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Title: Bone of Contention; Chapter 2/?
Author:
seinen_no and
fonulyn
Rating: NC17 overall
Pairing: DiexKaoru,
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: Kaoru is a young teacher who works his first job as a substitute teacher in a school that doesn’t have the best of reputation. In his history class there’s a certain redheaded troublemaker and determinedly Kaoru sets out to show him that studying CAN pay off too instead of just being there to trouble everyone. Their relationship takes a drastic turn though…
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seinen_no: Hey dears! Haha, I just noticed I cut the last chap weirdly. So the next two paragraphs still belong there, but I think it doesn't make any difference anyways. Okay, for those of you who read the request, you know what to expect partly, for those who didn't; yes, it's getting kinkier and if you don't like that, we're sorry but it can't be helped.
Though I think it's not that bad, so go and read (and enjoy) it^^
fonulyn: I was too tired to go through the text second time right now, so I apologize if there’s some horrendous typos x) Just try to bear with us and don’t hesitate to point out if there’s something wrong :) haha, it’s just getting more and more perverted! I hope you’ll all enjoy it!
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Previously happened: Part 1
Bone of Contention
Chapter 2
The kiss had been enough to make Die smile though, the sparkle back in his eyes. "Not." He winked, shouldered his bag and headed to the door already. Usually this would've made him skip the next class, but he was high spirited enough to even survive the Japanese-class had next. When he had already unlocked the door, even opened it, he turned to give his teacher a glance over his shoulder still. "Uhm... See you?"
The question made Kaoru laugh and he nodded. "Of course." Right after the door had closed behind Die, he quickly got rid of the evidences of what had just happened. He would have to teach some physics in another class next and inwardly decided to let the students do some experiments so that he could think about the incident.
From that day on forward, there was a visible change in the redhead which everyone in his class noticed; he began to take part during history classes. He had never been really active, despite not failing many courses ever, and still now obviously started working to increase his grade in history. Most of his classmates dismissed it, thinking that Kaoru had simply admonished him and made him see he would have to pass this course if he wanted to graduate.
Only Koji knew Die better than that, and he knew there was something more to it. He just couldn't place it yet; only had a hunch. He kept on watching his friend silently for a couple of days, even tried to see if there was a change in how Kaoru reacted to him, but there was nothing suspicious in the teacher's behavior. One day, they were occupying the usual smoking spot, he decided to just ask. "You seem to like history class lately," he remarked casually, knowing that a blunt question would never get a decent reply.
"I need to pass the course." Die shrugged casually, not meeting the other teen's gaze straight but rather directed his eyes to the distance. He worked hard not to blush and even managed to keep his cool in the end. "And Niikura won't give me a good grade out of pity."
If this had been anybody else but Die, Koji would've been content with this answer, but hearing that from the redhead only raised his suspicions. "Since when do you give a damn about passing or not? I thought you wanted to quit school anyways."
"I did." The redhead killed the remains of his cigarette, turning to look his friend in the eye finally. "But I changed my mind. My mom would kill me for quitting."
"And since when do you care for HER and what she thinks?" his friend went on questioning. Suddenly, there was a change in the atmosphere around them and some students quickly dropped their cigarettes. Kaoru was walking past them, a cig dangling in the corner of his mouth. In passing by, his gaze brushed across the redhead, rested upon him only for a split-second before he had turned his back at the two again, already heading towards the building.
Absent-mindedly Die allowed his gaze to follow the young teacher for a moment longer than he should have, and that was already enough to make Koji frown. Only after a moment, Die seemed to snap back to reality, turning back to his companion. "Since when she threatened to kick me out on the street," he lied without blushing. Sure, his mom had threatened him with that, several times, but he knew better than to be worried about it since his mother would never walk the talk anyways.
"Well, then how about meeting after school to study for the upcoming test together?" Koji suggested. He was sure that this couldn't be the reason for the redhead's change, the look he had given their teacher telling more than a thousand words, but he decided that he wouldn't go anywhere if he went on with the questioning.
"Hm?" Die pursed his lips slightly, thinking for a moment but then shook his head. "Not today. How's tomorrow?" He had other plans for that day already, something he definitely wouldn't skip for anything.
"Tomorrow? But that's Saturday," Koji whined and then nodded. "Okay, so tomorrow." He himself needed to study too as he couldn't afford to fail this course either, so he agreed.
"Don't whine, big baby." The redhead flashed a grin, chuckling slightly. "What's one wasted Saturday anyways? You'll at least have the Friday evening free."
"Speaking of Friday evening," the other boy grinned. "What are you doing today that you can't skip for some practicing?"
"I have an important meeting." Die shrugged, the grin still tugging the corners of his mouth. "Besides, isn't Friday always for partying? Who the hell reads for exams then?"
"Who is she?" Koji asked smirking. "And why do you never take me along to your parties, huh?"
"None of your business, bro." The redhead slapped the other teen's shoulder. "And don't whine, I take you along most of the time." He was saved by the bell which sounded loudly and cut off Koji's questioning. The boy pouted a bit and inwardly decided to find out about the redhead's date for that day.
The truth was that there was no girl, and not even a date yet. Die was merely hopeful that Kaoru would agree upon letting him come over that evening, as he had got his hopes up so high already. Well, and if it wouldn't happen, he could always go to Mitsuko's party in the evening to get totally wasted and cover up his disappointment.
The young teacher had already stuffed his books into this bag, ready to leave, when the redhead suddenly stepped into the room. Kaoru couldn't hide the surprise in his expression as they hadn't been alone after their first encounter again. Still, he had been secretly hoping for this to happen, had dreamed about it even. "Yeah?" he asked, arching an eyebrow. "What can I do for you?"
"Remember that you said it's up to me if it's a non-recurring happening or not?" Die arched an eyebrow questioningly, hopped to sit on one of the tables and swung his legs a bit. "Well, here I am." He had no idea how to say what he wanted, and only shrugged a bit, hoping he got his point across.
The answer were a few chuckles and Kaoru stepped close to him. "But school's out for today," he pointed out, ruffling the redhead's hair in a patronizing manner. "No more lessons." As much as he would have wanted to, he couldn't risk going for it while everybody went home, the cleaning personnel going through the rooms already.
"You could take me with you?" Die collected all his courage to ask and desperately tried to look casual although his heart was going a million miles an hour.
"To my dormitory?" The young teacher frowned. He only had a tiny furnished apartment while he was teaching at this school, because his university was in a whole different city.
"Well certainly not to my place." The redhead chuckled a bit, as he only had a small room for himself and his mother, father and four siblings were living in the same tiny apartment. He created his best pleading look, looking at the other man. "Please?"
Again, Kaoru had to laugh and he pursed his lips in the pretence to ponder. "Well, I think I won't get rid of you anyways now, right?" Releasing a huge sigh, he nodded. "Okay, you can come there, but Daisuke," he took on an admonishing tone, "Nobody's supposed to see us together..."
"I know." Die smirked. "Just gimme the address and I'll be there. I can find my way." He was already high spirited because Kaoru had agreed on his request, and a bright smile had appeared on his lips.
Still not believing that he really did this, Kaoru wrote down the address on a small sheet of paper, even the busline that stopped right in front of his building. He knew he was supposed to act all secure and not to show his nervousness but the fact that Die had asked for this, that he really wanted to see him again and re-enact what had happened some days ago, made his heart beat quick in sweet anticipation. When he was certain that nobody could see them, he placed the paper in the redhead's palm and gave him as quick peck on the lips before practically fleeing the room.
The small kiss had been enough to make Die's heart skip a beat and he was whistling merrily as he slowly stalked out of the room. He thought he could as well go home first and take a quick shower before heading to the given address. That would at least give Kaoru some time to get home properly before he appeared on his doorstep. And to tidy... Because that was necessary in Kaoru's small apartment. Instantly when he stepped inside, he kicked off his shoes and began to stuff his clothes into the closet, piling the endless heaps of books, loose sheets of paper and whatever up in one corner. Only then he realized that it would be clever to take a shower too, especially after he checked his smell by sniffing under his own armpit.
To his mother, Die merely said he was going out, using the friend's party as an excuse and said he didn't know if he'd be home before the next morning. His mother gave him a long speech, but he didn't even hear half of it and was soon on his way already. He took the bus Kaoru had recommended, hardly able to stay still on his place as he was somewhat bouncy.
Kaoru had forgotten time and when it knocked on his door, he wasn't dressed yet and his hair was dripping wet from the shower. Quickly, he only wrapped a towel around his hips and went to get the door, smiling widely when he saw that it was indeed Die who stood there. "Come on in," he said, pushing the door open a bit further.
The redhead mirrored the smile, stepped into the apartment and curiously took a look around inside. The place was small, but tidy although there was a lot of stuff scattered around. "This is cool," he remarked, plopping down to sit on an old couch that was beside one wall and took up rather much space in the small room.
"It's enough to prepare lessons and relax a bit." Kaoru nodded towards the real bed in one corner, a smirk tugging the corners of his mouth. "Want something to drink while I get dressed?" he asked, wiping away a drop of water that was running down his chest from his hair.
"Sure." Die nodded. He shamelessly allowed his gaze to roam over the other man's form, and the temptation was big to tell him that he wouldn't need to get dressed at all. He tried to hold back though, still slightly insecure about this.
Instantly, the smaller man headed to a recess of the room where he had a tiny stove and a fridge. "Coke or," he arched an eyebrow, "beer?"
"Beer." The redhead smirked instantly, "Assuming that you'll give me one."
Chuckling, Kaoru dug out two beer cans and headed back to the redhead. Just when he handed one to him, the towel threatened to slide off him and he quickly grabbed it to hold it up, almost dropping his own beer. Inwardly cursing that all the coolness was now gone, he took on a casual expression again. "Why shouldn't I give you one? I assume that when you didn't tell anybody that I fucked you, you won't spill the beans about me handing you alcohol either," he remarked in what he was hoping was a cool manner.
