfect arch when every muscle was close to snapping. The orgasm washed through him with such intensity that he had no words for it, and the tensing of his muscles took the younger man with him. They felt like they were melting together, becoming one for those few precious seconds when the bliss was filling their senses.
Afterwards, Die simply slumped forward, right into his lover's open arms. He didn't mind that his shirt got stained by his own release, didn't bother that they were both sweaty and still panting for breath. Smiling, Toshiya tilted his head to press a firm, long kiss on his Die's head, inhaling his scent deeply. He was still shaken by waves of pleasure, unable to grasp completely what had just happened.
Die was shuddering in his arms, the intense sensations only fading slowly and making way for more clear thoughts. Dreamily he brushed his fingers over the other man's chest, over the thin fabric of the hospital gown. The sterile smell of the garment was mixing with Toshiya's natural scent and the smell of sex hanging heavy in the air. Somehow, he thought, this was the best mixture he had ever encountered.
The younger man was smiling blissfully, looking down to see the other man. Never had he seen Die like this, this peaceful, this fulfilled and it made him proud because he knew that he was the reason for that. "You know that I fucking love you, right?" he asked, feeling the need to voice it although he knew that Die had known it anyways.
"I know," the guitarist smiled instantly, his eyes sparkling like stars as he looked up at the younger man. Although he had known that, it didn't mean it was any less wonderful to hear it voiced out loud, especially in a moment like this. Carefully he reached up, planting a soft kiss somewhere on the other man's jaw. "I love you too." His voice was sincere and honest, obviously he meant it with all his heart.