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Title: Rebel Without a Clue; Chapter 3
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seinen_no and fonulyn
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Die and Kaoru
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: When Kaoru’s car breaks down in the middle of nowhere, he is ready to throw a fit and exclaim that his whole life has just been ruined. He has an important meeting to catch, and in order to get there he has no other choice but to try hitch-hike. His luck seems to be turning when a car stops, a young and gorgeous man picking him up from the street with a promise to take him to his destination. Little did he know what his destination truly would be.
Comments:
seinen_no: Heh, I'm supposed to say something here, ain't I? Anyhow, just read the chap. I think Kaoru's still too stuck-up for his own good. At least he realizes that himself and still it doesn't help him to change. He needs Die's help for that :D Hope you enjoy this. There's only one part left and we try to be quick with posting it. Times are stressful, as you all might know...
fonulyn: I wanna apologize since I’m in a hurry and didn’t have the time to do the last, third proofreading round to the chappie, so it might have more things that slipped me than usual x) I hope not though! And I hope you’ll enjoy it :D One more part coming up after this, and hopefully we don’t have to keep you waiting for long :)
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Previously happened: Part 1, Part 2
Rebel Without a Clue
Chapter 3
Kaoru just grabbed both of their bags and marched to the car where he threw them into the trunk. For a long moment, he just eyed Die's "baby", even ran his palm over the finish. It was as smooth as Die's skin and somehow he understood that those two belonged together, were inseparable. Maybe Die would allow him to drive it once? It seemed to take forever to pay and so Kaoru dared to sit down in the driver's seat. He even moved the roof down as the day promised to be sunny and hot again. Just when he had lit himself one of Die's cigarettes, he spotted the other man approaching the car. "Sorry, I just wanted to..." Kaoru didn't finish the sentence but instead quickly attempted to leave the seat and get on the passenger side.
He was stopped by the taller man though, as Die only raised his hand and chuckled lowly at his companion. "Relax. You can drive for a while. And after that, you won't even want to look at other cars than my baby here anymore." He smirked, and when he ran his palm over the car's finish the touch was clearly gentle, like a caress. Casually, he went around the car and plopped down on the passenger's seat, setting his sunglasses down on his nose. "Now, off to the sunrise," he smirked merrily.
Chuckling, Kaoru put on his own sunglasses and then started the engine. Sitting in the driver's seat gave a totally different feel. The low hum was going straight through his whole body and he had to admit that it was pretty sexy. He drove off, a bit too fast even but soon got a feeling for the car and the way it reacted to the smallest moves of the steering wheel. He enjoyed this to no end and for the first time didn't think about work but only about the next mile they would leave behind, about the asphalt that was going by underneath the tyres. Kaoru felt set back to the time when he had still ridden his bike, when he had felt the wind on his face and the strong engine vibrating between his legs.
Die noticed the change in his companion clear as day and although he didn't say anything it was obvious that he was more than content about that. He was smiling to himself, relaxing in his seat and just enjoyed the way they were making headway. There was nothing but the sun and the wind, the music in the radio to fill their whole world for now. There was no work, no deadline to catch.
There weren't many thoughts on Kaoru's mind and for the first time in ages, he just enjoyed life as it was. It was just the car, the horizon and they. In between they took a couple of breaks either to take a leak or then to smoke a cigarette in peace, their backs leaning against the hood of the car. Neither of them spoke a word then and they only were getting lost in their thoughts. Sometime shortly after noon, Kaoru turned to look at his companion. "If we go on like this, we'll make it there tonight already." He sounded utterly happy about this and didn't seem to think bad of mentioning that fact.
"True," Die smiled, but one could see that there was something on his mind as he looked straight back at the other man. "But there's one detour we have to take, I'm afraid. I have to take care of some business not far from here." He shrugged a little, casually, and obviously didn't think it was that big of a deal that it delayed their journey. "Don't worry, we will make it in time nevertheless."
"But..." Kaoru's eyes widened for a moment and then he sighed. "I mean, I'm sorry. Of course we take that detour... It only would've been perfect to be there a day in advance already, but of course it's alright." One could see that he asked himself why Die hadn't mentioned that before and he didn't quite trust his explanation. Yet, was there another way than to resume to his fate? Now it was too late to rent another car and he didn't feel like changing things either anyways.
"Why do you need to be there a day in advance?" Die asked instantly, not giving the other man the time to reply before just going on. "To go through the papers you already know by heart? Or to rehearse the meeting and panic? Trust me, you'll be good." He even managed to sound encouraging, his smile honest as he looked at the other man. They had changed drivers during their last stop and when Die drove off the road to another one, Kaoru certainly had no idea where they were headed.
"I don't mean to seem rude," Kaoru began, his features darkening a bit. "But I don't think that you'd even understand." In reality, Die had hit a nerve there and still Kaoru wasn't willing to admit it. When Die turned around another bend, the smaller man had totally lost count of the roads and instead asked. "Where are we going anyway?" It came out a bit harsher than intended but Kaoru left it at that and didn't apologize.
Die didn't seem to mind that much though, only shrugged it off, and the eternal smile was still dancing on his lips just like before. "You'll see. A friend owns the place, and I promised to drop by to leave some of his stuff there. Now that we're so close anyways, I can use the moment." Somehow it annoyed Kaoru even more that the other man didn't even seem to budge, that his bad mood didn't seem to have any effect on him.
Soon, he saw that nothing he did seemed to change Die's mind nor did it ruin his mood even in the slightest. So he resumed to his fate and a bit later was back to his old self. Die didn't make a huge fuss about it, didn't mention it with one word but just treated him the same way as before. "So," Kaoru turned to look at his friend with the pouty lips that were still curved by a smirk. "Aren't you hungry?"
"Oh yes I am," the other man nodded instantly, even chuckling lowly. "I thought we could grab something to eat from the town up ahead. Maybe pizza or something? And then we can head over to my friend's place, it's not far."
Kaoru nodded slowly. "Alright, but could you stop at a bank before or even a cash-machine? I want to pay tonight," he said firmly. "And I want a drink!"
"As you wish," Die smiled, shrugging a little bit. "You don't need to, though." Kaoru didn't listen to any of that though, didn't take any protests and he was determined to pay that night. So when they reached the town, Die stopped by the first bank he saw so that the other man could get some money, and afterwards they both tried to find a pizzeria that was open and looked decent enough.
Inwardly Kaoru thought that it had been ages since he had eaten this much unhealthy food within two days. Although he tried to convince Die of searching for a better restaurant, the taller man insisted that he felt like pizza with double cheese and that he would be starving if he didn't get anything right away. "You really are a child," Kaoru teased when they were sitting before their pizzas already with two huge cokes to go along with them. Kaoru had wanted water, but Die had generously ignored that. He had ordered the foods while Kaoru had excused himself to go to the bathroom for a moment.
"Well, maybe," Die shrugged a little, grinning merrily as he shoved a huge bite of pizza into his mouth and began chewing on it. When he went on he still had some food in his mouth, his voice muffled effectively because of that. "But if that's what it takes to be happy, who cares? C'mon, children do have many good aspects that adults lack completely." He had barely managed to swallow his bite before he took another one, eating like he had never seen food before.
He generously ignored the cutlery and instead used his hands, only wiping them on a paper tissue whenever he reached for the huge drink to take a sip. "Like?" Kaoru asked. Of course he had a good idea what Die could have meant but he still wanted to hear it from his mouth.