"I supposed so as well." Die gave a bright grin and took a long sip from his beer before nodding towards the towel the other man was holding up with one hand. "You can let it drop too, I don't mind."
The suggestion caused a wave of heat to run down the young teacher's spine and he indeed gave it a thought. After a few moments had passed, he showed a confident smile and let go of the towel, allowing it to slide over the small curve of his butt to the ground. "Better?" he asked and took a sip from his beer to cover the slight blush that was appearing on his cheeks.
The redhead measured the other man's appearance with his gaze and tried to suppress the slight blush that already was forcing its way to his cheeks as this all felt somehow so forbidden. "Yeah." He nodded casually though, sipping his own beer in an attempt to appear more casual.
Kaoru felt a bit misplaced, standing completely naked right in front of the other one and shifted his weight from one foot to another. "And do you expect me to just stand here for your own entertainment?"
"No." Die shook his head, giving the older man a small grin before confessing honestly. "But I don't know what else to do either." He had pulled his legs close to his chest, making himself more comfortable on the couch.
That again made Kaoru laugh softly and he sat down on the couch next to the redhead. "How about improvising?" he asked, his voice only a whisper as he took the can out of Die's hand and instead leaned close to give him a soft, deep kiss.
Instinctively the redhead raised his hand, tangling his fingers into the soft, wet strands of Kaoru's hair. Although he had known what to expect from the evening, he had still been more than nervous, and this moment seemed to soothe his nerves seriously, as he could simply concentrate on the contact and the tingling feeling it caused in the pit of his stomach.
If he had known how nervous his partner was as well, it might have calmed him down a bit more, but the older man was a good actor, too experienced to let it show. Without breaking the contact, he slid his hands under the redhead's shirt, pushing it up to his armpits with the movement. Their first encounter hadn't given him the opportunity to enjoy the softness of Die's skin, to feel him and touch him everywhere, but he was determined to make it up for that. Firmly, he brushed his thumbs across the hardening nipples on the firm chest and as it resulted in a small gasp that broke the kiss, he used the moment to slide the shirt off Die completely.
When Die had thought about this beforehand he had already planned everything, had practiced lines he could use and had imagined every detail so he would appear calm and experienced when it came down to it. But the kiss, along with the soft touch, already caused every single thought to flee his mind and he simply leaned in for another kiss. The longer the kiss lasted, the more passionate it became and somewhere in between, Kaoru let his hands roam down the redhead's chest, straight to the button of his jeans. "I want you out of those," he demanded, during a small pause. "I want you naked."
The words made Die blush slightly but he didn't object, only gave the other man a small smirk before getting up on his feet. Without wasting time on it he got out of his jeans, trying to appear calmer than he actually was since he didn't want to show his nervousness. When the garment was gone finally, Kaoru placed his palms on the redhead's hips and pulled him closer until he was standing right before him, between his legs. Without tearing his eyes off him, he first breathed a soft kiss on his lower abdomen before kissing and licking his way southwards, using his tongue and teeth on the pure skin.
A forceful shudder ran along the redhead's spine and he had to close his eyes for a moment. He forced them open again soon though, not wanting to miss a single second as he thought that Kaoru was simply beautiful, looking up to him like that. For some reason his nervousness was fading, making way for sweet anticipation only. Slowly, the older man took the redhead's length in his palm and licked across the sensitive crown. A few days ago, he had shown Die how good it was to just throw oneself into a moment, how good it was to have it the hard way, he now wanted to show him the other side, the softer and teasing side
.
Although a part of the redhead had already been waiting for something like this, it still managed to almost knock him off his feet. He groaned out loud, his eyes falling halfway shut as laces of pleasure coursed through him at that very instant. Since his whole being began to tremble forcefully, Kaoru gently pulled him down on the couch, making him rest on his back. Without wasting another second, he crawled between his parted legs and instantly took all of the arousal into his throat.
A small outcry escaped Die and he instinctively bucked up from the couch, moving his hips. He tried to hold back though, even blushed a bit as he hadn't intended to react that way and to move further into the other man's throat. It was still all too new to him, and he hoped Kaoru didn't mind. He didn't, but as a precaution, Kaoru placed one palm on the redhead's hip to prevent him from moving too much for the time being. It wasn't that he couldn't take it, it was just that he didn't want it to be over too soon. Die was so young, full of energy and inexperienced in this way of love-making that Kaoru simply feared he could come too fast and with it spoil his fun.
And he wasn't wrong in his assumption as Die could already feel himself being pushed higher, nearing the edge inevitably. He managed to hold back still though, but his breathing was getting seriously ragged and he was simply gasping for breath, squirming slightly on his place. The older man couldn't deny that this was affecting him as well and since he was naked, he couldn't hide it. Still, he withdrew from the redhead and only gave him a few teasing strokes with his hand. "Did you learn something so far?" he asked, a grin on his lips.
Of course this wasn't about teaching anything, well, maybe the art of love-making, but he was curious how Die would react to the break. The first reaction was a frustrated whimper and the younger one tried to move his hips forward into the touch to gain more of it. "Y-yeah," His voice was shaky as he answered, and he managed a hasty nod as well, but inwardly just wished that the other man would grant him more, would put out the fire within.
Firmly, Kaoru circled the tip of the redhead's length with his thumb before pressing against it. "And what did you learn?" he asked hypocritical, his voice low and he planted a few kisses on the other one's neck as he had crawled up enough to savor his blissful expression. Die's hips jerked forward and he cried out slightly again. Panting, he only answered shortly. "That I want more." He managed to give a small smirk, and turned his head enough to ghost his lips over Kaoru's.
The answer was good enough for the older man and he slid back down, making sure Die could feel his own erection against his thigh. This time, he didn't hold him back, allowed the redhead to move into his mouth as he wished, gave him the chance to take what he wanted and his body needed. The pleasure was simply too much to take, the wet heat too tempting and the redhead couldn't have held back even if he had wanted to. It only took some moments before his body tensed, a surprised outcry escaping his throat as his eyes snapped open and the climax washed through him, making him shudder.
Kaoru kept on sucking him until the redhead finally relaxed again, sinking back into the cushions of the couch. There was an impish sparkle in his eyes when he moved upwards until their faces were at the same level. First, Kaoru only pecked Die's lips but when the other one willingly opened his mouth for him, initiated a deep kiss, only then showing that he had kept the release on his tongue the whole time.
It made Die shiver a bit, as his own taste mixed with the other man's. Willingly he leaned more into the kiss, deepening it even further and wrapped his arms around the older man's neck. It was a moment of intense closeness, both of their hearts beating quickly in their chests. When Die lifted one leg a bit like accidentally, brushing against his lover's arousal, Kaoru couldn't hold back a mewl which was followed by a low groan. Still, he wasn't willing to break the kiss, only grinded against the younger man's leg, trying to get the needed friction from there to soothe his libido a bit.
Another small shiver ran through the younger man as he felt how aroused Kaoru already was, and instantly he moved his leg again to provide him even more friction. He was acting mainly on instinct all the time, guided by need and want. Eventually, the kiss had to break as both of them were out of breath. Kaoru's chest was heaving, his features speaking of pure desire and lust. It took him a lot of willpower not to just part the redhead's legs further and thrust into the tight heat to gain what he needed finally.
Still, he got a bit further and took the soft thighs in his hands, spreading them. He knew that this was probably the most embarrassing moment in Die's life, being completely open with somebody looking straight at his most intimate bodyparts. To Kaoru though, this was only arousing, the redhead being simply gorgeous like this with his smoothe, white skin, the flushed face and the invitingly puckering hole that seemed to beg for some attention.
There indeed was a blush lingering on the redhead's cheeks, partly due to the just experienced though, and he didn't even try to make a move to cover himself. There was something fascinating in the intense way the older man was looking at him and he couldn't help but to like it, to feel rather admired than self conscious in a bad way. He felt somewhat vulnerable though, but just took a deep breath and decided that it would be worth it, that he could trust his companion.
Slowly, Kaoru raised his gaze and stretched his neck to give his student a short, wet kiss. His lips were lingering on Die's a moment longer than necessary before he withdrew and lowered his head, covering the other man's chest with a whole bunch of small kisses and licks. Suddenly, he bit down on his hip, leaving a mark behind and instantly dragged his tongue across it like apologizing. The feeling of the teeth on his skin made Die shudder and he couldn't deny that the sensation turned him on to no end. He showed his appreciation with small groan, allowing his eyes to close as he didn't have the needed energy to keep them open.
Every single movement of the older man was thought through, practiced and totally not self-less. He simply wanted to hear Die moan, liked the sexy voice when he lost himself and just uttered what was deep inside him. Finally, Kaoru stopped for a short moment and looked up at the redhead. "Die, do you know what rimming is?" he asked, a smug smile dancing on his lips.
Instantly a blush appeared on the redhead's cheeks and he nodded hesitantly. The mere thought made his breath hitch in his throat, and inwardly he cursed that the other man seemed to always make him react so easily to everything. Contently, Kaoru nodded, the smile never leaving his lips. "Then let's find out if you like it." He simply generously assumed that Die had had never made any kind of experiences when it came to that. The next second, he could already feel a wet tongue between his legs, circling his entrance and even pressing against the tight ring of muscles that was contracting to prevent any kind of intrusion.
The initial thought from Die had been that there was no way he would like it, it would simply be too embarrassing and he could never get over that fact. But as he was now actually living it, feeling the other man's tongue explore areas of him no one had before, he found himself being turned on by it intensely. Kaoru could still remember his first time when somebody had done this to him and he also could still hear his lover telling him how many nerve endings were located in that area. When he felt Die relax a bit, he even allowed the tip of his tongue to invade him, only to withdraw and simply circle the muscled ring again.
