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Title: Once In a Lifetime; Chapter 1
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seinen_no and fonulyn
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Die and Kaoru
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: Kaoru and Die meet in a bar, and they end up sharing a passionate night together. It was a mutual agreement that it should be an one night stand, but fate doesn’t always work like that.
Comments:
fonulyn: So, here’s the next one already, apologies to the ones who get annoyed by the frequent posting x) This one is going to be a bit shorter one than the previous, but I hope you enjoy this nevertheless! Just see for yourself ;)
Oh, andxxdahlia darling, here you go :D I hope you like this one, and it’s solely your doing that we posted it so soon XD See how nice we are?
seinen_no: Oookay… Since fonulyn promised xxdahlia to post this one very soon, here you are. Gosh, two posts within a day, I hope we're not annoying.
Hmm, what to say about it? Well, although it's some kind of bandfic, this is fiction only and has nothing to do with how Dir en grey was formed in reality. We tend to build up our own forming-story whenever we write something about that, so don't expect any facts.
What else? We hope you enjoy reading it x)
And feel free to add our journal if you like the stories!
Once In a Lifetime
Chapter 1
This had been wasted effort as it seemed since there was nobody of interest for him in this club. He had been unlucky more often already and inwardly thought that he should consider visiting another establishment the next time in case he wanted to get laid. Although there had been some guys approaching him, even hitting on him more or less subtle, he had always declined with thanks. Too big, too small, too young, too old, too boring… He had always found the perfect excuse.
In one gulp, Kaoru emptied his drink and stood up to leave, inwardly already preparing himself for another night alone with his hand. But then, he spotted a puff of bright red hair which instantly caught his interest. When he turned around, a slight approving whistle left his lips, because the body to which the head with the red hair belonged, wasn't bad at all. Grabbing his chances, Kaoru changed his plans and directions, making his way through the crowd towards his prey.
The redhead was leaning against the counter, casually sipping his drink and allowing his gaze roam around the room. He had just come there, and was simply checking the place as it wasn't where he usually hung out. Nice, indeed, although there could've been more interesting people. It didn't take long before he noticed that someone had his eyes on him, obviously approaching him through the crowd. 'This might get interesting', he thought inwardly, staying seemingly casual though, only sipping his drink and glancing at the other man from the corner of his eyes every now and then.
The closer Kaoru got to him, the more he liked what he saw. The man was about his age and tall. In addition to his long red hair, he had a set of curiously sparkling eyes and a wide mouth with wonderful lush lips. At first, Kaoru had thought that he had wasted enough time already and would just straight out ask him the usual 'My place or yours', but once he had reached the counter, his courage failed him for some reason. Usually he had no problems to approach guys he deemed gorgeous enough to spend the night with, but this one here was more than that and probably less shy than he had thought first.
Still, Kaoru wanted to settle things quickly and leaned his back against the counter, facing the redhead. He had to raise his voice above the loud music and leaned a bit towards the other man to speak into his ear. "How about inviting me to a drink?" he asked, smiling smugly. He thought that the blunt ones always win.
"Invite you?" The answer came with a grin, as two sparkling eyes turned to meet the gaze. "I thought you were going to buy me one." Despite his words, the redhead beckoned the bartender before turning to give Kaoru a questioning look. "Well, what would you want?" This man seemed definitely interesting, but he still kept his cool, acting totally casual.
"Martini. Stirred, not shaken," Kaoru answered with a wink, but then had to laugh. "Make it a vodka lemon." He definitely was interested in this guy and the thought of leaving together with him already made his heart pound a bit quicker in anticipation. Hopefully he wouldn't turn out to be one of those perverted freaks Kaoru had met more and more often lately and who had had some kind of freaky kinks going on. While the redhead was occupied with the bartender, he scanned his appearance more thoroughly and stared at his butt for a moment.
The redhead seemed to be still aware of the other man's eyes on him, and remained still even after the bartender was gone, only turning his eyes to his companion once again. For a while he simply enjoyed the stare, but then finally spoke up, his voice barely audible over the loud music. "And? Approved?"