"Focusing on the moment," Die began casually, and for a moment he actually paused his eating. "Enjoying the small things in life. Not worrying about the future." He shrugged a little bit, flashing a smile before returning to his food again.
"Now why did I know you'd say that?" Kaoru chuckled a bit and as if to show Die he could let go of his grown-up lifestyle, he put his fork and knife aside to grab the next slice of pizza with his hand. He would have liked to know more about this man who didn't seem to have any worries in life, wanted to know how he could afford to live like a leaf that was blowing in the wind but somehow Kaoru feared the answer and didn't dare to ask in the end. "You should write a book," he teased instead, even winking when Die looked at him. "Or then really become a guru of some sort; teach stressed businessmen how to enjoy small things."
"Why do you think I'm dragging you across the country?" Die asked instantly, the sparkle in his eyes more than teasing as he looked straight at his companion. "Maybe it's my pursuit in life to pick up shabby looking businessmen from the roadside and take them to their destination with a few detours? It wouldn't be that bad of a goal to aim for at least!"
"So that's the reason why you took me aboard..." Kaoru grinned but inwardly asked himself if that might have been the real reason. Maybe Die did feel responsible to bring a bit of his lifestyle to the stuck-up men in the world. Or was that the reason why he had seduced Kaoru, why he had kissed him and had allowed him to own him, even if only for a few moments of shared passion? Kaoru couldn't understand it completely, couldn't see through the other man while Die seemed to be able to read him like an open book.
"No," Die shook his head, the typical sparkle flaring up in his eyes as he looked up, straight at the other man. "I took you aboard because you're hot." He said it completely casual, as if it was a normal thing for people to do just to pick up good looking people from the roadside. And at the same time, there was something ambiguous in his voice, underlined by the sparkle in his eyes.
Again, the flock of butterflies was swarming inside Kaoru's stomach and his laugher sounded a bit forced as he couldn't deny he liked the thought and didn't want to discard it as merely a joke. "I could've been a psycho-killer," Kaoru remarked grinning. "A hot one, given, but still a psycho killer."
"Well, it would've been worth it nevertheless," the other man chuckled, emptied his coke in one huge sip before setting the glass back on the table. "If you had waited with killing me until after you kissed me." He smirked. "And don't you like the little edge of danger? Makes you feel more alive, and makes everything more worth it."
Of course Die had to see it that way and it made the other man laugh. This time, he was completely casual when he leaned over the table and pecked the other man's lips chastely. "After kissing you, I wouldn't have wanted to kill you anymore," he remarked winking before getting up from his seat. "Gimme a moment. The coke," he excused himself and headed towards the toilet again.
Die was shaking his head a little to himself, chuckling merrily as the small kiss already was a sign that the other man was loosening up a little, wasn't as timid and restricted as before. Shamelessly he stared at the smaller man's retreating form, especially his well-formed rear, just leaning back on his seat comfortably.
Kaoru didn't really have to go but he had wanted to keep his cool and not show how much Die's words had affected him. For a moment, he only stared into the mirror above the sink after washing his face. Was this pale shade of a human really him? Why was Die attracted to him? Of course, he wasn't bad looking on the surface, had appealing sharp features and his ass wasn't bad either but if one looked closely, one could see that there was no real spark in his eyes anymore. Or was that just his own imagination? Sighing, he reached for a few paper-towels to dry his face and then returned to his companion, smiling at him already from afar.
What he didn't notice though, was that when he smiled like that the sparkle returned to his eyes, the smile lightening up his whole face. It was almost as if life was breathed into a hollow shell, and even his pale cheeks seemed to gain a little more color. It was impossible to see any change in Die's eternal smile and open gaze, but inwardly he thought that this was it. This was exactly the reason why he had taken the other man along, had wanted to share this experience with him. This change.
When Kaoru had reached the table, he looked down on the other man, his smile still there. "You want something more to drink or you rather want to go on?" This time, he didn't ask because he secretly wanted to get going and it wasn't because he knew they would take a detour anyways but because he just genuinely wanted to do what Die felt like.
"Let's buy a few cans of beer to take along and head to my friend's place," Die decided with a smile, nodding a little as if to emphasize his words. "It's not far from here and then we can use the evening for relaxing and we do need something to drink. Oh and some snacks as well! Never drink without something to eat as well."
"Alright, alright." Kaoru laughed. They had paid the food already at the counter as it was used to in these eateries and now he offered his hand to the other man. "Then c'mon and let's go. I am sure we'll find a small supermarket or something on the way to get whatever you want."
Unhesitant, Die took the offered hand and heaved himself up, all naturally wrapping his arm around the smaller man's shoulders as they headed off the eatery. "Whatever I want? What about what you want? We need to get you what your heart desires as well!"
"We don't have the money," Kaoru joked winking but then sighed. "Although, I would kill for one of these cranberry-cream-bars!" Actually, that was one of the rare sweets he really loved and never could get enough of. "Let's see what they have," he went on as they marched towards the car. Die's arm was still wrapped around him in a friendly manner and somehow it felt as if it belonged there, felt like a part of the smaller man already. "Other than that, beer sounds just about perfect."
"Now I'm disappointed," Die teased as they marched forward, and it was clear by the grin on his face that he wasn't serious this time. "You should've said that all you need is a few beers and me, and that's all you could ever wish for." He winked merrily, and was about to go on with his words but then happened to spot a small super-market not too far away. With an enthusiastic yelp he grabbed the other man's hand, quickened his steps and practically dragged him along.
"Alright, alright, I say anything you wanna hear, but don't kill us!" Kaoru laughed merrily as Die dragged him across the street. He clung to Die's hand for his dear life as the other man was quicker than he. "I just need you and a couple of beers and I'm the happiest man on earth," he even rattled down when he saw a car coming but realized that Die didn't slow down but instead took a leap forward to cross the street completely.
He didn't even realize that he was shrieking like a girl, or as high as he could get with his voice, and the next moment they both managed to land down on the asphalt of the sidewalk in one huge heap of limbs. Die was laughing. He was obviously enjoying himself and thought that this had been the most hilarious thing the whole day. At first Kaoru just tried to glare at him, to show he wasn't as amused, but he simply couldn't hold back the stubborn grin that was tugging his lips, breaking free whether he wanted it to or not. Die's laughter was so contagious that it took mere seconds and he was laughing as well, and neither of them made a move to get up just yet.
People were eying the weird couple suspiciously and circled them widely. At one point, Kaoru had done the mistake to look straight into Die's eyes and suddenly, the laughter stopped. One could see that he was only inches away from kissing the taller man but then just stood up, wiping the dust off his clothes. "C'mon, let's get those beers before you manage to kill us," Kaoru joked and stretched out his hand towards the other man to help him up too. Die was grinning and at first just took the offered hand to heave himself up on his own two feet. Then he did what the other man hadn't dared to. He simply placed his palm on the smaller man's cheek and made him tilt his head, and kissed him full on.
It was short though and before Kaoru even had the time to really realize what was going on, it was all over and Die was dragging him towards the shop again, having grabbed his elbow. Kaoru's heart was pounding fast, his head spinning and he allowed the other man to drag him along. From the corner of his eyes, he saw people now stare at them even more, saw how some were sticking their heads together whispering. This was a small town; two men weren't supposed to just kiss on the street. Hell, Kaoru had never kissed a man on the street by the light of day. Yet, he couldn't bring himself to care. He could still taste Die, feel his bold tongue slide over his lip, his fingers on his cheek. This man was like a whirlwind that just turned his life upside down and Kaoru didn't know if he should welcome the change or fight it.