Die was shuddering constantly, a set of small whimpers escaping him as he squirmed slightly on his place. Why was it that his whole being was again like on fire? All it took was a single touch from Kaoru and he was ready to throw himself at him and beg if that was what it'd take. Unable to bear the inner pressure for a second longer, the older man finally sat up and positioned his arousal on the redhead's entrance. But very much to his own surprise, he didn't do anything yet, only grinded against his companion, letting him feel how hard he really was.
It made Die gasp, and instinctively he grasped the other man's arms, holding on almost knuckles white. It took a moment for him to gain control over himself enough to speak, and his voice was merely a breathless whisper even then. "Please..." He was blushing a bit although one couldn't really tell due to his already flushed cheeks. "Just fuck me already." He was embarrassed, and he had never thought his pride would allow him to ask for something like that.
The desperation in his voice made a wave of desire run through Kaoru's body, caused him to close his eyes and groan lowly. He had aimed for this, true, but never in his wildest imagination would he have believed that he could react this forcefully to a plain and simple demand like that. Without wasting another thought, he gave Die what he had been asking for and himself what he had needed for a small eternity already as it seemed.
The first thrust was enough to shut down his brains completely, to only leave primal instinct behind and allow his body to move as it wished, to take what it wanted with long, hard thrusts as he subconsciously pushed Die's legs further apart to gain more room to move. Die cried out loud, tightening the grip he had of the other man's arms and tried to meet the thrusts halfway somehow. Due to his position it was hard though, and he had to settle mainly for getting what the other man was willing to give him. Thankfully, he didn't tease, didn't hold back and the long, hard thrusts were just what Die had needed and wanted.
For a long time, the otherwise silent room was only filled by the sound of their heavy respiration, the sound of skin meeting skin and the set of content groans and moans that were leaving both men continuously. Although experienced, Kaoru found himself incapable to hold out longer, feeling the heat already melt down to a tiny spark somewhere in the pits of his groin.
The next second, the spark exploded, seemed to burn him alive with a wave of utmost pleasure as the orgasm overcame him like a tidal wave, washing away all conscious thoughts for those few blissful seconds where he lost all control over himself.
Somehow feeling Kaoru's release caused something inside the redhead to snap and he screamed out loud, his voice echoing from the walls strangely audible. The orgasm washed through him almost instantly afterwards, the last hard thrust sending him flying as there was nothing he could do to prevent it.
It still took a couple of seconds before Kaoru landed back to earth, before he realized that he was still clawing the redhead's thighs in a vice-like grip. Exhausted, he let go and just dropped forward, allowing himself to rest on top of his lover for a few more moments until he had gathered enough strength to move again. Instinctively Die had wrapped his arms around the smaller man's form, wanting to hold him close to himself. He truly enjoyed the mere skin on skin contact although they were both sticky and sweaty.
Kaoru was lingering somewhere between sleep and awake, somehow totally content and relaxed there close to the other man. Just before he could drift off completely, he lifted his head and smiled at Die. Having no idea what to say, how to thank him for this, he settled for giving him a kiss, coevally moving his hips to pull away. A small sigh, even somewhat disappointed, left the redhead as the connection was gone, but the sound was drowned out by the kiss. Willingly he simply got lost into the contact, already growing addicted to the kisses they shared.
"I never met somebody quite like you," Kaoru gave away when they had parted. "And I am sure you mean nothing but trouble." The smile on his lips showed that he either didn't mean it really or that he didn't care.
The words made Die chuckle, and he tilted his head curiously. "Never screwed a student before then?" He ghosted his lips over the other man's, taking the bottom lip between his teeth and tugging a bit before pulling back again. "Don't worry. I never screwed a teacher before either."
"Technically," the older man's voice beared a teasing undertone, "you haven't screwed me."
"Don't nitpick!" The redhead aimed a playful hit on Kaoru's head, forming a pretty pout. Suddenly his expression was curious though, and he arched an eyebrow. "Would you have let me then?" He didn't really expect 'yes' as an answer, at least this soon after this thing between them had started.
"If I were sure you know what you're doing... Maybe." Kaoru smiled sweetly. He had never been the one to go for it only one way, had always enjoyed the pleasure both sides had to offer, but he didn't have to give it away to Die instantly, right? "So maybe if you keep on being an attentive student and learn a lot, then I allow it one day."
"You'll just have to show your talent as a teacher and make me learn everything essential," Die winked, the bright grin on his face showing that he indeed was determined to be an attentive student when it came to this.
"Then tell me what you learned from today's lesson," Kaoru demanded smirking. "I want a detailed report. Verbal is sufficient."
"You're not really expecting me to explain that all out loud?" The redhead arched an eyebrow, looking suspicious. "I'm definitely not drunk enough for that."
"Yes, I do expect that. It's a part of the course and if you need alcohol to gain courage, the fridge's over there." The older man nodded into the common direction where the small kitchen area was.
"There's one minor setback though..." Die pointed out with a grin, tilting his head. "You're lying on me."
Grinning, Kaoru lifted himself up, teasingly slow. But instead of getting up completely, he only let himself drop backwards on the other end of the couch, freeing the redhead without having to move too much himself. Die moved, first looking like he was actually about to get up and to the fridge. His previous beer was on the small table beside the couch though, and as it was only half finished he settled for downing it in one gulp, before practically falling back against the other male.
The impact pressed all the air out of the smaller man's lungs and he chuckled, wrapping his arms around Die's waist to keep him from falling off the couch. "So that's enough to make you speak?" he asked amused and held Die tight so that he had no chance to turn around and had to lie there like a turtle on his back.
The younger one chuckled, shaking his head a bit and simply relaxed against the warm presence behind him, enjoying the way he was being held. "No." Another headshake followed. "I was more hoping I could distract you from wanting the explanation in the first place."
"And how exactly did your plan look like?" Kaoru asked, allowing one of his hands to travel southwards between the redhead's legs. "I'm a teacher. I have to check what you learned already."
"But I thought that people prefer not bringing their work home." Die tilted his head enough to be able to take a look at the other man, a grin dancing on his lips. Almost absent-mindedly he slid a bit lower in the movement too, like trying to press himself even closer to the body beneath his.
The answer bore a certain truth and elicited a small chuckle from the older man. He used the closeness of their faces to give the redhead a small kiss. "I thought we have a Greek student-teacher relationship here," he whispered afterwards. "That doesn't end in school." Tentatively, he laced his fingers around Die's length.
When he felt the body react to his soft touches, he grinned again. "Do you know why I admire teenagers?" he asked purring, giving the arousal a small squeeze. "They have endless energy." He generously ignored the fact that his years as a teenager weren't long gone either.
The touch made Die groan out loud and his eyes fell shut again, he couldn't even keep his body from bucking up a bit, his hips moving into the touch. "You sound like," he began, his voice somewhat unsteady already as he tried to speak between ragged breaths. "You have it as a hobby to screw all the teenagers at sight."
"Maybe I do," the young teacher purred. "Would that disturb you?" He was amazed by Die's forceful reactions to his advances, amazed and delighted. It willed him on to tease him more, to keep his touches at a level that only allowed the pressure and heat to rise slowly. On the other hand, he couldn't deny that the whole moment affected him too, that he enjoyed every shudder that went through the body above him as if it was his own, that he even tried to make Die writhe and squirm as the movement brought sweet friction for his own growing need.
He got what he wanted as the redhead wasn't really in control of his own movements completely, bucking up and squirming on his place in an attempt to gain more of the touches. He was panting already, feeling like the heat inside of him might burst him if he didn't get more, didn't reach completion. He didn't know himself this desperate, it was something in Kaoru that made him react this much to everything, made him drop all shame and simply show what he wanted both with his actions and the soft pleas that fell from his lips.
"Don't you want to answer my question?" Kaoru asked quietly because he had problems to control his voice. This was somewhat new to him as well, not only the fact that he was having a sexual relationship to somebody he was supposed to teach other things, but also that he felt himself grow addicted to it, to Die, slowly.
"Yeah," The answer came quickly between two ragged breaths, clearly showing that the younger one had troubles staying in control of himself even slightly. "It would." A small groan followed the words though and Die's body moved on its own again, practically grinding against the older man. A breathless gasp escaped Kaoru's lips and bereaved him of the ability to speak completely. With all his might, he pushed Die forward, off him, caused him to fall headlong on the couch again.
Using the new won freedom, Kaoru got on his knees and took a firm hold of the redhead's hips, lifting them a bit for him. "Then you should make sure I'm not lacking anything," he finally managed to breathe out before he invaded the inviting body before him.
The reply, which had already been forming on Die's tongue, turned into a long, incoherent scream as he could feel himself being stretched wider, the other man filling him completely in the most intimate of ways. He was clawing the surface of the couch, desperately trying to find something to hold on to, feeling as if he might just lose his mind otherwise. Still he wanted more, needed more, and was pushing back to meet the thrusts.
The reaction was more than Kaoru had expected, more than he had experienced so far. It made him groan, stars dancing before his wide open eyes as he began to build up a steady rhythm of thrusts that were varying in force and depth. After a few moments, he placed one palm between Die's shoulder blades and pressed down, signalling he wanted him to lower his upper body as it would change the angle in a delicious way.
Will-lessly Die allowed the other man to push him down until his shoulders were resting on the couch, the angle making it harder for him to gasp for breath. It all became totally irrelevant though as the other man thrust into him deep, causing a flash of white to shoot through his consciousness. He cried out loud again, a forceful shudder running along his spine, and he simply wanted more of those sensations.
The redhead's loudness caused shivers down Kaoru's spine, pleasant ones. He knew that the walls there were thin like rice-paper, that everybody, who was at home on this Friday evening, could hear what they were doing, heard every single moan and outcry. Still, the thought of slowing down or of telling Die to shut up didn't even occur to him as he loved the sexy undertone in his voice, loved how it was laced with need and want.