Kaoru didn't even flinch, only raised his gaze a bit, a huge grin dancing at the corners of his mouth. "Not bad. Though one can't really tell. Everybody's got a nice ass in jeans." His heart had missed a few beats though as he had never been caught like that. But he liked the other's blunt and open way as much as he liked the way he was looking at him. "Kaoru," he finally introduced himself shortly arching an eyebrow as he waited for a reply. Funny, usually he never introduced himself right away and often didn't even know the other one's name after he had left his apartment again.
"Die." Came the carefree reply and the redhead smirked, nodding a bit at Kaoru before taking a long sip of his drink. His eyes never left the man beside him though, as he shamelessly scanned his appearance thoroughly.
Smiling, Kaoru reached for his drink and after he had taken a sip, asked, "And? Approved?" Deliberately, he had used the same tone of voice as the other and although the loud music almost drowned it out, he was certain Die wouldn't miss the suggestiveness.
"Not bad." The grin on Die's lips widened, and his words were accompanied with a small chuckle. "Approved."
In a cool manner, Kaoru put his drink on the counter and took half a step towards the redhead. Without his eyes leaving Die for a second, he put his hand in his neck and pulled him down, hesitating only a split second before he initiated a kiss. Those lips had simply been too tempting and he just wanted to see if the other man was an amazing kisser as this mouth had promised.
The kiss was answered in a somewhat hungry manner, as the redhead had obviously been waiting for that already. There was something different in this man, something Die couldn't quite place, but it fascinated him to no end. Besides, he had hoped he would be leaving with someone tonight, and this at least would be a good catch.
Both men were slightly out of breath when they parted. Kaoru licked his lips slowly and smiled. This redhead seemed to be exactly what he had needed and if he wouldn't turn out to be a perverted freak, he was even perfect. "Wanna go some place more quiet?" he finally asked and hoped Die wouldn't think he meant the darkroom of the club. For some reason, Kaoru had never liked those chambers and always preferred the togetherness in an apartment or a hotelroom.
"I live really close." The redhead grinned, tilting his head and looking at the other man intensely, like asking his approval for the suggestion. "Only a couple of blocks away." He probably wouldn't have taken the other home for a quick shag only, but there was something in the slightly smaller man's eyes that promised more for the night.
Inwardly, Kaoru was waving a fist of victory, but outwardly only nodded coolly. "Sounds perfect." He flashed the taller man one of his most stunning smiles and quickly emptied the drink, signalling that he was ready to leave. It had been very long since he had gone to a stranger's apartment and the remembrance wasn't exactly what he would call precious. So usually, he either took his catch home to his apartment or got a room. But there was something trustable in the redhead. Or then it was only the quite long dryspell Kaoru had suffered that made him see things which weren't exactly there.
He was rewarded with a bright smile, as the redhead emptied his drink as well, before turning to leave. This seemed more than good. He hadn't lied when he had said he lived only a couple of blocks away, and didn't even bother calling a taxi for them, thinking they could as well walk since it took five minutes by foot. They didn't even talk much during their walk, but were continuously glancing at each other, somehow anxious to finally get there already.
Kaoru had to take a couple of deep breaths every now and then just to calm himself down. This night turned out to become better than he had thought and he couldn't stop his mind from trailing off while they were walking side by side. Hopefully the other was as self confident in bed as he had presented himself in the club. And for some reason he was hoping Die would know how to use this perfect mouth for other things than kissing too.
Although it was a short walk only, for Kaoru it seemed to take forever and he couldn't deny the sweet anticipation which was flowing through him when he waited for Die to finally open the door to his apartment. Like a good host the redhead unlocked the door and held it open for the other man to get in, and didn't forget to check his rear again when he walked past him. He only closed the door behind himself, kicking off the shoes before he stepped closer to the smaller man, pinning him against the wall in a quick movement. For a short moment he looked the other in the eye, their faces almost touching and their breaths mixing, before initiating a deep, passionate kiss.
The contact caused a tingling feeling all over Kaoru's body and his heartbeat to increase rapidly as he opened his mouth further and their tongues met. Hastily, he sneaked his hands inside Die's jacket, sliding it off his shoulders. Usually, he would discuss certain things now, would tell openly what he liked to spare both of them the disappointment of unsatisfying sex. But when he felt Die's hand slip into his shirt, his fingers only brushing softly over his chest and his sensitive nipples, he forgot about that; more like thought whatever would come of this could only be something good.