The kiss didn't seem to have affected Die in any way at all unless one counted the fact that his eyes appeared to be sparkling a little more, his smile a little wider than before. He didn't seem bothered by the long glances they got though, didn't mind the accusing stares directed at them. He simply dragged his companion into the shop and headed straight to collect the beers, snacks and candy. Kaoru had to chuckle when Die grabbed a pack of strawberry popsicles. That somehow suited the other man, because no matter how cool he was, how unreadable at times, he also seemed to be a huge child and strawberry popsicles were the right kind of candy for him.
"Do we need something for breakfast too?" Kaoru asked. It surprised himself that he seemed to already have resumed to his fate so completely, that he didn't care anymore if they left soon or late, if they arrived tomorrow or the day after as long as he would make it on time. "Or is there a bakery or whatever around where we can get something fresh in the morning?"
"Well, I think we should buy something." Die pursed his lips thoughtfully, obviously going through the possibilities in his head. "The place where we're staying is a little further away so it's not exactly in the middle of a town. There's pretty much nothing there. When we get going we can of course stop by some gas station in the morning, but we might wanna eat something before leaving on the road." He was babbling, didn't even seem to notice that when he started talking it never ended. "So let's grab something to keep us from starving."
Kaoru had spaced out and only stared at Die's moving lips. He had understood the answer after the first half of the first sentence already, but he thought it was cute and sexy at the same time how Die didn't seem to know how to keep himself from babbling. Why had he been so silent in bed then? Anyhow, those were thoughts Kaoru didn't want to think in the middle of a convenient store. Without saying a word, he grabbed a bread and some things that would make them a good breakfast in the morning and he even added some soluble coffee in the hope that they would have hot water where they were going.
They were both still in an extremely good mood, smiling all the time and chatting every now and then, when they got out of the shop with their purchases and headed back to Die's car. Die assured that they would only drive half an hour, maximum, and then be at their destination. It didn't look that promising though, seeing that the roads they took were getting smaller and smaller all the time, these muddy paths Kaoru imagined were used only when people still had horses and wagons instead of cars. He didn't comment on it though, and indeed, less than half an hour after they had left the town behind they were driving up a hill and one could see a small building in the shadows of the trees.
It was an old, traditional farmhouse and inwardly Kaoru already said goodbye to a hot shower and morning-coffee. "You're torturing your baby quite much," he mentioned when Die drove through a deep chuckhole without turning a hair, mud sputtering everywhere against the perfect finish. The road was so bumpy that Kaoru hade leaned forward and based his hands on the dashboard when a spray if fine mud landed right in his face. "Great Die," he grumbled but didn't sound too serious still. "If you wanted to slay me, couldn't you have done it somewhere in the woods instead of at the end of the world?"
"Who said I wanted to slay you?" Die snickered, obviously enjoying the moment endlessly. Although it was hard to read what was going on in his mind, it was almost ridiculously easy to see what kind of mood he was in. It was as if his huge brown eyes just gave everything away whether he wanted or not. Right now, his eyes were sparkling enthusiastically, as he fought up the hill with his car. "I told you, there's a reason why we came here." He flashed a bright smile at his companion, finally stopping the car right beside the biggest building. "C'mon, let's get inside!" He practically jumped up, obviously not minding that he landed straight in a huge puddle of mud and splashed it all over his shoes and jeans.
Kaoru was far more careful when he opened the door and got out of the car. "Yeah, yeah, and the reason is to kill me slow and painful someplace where nobody can hear me scream," he mocked chuckling. It was a surprise that he didn't bother that Die didn't tell much anything about him. One look in his eyes and all the possible questions vanished from Kaoru's mind anyways. Die led the way to the door and dug out a key from the pocket of his jeans, making his companion wonder where he had got that from. "So your friends aren't there?" Kaoru asked suspiciously. He knew that Die had been lying when he had said that he wanted to drop something there for his friend, or at least he suspected that.
"Nope," Die shook his head instantly. "No one there. The place is empty for most of the year. It's pretty neat, just wait and you'll see," he winked a little at the other man, before finally managing to get the door open. He stepped inside and tapped the light-switch, only to notice that nothing happened. "Shit!" he cursed, clicking the switch a few more times, with no result. "Goddamnit. Now we have to go put the electricity back on. Someone must've detached it after I was here the last time." He frowned a little, and even in the dim light of the evening one could see the line of his pouty lips.
Kaoru was standing in the doorframe, blocking almost all the light without realizing it. He was just staring at Die, rooted to the ground. "Well," the sound that rolled off Kaoru's throat was nothing but a purr and he just dropped the bag he held in his hand heedlessly as he approached the taller man. It sent a shudder down Die's spine and when he turned around, he found Kaoru standing right in front of him, his eyes sparkling dangerously even in the dim light. The next second, there was nothing on his mind anymore as a hand had reached out to grab a fistful of his hair, had determinedly pulled him down and a set of hungry lips were closing over his own.
Kaoru didn't know himself like that, but he wanted Die and as nobody was there anyways, he didn't even bother to close the door. All possible protests simply died on the taller man's lips, only a small mewl escaping him as his lips were forced apart, a greedy tongue invading his mouth with such fervor that it made his knees go weak. Although he had originally thought they would fix the electricity first, maybe grab a few beers and -then- get down to the making out -part, he definitely didn't mind the change of plans. Quite the contrary, already the determination with which Kaoru had approached him had made him shudder, and completely forget about everything else.
Together, they were stumbling a bit further into the house, Die's back hitting a small table that almost made him trip. Yet, Kaoru held him and directed their steps without knowing his way around in the house. His fingers had let go of Die's hair and were now dancing down his neck to the cuff of his shirt, lower, always lower. On their way, the buttons were popped open, exposing Die to Kaoru's determined touches. Distantly, he thought it might have been better to switch on the electricity first so that he could see Die clearly, that he could watch his features twist in pleasure a bit later from now. Still, who knew, maybe afterwards when they had dragged their stuff out of the car and had had a couple of beers, maybe then Die would be up for another round.
The touch of the other man's fingertips on his skin made Die shiver time and time again, and he didn't even try to conceal how much he enjoyed the moment. Somehow being engulfed in the darkness even underlined that, as it felt that when he couldn't see much anything at all, his other senses were taking over. Every touch was like burning on his skin, the other man's scent closing in on him, their heavy breathing filling the still air of the room in no time. Urgently, his hands had found their way underneath Kaoru's shirt as well, pushing the garment upwards so he could gain more of soft, warm skin to touch.
Like naturally, the smaller man raised his arms, allowing Die to drag the garment over his head. He chuckled a bit when for a moment, it looked like Die was going to tie his arms with the shirt but then seemed to decide against it and just let it drop to the floor. They were bumping against a table and Kaoru instantly turned the other man around, fumbling to open his jeans quickly. This time, Die
didn't seem to want to make it all too easy for him though and suddenly, Kaoru found himself bending over the table, Die's long fingers brushing over his growing arousal before opening his trousers.
Die scraped his teeth down the other man's neck, nibbling on the spot where neck met shoulder, and even latched his lips on the spot as if he wanted to create a mark to leave behind. Almost too easily he managed to open Kaoru's pants and to drag them down, lacing his fingers around the arousal that had been freed from its confines. Shamelessly he began teasing Kaoru, pulled him closer until his back was pressed against his chest, and kept on ably tantalizing the heated flesh between his legs.