When he knew that he wouldn't last much longer, he even wrapped one arm around the other man's waist, intending to help him over the edge. The touch was the last drop that Die had needed and it only took mere seconds before his whole being tensed with the force of his climax. One final outcry tore its way from his throat and he pressed his face down into the couch to stifle the sound even somewhat. He was still shuddering, his whole being becoming undone.
Kaoru felt as if the body before him became boneless, as if he could just form it into the way he wanted. Die's back was arching in an almost impossible way, his upper body completely flat on the couch while he kept on thrusting into the increasing tightness. It didn't need much for him to reach his limits, seeing that he had already been teetering on the edge for what has felt like an eternity.
Only when his own body relaxed again, Kaoru pulled out of his lover and dropped down to sit on his heels, gasping for air for a few moments. The redhead was trying to force some air into his burning lungs, his eyes closed as there was no way to process the feelings inside of him right now. He practically collapsed on the couch, utterly exhausted but feeling too good for mere words.
Stretching his arm to the small beside table, Kaoru snatched his pack of cigarettes and lit two. After this, he definitely needed a smoke. Since Die kept his face down, he brought the fag to the boy's lush lips, nudging him with his elbow. "Here..." There was a blissful smile on the older man's lips and a sparkle in his eyes and he could’ve hidden from anybody how good he felt.
Automatically Die took the offered cig, taking a long drag from it before forcing himself to get up into a seated position. One glance at his face showed that he was feeling equally good as the other man, a silly smile plastered on his lips. He didn't say anything though, only kept smoking and looking at his companion.
After a long time of silence, the grin on Kaoru's face stretched into a smirk as he spoke up. "Bucket and sponge are underneath the sink. You stained my couch, you clean it." It was as simple as that to him and he wanted to see the redhead's reaction to that.
"In your dreams," the redhead merely stated, not making a single move to get up from his place.
It earned him a not too gentle slap on the butt. "Other people have to work for their furniture, you know," the young teacher pointed out chuckling.
"Hey, but it's ME who's gonna be sore here, so you should show what a gentleman you are and do it for me." The slap had made Die jump a bit though, and now he quickly seated himself at the other end of the couch, grinning at the older man from there.
"Okay," Kaoru grinned as well, lighting himself another cigarette with the remains of his current one. "But then mark that I will make you wear a condom the next time so that nothing of my stuff gets stained again."
"Come on," Die laughed, shaking his head. "That's about the most lame thing one can say to someone he just nailed. Doesn't exactly encourage to repeat the whole thing, does it?"
"I never said I'm romantic," Kaoru instantly defended himself before he noticed that he had given up his cool behavior with that. Quickly, he took a deep drag from his cig and relaxed his features, trying to get rid of the happy beam there. "And who said that I am going to repeat this?"
"You." The answer came instantly, in a totally casual tone.
This time, the older man startled obviously and he raised his gaze to look his companion deep in the eyes. "Me?"
"Yes, you." Die chuckled at the reaction, amusement clear in the sparkle in his eyes. "You just said that 'the next time' you're gonna make me wear a condom."
Being confronted with his own stupidity made Kaoru laugh out loud. Shaking his head, he killed the remains of his cigarette and then looked at Die again. "You are quite clever for somebody who's threatened to repeat the year."
"No one ever said I'm stupid." Die shrugged, meeting the gaze straight. "Being clever doesn't equal being good at school."
"But you could be good at school if you only used your cleverness in a...," the older man snickered at his lack of words, "more clever way."
"How old are you?" Die asked suddenly, changing the topic completely and just looking at the other man questioningly.
"Twenty-two," Kaoru answered honestly and smiled. "You're seventeen or eighteen?" He had forgotten what he had read in the file.
"Almost eighteen. Two months away." The redhead replied, and inwardly thought that four years difference in age wasn't that much in the end. He had assumed that it might have been even more.
"Don't throw your life away, Die." Kaoru had become serious suddenly. "I know, I'm not much older than you, but you must believe me that school is inevitable if you want to lead a decent life once. It's no lie that you do it for yourself and for nobody else, you know."
The words made Die fall silent and for a moment he simply looked at the other man, not saying a single word. Finally, he averted his gaze down though, releasing a small sigh. "I know." Deep down he knew that, had known it for long, but it was a different thing to act on it. Although he knew it was important, he was somehow disappointed that the older man brought it up right now, like it was just a casual everyday conversation, regardless of what had just happened between them.
Kaoru sensed it and averted his gaze, swallowing hard. "I'm sorry." He knew that he shouldn't push the redhead, had no right to interfere in his life although he had already done that by screwing him blind. Now he would have to face the consequences, although he had no idea how they would look like. In the lack of anything to say, he crawled close to the other man, not minding the slight wetness under his knees, put his hand in the back of his neck and pulled him down into a deep kiss.
When it broke, he was smiling again. "What did you tell your friends where you are today? Don't tell me there's no wild party going on on a Friday night," he wanted to know, laughing softly.
Die mirrored the smile, the kiss making him feel somewhat better although there still was something inside of him that made him feel slightly misplaced. Maybe it was the insecurity of where this would lead, what would happen between them now. He tried to force it away though and simply chuckled a bit, shrugging. "I told them I have a date. So they assume I'm now somewhere with a hot chick plastered all over me."
"I should show you my Halloween costume. I make a fucking sexy girl." The teacher snickered and then ruffled Die's hair. "But maybe you should go and have a shower now, because there's at least SOMETHING plastered all over you." He was quite good in hiding his own insecurities about the question what would happen to them, if this reckless screwing could go on or if it led to something else.
"Can I borrow a towel then?" Die asked, not even minding the fact that the other ruffled his hair although usually he hated that gesture to no end.
"No." Kaoru grinned widely. "You will have to shake yourself dry like a dog." Chuckling, he finally got up and since Die remained like glued to his spot, grabbed his hand and dragged him towards the tiny bathroom with the small shower cabin. "You can use this here," he held up a big towel that probably had been fluffy once but had been washed too often already and was now slightly rough. "It's clean."
"Thanks." The redhead considered for a moment if he could ask the other to shower with him, but then decided against it as he still wasn't sure what was exactly going to happen and he didn't think his pride could handle being rejected. He proceeded to quickly rub himself clean, getting rid of the stains and sweat on his skin.
For a short moment, the older man stayed and watched, but then decided that this was somewhat impudent and went back into his living-room to really clean the couch. If it had been his own, he wouldn't have given a damn and done it sometime later, but he had rented the room with all the furniture and didn't want to be held responsible for the stains. The only thing he had brought along had been the bed as he hated sleeping on a futon on the floor.
Since Die was still in the shower when he was done, he decided to quickly wash himself and thus joined him, filling the sink with a bit of warm water and quickly scrubbed himself clean with a wash-cloth.
It didn't take long anymore and the redhead stepped out of the shower, wrapping the huge towel around himself and just eyeing the other's form for a long moment before speaking up. "Uhm... Can I stay still?" He had to force himself to ask, but he simply had to know what would now follow. And he wanted to stay, really much, he just wasn't sure if the other man was already done with him and wanted him out.
The question made Kaoru flinch and he turned around, frowning surprised. "Sure you can stay." To be honest, he hadn't thought that Die could believe he would just kick him out after screwing. "But I warn you, I only have a bit of bread and half of a left-over pizza in my fridge."
The words made Die smile instantly, and he couldn't hide that he was relieved indeed. "I don't eat much." He nodded even to confirm his words, hugging the towel a bit more against himself.
"You should though," the other man answered grinning. "You're skinny." With having said that, he led Die to the bed and made him sit down there since the couch was wet from his cleaning efforts. Then, he went to the fridge, dug out the old pizza and heated it in the microwave before offering it to the redhead.
The gesture made the smile on Die's face even widen, and he accepted the offered food with a grateful nod. "Thanks." He shifted a bit on the mattress, expecting the other man to sit down beside him. Kaoru followed the invitation and stole a small slice of pizza from the redhead for himself even. It was nice and still unusual for him to be this close with somebody, but he had to admit that Die's presence was a pleasant one.
Although they talked about everything and nothing, they knew how to appreciate being silent too without seeing the need to explain everything that went on in their heads. Die didn't quite know what to make out of this situation as he simultaneously felt like being on a date and like spending time with his best friend. Somehow, the silence was just comfortable between them, and even after the pizza was gone they sat there beside each other, only lowly talking every now and then.
It was in the middle of the night, Die leaning heavily against Kaoru who had wrapped his arm around him, when the older man spoke up again, his voice cutting through the silence that had lasted for several minutes. "I think it's better if you go home now." It sounded more like a suggestion than a statement as he would have preferred to just fall asleep there together with the warm body beside him. But he knew that Die's parents probably awaited him and didn't want to risk any troubles. "Before anybody sends troops to find you."
Die sighed a bit, nodding. "I've been away from home overnight before too..." He tried, but didn't even convince himself really. With another small sigh he forced himself to sit up completely, giving the older man a small smile. "But I can come again once, right?" He almost held his breath as he waited for the reply, hoping with all his might that it would be an agreeing one.
A small pause followed before Kaoru nodded slowly. "Sure you can. You know the way now." He didn't want to sound too enthusiastic, because he always had to remind himself that a relationship between the two of them wasn't a good idea. When Die already closed the buttons of his jacket, he spoke up again though. "Die?"
"Yeah?" Die turned his head to take a look at him, stopping in a mid-movement.
"Tell me before you come next time. Then I have some dinner here for you too." The other man smiled widely.
The words made the redhead's heart skip a beat and he mirrored the bright smile, nodding. "I will. Thanks." He raised his hand to bid farewell, although he would've rather just ran to him again and kissed him once more. But there would be a next time, they had already agreed upon something like that and that made leaving easier.