Die mewled approvingly as he felt his jacket slide off him and to the floor, thinking that the faster they'd get it on the better. He had no idea where the enormous need had come from, but it was like burning him from the inside, making his movement slightly hasty as he slid the other's shirt upwards, reluctantly breaking the kiss so that he would be able to discard the unneeded garment.
Kaoru was fighting with the buttons of Die's shirt and finally tore the rest open impatiently. His mind was occupied with one thought 'where is the fucking bedroom?', but when the other grinded against him, creating friction on his clothed arousal, he was ready to get it on right then and there already. With a groan leaving his lips, Kaoru broke the kiss and instantly attended the now revealed skin on Die's neck and shoulder with small bites and kisses.
The redhead's breathing was already heavier, his chest heaving as he inhaled. Wordlessly he grabbed the other's hips, urging him to follow as he started to make his way towards the bedroom, tangling their legs as much as he was able to on the way. Although he knew they had time, there was still this certain haste in the way he moved, as if he was afraid the other might pull away or just vanish all suddenly. It wasn't conscious though, only a weird feeling somewhere in the back of his head.
Together, they fell on the bed and instantly, Kaoru's hands shot to the other man's crotch, fumbling about the button and finally sliding down the zipper. There was the same haste, the same slight desperation, in his movements which he couldn't quite place. He blamed the weeks of abstinence, but at the same moment knew that it was something else. While planting a few wet kisses on Die's lower stomach, Kaoru dragged down the pants and was only mildly surprised to find that the other didn't wear underwear.
For the moment Die stayed completely still, sprawled out on the bed. As soon as his pants were discarded somewhere as unneeded, he beckoned the other man with his index finger, grabbing his shoulders as he was close enough to pull him down into a heated kiss. His hands didn't stay on the smaller one's shoulders for long though, as he swiftly slid his palms along the smooth chest, soon fumbling with the zipper and the button of his pants.
Kaoru's eyes shot open and a low groan died somewhere between their connected mouths when the other's lithe fingers dipped into his pants and rubbed the bulge they found there through the fabric of his boxers. He wriggled a bit, impatiently moving forward to show that he wanted to be freed, needed it. However, his own arms were wrapped around the taller man's neck, his fingers playing with the long red strands. Die's lips, his touches, the heat and scent which was radiating from him engulfed Kaoru, made his head spin and shut down his brains, only leaving primal urges behind.
There was a grin dancing on the redhead's lips as he noticed how the other reacted to even the slight touches he offered, how his eyes fell shut halfway and how he was writhing on him. But he definitely didn't stay unaffected by the situation himself either, the heat inside of him growing with each passing moment. He simply needed the other man, urgently. So the teasing had to stop. Grabbing the waistband of the other's pants Die tugged them down, ignoring the small growl from his companion since he did it rather ungently.
Kaoru kicked his legs impatiently to get rid of the rest of the garments only to grind his hips against the other man in leaning down, searching for friction and skin on skin contact. Just when he had initiated another hungry kiss, he remembered that both, lube and condoms were in his jacket which adorned the floor somewhere between the bedroom and the hall. It caused him to smile about his own stupidity and he broke the contact, palming Die's length before he moved the tip of his index finger further down, teasingly rimming his entrance. "You have lube and rubbers somewhere?" It cost him some effort, but he managed to make his voice sound steady, even amused, although he was intoxicated by need through and through already.
The initial answer was a groan as the redhead instinctively bucked his hips slightly, somehow trying to channel the need to move. He managed a hasty nod though, swallowing a few times before his voice was steady enough to speak. "Under the bed." He grinned, trying to turn a bit to reach to the bedside, but the other man effectively pinned him down on the mattress.
Kaoru didn't release him instantly, because he enjoyed the reactions he elicited from the other man. Carefully, he pushed his index finger past the tight ring of muscles, the force with which Die's inner walls were contracting around his digit already enough to make him gasp. Smirking, he planted a quick kiss on those invitingly parted lips and whispered a short "Approved", before he rolled to the bedside to search for the necessary items. "A pink carton?" Kaoru had to chuckle, stressing the adjective.