At an instant, Kaoru was writhing in his arms as laces of pleasure were weaving through his body. He couldn't conceal how much he enjoyed the touches of both, Die's able hands and his lips but when the other man sank his teeth into his shoulder again, he cried out loud, whimpering afterwards. Then suddenly, Kaoru straightened, turned his head and crushed his mouth on Die's, kissing him hard and deep although it put a lot of strain on his neck. He would have wanted to keep up the playful fight, but right now Die's hand was exactly where he wanted to have it and he didn't see the need to bereave himself of the glorious touches.
There they were, in the dark room without being able to see pretty much anything, both of them only undressed halfway as they hadn't been bothered to remove the clothes properly. Kaoru's shirt was lying somewhere on the floor but his pants were only tugged down, dangling around his knees, while both Die's shirt and his pants were open but not really undressed. It was all they needed right at that moment and the next time Die sank his teeth into the smaller man's neck he teasingly grinded his arousal against his rear at the same moment, if only to see how he would react.
Kaoru tensed palpably, a small, surprised gasp escaping him. It got lost in the kiss though and Die more felt it than he could hear it. A grin was tugging the smaller man's lips as he reached backwards around Die and suddenly yanked him closer demandingly. Just feeling how aroused he was made Kaoru groan as that was something he couldn't wrap his mind around. Sure, he was hard like a rock too, but he had been the needy one to begin with. That Die reacted so forcefully only served to turn him on even more, made him want more at that instant.
He could sense the slight tremble that went through the taller man's body, devolving on him as they were so close. The lowest of moans spilled from Die's lips on its own and again, he moved his hips as if to show he was ready for more. Kaoru had already tensed, expecting the intrusion and the burning feeling it would inevitably create in his lower back, and when he felt something different it made him gasp surprised. There was a bold finger rimming his entrance, teasing for a moment only to then slide inside tentatively, as if testing if he could take it like that.
Gooseflesh spread all over his arms and neck and he shuddered again when the finger was pushed into his body. Instinctively, he fell forward onto the table, coevally pushing back against the digit. "Oh god!" The words just slipped Kaoru when Die almost easily found his prostate, brushing over the bundle of nerves that sent sweet pleasure through his body and made stars dance before his eyes. Kaoru had tilted his head to the side and tried to see Die in the leaden darkness of the room. It was impossible as the light that was seeping through the open door was in Die's back and made him appear like a figure without a face. Kaoru would have wanted to tell Die to nail him, to stop teasing and yet he didn't dare for some reason.
Although Die's movements were clearly determined, there was something even tender in them, something that made it clear he didn't want to hurt the other man unintentionally. He even added a second finger, easily pushing the smaller man through the initial discomfort by hitting his sweet spot time and time again until it left him trembling. Kaoru was so lost in the haze that he didn't even realize when Die pulled his hand back to take care of such necessities as the condom, only to then take the much needed step forward. This time he placed his palm on Kaoru's hip, holding him in place while slowly, intensely, invading his body.
It drew a long, low moan from Kaoru and he turned his head, pressing his face into the wood of the table. Feeling the hardness slide into his body inch by inch was mind-blowing, elicited a whole flood of heat and pleasure to rise. His libido was boiling though and again Kaoru would have wanted to ask for more already, was squirming impatiently as much as Die's grip allowed it. He couldn't deny that it turned him on majorly to see the other man this secure, to have him handle him so gently and yet determinedly taking whatever he needed.
Die didn't hesitate even for a split second, but instead picked up a steady pace of long thrusts. It seemed that he knew exactly how to move to make them both gain the most of the moment, knew exactly how to give as much as he took. He had buried his face into the other man's back, between his shoulder-blades and was now nipping on the skin almost lazily, while swiftly pushing them both towards their limits. His arm was still wrapped around the smaller man's waist, his fingers laced around his throbbing arousal and he kept on tantalizing the most sensitive spots, trying to push Kaoru to the edge and beyond.
It made Kaoru feel a bit pathetic even that he was panting already, so close to the needed release that he had lost all control over himself already. After another particularly well aimed thrust, his upper body jerked up and he whimpered, biting his lips to stifle the sound at least somewhat. The next thrust made him cry out though and all his attempts to keep his dignity were gone at that very moment. All it now took was a well coordinated swipe of Die's able thumb over the leaking tip of his arousal and he was sent flying. The orgasm was so forceful that he couldn't stop to shudder as he came in short, hard spurts all over Die's hand and the table.
The clenching of his muscles was more than enough to take the other man with him, to throw him over the edge as well. Die buried his face into the slightly smaller man's back, stifling the low moan that pushed its way past his lips as the orgasm overcame him with intensity almost enough to knock him off his feet. He kept on clinging on to Kaoru for a long moment, his arms wrapped around him tightly, and only after several heartbeats he moved to slowly pull back. Heedlessly, he discarded the condom to the floor without sparing it another look, and gently grabbed Kaoru's hips to pull him along. They only had to stumble a few steps to the side and they hit something soft, and Die made them both fall down on what turned out to be a couch.
When Kaoru landed on top of Die's body, he had to chuckle a bit. Somehow he would have never thought that the other man was this gentle once given the charge in bed. So there was still another side to discover in him, the exterior of a rebel, the interior of a sweet child and then the gentle lover. Inwardly, Kaoru asked himself what more sides there would be to discover in the other man. After a moment, he turned around and placed a chaste kiss on his lover's lush lips. "Now you're too addicted to me to kill me anymore," Kaoru teased grinning.
"Honestly," Die chuckled lowly, sneaking his arms around the other man properly to pull him closer until their faces were on the same level and their noses almost touching. "Even if I had wanted to kill you, I would've forgotten all about that the first moment I kissed you, yesterday." It seemed so absurd, that they had only met the previous day and still they felt like they had known for ages already.
"The moment you kissed me?" Kaoru asked with a hitched eyebrow. "The last time I checked, it was me who kissed you first." Carefree laughter spilled from his lips though and he pressed them against Die's in a short, chaste kiss. "You fell for me the moment you saw my cute ass when I was walking down the street," he teased on. "And let me tell you something else." A meaningful pause followed before Kaoru finally went on. "You don't want to let go of me ever again and that's why you took me to this godforsaken house instead of ending the journey with me today already." He didn't know if it was true or not, but something deep inside him was hoping that he was right, that that was the real reason for the delay.
That made Die grin and if it hadn't been so dark, Kaoru could've seen the slight blush that was staining the other man's cheeks. Now, he only had to settle for a small kiss that was breathed straight on his lips, and a set of long arms tightening around him. "Maybe. But do you know what I think?" He didn't wait for a reply, before going on already in an almost cocky tone. "I think that you are an addict. You love the freedom I showed you, and you don't want to let go of the feeling of living your own life as you want it. You like it too much." Teasingly, he sank his teeth into the other man's neck, licking over the spot as if to apologize.
It drew a small gasp from Kaoru and then a low purr. It was almost frightening how well Die was reading him, how easily he seemed to have seen behind his mask. Kaoru indeed loved the freedom Die had shown him, and he was afraid to get addicted to it. Things like these belonged to his old life, didn't have anything to do with him anymore and he was afraid to lose control again. "I like you," he said and there was nothing but honesty in his voice. The words made Die smile honestly again, and he pressed a soft kiss right on the other man's neck. He didn't say anything though, didn't cut the comfortable silence that had landed upon them.