The moment when the door had closed, Kaoru sank back into the cushions, hugging the blanket tight to himself. He was smiling, simply feeling high and although he couldn't quite tell what was there between him and his younger student, it still was something good. Maybe it was only the mind-blowing sex though, but he refused to believe that.
Die walked all the way back home, high-spirited and wanted to calm down somewhat with the long journey. Like expected, he received a long speech from his mother about being out too late, but he simply beared it, his thoughts drifting off elsewhere.
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Summary: Kaoru is a young teacher who works his first job as a substitute teacher in a school that doesn’t have the best of reputation. In his history class there’s a certain redheaded troublemaker and determinedly Kaoru sets out to show him that studying CAN pay off too instead of just being there to trouble everyone. Their relationship takes a drastic turn though…
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Previously happened: Part 1
Chapter 2
The kiss had been enough to make Die smile though, the sparkle back in his eyes. "Not." He winked, shouldered his bag and headed to the door already. Usually this would've made him skip the next class, but he was high spirited enough to even survive the Japanese-class had next. When he had already unlocked the door, even opened it, he turned to give his teacher a glance over his shoulder still. "Uhm... See you?"
The question made Kaoru laugh and he nodded. "Of course." Right after the door had closed behind Die, he quickly got rid of the evidences of what had just happened. He would have to teach some physics in another class next and inwardly decided to let the students do some experiments so that he could think about the incident.
From that day on forward, there was a visible change in the redhead which everyone in his class noticed; he began to take part during history classes. He had never been really active, despite not failing many courses ever, and still now obviously started working to increase his grade in history. Most of his classmates dismissed it, thinking that Kaoru had simply admonished him and made him see he would have to pass this course if he wanted to graduate.
Only Koji knew Die better than that, and he knew there was something more to it. He just couldn't place it yet; only had a hunch. He kept on watching his friend silently for a couple of days, even tried to see if there was a change in how Kaoru reacted to him, but there was nothing suspicious in the teacher's behavior. One day, they were occupying the usual smoking spot, he decided to just ask. "You seem to like history class lately," he remarked casually, knowing that a blunt question would never get a decent reply.
"I need to pass the course." Die shrugged casually, not meeting the other teen's gaze straight but rather directed his eyes to the distance. He worked hard not to blush and even managed to keep his cool in the end. "And Niikura won't give me a good grade out of pity."
If this had been anybody else but Die, Koji would've been content with this answer, but hearing that from the redhead only raised his suspicions. "Since when do you give a damn about passing or not? I thought you wanted to quit school anyways."
"I did." The redhead killed the remains of his cigarette, turning to look his friend in the eye finally. "But I changed my mind. My mom would kill me for quitting."
"And since when do you care for HER and what she thinks?" his friend went on questioning. Suddenly, there was a change in the atmosphere around them and some students quickly dropped their cigarettes. Kaoru was walking past them, a cig dangling in the corner of his mouth. In passing by, his gaze brushed across the redhead, rested upon him only for a split-second before he had turned his back at the two again, already heading towards the building.
Absent-mindedly Die allowed his gaze to follow the young teacher for a moment longer than he should have, and that was already enough to make Koji frown. Only after a moment, Die seemed to snap back to reality, turning back to his companion. "Since when she threatened to kick me out on the street," he lied without blushing. Sure, his mom had threatened him with that, several times, but he knew better than to be worried about it since his mother would never walk the talk anyways.
"Well, then how about meeting after school to study for the upcoming test together?" Koji suggested. He was sure that this couldn't be the reason for the redhead's change, the look he had given their teacher telling more than a thousand words, but he decided that he wouldn't go anywhere if he went on with the questioning.
"Hm?" Die pursed his lips slightly, thinking for a moment but then shook his head. "Not today. How's tomorrow?" He had other plans for that day already, something he definitely wouldn't skip for anything.
"Tomorrow? But that's Saturday," Koji whined and then nodded. "Okay, so tomorrow." He himself needed to study too as he couldn't afford to fail this course either, so he agreed.
"Don't whine, big baby." The redhead flashed a grin, chuckling slightly. "What's one wasted Saturday anyways? You'll at least have the Friday evening free."
"Speaking of Friday evening," the other boy grinned. "What are you doing today that you can't skip for some practicing?"
"I have an important meeting." Die shrugged, the grin still tugging the corners of his mouth. "Besides, isn't Friday always for partying? Who the hell reads for exams then?"
"Who is she?" Koji asked smirking. "And why do you never take me along to your parties, huh?"
"None of your business, bro." The redhead slapped the other teen's shoulder. "And don't whine, I take you along most of the time." He was saved by the bell which sounded loudly and cut off Koji's questioning. The boy pouted a bit and inwardly decided to find out about the redhead's date for that day.
The truth was that there was no girl, and not even a date yet. Die was merely hopeful that Kaoru would agree upon letting him come over that evening, as he had got his hopes up so high already. Well, and if it wouldn't happen, he could always go to Mitsuko's party in the evening to get totally wasted and cover up his disappointment.
The young teacher had already stuffed his books into this bag, ready to leave, when the redhead suddenly stepped into the room. Kaoru couldn't hide the surprise in his expression as they hadn't been alone after their first encounter again. Still, he had been secretly hoping for this to happen, had dreamed about it even. "Yeah?" he asked, arching an eyebrow. "What can I do for you?"
"Remember that you said it's up to me if it's a non-recurring happening or not?" Die arched an eyebrow questioningly, hopped to sit on one of the tables and swung his legs a bit. "Well, here I am." He had no idea how to say what he wanted, and only shrugged a bit, hoping he got his point across.
The answer were a few chuckles and Kaoru stepped close to him. "But school's out for today," he pointed out, ruffling the redhead's hair in a patronizing manner. "No more lessons." As much as he would have wanted to, he couldn't risk going for it while everybody went home, the cleaning personnel going through the rooms already.
"You could take me with you?" Die collected all his courage to ask and desperately tried to look casual although his heart was going a million miles an hour.
"To my dormitory?" The young teacher frowned. He only had a tiny furnished apartment while he was teaching at this school, because his university was in a whole different city.
"Well certainly not to my place." The redhead chuckled a bit, as he only had a small room for himself and his mother, father and four siblings were living in the same tiny apartment. He created his best pleading look, looking at the other man. "Please?"
Again, Kaoru had to laugh and he pursed his lips in the pretence to ponder. "Well, I think I won't get rid of you anyways now, right?" Releasing a huge sigh, he nodded. "Okay, you can come there, but Daisuke," he took on an admonishing tone, "Nobody's supposed to see us together..."
"I know." Die smirked. "Just gimme the address and I'll be there. I can find my way." He was already high spirited because Kaoru had agreed on his request, and a bright smile had appeared on his lips.
Still not believing that he really did this, Kaoru wrote down the address on a small sheet of paper, even the busline that stopped right in front of his building. He knew he was supposed to act all secure and not to show his nervousness but the fact that Die had asked for this, that he really wanted to see him again and re-enact what had happened some days ago, made his heart beat quick in sweet anticipation. When he was certain that nobody could see them, he placed the paper in the redhead's palm and gave him as quick peck on the lips before practically fleeing the room.
The small kiss had been enough to make Die's heart skip a beat and he was whistling merrily as he slowly stalked out of the room. He thought he could as well go home first and take a quick shower before heading to the given address. That would at least give Kaoru some time to get home properly before he appeared on his doorstep. And to tidy... Because that was necessary in Kaoru's small apartment. Instantly when he stepped inside, he kicked off his shoes and began to stuff his clothes into the closet, piling the endless heaps of books, loose sheets of paper and whatever up in one corner. Only then he realized that it would be clever to take a shower too, especially after he checked his smell by sniffing under his own armpit.
To his mother, Die merely said he was going out, using the friend's party as an excuse and said he didn't know if he'd be home before the next morning. His mother gave him a long speech, but he didn't even hear half of it and was soon on his way already. He took the bus Kaoru had recommended, hardly able to stay still on his place as he was somewhat bouncy.
Kaoru had forgotten time and when it knocked on his door, he wasn't dressed yet and his hair was dripping wet from the shower. Quickly, he only wrapped a towel around his hips and went to get the door, smiling widely when he saw that it was indeed Die who stood there. "Come on in," he said, pushing the door open a bit further.
The redhead mirrored the smile, stepped into the apartment and curiously took a look around inside. The place was small, but tidy although there was a lot of stuff scattered around. "This is cool," he remarked, plopping down to sit on an old couch that was beside one wall and took up rather much space in the small room.
"It's enough to prepare lessons and relax a bit." Kaoru nodded towards the real bed in one corner, a smirk tugging the corners of his mouth. "Want something to drink while I get dressed?" he asked, wiping away a drop of water that was running down his chest from his hair.
"Sure." Die nodded. He shamelessly allowed his gaze to roam over the other man's form, and the temptation was big to tell him that he wouldn't need to get dressed at all. He tried to hold back though, still slightly insecure about this.
Instantly, the smaller man headed to a recess of the room where he had a tiny stove and a fridge. "Coke or," he arched an eyebrow, "beer?"
"Beer." The redhead smirked instantly, "Assuming that you'll give me one."
Chuckling, Kaoru dug out two beer cans and headed back to the redhead. Just when he handed one to him, the towel threatened to slide off him and he quickly grabbed it to hold it up, almost dropping his own beer. Inwardly cursing that all the coolness was now gone, he took on a casual expression again. "Why shouldn't I give you one? I assume that when you didn't tell anybody that I fucked you, you won't spill the beans about me handing you alcohol either," he remarked in what he was hoping was a cool manner.
"I supposed so as well." Die gave a bright grin and took a long sip from his beer before nodding towards the towel the other man was holding up with one hand. "You can let it drop too, I don't mind."