"Do you honestly think I give a shit about how the carton looks like?" The answer was something between annoyed and amused, a small chuckle escaping Die as he tilted his head and grinned at the other. "Just get your butt back here."
Laughing, the smaller man quickly retrieved both, rubber and lube and then took his former place, only that the urged Die to part his legs this time so that he could sit between them. He leaned down and brought his lips close to the other's ear, his breath ghosting across the skin. "You look like somebody," he drawled lowly and poured a generous amount of lube in his palm without the other noticing it, "who damn well gives a shit about colours." As soon as the last word had left his lips, he pushed two fingers inside, moving and scissoring them to prepare the passage for himself.
For some reason he knew that Die enjoyed to be teased as much as he would probably enjoy to tease. So Kaoru kept his movements slow and shallow at first, before he pushed the digits deep inside, searching for the other's good spot, curious for his reaction. The soft, approving groan turned into a louder, almost surprised outcry as the redhead arched slightly upwards from the sheets, stars flashing in front of his eyes when Kaoru found what he had been looking for. Instinctively he parted his thighs slightly wider, like offering himself and simultaneously asking for more.
It was almost like the other knew exactly how to play him, without even a word being exchanged. It would've almost been frightening if Die had had either the time or energy to even waste a single thought about it right now. His sweet spot was being struck continuously now, and left him practically only squirming, panting for some air.
Kaoru was actually surprised how much he enjoyed seeing the other man writhing in pleasure beneath him, so much that he even forgot about the aching need between his legs for the time being. It was like a challenge to drive Die higher and higher, yet not giving him enough to come already. Extending the teasing even, he laced the fingers of his free hand around the other's length and stroke him in time with the movements of his digits inside.
It made Die buck up into the touch, throwing his head from side to side, not knowing where to with the heat inside of him. He was growing more and more impatient though, as the other man made sure he wouldn't gain completion yet, no matter what. A long, impatient growl escaped his throat, his voice thick as he spoke up. "Could you PLEASE get to the point?" Despite the plea he didn't sound asking, more like commanding although he was pretty much at the other's mercy right now.
"Now that you ask so nicely." The smaller man's voice was far from sounding as cool as he would have wanted though. Quickly, he withdrew his fingers, released the other's length and took the condom which he had dropped somewhere on the bed. First, he had problems to open the wrapping, his fingers slippery from the lube and shaking nervously in anticipation. But finally, he got it done and rolled the condom over his arousal before taking a firm hold of the redhead's thighs, parting them a bit further and coevally lifting his hips.
It was hard to push inside as the muscles were still contracting and relaxing randomly, forcing him to stop when he was half way in. Pleasure blinded his sight, the heat exploding and passing the bearable within split seconds, causing him to groan loudly and to thrust forward still.
An almost relieved groan escaped the redhead as he was being filled completely, the feeling so deliciously intense. For a moment he only had to hold his breath, his eyes closed as he tried to gain control over himself even somewhat. Subconsciously he wrapped his long legs loosely around the other's hips, grinding slightly against him, urging him to move already. It startled Kaoru out of his state of being drowned in pleasure and without wanting to tease anymore, he picked up a steady rhythm, his thrusts forceful and long. His eyes were still half way open, glued to the redhead's lust-blurred features, drinking in his sight. A constant flow of low sounds was spilling from his lips every time their hips met with a slapping noise.
It all held somewhat hypnotizing value, the air being filled with the low noises that emitted from them, the groaning and the sound of skin meeting skin as they moved against each other. There was a thin layer of sweat beading on Die's skin, the pressure inside of him almost threatening to drive him insane, making him squirm on the sheets as he only wanted more. It was as if they had known each other for ages already, because there were no words needed to describe what they were going through.
The need had had enough time to build inside Kaoru within the past weeks and he already felt this tiny spark of blue heat gather in his stomach, felt that he began to pant harshly as a sign for the upcoming orgasm. Die's muscles were gripping his arousal in such a delicate way, the other's body willingly opening up to him, that he couldn't help but to be amazed. Again, he brought his hand to Die's arousal, wanting him to get the most of this as well.