Author:
seinen_no and fonulynRating: NC17
Pairing: Die and Kaoru
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: When Kaoru’s car breaks down in the middle of nowhere, he is ready to throw a fit and exclaim that his whole life has just been ruined. He has an important meeting to catch, and in order to get there he has no other choice but to try hitch-hike. His luck seems to be turning when a car stops, a young and gorgeous man picking him up from the street with a promise to take him to his destination. Little did he know what his destination truly would be.
Comments:
seinen_no: Heh, I'm supposed to say something here, ain't I? Anyhow, just read the chap. I think Kaoru's still too stuck-up for his own good. At least he realizes that himself and still it doesn't help him to change. He needs Die's help for that :D Hope you enjoy this. There's only one part left and we try to be quick with posting it. Times are stressful, as you all might know...fonulyn: I wanna apologize since I’m in a hurry and didn’t have the time to do the last, third proofreading round to the chappie, so it might have more things that slipped me than usual x) I hope not though! And I hope you’ll enjoy it :D One more part coming up after this, and hopefully we don’t have to keep you waiting for long :)And feel free to add our journal if you like the stories!
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Previously happened: Part 1, Part 2
Chapter 3
Kaoru just grabbed both of their bags and marched to the car where he threw them into the trunk. For a long moment, he just eyed Die's "baby", even ran his palm over the finish. It was as smooth as Die's skin and somehow he understood that those two belonged together, were inseparable. Maybe Die would allow him to drive it once? It seemed to take forever to pay and so Kaoru dared to sit down in the driver's seat. He even moved the roof down as the day promised to be sunny and hot again. Just when he had lit himself one of Die's cigarettes, he spotted the other man approaching the car. "Sorry, I just wanted to..." Kaoru didn't finish the sentence but instead quickly attempted to leave the seat and get on the passenger side.
He was stopped by the taller man though, as Die only raised his hand and chuckled lowly at his companion. "Relax. You can drive for a while. And after that, you won't even want to look at other cars than my baby here anymore." He smirked, and when he ran his palm over the car's finish the touch was clearly gentle, like a caress. Casually, he went around the car and plopped down on the passenger's seat, setting his sunglasses down on his nose. "Now, off to the sunrise," he smirked merrily.
Chuckling, Kaoru put on his own sunglasses and then started the engine. Sitting in the driver's seat gave a totally different feel. The low hum was going straight through his whole body and he had to admit that it was pretty sexy. He drove off, a bit too fast even but soon got a feeling for the car and the way it reacted to the smallest moves of the steering wheel. He enjoyed this to no end and for the first time didn't think about work but only about the next mile they would leave behind, about the asphalt that was going by underneath the tyres. Kaoru felt set back to the time when he had still ridden his bike, when he had felt the wind on his face and the strong engine vibrating between his legs.
Die noticed the change in his companion clear as day and although he didn't say anything it was obvious that he was more than content about that. He was smiling to himself, relaxing in his seat and just enjoyed the way they were making headway. There was nothing but the sun and the wind, the music in the radio to fill their whole world for now. There was no work, no deadline to catch.
There weren't many thoughts on Kaoru's mind and for the first time in ages, he just enjoyed life as it was. It was just the car, the horizon and they. In between they took a couple of breaks either to take a leak or then to smoke a cigarette in peace, their backs leaning against the hood of the car. Neither of them spoke a word then and they only were getting lost in their thoughts. Sometime shortly after noon, Kaoru turned to look at his companion. "If we go on like this, we'll make it there tonight already." He sounded utterly happy about this and didn't seem to think bad of mentioning that fact.
"True," Die smiled, but one could see that there was something on his mind as he looked straight back at the other man. "But there's one detour we have to take, I'm afraid. I have to take care of some business not far from here." He shrugged a little, casually, and obviously didn't think it was that big of a deal that it delayed their journey. "Don't worry, we will make it in time nevertheless."
"But..." Kaoru's eyes widened for a moment and then he sighed. "I mean, I'm sorry. Of course we take that detour... It only would've been perfect to be there a day in advance already, but of course it's alright." One could see that he asked himself why Die hadn't mentioned that before and he didn't quite trust his explanation. Yet, was there another way than to resume to his fate? Now it was too late to rent another car and he didn't feel like changing things either anyways.
"Why do you need to be there a day in advance?" Die asked instantly, not giving the other man the time to reply before just going on. "To go through the papers you already know by heart? Or to rehearse the meeting and panic? Trust me, you'll be good." He even managed to sound encouraging, his smile honest as he looked at the other man. They had changed drivers during their last stop and when Die drove off the road to another one, Kaoru certainly had no idea where they were headed.
"I don't mean to seem rude," Kaoru began, his features darkening a bit. "But I don't think that you'd even understand." In reality, Die had hit a nerve there and still Kaoru wasn't willing to admit it. When Die turned around another bend, the smaller man had totally lost count of the roads and instead asked. "Where are we going anyway?" It came out a bit harsher than intended but Kaoru left it at that and didn't apologize.
Die didn't seem to mind that much though, only shrugged it off, and the eternal smile was still dancing on his lips just like before. "You'll see. A friend owns the place, and I promised to drop by to leave some of his stuff there. Now that we're so close anyways, I can use the moment." Somehow it annoyed Kaoru even more that the other man didn't even seem to budge, that his bad mood didn't seem to have any effect on him.
Soon, he saw that nothing he did seemed to change Die's mind nor did it ruin his mood even in the slightest. So he resumed to his fate and a bit later was back to his old self. Die didn't make a huge fuss about it, didn't mention it with one word but just treated him the same way as before. "So," Kaoru turned to look at his friend with the pouty lips that were still curved by a smirk. "Aren't you hungry?"
"Oh yes I am," the other man nodded instantly, even chuckling lowly. "I thought we could grab something to eat from the town up ahead. Maybe pizza or something? And then we can head over to my friend's place, it's not far."
Kaoru nodded slowly. "Alright, but could you stop at a bank before or even a cash-machine? I want to pay tonight," he said firmly. "And I want a drink!"
"As you wish," Die smiled, shrugging a little bit. "You don't need to, though." Kaoru didn't listen to any of that though, didn't take any protests and he was determined to pay that night. So when they reached the town, Die stopped by the first bank he saw so that the other man could get some money, and afterwards they both tried to find a pizzeria that was open and looked decent enough.
Inwardly Kaoru thought that it had been ages since he had eaten this much unhealthy food within two days. Although he tried to convince Die of searching for a better restaurant, the taller man insisted that he felt like pizza with double cheese and that he would be starving if he didn't get anything right away. "You really are a child," Kaoru teased when they were sitting before their pizzas already with two huge cokes to go along with them. Kaoru had wanted water, but Die had generously ignored that. He had ordered the foods while Kaoru had excused himself to go to the bathroom for a moment.
"Well, maybe," Die shrugged a little, grinning merrily as he shoved a huge bite of pizza into his mouth and began chewing on it. When he went on he still had some food in his mouth, his voice muffled effectively because of that. "But if that's what it takes to be happy, who cares? C'mon, children do have many good aspects that adults lack completely." He had barely managed to swallow his bite before he took another one, eating like he had never seen food before.
He generously ignored the cutlery and instead used his hands, only wiping them on a paper tissue whenever he reached for the huge drink to take a sip. "Like?" Kaoru asked. Of course he had a good idea what Die could have meant but he still wanted to hear it from his mouth.
