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rabenhorst ([personal profile] rabenhorst) wrote2008-08-06 05:58 pm

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Title: You and your hand
Author: [livejournal.com profile] seinen_no
Rating: NC17
Pairing: DiexKaoru
Disclaimer: Pfft, Die's living in my closet and Kaoru's tied to my bed. Of course I don't own anybody nor make money with this, but I'm just pathetic and have no other hobbies x)
Summary: During a stay at a hotel, Die remembers he forgot his MP3-player and his camera on the tourbus. When he goes there to fetch the items, he finds something of much more interest.
Comments: Well, what can I say? It's been ages since we posted something and I thought to show you all we're still alive, I could as well post this. I wrote this short thing for my hunney, [livejournal.com profile] fonulyn while she was on her trip and we couldn't meet. It's short and I planned to drag this on further initially, but now came to the conclusion that it's quite okay just as it is. Maybe you like it too^^ Enjoy
Hun, I miss you badly and I wished I could just get on a plane and come to visit you RIGHT NOW. Besides, I miss writing with you!




You and your hand



The gap was only wide enough to peek through if Die leaned his shoulder against the small wall that seperated one bunk-bed double from the other. And he did. He had to anyways because the small sneak he had had at what was happening in the lower bunk bed before him had been enough to make his heart beat faster, his knees shaking a bit due to the rush of doing something forbidden caused to shoot through him.

When he tilted his head a bit, pressing his cheek against the wall too, he had the best view. Usually, it would have been dangerous, because he was very well aware of the fact that when he could see, he was most likely to be seen too. Not this time though, not when the only person who could spot him certainly wasn't aware of anything around him.

When Die had gotten back to the bus to fetch his MP3 player and his camera, he couldn't have been prepared to find Kaoru there, lying in his bunk, cheeks flushed, lips and thighs both parted in a delicious way as one hand was moving up and down his hard cock; slowly, relishingly. Die couldn't help but to watch; the sight alone causing his libido to boil, pumping through his whole system with a force that made it hard not to do anything to soothe it.

Die simply had to stare, stare at the thick hard flesh in Kaoru's hand, at what he wanted, what he had wanted for so long already. He had seen his fellow guitarist naked before, during showers after the show, in the sauna or the onsen, but never, never would he have thought that Kaoru was this well equipped. Swallowing, Die closed his eyes and tried to get a hold of himself, forcing down the need and the want that had been rising since more than ten years already. What had he done to be punished like that now? To be allowed to see this and still know he would never get it, would never feel the grip of Kaoru's small hands on his hips, his rough fingertips digging into the skin as he held back for a split-second, the moment that felt like centuries when the anticipation became too much to bear, made your mind stop and your whole being tense, just before he would give in to it, let go and claim him as his.

Die's imagination went into an overdrive, images and sensations flooding him, blurring his sight for a moment as he allowed himself to get lost in this day-dream. But then he was dragged back to reality by the single thoght that he would never have this. Kaoru's beautiful cock belonged only to him, to him and the girls. It was a deflating realization which made something tighten in the tall guitarist's guts. Only then, at this moment of soberness, the question arose why Kaoru had seeked the bus for this private tryst with himself. Why had he seeked the bus on the parking-lot instead of doing this secretly in his hotelroom?

The question was answered as a long, deep and so full moan filled the air that it made the small hairs on Die's arms and neck rise and gooseflesh appeared all over his skin. The sound was something so sexy that it shot straight to his groin. So that was it. Kaoru didn't want anybody to hear him voice his pleasure, didn't want to give away that he was vocal once he gave up control and delivered himself to pleasure only.

Another one of these moans followed and made Die's head spin, the bulge in his jeans growing until it pressed against the rough fabric painfully. His breathing had become quicker as he watched the smaller man's hand pace along his arousal, could see how every squeeze, every brush of the thumb across the sensitive tip made Kaoru shiver slightly and drew one of these wonderful sounds from his parted lips.

He knew he shouldn't stay, shouldn't watch this till the end but he was too weak, simply couldn't turn away from the sight which was something like a dream come true. It didn't take long anymore and the moans were coming more frequent, sounding more desperate. Die was in heaven and hell at the same time. He was provided with the best show in his life and yet wasn't allowed to do anything to soothe the fire that was burning in his own haunches, knowing he would most certainly make a sound and thus give away his presence. That was something he had to avoid under all circumstances.

Still, seeing the man of his wet dreams like that only an arm-length away, a second away from victory, was almost too much for him and he knew that, once he was back at his hotelroom, he would have a long Kaoru-and-his-beautiful-cock-jack-off relief moment.