Die gasped at the touch, his eyes snapping open and he instinctively looked straight at the other's face, his gaze blurred by pleasure though. He couldn't control his muscles that were spasming, clenching on their own accord. It only took a few strokes, along with deep, forceful thrusts and he tensed the final time, a feral cry forcing its way from his throat as he arched his back, releasing himself forcefully.
This strong reaction caused a shiver to run down Kaoru's spine. That was one reason why he enjoyed being with a man, the tightness increasing even more until it almost hurt when the other came. He used the moment to still thrust forward a couple of times, bringing himself towards completion. Suddenly, the spark turned into a white blaze and a wave of pleasure collapsed over him, washing away every single thought for a few blissful seconds.
The redhead remained still for a long moment, only his chest heaving along with ragged breaths as he just remained lying sprawled on the mattress, his legs still around the other. This had definitely already been worth bringing the other home, and Die had a definite feeling that this hadn't been everything yet.
Kaoru had similar thoughts while he was still engulfed by the blissful aftermath. After a few moments, he had returned to his senses so much that he managed to pull away from the other man. Smiling, his respiration still somewhat heavy, he leaned down, not caring for the stickiness of the other's skin, and breathed a shallow kiss on those invitingly parted lips. Tilting his head slightly Die caught the other's lips, deepening the kiss playfully. He was feeling completely content right now, the pleasant haze still lingering in his mind.
Without breaking the skin on skin contact, Kaoru removed the condom, dropping it on the floor heedlessly. If somebody asked him right now, he would've sworn that they knew each other from another life. Never before had he met a person which seemed to match so perfectly. But then, it was probably only a trick which his mind played on him, caused by the enormous contentment their previous actions had brought.
Neither of them was looking for more than physical satisfaction from this night, and in a way it made it easy for them to just let go and enjoy, making the most of each minute they had. It was almost as if they couldn't get enough of each other, simply needed every touch. When they both became hungry in between, Kaoru was introduced to Die's stable wooden kitchen table and only when it was already dawning, they were lying in bed arm in arm, finally falling asleep.
But Kaoru didn't rest for long, somehow unable to calm down enough. Furthermore, he knew himself too well, knew that if he staid for breakfast, he might fall in love with the other man as it had happened to him before with previous affairs. It was only this stupid high which was filling him up to the rim that made him believe the other man could be the partner to spend the rest of his life with and since this had always been a disappointment of course, he tended not to have breakfast together.
Carefully, he wriggled out of the redhead's embrace, leaving the bed and with this his warmth. There was always something sobering in sneaking away like this, sometimes even made him feel cheap. But the remembrance of the past night was too good, too blissful to allow it to be spoiled by anything.
The redhead didn't even notice that the other man was missing, too exhausted and just slept like a stone. It was already close to noon when he first stirred in his bed, opening one eye to peek around. He was supposed to be with someone, right? Still slightly asleep he forced himself to sit up, wincing a bit at the feeling in his lower back. It only took a few moments when the remembrance of the previous night came back to his mind, causing him to laugh at himself silently.
He dropped backwards on the mattress, grinning widely as he stared at the ceiling, feeling somewhat high. A part of him totally regretted that he hadn't asked for the other man's number, since he definetely wouldn't mind repeating this once. But maybe it was best not to get too attached. After all, it had all been just about sex. Still he couldn't completely forget the one he had spent the night with, the memory like carved in his mind.
Author:
seinen_no and fonulynRating: NC17
Pairing: Die and Kaoru
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: Kaoru and Die meet in a bar, and they end up sharing a passionate night together. It was a mutual agreement that it should be an one night stand, but fate doesn’t always work like that.
Comments:
fonulyn: So, here’s the next one already, apologies to the ones who get annoyed by the frequent posting x) This one is going to be a bit shorter one than the previous, but I hope you enjoy this nevertheless! Just see for yourself ;)Oh, and
xxdahlia darling, here you go :D I hope you like this one, and it’s solely your doing that we posted it so soon XD See how nice we are?seinen_no: Oookay… Since fonulyn promised xxdahlia to post this one very soon, here you are. Gosh, two posts within a day, I hope we're not annoying. Hmm, what to say about it? Well, although it's some kind of bandfic, this is fiction only and has nothing to do with how Dir en grey was formed in reality. We tend to build up our own forming-story whenever we write something about that, so don't expect any facts.