"Focusing on the moment," Die began casually, and for a moment he actually paused his eating. "Enjoying the small things in life. Not worrying about the future." He shrugged a little bit, flashing a smile before returning to his food again.
"Now why did I know you'd say that?" Kaoru chuckled a bit and as if to show Die he could let go of his grown-up lifestyle, he put his fork and knife aside to grab the next slice of pizza with his hand. He would have liked to know more about this man who didn't seem to have any worries in life, wanted to know how he could afford to live like a leaf that was blowing in the wind but somehow Kaoru feared the answer and didn't dare to ask in the end. "You should write a book," he teased instead, even winking when Die looked at him. "Or then really become a guru of some sort; teach stressed businessmen how to enjoy small things."
"Why do you think I'm dragging you across the country?" Die asked instantly, the sparkle in his eyes more than teasing as he looked straight at his companion. "Maybe it's my pursuit in life to pick up shabby looking businessmen from the roadside and take them to their destination with a few detours? It wouldn't be that bad of a goal to aim for at least!"
"So that's the reason why you took me aboard..." Kaoru grinned but inwardly asked himself if that might have been the real reason. Maybe Die did feel responsible to bring a bit of his lifestyle to the stuck-up men in the world. Or was that the reason why he had seduced Kaoru, why he had kissed him and had allowed him to own him, even if only for a few moments of shared passion? Kaoru couldn't understand it completely, couldn't see through the other man while Die seemed to be able to read him like an open book.
"No," Die shook his head, the typical sparkle flaring up in his eyes as he looked up, straight at the other man. "I took you aboard because you're hot." He said it completely casual, as if it was a normal thing for people to do just to pick up good looking people from the roadside. And at the same time, there was something ambiguous in his voice, underlined by the sparkle in his eyes.
Again, the flock of butterflies was swarming inside Kaoru's stomach and his laugher sounded a bit forced as he couldn't deny he liked the thought and didn't want to discard it as merely a joke. "I could've been a psycho-killer," Kaoru remarked grinning. "A hot one, given, but still a psycho killer."
"Well, it would've been worth it nevertheless," the other man chuckled, emptied his coke in one huge sip before setting the glass back on the table. "If you had waited with killing me until after you kissed me." He smirked. "And don't you like the little edge of danger? Makes you feel more alive, and makes everything more worth it."
Of course Die had to see it that way and it made the other man laugh. This time, he was completely casual when he leaned over the table and pecked the other man's lips chastely. "After kissing you, I wouldn't have wanted to kill you anymore," he remarked winking before getting up from his seat. "Gimme a moment. The coke," he excused himself and headed towards the toilet again.
Die was shaking his head a little to himself, chuckling merrily as the small kiss already was a sign that the other man was loosening up a little, wasn't as timid and restricted as before. Shamelessly he stared at the smaller man's retreating form, especially his well-formed rear, just leaning back on his seat comfortably.
Kaoru didn't really have to go but he had wanted to keep his cool and not show how much Die's words had affected him. For a moment, he only stared into the mirror above the sink after washing his face. Was this pale shade of a human really him? Why was Die attracted to him? Of course, he wasn't bad looking on the surface, had appealing sharp features and his ass wasn't bad either but if one looked closely, one could see that there was no real spark in his eyes anymore. Or was that just his own imagination? Sighing, he reached for a few paper-towels to dry his face and then returned to his companion, smiling at him already from afar.
What he didn't notice though, was that when he smiled like that the sparkle returned to his eyes, the smile lightening up his whole face. It was almost as if life was breathed into a hollow shell, and even his pale cheeks seemed to gain a little more color. It was impossible to see any change in Die's eternal smile and open gaze, but inwardly he thought that this was it. This was exactly the reason why he had taken the other man along, had wanted to share this experience with him. This change.
When Kaoru had reached the table, he looked down on the other man, his smile still there. "You want something more to drink or you rather want to go on?" This time, he didn't ask because he secretly wanted to get going and it wasn't because he knew they would take a detour anyways but because he just genuinely wanted to do what Die felt like.
"Let's buy a few cans of beer to take along and head to my friend's place," Die decided with a smile, nodding a little as if to emphasize his words. "It's not far from here and then we can use the evening for relaxing and we do need something to drink. Oh and some snacks as well! Never drink without something to eat as well."
"Alright, alright." Kaoru laughed. They had paid the food already at the counter as it was used to in these eateries and now he offered his hand to the other man. "Then c'mon and let's go. I am sure we'll find a small supermarket or something on the way to get whatever you want."
Unhesitant, Die took the offered hand and heaved himself up, all naturally wrapping his arm around the smaller man's shoulders as they headed off the eatery. "Whatever I want? What about what you want? We need to get you what your heart desires as well!"
"We don't have the money," Kaoru joked winking but then sighed. "Although, I would kill for one of these cranberry-cream-bars!" Actually, that was one of the rare sweets he really loved and never could get enough of. "Let's see what they have," he went on as they marched towards the car. Die's arm was still wrapped around him in a friendly manner and somehow it felt as if it belonged there, felt like a part of the smaller man already. "Other than that, beer sounds just about perfect."
"Now I'm disappointed," Die teased as they marched forward, and it was clear by the grin on his face that he wasn't serious this time. "You should've said that all you need is a few beers and me, and that's all you could ever wish for." He winked merrily, and was about to go on with his words but then happened to spot a small super-market not too far away. With an enthusiastic yelp he grabbed the other man's hand, quickened his steps and practically dragged him along.
"Alright, alright, I say anything you wanna hear, but don't kill us!" Kaoru laughed merrily as Die dragged him across the street. He clung to Die's hand for his dear life as the other man was quicker than he. "I just need you and a couple of beers and I'm the happiest man on earth," he even rattled down when he saw a car coming but realized that Die didn't slow down but instead took a leap forward to cross the street completely.
He didn't even realize that he was shrieking like a girl, or as high as he could get with his voice, and the next moment they both managed to land down on the asphalt of the sidewalk in one huge heap of limbs. Die was laughing. He was obviously enjoying himself and thought that this had been the most hilarious thing the whole day. At first Kaoru just tried to glare at him, to show he wasn't as amused, but he simply couldn't hold back the stubborn grin that was tugging his lips, breaking free whether he wanted it to or not. Die's laughter was so contagious that it took mere seconds and he was laughing as well, and neither of them made a move to get up just yet.
People were eying the weird couple suspiciously and circled them widely. At one point, Kaoru had done the mistake to look straight into Die's eyes and suddenly, the laughter stopped. One could see that he was only inches away from kissing the taller man but then just stood up, wiping the dust off his clothes. "C'mon, let's get those beers before you manage to kill us," Kaoru joked and stretched out his hand towards the other man to help him up too. Die was grinning and at first just took the offered hand to heave himself up on his own two feet. Then he did what the other man hadn't dared to. He simply placed his palm on the smaller man's cheek and made him tilt his head, and kissed him full on.
It was short though and before Kaoru even had the time to really realize what was going on, it was all over and Die was dragging him towards the shop again, having grabbed his elbow. Kaoru's heart was pounding fast, his head spinning and he allowed the other man to drag him along. From the corner of his eyes, he saw people now stare at them even more, saw how some were sticking their heads together whispering. This was a small town; two men weren't supposed to just kiss on the street. Hell, Kaoru had never kissed a man on the street by the light of day. Yet, he couldn't bring himself to care. He could still taste Die, feel his bold tongue slide over his lip, his fingers on his cheek. This man was like a whirlwind that just turned his life upside down and Kaoru didn't know if he should welcome the change or fight it.