If one had asked Die, he would have told that he wasn't gay. Not completely at least. He enjoyed his affairs with girls, had a lot of them during their endless tours. But after some time, he always found himself yearning for a man, more likely for cock. The longer a tour lasted, the more the urge inside him grew. Only, he didn't dare to just go and find him some guy who exuded security, who had this certain little something that made him go weak in the knees and just want to give himself up to his custody, in a foreign country where he didn't know the rules. Besides, he didn't want anybody to know that he liked to be bossed around by a guy in bed; was too afraid that his bandmembers would despise him if they found out.

It was hard though to constantly be on your guard and not let anything slip. Especially when the man who, in your imagination, was perfect was around you almost 24/7. Kaoru was everything Die could have ever dreamed of, was secure, dominant, sexy and tough and the younger guitarist had cultivated that image until he couldn't tell the real Kaoru from the imaginary one anymore. Now seeing that even the last aspect which had been unknown to him, which had always been something to only dream about, Kaoru's hard cock, met the image Die had had in his mind, was too good to be true.

A wheeze pulled Die back to reality. Kaoru's body was jolting, his hips arching off the mattress as he was thrusting into his hand. Teetering on the edge of release, the moans and sighs grew louder, came so quick that there wasn't enough time in between for Die to calm down anymore. Gods, he was so hard and so hot that he felt like exploding, just from watching his friend and fellow guitarist gratify himself. And then, without a single sound leaving his lips, Kaoru came. A forceful shudder shook his lithe body, his eyes tightly shut, as he spilled his seed all over his lower belly and chest.

For some reason, Die would have expected him to quickly wipe it off, or even to have a towel by his side or at least a paper tissue. He had been wrong though as the older guitarist didn't make a move, only stayed there panting, his fingers still holding his length.

It was the signal for Die to retreat as quietly and as quickly as possible and only with a lot of will-power, he managed to peel his gaze away from the beauty on the bed. How much would he have wanted to just go there, taste him, taste his hot skin that would smell deliciously like sex and just Kaoru. But he couldn’t.



[identity profile] sanghamyers.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 03:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Great. o.O Now I better go choose new underwear. *coughs* Holy Lord, Kaoru jerking off is like in everybody's fantasy, or then at least in mine, so that lucky bastard Die!! I wish I were him. T_T
Oh girl, you really give it to me with this, know that? And I don't think it's too short, either. It's just good as it is, you're right. Now everybody can go and get off like Die. *lol* How did you call it? Kaoru-and-his-beautiful-cock-jack-off relief moment. Yes, that was it. Gosh, and in a few I will have to go out for dinner. You deserve to get punished for that - probably with chocolate. XDDDD

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Haha, I'm glad that you liked it x) Really, I wrote it and then left it be since I thought I would go on with the 'story' a bit. But then Marjo read it and told me it's good and wouldn't need more. After re-reading it, I have to admit I even liked it myself.
Gosh, just imagine peeking at him while he's having a moment alone... And than with those noises *shudders*
Haha, have a nice dinner^^ You deserve to be punished with pleasure :D

[identity profile] sanghamyers.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
It really is good like that! It differs and stands out to usual lemon one-shots with its end. I really like it.
Don't say this. >_< I have very CLEAR images in my head!! Even from the last part. oO Oh God, I think I like dirty Kao.
Yeah well, thank you! (Und es gibt PutenKaobrust.) XD

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you^^

Haha, believe me, I do have the images in my mind so often that I start to believe I really have been there *lol ... Yes, and I do know that it sounds like I'm starting to lose all my marbles :D
Yummy^^

[identity profile] leifang666.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
oh hot

i love it XD

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you^^

[identity profile] mangasakira.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Ok, that was yummy and hot. I love stories that have no beginning or end, that just show a short glimpse of time. Leaves so much for imagination ^^

A phrase I totally liked was ...and the younger guitarist had cultivated that image until he couldn't tell the real Kaoru from the imaginary one anymore. Brings this whole "idolizing someone when you're in love" matter to the point perfectly.

Yet the a second away from victory made me laugh as it reminded me of a certain Mr. Rollins and his sink XP

Anyway, lovely distraction from learning, enjoyed it very much ;D

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey, didn't you want to learn Japanese???
Haha, gosh, that was totally subconcious, the 'second away from victory'. It MUST be Henry's fault and it was supposed to make one laugh, since it always makes me laugh XD

Aw, I'm glad you liked it, really. Means a lot to me since you always let me read your wonderful story and I totally adore it!

Yeah, I thought so too. When you keep on having a crush on somebody for longer and badly, then you idolize him/her and tend to ignore the real person behind your vision, right?