What else? We hope you enjoy reading it x)
And feel free to add our journal if you like the stories!
Chapter 1
This had been wasted effort as it seemed since there was nobody of interest for him in this club. He had been unlucky more often already and inwardly thought that he should consider visiting another establishment the next time in case he wanted to get laid. Although there had been some guys approaching him, even hitting on him more or less subtle, he had always declined with thanks. Too big, too small, too young, too old, too boring… He had always found the perfect excuse.
In one gulp, Kaoru emptied his drink and stood up to leave, inwardly already preparing himself for another night alone with his hand. But then, he spotted a puff of bright red hair which instantly caught his interest. When he turned around, a slight approving whistle left his lips, because the body to which the head with the red hair belonged, wasn't bad at all. Grabbing his chances, Kaoru changed his plans and directions, making his way through the crowd towards his prey.
The redhead was leaning against the counter, casually sipping his drink and allowing his gaze roam around the room. He had just come there, and was simply checking the place as it wasn't where he usually hung out. Nice, indeed, although there could've been more interesting people. It didn't take long before he noticed that someone had his eyes on him, obviously approaching him through the crowd. 'This might get interesting', he thought inwardly, staying seemingly casual though, only sipping his drink and glancing at the other man from the corner of his eyes every now and then.
The closer Kaoru got to him, the more he liked what he saw. The man was about his age and tall. In addition to his long red hair, he had a set of curiously sparkling eyes and a wide mouth with wonderful lush lips. At first, Kaoru had thought that he had wasted enough time already and would just straight out ask him the usual 'My place or yours', but once he had reached the counter, his courage failed him for some reason. Usually he had no problems to approach guys he deemed gorgeous enough to spend the night with, but this one here was more than that and probably less shy than he had thought first.
Still, Kaoru wanted to settle things quickly and leaned his back against the counter, facing the redhead. He had to raise his voice above the loud music and leaned a bit towards the other man to speak into his ear. "How about inviting me to a drink?" he asked, smiling smugly. He thought that the blunt ones always win.
"Invite you?" The answer came with a grin, as two sparkling eyes turned to meet the gaze. "I thought you were going to buy me one." Despite his words, the redhead beckoned the bartender before turning to give Kaoru a questioning look. "Well, what would you want?" This man seemed definitely interesting, but he still kept his cool, acting totally casual.
"Martini. Stirred, not shaken," Kaoru answered with a wink, but then had to laugh. "Make it a vodka lemon." He definitely was interested in this guy and the thought of leaving together with him already made his heart pound a bit quicker in anticipation. Hopefully he wouldn't turn out to be one of those perverted freaks Kaoru had met more and more often lately and who had had some kind of freaky kinks going on. While the redhead was occupied with the bartender, he scanned his appearance more thoroughly and stared at his butt for a moment.
The redhead seemed to be still aware of the other man's eyes on him, and remained still even after the bartender was gone, only turning his eyes to his companion once again. For a while he simply enjoyed the stare, but then finally spoke up, his voice barely audible over the loud music. "And? Approved?"
Kaoru didn't even flinch, only raised his gaze a bit, a huge grin dancing at the corners of his mouth. "Not bad. Though one can't really tell. Everybody's got a nice ass in jeans." His heart had missed a few beats though as he had never been caught like that. But he liked the other's blunt and open way as much as he liked the way he was looking at him. "Kaoru," he finally introduced himself shortly arching an eyebrow as he waited for a reply. Funny, usually he never introduced himself right away and often didn't even know the other one's name after he had left his apartment again.
"Die." Came the carefree reply and the redhead smirked, nodding a bit at Kaoru before taking a long sip of his drink. His eyes never left the man beside him though, as he shamelessly scanned his appearance thoroughly.
Smiling, Kaoru reached for his drink and after he had taken a sip, asked, "And? Approved?" Deliberately, he had used the same tone of voice as the other and although the loud music almost drowned it out, he was certain Die wouldn't miss the suggestiveness.
"Not bad." The grin on Die's lips widened, and his words were accompanied with a small chuckle. "Approved."