The kiss didn't seem to have affected Die in any way at all unless one counted the fact that his eyes appeared to be sparkling a little more, his smile a little wider than before. He didn't seem bothered by the long glances they got though, didn't mind the accusing stares directed at them. He simply dragged his companion into the shop and headed straight to collect the beers, snacks and candy. Kaoru had to chuckle when Die grabbed a pack of strawberry popsicles. That somehow suited the other man, because no matter how cool he was, how unreadable at times, he also seemed to be a huge child and strawberry popsicles were the right kind of candy for him.
"Do we need something for breakfast too?" Kaoru asked. It surprised himself that he seemed to already have resumed to his fate so completely, that he didn't care anymore if they left soon or late, if they arrived tomorrow or the day after as long as he would make it on time. "Or is there a bakery or whatever around where we can get something fresh in the morning?"
"Well, I think we should buy something." Die pursed his lips thoughtfully, obviously going through the possibilities in his head. "The place where we're staying is a little further away so it's not exactly in the middle of a town. There's pretty much nothing there. When we get going we can of course stop by some gas station in the morning, but we might wanna eat something before leaving on the road." He was babbling, didn't even seem to notice that when he started talking it never ended. "So let's grab something to keep us from starving."
Kaoru had spaced out and only stared at Die's moving lips. He had understood the answer after the first half of the first sentence already, but he thought it was cute and sexy at the same time how Die didn't seem to know how to keep himself from babbling. Why had he been so silent in bed then? Anyhow, those were thoughts Kaoru didn't want to think in the middle of a convenient store. Without saying a word, he grabbed a bread and some things that would make them a good breakfast in the morning and he even added some soluble coffee in the hope that they would have hot water where they were going.
They were both still in an extremely good mood, smiling all the time and chatting every now and then, when they got out of the shop with their purchases and headed back to Die's car. Die assured that they would only drive half an hour, maximum, and then be at their destination. It didn't look that promising though, seeing that the roads they took were getting smaller and smaller all the time, these muddy paths Kaoru imagined were used only when people still had horses and wagons instead of cars. He didn't comment on it though, and indeed, less than half an hour after they had left the town behind they were driving up a hill and one could see a small building in the shadows of the trees.
It was an old, traditional farmhouse and inwardly Kaoru already said goodbye to a hot shower and morning-coffee. "You're torturing your baby quite much," he mentioned when Die drove through a deep chuckhole without turning a hair, mud sputtering everywhere against the perfect finish. The road was so bumpy that Kaoru hade leaned forward and based his hands on the dashboard when a spray if fine mud landed right in his face. "Great Die," he grumbled but didn't sound too serious still. "If you wanted to slay me, couldn't you have done it somewhere in the woods instead of at the end of the world?"
"Who said I wanted to slay you?" Die snickered, obviously enjoying the moment endlessly. Although it was hard to read what was going on in his mind, it was almost ridiculously easy to see what kind of mood he was in. It was as if his huge brown eyes just gave everything away whether he wanted or not. Right now, his eyes were sparkling enthusiastically, as he fought up the hill with his car. "I told you, there's a reason why we came here." He flashed a bright smile at his companion, finally stopping the car right beside the biggest building. "C'mon, let's get inside!" He practically jumped up, obviously not minding that he landed straight in a huge puddle of mud and splashed it all over his shoes and jeans.
Kaoru was far more careful when he opened the door and got out of the car. "Yeah, yeah, and the reason is to kill me slow and painful someplace where nobody can hear me scream," he mocked chuckling. It was a surprise that he didn't bother that Die didn't tell much anything about him. One look in his eyes and all the possible questions vanished from Kaoru's mind anyways. Die led the way to the door and dug out a key from the pocket of his jeans, making his companion wonder where he had got that from. "So your friends aren't there?" Kaoru asked suspiciously. He knew that Die had been lying when he had said that he wanted to drop something there for his friend, or at least he suspected that.
"Nope," Die shook his head instantly. "No one there. The place is empty for most of the year. It's pretty neat, just wait and you'll see," he winked a little at the other man, before finally managing to get the door open. He stepped inside and tapped the light-switch, only to notice that nothing happened. "Shit!" he cursed, clicking the switch a few more times, with no result. "Goddamnit. Now we have to go put the electricity back on. Someone must've detached it after I was here the last time." He frowned a little, and even in the dim light of the evening one could see the line of his pouty lips.
Kaoru was standing in the doorframe, blocking almost all the light without realizing it. He was just staring at Die, rooted to the ground. "Well," the sound that rolled off Kaoru's throat was nothing but a purr and he just dropped the bag he held in his hand heedlessly as he approached the taller man. It sent a shudder down Die's spine and when he turned around, he found Kaoru standing right in front of him, his eyes sparkling dangerously even in the dim light. The next second, there was nothing on his mind anymore as a hand had reached out to grab a fistful of his hair, had determinedly pulled him down and a set of hungry lips were closing over his own.
Kaoru didn't know himself like that, but he wanted Die and as nobody was there anyways, he didn't even bother to close the door. All possible protests simply died on the taller man's lips, only a small mewl escaping him as his lips were forced apart, a greedy tongue invading his mouth with such fervor that it made his knees go weak. Although he had originally thought they would fix the electricity first, maybe grab a few beers and -then- get down to the making out -part, he definitely didn't mind the change of plans. Quite the contrary, already the determination with which Kaoru had approached him had made him shudder, and completely forget about everything else.
Together, they were stumbling a bit further into the house, Die's back hitting a small table that almost made him trip. Yet, Kaoru held him and directed their steps without knowing his way around in the house. His fingers had let go of Die's hair and were now dancing down his neck to the cuff of his shirt, lower, always lower. On their way, the buttons were popped open, exposing Die to Kaoru's determined touches. Distantly, he thought it might have been better to switch on the electricity first so that he could see Die clearly, that he could watch his features twist in pleasure a bit later from now. Still, who knew, maybe afterwards when they had dragged their stuff out of the car and had had a couple of beers, maybe then Die would be up for another round.
The touch of the other man's fingertips on his skin made Die shiver time and time again, and he didn't even try to conceal how much he enjoyed the moment. Somehow being engulfed in the darkness even underlined that, as it felt that when he couldn't see much anything at all, his other senses were taking over. Every touch was like burning on his skin, the other man's scent closing in on him, their heavy breathing filling the still air of the room in no time. Urgently, his hands had found their way underneath Kaoru's shirt as well, pushing the garment upwards so he could gain more of soft, warm skin to touch.
Like naturally, the smaller man raised his arms, allowing Die to drag the garment over his head. He chuckled a bit when for a moment, it looked like Die was going to tie his arms with the shirt but then seemed to decide against it and just let it drop to the floor. They were bumping against a table and Kaoru instantly turned the other man around, fumbling to open his jeans quickly. This time, Die
didn't seem to want to make it all too easy for him though and suddenly, Kaoru found himself bending over the table, Die's long fingers brushing over his growing arousal before opening his trousers.
Die scraped his teeth down the other man's neck, nibbling on the spot where neck met shoulder, and even latched his lips on the spot as if he wanted to create a mark to leave behind. Almost too easily he managed to open Kaoru's pants and to drag them down, lacing his fingers around the arousal that had been freed from its confines. Shamelessly he began teasing Kaoru, pulled him closer until his back was pressed against his chest, and kept on ably tantalizing the heated flesh between his legs.