The suggestion caused a wave of heat to run down the young teacher's spine and he indeed gave it a thought. After a few moments had passed, he showed a confident smile and let go of the towel, allowing it to slide over the small curve of his butt to the ground. "Better?" he asked and took a sip from his beer to cover the slight blush that was appearing on his cheeks.
The redhead measured the other man's appearance with his gaze and tried to suppress the slight blush that already was forcing its way to his cheeks as this all felt somehow so forbidden. "Yeah." He nodded casually though, sipping his own beer in an attempt to appear more casual.
Kaoru felt a bit misplaced, standing completely naked right in front of the other one and shifted his weight from one foot to another. "And do you expect me to just stand here for your own entertainment?"
"No." Die shook his head, giving the older man a small grin before confessing honestly. "But I don't know what else to do either." He had pulled his legs close to his chest, making himself more comfortable on the couch.
That again made Kaoru laugh softly and he sat down on the couch next to the redhead. "How about improvising?" he asked, his voice only a whisper as he took the can out of Die's hand and instead leaned close to give him a soft, deep kiss.
Instinctively the redhead raised his hand, tangling his fingers into the soft, wet strands of Kaoru's hair. Although he had known what to expect from the evening, he had still been more than nervous, and this moment seemed to soothe his nerves seriously, as he could simply concentrate on the contact and the tingling feeling it caused in the pit of his stomach.
If he had known how nervous his partner was as well, it might have calmed him down a bit more, but the older man was a good actor, too experienced to let it show. Without breaking the contact, he slid his hands under the redhead's shirt, pushing it up to his armpits with the movement. Their first encounter hadn't given him the opportunity to enjoy the softness of Die's skin, to feel him and touch him everywhere, but he was determined to make it up for that. Firmly, he brushed his thumbs across the hardening nipples on the firm chest and as it resulted in a small gasp that broke the kiss, he used the moment to slide the shirt off Die completely.
When Die had thought about this beforehand he had already planned everything, had practiced lines he could use and had imagined every detail so he would appear calm and experienced when it came down to it. But the kiss, along with the soft touch, already caused every single thought to flee his mind and he simply leaned in for another kiss. The longer the kiss lasted, the more passionate it became and somewhere in between, Kaoru let his hands roam down the redhead's chest, straight to the button of his jeans. "I want you out of those," he demanded, during a small pause. "I want you naked."
The words made Die blush slightly but he didn't object, only gave the other man a small smirk before getting up on his feet. Without wasting time on it he got out of his jeans, trying to appear calmer than he actually was since he didn't want to show his nervousness. When the garment was gone finally, Kaoru placed his palms on the redhead's hips and pulled him closer until he was standing right before him, between his legs. Without tearing his eyes off him, he first breathed a soft kiss on his lower abdomen before kissing and licking his way southwards, using his tongue and teeth on the pure skin.
A forceful shudder ran along the redhead's spine and he had to close his eyes for a moment. He forced them open again soon though, not wanting to miss a single second as he thought that Kaoru was simply beautiful, looking up to him like that. For some reason his nervousness was fading, making way for sweet anticipation only. Slowly, the older man took the redhead's length in his palm and licked across the sensitive crown. A few days ago, he had shown Die how good it was to just throw oneself into a moment, how good it was to have it the hard way, he now wanted to show him the other side, the softer and teasing side
.
Although a part of the redhead had already been waiting for something like this, it still managed to almost knock him off his feet. He groaned out loud, his eyes falling halfway shut as laces of pleasure coursed through him at that very instant. Since his whole being began to tremble forcefully, Kaoru gently pulled him down on the couch, making him rest on his back. Without wasting another second, he crawled between his parted legs and instantly took all of the arousal into his throat.
A small outcry escaped Die and he instinctively bucked up from the couch, moving his hips. He tried to hold back though, even blushed a bit as he hadn't intended to react that way and to move further into the other man's throat. It was still all too new to him, and he hoped Kaoru didn't mind. He didn't, but as a precaution, Kaoru placed one palm on the redhead's hip to prevent him from moving too much for the time being. It wasn't that he couldn't take it, it was just that he didn't want it to be over too soon. Die was so young, full of energy and inexperienced in this way of love-making that Kaoru simply feared he could come too fast and with it spoil his fun.
And he wasn't wrong in his assumption as Die could already feel himself being pushed higher, nearing the edge inevitably. He managed to hold back still though, but his breathing was getting seriously ragged and he was simply gasping for breath, squirming slightly on his place. The older man couldn't deny that this was affecting him as well and since he was naked, he couldn't hide it. Still, he withdrew from the redhead and only gave him a few teasing strokes with his hand. "Did you learn something so far?" he asked, a grin on his lips.
Of course this wasn't about teaching anything, well, maybe the art of love-making, but he was curious how Die would react to the break. The first reaction was a frustrated whimper and the younger one tried to move his hips forward into the touch to gain more of it. "Y-yeah," His voice was shaky as he answered, and he managed a hasty nod as well, but inwardly just wished that the other man would grant him more, would put out the fire within.
Firmly, Kaoru circled the tip of the redhead's length with his thumb before pressing against it. "And what did you learn?" he asked hypocritical, his voice low and he planted a few kisses on the other one's neck as he had crawled up enough to savor his blissful expression. Die's hips jerked forward and he cried out slightly again. Panting, he only answered shortly. "That I want more." He managed to give a small smirk, and turned his head enough to ghost his lips over Kaoru's.
The answer was good enough for the older man and he slid back down, making sure Die could feel his own erection against his thigh. This time, he didn't hold him back, allowed the redhead to move into his mouth as he wished, gave him the chance to take what he wanted and his body needed. The pleasure was simply too much to take, the wet heat too tempting and the redhead couldn't have held back even if he had wanted to. It only took some moments before his body tensed, a surprised outcry escaping his throat as his eyes snapped open and the climax washed through him, making him shudder.
Kaoru kept on sucking him until the redhead finally relaxed again, sinking back into the cushions of the couch. There was an impish sparkle in his eyes when he moved upwards until their faces were at the same level. First, Kaoru only pecked Die's lips but when the other one willingly opened his mouth for him, initiated a deep kiss, only then showing that he had kept the release on his tongue the whole time.
It made Die shiver a bit, as his own taste mixed with the other man's. Willingly he leaned more into the kiss, deepening it even further and wrapped his arms around the older man's neck. It was a moment of intense closeness, both of their hearts beating quickly in their chests. When Die lifted one leg a bit like accidentally, brushing against his lover's arousal, Kaoru couldn't hold back a mewl which was followed by a low groan. Still, he wasn't willing to break the kiss, only grinded against the younger man's leg, trying to get the needed friction from there to soothe his libido a bit.
Another small shiver ran through the younger man as he felt how aroused Kaoru already was, and instantly he moved his leg again to provide him even more friction. He was acting mainly on instinct all the time, guided by need and want. Eventually, the kiss had to break as both of them were out of breath. Kaoru's chest was heaving, his features speaking of pure desire and lust. It took him a lot of willpower not to just part the redhead's legs further and thrust into the tight heat to gain what he needed finally.
Still, he got a bit further and took the soft thighs in his hands, spreading them. He knew that this was probably the most embarrassing moment in Die's life, being completely open with somebody looking straight at his most intimate bodyparts. To Kaoru though, this was only arousing, the redhead being simply gorgeous like this with his smoothe, white skin, the flushed face and the invitingly puckering hole that seemed to beg for some attention.
There indeed was a blush lingering on the redhead's cheeks, partly due to the just experienced though, and he didn't even try to make a move to cover himself. There was something fascinating in the intense way the older man was looking at him and he couldn't help but to like it, to feel rather admired than self conscious in a bad way. He felt somewhat vulnerable though, but just took a deep breath and decided that it would be worth it, that he could trust his companion.
Slowly, Kaoru raised his gaze and stretched his neck to give his student a short, wet kiss. His lips were lingering on Die's a moment longer than necessary before he withdrew and lowered his head, covering the other man's chest with a whole bunch of small kisses and licks. Suddenly, he bit down on his hip, leaving a mark behind and instantly dragged his tongue across it like apologizing. The feeling of the teeth on his skin made Die shudder and he couldn't deny that the sensation turned him on to no end. He showed his appreciation with small groan, allowing his eyes to close as he didn't have the needed energy to keep them open.
Every single movement of the older man was thought through, practiced and totally not self-less. He simply wanted to hear Die moan, liked the sexy voice when he lost himself and just uttered what was deep inside him. Finally, Kaoru stopped for a short moment and looked up at the redhead. "Die, do you know what rimming is?" he asked, a smug smile dancing on his lips.
Instantly a blush appeared on the redhead's cheeks and he nodded hesitantly. The mere thought made his breath hitch in his throat, and inwardly he cursed that the other man seemed to always make him react so easily to everything. Contently, Kaoru nodded, the smile never leaving his lips. "Then let's find out if you like it." He simply generously assumed that Die had had never made any kind of experiences when it came to that. The next second, he could already feel a wet tongue between his legs, circling his entrance and even pressing against the tight ring of muscles that was contracting to prevent any kind of intrusion.
The initial thought from Die had been that there was no way he would like it, it would simply be too embarrassing and he could never get over that fact. But as he was now actually living it, feeling the other man's tongue explore areas of him no one had before, he found himself being turned on by it intensely. Kaoru could still remember his first time when somebody had done this to him and he also could still hear his lover telling him how many nerve endings were located in that area. When he felt Die relax a bit, he even allowed the tip of his tongue to invade him, only to withdraw and simply circle the muscled ring again.
Die was shuddering constantly, a set of small whimpers escaping him as he squirmed slightly on his place. Why was it that his whole being was again like on fire? All it took was a single touch from Kaoru and he was ready to throw himself at him and beg if that was what it'd take. Unable to bear the inner pressure for a second longer, the older man finally sat up and positioned his arousal on the redhead's entrance. But very much to his own surprise, he didn't do anything yet, only grinded against his companion, letting him feel how hard he really was.