Honestly, I would pay all the money I have (well, or let's say a month's earn since that's more than I have) to be allowed to watch Kao or Die jerk off into a sink and do the pirouette thingy x)

[identity profile] tsuyu-sama.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
can the expect a sequel in the future? or was this only for us to have what to day dream about at night? that was so fucking hot... * goes away to hug her Die plushie and cry*

[identity profile] mangasakira.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Oi, like I said, I needed a short distraction DX

Ok now, the image of Die or Kaoru doing the pirouette thing made me collapse with laughter. ".. 180.. dismount.. clean!" Though I wonder how high our short Japanese men would have to jump to actually hit the (average European) sink x)

The inspiration you can draw from voyeurism is endless, isn't it? The look-don't-touch thing must be the best and hottest torture there is ^^

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Haha, at first I thought about making it longer. Maybe I once continue this, but first of all it's to give you something to dream about at night XD
You shouldn't cry, dear! Think of Kaoru and rather get hot *lol

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Just went to our sink... It's not that high and at least Die shouldn't have a problem XD And I think about the sink in your guest-toilet... XD

I love voyeurism totally. It's enticing and I am sure there's a peeping Tom in every single one of us. I certainly wouldn't have left and stayed to watch!

[identity profile] wither-ne.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
It was great! XD You're great at describing everything! Kaoru was really hot here ;D
And it wasn't short, it was perfect! Although, what will happen to Die! XD I really hope you make a sequel or something ^^

btw, I don't know if it's a mistake, but I think 'seeked' isn't correct. I think it's sought, of seek-sought-sought. =3 (hit me if I'm wrong XD)

Your fics (and also with fonulyn) are really great XD You make DxK really awesome! Are you planning on new multi-chaptered fics?? (I really love those)

[identity profile] mangasakira.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
(holy shit, the m-line in katakana sucks >_<)

Nice that you did the sink-check *rofl* but um, I don't get that. What's special about the sink in our guest-toilet? Hm, although I like the imagine of Die in there (not the sink but the room) >X)

I would have stayed to watch AND offered some tissues afterwards *has a helpful nature* :P

The cup that the guy in your icon carries always reminds me of an urine sample cup, but that was a total random information :D

[identity profile] tsuyu-sama.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
nah... thinking about Die or Totchi or Shin makes me damn hot... *sweat* should i call myself a pervert...

[identity profile] andidp.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
that was tee-totally hot!

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 06:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you^^ I'm glad you liked it and I am thinking of making a sequel. Heh, but it's obvious what's going to happen to Die, eh? He'll have a precious moment alone with his hand x)

Oh my, you're of course right. That totally slipped me since I always think 'sought' sounds weird XD Thank you for pointing it out!

Oh, we're working on a long multichap at the moment, but first we have to finish something for the jrock charity thing and we're keeping us entertained with shorter ones in between since we can't meet much at the moment.

[identity profile] cadkitten.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 06:32 pm (UTC)(link)
*moans softly* Lovely, lovely image there, babe. ♥

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
(you're so right dear!)

The sink in your guest-toilet is kinda low. Low enough for leader-sama, I'd say. At least I think so if I remember it right x)

Haha, you're such a nice and caring person.

Hahaha, hey! But you're right... it does look a bit like that.

[identity profile] psycho-glam.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
the thing I loved the most was that Die was the one lusting after Kaoru♡ (but Kaoru probably thought of Die too XD *wishful thinking* ) eer actually no, I liked that part very much but the thing I loved was the image of Kaoru pleasuring himself, which is stuck in my head now *^_^*

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Haha, well, we might give you Die and Totchi, but I fear we won't ever give you Shin XD
Hmm, but Die and Kao are so hot, so are Die and Totchi *drools* Which reminds me we still have a fic of them somewhere we haven't posted...

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you^^ I'm glad you enjoyed it.

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw dear, thank you!

Gods, I've been wanting to contact you anyways. We didn't forget you, honestly not. But [livejournal.com profile] fonulyn only just left me and now is in Sweden for a week *cries* And we can't meet. But we worked on a plan for your ficcu already and I promise it's on top of our list. I feel a bit bad for making you wait this long, but summer just sucks; no time.

[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 06:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Haha, I'm glad you liked it^^ But well, thinking of Kao doing himself is just teh sexyness or? Damn, I would pay money to see that :D

[identity profile] drpaccy.livejournal.com 2008-08-06 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
*deep breath*
That. was. amazing. XD And it took me a while to read because the only computer here is in the living room and people kept coming in and out and I was afraid they'd read over my shoulder, but damn, it was HOT. Kaoru jacking off? YES PLEASE. XD

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