At an instant, Kaoru was writhing in his arms as laces of pleasure were weaving through his body. He couldn't conceal how much he enjoyed the touches of both, Die's able hands and his lips but when the other man sank his teeth into his shoulder again, he cried out loud, whimpering afterwards. Then suddenly, Kaoru straightened, turned his head and crushed his mouth on Die's, kissing him hard and deep although it put a lot of strain on his neck. He would have wanted to keep up the playful fight, but right now Die's hand was exactly where he wanted to have it and he didn't see the need to bereave himself of the glorious touches.
There they were, in the dark room without being able to see pretty much anything, both of them only undressed halfway as they hadn't been bothered to remove the clothes properly. Kaoru's shirt was lying somewhere on the floor but his pants were only tugged down, dangling around his knees, while both Die's shirt and his pants were open but not really undressed. It was all they needed right at that moment and the next time Die sank his teeth into the smaller man's neck he teasingly grinded his arousal against his rear at the same moment, if only to see how he would react.
Kaoru tensed palpably, a small, surprised gasp escaping him. It got lost in the kiss though and Die more felt it than he could hear it. A grin was tugging the smaller man's lips as he reached backwards around Die and suddenly yanked him closer demandingly. Just feeling how aroused he was made Kaoru groan as that was something he couldn't wrap his mind around. Sure, he was hard like a rock too, but he had been the needy one to begin with. That Die reacted so forcefully only served to turn him on even more, made him want more at that instant.
He could sense the slight tremble that went through the taller man's body, devolving on him as they were so close. The lowest of moans spilled from Die's lips on its own and again, he moved his hips as if to show he was ready for more. Kaoru had already tensed, expecting the intrusion and the burning feeling it would inevitably create in his lower back, and when he felt something different it made him gasp surprised. There was a bold finger rimming his entrance, teasing for a moment only to then slide inside tentatively, as if testing if he could take it like that.
Gooseflesh spread all over his arms and neck and he shuddered again when the finger was pushed into his body. Instinctively, he fell forward onto the table, coevally pushing back against the digit. "Oh god!" The words just slipped Kaoru when Die almost easily found his prostate, brushing over the bundle of nerves that sent sweet pleasure through his body and made stars dance before his eyes. Kaoru had tilted his head to the side and tried to see Die in the leaden darkness of the room. It was impossible as the light that was seeping through the open door was in Die's back and made him appear like a figure without a face. Kaoru would have wanted to tell Die to nail him, to stop teasing and yet he didn't dare for some reason.
Although Die's movements were clearly determined, there was something even tender in them, something that made it clear he didn't want to hurt the other man unintentionally. He even added a second finger, easily pushing the smaller man through the initial discomfort by hitting his sweet spot time and time again until it left him trembling. Kaoru was so lost in the haze that he didn't even realize when Die pulled his hand back to take care of such necessities as the condom, only to then take the much needed step forward. This time he placed his palm on Kaoru's hip, holding him in place while slowly, intensely, invading his body.
It drew a long, low moan from Kaoru and he turned his head, pressing his face into the wood of the table. Feeling the hardness slide into his body inch by inch was mind-blowing, elicited a whole flood of heat and pleasure to rise. His libido was boiling though and again Kaoru would have wanted to ask for more already, was squirming impatiently as much as Die's grip allowed it. He couldn't deny that it turned him on majorly to see the other man this secure, to have him handle him so gently and yet determinedly taking whatever he needed.
Die didn't hesitate even for a split second, but instead picked up a steady pace of long thrusts. It seemed that he knew exactly how to move to make them both gain the most of the moment, knew exactly how to give as much as he took. He had buried his face into the other man's back, between his shoulder-blades and was now nipping on the skin almost lazily, while swiftly pushing them both towards their limits. His arm was still wrapped around the smaller man's waist, his fingers laced around his throbbing arousal and he kept on tantalizing the most sensitive spots, trying to push Kaoru to the edge and beyond.
It made Kaoru feel a bit pathetic even that he was panting already, so close to the needed release that he had lost all control over himself already. After another particularly well aimed thrust, his upper body jerked up and he whimpered, biting his lips to stifle the sound at least somewhat. The next thrust made him cry out though and all his attempts to keep his dignity were gone at that very moment. All it now took was a well coordinated swipe of Die's able thumb over the leaking tip of his arousal and he was sent flying. The orgasm was so forceful that he couldn't stop to shudder as he came in short, hard spurts all over Die's hand and the table.
The clenching of his muscles was more than enough to take the other man with him, to throw him over the edge as well. Die buried his face into the slightly smaller man's back, stifling the low moan that pushed its way past his lips as the orgasm overcame him with intensity almost enough to knock him off his feet. He kept on clinging on to Kaoru for a long moment, his arms wrapped around him tightly, and only after several heartbeats he moved to slowly pull back. Heedlessly, he discarded the condom to the floor without sparing it another look, and gently grabbed Kaoru's hips to pull him along. They only had to stumble a few steps to the side and they hit something soft, and Die made them both fall down on what turned out to be a couch.
When Kaoru landed on top of Die's body, he had to chuckle a bit. Somehow he would have never thought that the other man was this gentle once given the charge in bed. So there was still another side to discover in him, the exterior of a rebel, the interior of a sweet child and then the gentle lover. Inwardly, Kaoru asked himself what more sides there would be to discover in the other man. After a moment, he turned around and placed a chaste kiss on his lover's lush lips. "Now you're too addicted to me to kill me anymore," Kaoru teased grinning.
"Honestly," Die chuckled lowly, sneaking his arms around the other man properly to pull him closer until their faces were on the same level and their noses almost touching. "Even if I had wanted to kill you, I would've forgotten all about that the first moment I kissed you, yesterday." It seemed so absurd, that they had only met the previous day and still they felt like they had known for ages already.
"The moment you kissed me?" Kaoru asked with a hitched eyebrow. "The last time I checked, it was me who kissed you first." Carefree laughter spilled from his lips though and he pressed them against Die's in a short, chaste kiss. "You fell for me the moment you saw my cute ass when I was walking down the street," he teased on. "And let me tell you something else." A meaningful pause followed before Kaoru finally went on. "You don't want to let go of me ever again and that's why you took me to this godforsaken house instead of ending the journey with me today already." He didn't know if it was true or not, but something deep inside him was hoping that he was right, that that was the real reason for the delay.
That made Die grin and if it hadn't been so dark, Kaoru could've seen the slight blush that was staining the other man's cheeks. Now, he only had to settle for a small kiss that was breathed straight on his lips, and a set of long arms tightening around him. "Maybe. But do you know what I think?" He didn't wait for a reply, before going on already in an almost cocky tone. "I think that you are an addict. You love the freedom I showed you, and you don't want to let go of the feeling of living your own life as you want it. You like it too much." Teasingly, he sank his teeth into the other man's neck, licking over the spot as if to apologize.
It drew a small gasp from Kaoru and then a low purr. It was almost frightening how well Die was reading him, how easily he seemed to have seen behind his mask. Kaoru indeed loved the freedom Die had shown him, and he was afraid to get addicted to it. Things like these belonged to his old life, didn't have anything to do with him anymore and he was afraid to lose control again. "I like you," he said and there was nothing but honesty in his voice. The words made Die smile honestly again, and he pressed a soft kiss right on the other man's neck. He didn't say anything though, didn't cut the comfortable silence that had landed upon them.