It made Die gasp, and instinctively he grasped the other man's arms, holding on almost knuckles white. It took a moment for him to gain control over himself enough to speak, and his voice was merely a breathless whisper even then. "Please..." He was blushing a bit although one couldn't really tell due to his already flushed cheeks. "Just fuck me already." He was embarrassed, and he had never thought his pride would allow him to ask for something like that.
The desperation in his voice made a wave of desire run through Kaoru's body, caused him to close his eyes and groan lowly. He had aimed for this, true, but never in his wildest imagination would he have believed that he could react this forcefully to a plain and simple demand like that. Without wasting another thought, he gave Die what he had been asking for and himself what he had needed for a small eternity already as it seemed.
The first thrust was enough to shut down his brains completely, to only leave primal instinct behind and allow his body to move as it wished, to take what it wanted with long, hard thrusts as he subconsciously pushed Die's legs further apart to gain more room to move. Die cried out loud, tightening the grip he had of the other man's arms and tried to meet the thrusts halfway somehow. Due to his position it was hard though, and he had to settle mainly for getting what the other man was willing to give him. Thankfully, he didn't tease, didn't hold back and the long, hard thrusts were just what Die had needed and wanted.
For a long time, the otherwise silent room was only filled by the sound of their heavy respiration, the sound of skin meeting skin and the set of content groans and moans that were leaving both men continuously. Although experienced, Kaoru found himself incapable to hold out longer, feeling the heat already melt down to a tiny spark somewhere in the pits of his groin.
The next second, the spark exploded, seemed to burn him alive with a wave of utmost pleasure as the orgasm overcame him like a tidal wave, washing away all conscious thoughts for those few blissful seconds where he lost all control over himself.
Somehow feeling Kaoru's release caused something inside the redhead to snap and he screamed out loud, his voice echoing from the walls strangely audible. The orgasm washed through him almost instantly afterwards, the last hard thrust sending him flying as there was nothing he could do to prevent it.
It still took a couple of seconds before Kaoru landed back to earth, before he realized that he was still clawing the redhead's thighs in a vice-like grip. Exhausted, he let go and just dropped forward, allowing himself to rest on top of his lover for a few more moments until he had gathered enough strength to move again. Instinctively Die had wrapped his arms around the smaller man's form, wanting to hold him close to himself. He truly enjoyed the mere skin on skin contact although they were both sticky and sweaty.
Kaoru was lingering somewhere between sleep and awake, somehow totally content and relaxed there close to the other man. Just before he could drift off completely, he lifted his head and smiled at Die. Having no idea what to say, how to thank him for this, he settled for giving him a kiss, coevally moving his hips to pull away. A small sigh, even somewhat disappointed, left the redhead as the connection was gone, but the sound was drowned out by the kiss. Willingly he simply got lost into the contact, already growing addicted to the kisses they shared.
"I never met somebody quite like you," Kaoru gave away when they had parted. "And I am sure you mean nothing but trouble." The smile on his lips showed that he either didn't mean it really or that he didn't care.
The words made Die chuckle, and he tilted his head curiously. "Never screwed a student before then?" He ghosted his lips over the other man's, taking the bottom lip between his teeth and tugging a bit before pulling back again. "Don't worry. I never screwed a teacher before either."
"Technically," the older man's voice beared a teasing undertone, "you haven't screwed me."
"Don't nitpick!" The redhead aimed a playful hit on Kaoru's head, forming a pretty pout. Suddenly his expression was curious though, and he arched an eyebrow. "Would you have let me then?" He didn't really expect 'yes' as an answer, at least this soon after this thing between them had started.
"If I were sure you know what you're doing... Maybe." Kaoru smiled sweetly. He had never been the one to go for it only one way, had always enjoyed the pleasure both sides had to offer, but he didn't have to give it away to Die instantly, right? "So maybe if you keep on being an attentive student and learn a lot, then I allow it one day."
"You'll just have to show your talent as a teacher and make me learn everything essential," Die winked, the bright grin on his face showing that he indeed was determined to be an attentive student when it came to this.
"Then tell me what you learned from today's lesson," Kaoru demanded smirking. "I want a detailed report. Verbal is sufficient."
"You're not really expecting me to explain that all out loud?" The redhead arched an eyebrow, looking suspicious. "I'm definitely not drunk enough for that."
"Yes, I do expect that. It's a part of the course and if you need alcohol to gain courage, the fridge's over there." The older man nodded into the common direction where the small kitchen area was.
"There's one minor setback though..." Die pointed out with a grin, tilting his head. "You're lying on me."
Grinning, Kaoru lifted himself up, teasingly slow. But instead of getting up completely, he only let himself drop backwards on the other end of the couch, freeing the redhead without having to move too much himself. Die moved, first looking like he was actually about to get up and to the fridge. His previous beer was on the small table beside the couch though, and as it was only half finished he settled for downing it in one gulp, before practically falling back against the other male.
The impact pressed all the air out of the smaller man's lungs and he chuckled, wrapping his arms around Die's waist to keep him from falling off the couch. "So that's enough to make you speak?" he asked amused and held Die tight so that he had no chance to turn around and had to lie there like a turtle on his back.
The younger one chuckled, shaking his head a bit and simply relaxed against the warm presence behind him, enjoying the way he was being held. "No." Another headshake followed. "I was more hoping I could distract you from wanting the explanation in the first place."
"And how exactly did your plan look like?" Kaoru asked, allowing one of his hands to travel southwards between the redhead's legs. "I'm a teacher. I have to check what you learned already."
"But I thought that people prefer not bringing their work home." Die tilted his head enough to be able to take a look at the other man, a grin dancing on his lips. Almost absent-mindedly he slid a bit lower in the movement too, like trying to press himself even closer to the body beneath his.
The answer bore a certain truth and elicited a small chuckle from the older man. He used the closeness of their faces to give the redhead a small kiss. "I thought we have a Greek student-teacher relationship here," he whispered afterwards. "That doesn't end in school." Tentatively, he laced his fingers around Die's length.
When he felt the body react to his soft touches, he grinned again. "Do you know why I admire teenagers?" he asked purring, giving the arousal a small squeeze. "They have endless energy." He generously ignored the fact that his years as a teenager weren't long gone either.
The touch made Die groan out loud and his eyes fell shut again, he couldn't even keep his body from bucking up a bit, his hips moving into the touch. "You sound like," he began, his voice somewhat unsteady already as he tried to speak between ragged breaths. "You have it as a hobby to screw all the teenagers at sight."
"Maybe I do," the young teacher purred. "Would that disturb you?" He was amazed by Die's forceful reactions to his advances, amazed and delighted. It willed him on to tease him more, to keep his touches at a level that only allowed the pressure and heat to rise slowly. On the other hand, he couldn't deny that the whole moment affected him too, that he enjoyed every shudder that went through the body above him as if it was his own, that he even tried to make Die writhe and squirm as the movement brought sweet friction for his own growing need.
He got what he wanted as the redhead wasn't really in control of his own movements completely, bucking up and squirming on his place in an attempt to gain more of the touches. He was panting already, feeling like the heat inside of him might burst him if he didn't get more, didn't reach completion. He didn't know himself this desperate, it was something in Kaoru that made him react this much to everything, made him drop all shame and simply show what he wanted both with his actions and the soft pleas that fell from his lips.
"Don't you want to answer my question?" Kaoru asked quietly because he had problems to control his voice. This was somewhat new to him as well, not only the fact that he was having a sexual relationship to somebody he was supposed to teach other things, but also that he felt himself grow addicted to it, to Die, slowly.
"Yeah," The answer came quickly between two ragged breaths, clearly showing that the younger one had troubles staying in control of himself even slightly. "It would." A small groan followed the words though and Die's body moved on its own again, practically grinding against the older man. A breathless gasp escaped Kaoru's lips and bereaved him of the ability to speak completely. With all his might, he pushed Die forward, off him, caused him to fall headlong on the couch again.
Using the new won freedom, Kaoru got on his knees and took a firm hold of the redhead's hips, lifting them a bit for him. "Then you should make sure I'm not lacking anything," he finally managed to breathe out before he invaded the inviting body before him.
The reply, which had already been forming on Die's tongue, turned into a long, incoherent scream as he could feel himself being stretched wider, the other man filling him completely in the most intimate of ways. He was clawing the surface of the couch, desperately trying to find something to hold on to, feeling as if he might just lose his mind otherwise. Still he wanted more, needed more, and was pushing back to meet the thrusts.
The reaction was more than Kaoru had expected, more than he had experienced so far. It made him groan, stars dancing before his wide open eyes as he began to build up a steady rhythm of thrusts that were varying in force and depth. After a few moments, he placed one palm between Die's shoulder blades and pressed down, signalling he wanted him to lower his upper body as it would change the angle in a delicious way.
Will-lessly Die allowed the other man to push him down until his shoulders were resting on the couch, the angle making it harder for him to gasp for breath. It all became totally irrelevant though as the other man thrust into him deep, causing a flash of white to shoot through his consciousness. He cried out loud again, a forceful shudder running along his spine, and he simply wanted more of those sensations.
The redhead's loudness caused shivers down Kaoru's spine, pleasant ones. He knew that the walls there were thin like rice-paper, that everybody, who was at home on this Friday evening, could hear what they were doing, heard every single moan and outcry. Still, the thought of slowing down or of telling Die to shut up didn't even occur to him as he loved the sexy undertone in his voice, loved how it was laced with need and want.
When he knew that he wouldn't last much longer, he even wrapped one arm around the other man's waist, intending to help him over the edge. The touch was the last drop that Die had needed and it only took mere seconds before his whole being tensed with the force of his climax. One final outcry tore its way from his throat and he pressed his face down into the couch to stifle the sound even somewhat. He was still shuddering, his whole being becoming undone.
Kaoru felt as if the body before him became boneless, as if he could just form it into the way he wanted. Die's back was arching in an almost impossible way, his upper body completely flat on the couch while he kept on thrusting into the increasing tightness. It didn't need much for him to reach his limits, seeing that he had already been teetering on the edge for what has felt like an eternity.
Only when his own body relaxed again, Kaoru pulled out of his lover and dropped down to sit on his heels, gasping for air for a few moments. The redhead was trying to force some air into his burning lungs, his eyes closed as there was no way to process the feelings inside of him right now. He practically collapsed on the couch, utterly exhausted but feeling too good for mere words.
Stretching his arm to the small beside table, Kaoru snatched his pack of cigarettes and lit two. After this, he definitely needed a smoke. Since Die kept his face down, he brought the fag to the boy's lush lips, nudging him with his elbow. "Here..." There was a blissful smile on the older man's lips and a sparkle in his eyes and he could’ve hidden from anybody how good he felt.
Automatically Die took the offered cig, taking a long drag from it before forcing himself to get up into a seated position. One glance at his face showed that he was feeling equally good as the other man, a silly smile plastered on his lips. He didn't say anything though, only kept smoking and looking at his companion.
After a long time of silence, the grin on Kaoru's face stretched into a smirk as he spoke up. "Bucket and sponge are underneath the sink. You stained my couch, you clean it." It was as simple as that to him and he wanted to see the redhead's reaction to that.
"In your dreams," the redhead merely stated, not making a single move to get up from his place.
It earned him a not too gentle slap on the butt. "Other people have to work for their furniture, you know," the young teacher pointed out chuckling.
"Hey, but it's ME who's gonna be sore here, so you should show what a gentleman you are and do it for me." The slap had made Die jump a bit though, and now he quickly seated himself at the other end of the couch, grinning at the older man from there.
"Okay," Kaoru grinned as well, lighting himself another cigarette with the remains of his current one. "But then mark that I will make you wear a condom the next time so that nothing of my stuff gets stained again."
"Come on," Die laughed, shaking his head. "That's about the most lame thing one can say to someone he just nailed. Doesn't exactly encourage to repeat the whole thing, does it?"
"I never said I'm romantic," Kaoru instantly defended himself before he noticed that he had given up his cool behavior with that. Quickly, he took a deep drag from his cig and relaxed his features, trying to get rid of the happy beam there. "And who said that I am going to repeat this?"
"You." The answer came instantly, in a totally casual tone.
This time, the older man startled obviously and he raised his gaze to look his companion deep in the eyes. "Me?"
"Yes, you." Die chuckled at the reaction, amusement clear in the sparkle in his eyes. "You just said that 'the next time' you're gonna make me wear a condom."
Being confronted with his own stupidity made Kaoru laugh out loud. Shaking his head, he killed the remains of his cigarette and then looked at Die again. "You are quite clever for somebody who's threatened to repeat the year."
"No one ever said I'm stupid." Die shrugged, meeting the gaze straight. "Being clever doesn't equal being good at school."
"But you could be good at school if you only used your cleverness in a...," the older man snickered at his lack of words, "more clever way."
"How old are you?" Die asked suddenly, changing the topic completely and just looking at the other man questioningly.
"Twenty-two," Kaoru answered honestly and smiled. "You're seventeen or eighteen?" He had forgotten what he had read in the file.
"Almost eighteen. Two months away." The redhead replied, and inwardly thought that four years difference in age wasn't that much in the end. He had assumed that it might have been even more.
"Don't throw your life away, Die." Kaoru had become serious suddenly. "I know, I'm not much older than you, but you must believe me that school is inevitable if you want to lead a decent life once. It's no lie that you do it for yourself and for nobody else, you know."
The words made Die fall silent and for a moment he simply looked at the other man, not saying a single word. Finally, he averted his gaze down though, releasing a small sigh. "I know." Deep down he knew that, had known it for long, but it was a different thing to act on it. Although he knew it was important, he was somehow disappointed that the older man brought it up right now, like it was just a casual everyday conversation, regardless of what had just happened between them.
Kaoru sensed it and averted his gaze, swallowing hard. "I'm sorry." He knew that he shouldn't push the redhead, had no right to interfere in his life although he had already done that by screwing him blind. Now he would have to face the consequences, although he had no idea how they would look like. In the lack of anything to say, he crawled close to the other man, not minding the slight wetness under his knees, put his hand in the back of his neck and pulled him down into a deep kiss.
When it broke, he was smiling again. "What did you tell your friends where you are today? Don't tell me there's no wild party going on on a Friday night," he wanted to know, laughing softly.
Die mirrored the smile, the kiss making him feel somewhat better although there still was something inside of him that made him feel slightly misplaced. Maybe it was the insecurity of where this would lead, what would happen between them now. He tried to force it away though and simply chuckled a bit, shrugging. "I told them I have a date. So they assume I'm now somewhere with a hot chick plastered all over me."
"I should show you my Halloween costume. I make a fucking sexy girl." The teacher snickered and then ruffled Die's hair. "But maybe you should go and have a shower now, because there's at least SOMETHING plastered all over you." He was quite good in hiding his own insecurities about the question what would happen to them, if this reckless screwing could go on or if it led to something else.
"Can I borrow a towel then?" Die asked, not even minding the fact that the other ruffled his hair although usually he hated that gesture to no end.
"No." Kaoru grinned widely. "You will have to shake yourself dry like a dog." Chuckling, he finally got up and since Die remained like glued to his spot, grabbed his hand and dragged him towards the tiny bathroom with the small shower cabin. "You can use this here," he held up a big towel that probably had been fluffy once but had been washed too often already and was now slightly rough. "It's clean."
"Thanks." The redhead considered for a moment if he could ask the other to shower with him, but then decided against it as he still wasn't sure what was exactly going to happen and he didn't think his pride could handle being rejected. He proceeded to quickly rub himself clean, getting rid of the stains and sweat on his skin.
For a short moment, the older man stayed and watched, but then decided that this was somewhat impudent and went back into his living-room to really clean the couch. If it had been his own, he wouldn't have given a damn and done it sometime later, but he had rented the room with all the furniture and didn't want to be held responsible for the stains. The only thing he had brought along had been the bed as he hated sleeping on a futon on the floor.
Since Die was still in the shower when he was done, he decided to quickly wash himself and thus joined him, filling the sink with a bit of warm water and quickly scrubbed himself clean with a wash-cloth.
It didn't take long anymore and the redhead stepped out of the shower, wrapping the huge towel around himself and just eyeing the other's form for a long moment before speaking up. "Uhm... Can I stay still?" He had to force himself to ask, but he simply had to know what would now follow. And he wanted to stay, really much, he just wasn't sure if the other man was already done with him and wanted him out.
The question made Kaoru flinch and he turned around, frowning surprised. "Sure you can stay." To be honest, he hadn't thought that Die could believe he would just kick him out after screwing. "But I warn you, I only have a bit of bread and half of a left-over pizza in my fridge."
The words made Die smile instantly, and he couldn't hide that he was relieved indeed. "I don't eat much." He nodded even to confirm his words, hugging the towel a bit more against himself.
"You should though," the other man answered grinning. "You're skinny." With having said that, he led Die to the bed and made him sit down there since the couch was wet from his cleaning efforts. Then, he went to the fridge, dug out the old pizza and heated it in the microwave before offering it to the redhead.
The gesture made the smile on Die's face even widen, and he accepted the offered food with a grateful nod. "Thanks." He shifted a bit on the mattress, expecting the other man to sit down beside him. Kaoru followed the invitation and stole a small slice of pizza from the redhead for himself even. It was nice and still unusual for him to be this close with somebody, but he had to admit that Die's presence was a pleasant one.
Although they talked about everything and nothing, they knew how to appreciate being silent too without seeing the need to explain everything that went on in their heads. Die didn't quite know what to make out of this situation as he simultaneously felt like being on a date and like spending time with his best friend. Somehow, the silence was just comfortable between them, and even after the pizza was gone they sat there beside each other, only lowly talking every now and then.
It was in the middle of the night, Die leaning heavily against Kaoru who had wrapped his arm around him, when the older man spoke up again, his voice cutting through the silence that had lasted for several minutes. "I think it's better if you go home now." It sounded more like a suggestion than a statement as he would have preferred to just fall asleep there together with the warm body beside him. But he knew that Die's parents probably awaited him and didn't want to risk any troubles. "Before anybody sends troops to find you."
Die sighed a bit, nodding. "I've been away from home overnight before too..." He tried, but didn't even convince himself really. With another small sigh he forced himself to sit up completely, giving the older man a small smile. "But I can come again once, right?" He almost held his breath as he waited for the reply, hoping with all his might that it would be an agreeing one.
A small pause followed before Kaoru nodded slowly. "Sure you can. You know the way now." He didn't want to sound too enthusiastic, because he always had to remind himself that a relationship between the two of them wasn't a good idea. When Die already closed the buttons of his jacket, he spoke up again though. "Die?"
"Yeah?" Die turned his head to take a look at him, stopping in a mid-movement.
"Tell me before you come next time. Then I have some dinner here for you too." The other man smiled widely.
The words made the redhead's heart skip a beat and he mirrored the bright smile, nodding. "I will. Thanks." He raised his hand to bid farewell, although he would've rather just ran to him again and kissed him once more. But there would be a next time, they had already agreed upon something like that and that made leaving easier.
The moment when the door had closed, Kaoru sank back into the cushions, hugging the blanket tight to himself. He was smiling, simply feeling high and although he couldn't quite tell what was there between him and his younger student, it still was something good. Maybe it was only the mind-blowing sex though, but he refused to believe that.
Die walked all the way back home, high-spirited and wanted to calm down somewhat with the long journey. Like expected, he received a long speech from his mother about being out too late, but he simply beared it, his thoughts drifting off elsewhere.