In a cool manner, Kaoru put his drink on the counter and took half a step towards the redhead. Without his eyes leaving Die for a second, he put his hand in his neck and pulled him down, hesitating only a split second before he initiated a kiss. Those lips had simply been too tempting and he just wanted to see if the other man was an amazing kisser as this mouth had promised.
The kiss was answered in a somewhat hungry manner, as the redhead had obviously been waiting for that already. There was something different in this man, something Die couldn't quite place, but it fascinated him to no end. Besides, he had hoped he would be leaving with someone tonight, and this at least would be a good catch.
Both men were slightly out of breath when they parted. Kaoru licked his lips slowly and smiled. This redhead seemed to be exactly what he had needed and if he wouldn't turn out to be a perverted freak, he was even perfect. "Wanna go some place more quiet?" he finally asked and hoped Die wouldn't think he meant the darkroom of the club. For some reason, Kaoru had never liked those chambers and always preferred the togetherness in an apartment or a hotelroom.
"I live really close." The redhead grinned, tilting his head and looking at the other man intensely, like asking his approval for the suggestion. "Only a couple of blocks away." He probably wouldn't have taken the other home for a quick shag only, but there was something in the slightly smaller man's eyes that promised more for the night.
Inwardly, Kaoru was waving a fist of victory, but outwardly only nodded coolly. "Sounds perfect." He flashed the taller man one of his most stunning smiles and quickly emptied the drink, signalling that he was ready to leave. It had been very long since he had gone to a stranger's apartment and the remembrance wasn't exactly what he would call precious. So usually, he either took his catch home to his apartment or got a room. But there was something trustable in the redhead. Or then it was only the quite long dryspell Kaoru had suffered that made him see things which weren't exactly there.
He was rewarded with a bright smile, as the redhead emptied his drink as well, before turning to leave. This seemed more than good. He hadn't lied when he had said he lived only a couple of blocks away, and didn't even bother calling a taxi for them, thinking they could as well walk since it took five minutes by foot. They didn't even talk much during their walk, but were continuously glancing at each other, somehow anxious to finally get there already.
Kaoru had to take a couple of deep breaths every now and then just to calm himself down. This night turned out to become better than he had thought and he couldn't stop his mind from trailing off while they were walking side by side. Hopefully the other was as self confident in bed as he had presented himself in the club. And for some reason he was hoping Die would know how to use this perfect mouth for other things than kissing too.
Although it was a short walk only, for Kaoru it seemed to take forever and he couldn't deny the sweet anticipation which was flowing through him when he waited for Die to finally open the door to his apartment. Like a good host the redhead unlocked the door and held it open for the other man to get in, and didn't forget to check his rear again when he walked past him. He only closed the door behind himself, kicking off the shoes before he stepped closer to the smaller man, pinning him against the wall in a quick movement. For a short moment he looked the other in the eye, their faces almost touching and their breaths mixing, before initiating a deep, passionate kiss.
The contact caused a tingling feeling all over Kaoru's body and his heartbeat to increase rapidly as he opened his mouth further and their tongues met. Hastily, he sneaked his hands inside Die's jacket, sliding it off his shoulders. Usually, he would discuss certain things now, would tell openly what he liked to spare both of them the disappointment of unsatisfying sex. But when he felt Die's hand slip into his shirt, his fingers only brushing softly over his chest and his sensitive nipples, he forgot about that; more like thought whatever would come of this could only be something good.
Die mewled approvingly as he felt his jacket slide off him and to the floor, thinking that the faster they'd get it on the better. He had no idea where the enormous need had come from, but it was like burning him from the inside, making his movement slightly hasty as he slid the other's shirt upwards, reluctantly breaking the kiss so that he would be able to discard the unneeded garment.
Kaoru was fighting with the buttons of Die's shirt and finally tore the rest open impatiently. His mind was occupied with one thought 'where is the fucking bedroom?', but when the other grinded against him, creating friction on his clothed arousal, he was ready to get it on right then and there already. With a groan leaving his lips, Kaoru broke the kiss and instantly attended the now revealed skin on Die's neck and shoulder with small bites and kisses.
The redhead's breathing was already heavier, his chest heaving as he inhaled. Wordlessly he grabbed the other's hips, urging him to follow as he started to make his way towards the bedroom, tangling their legs as much as he was able to on the way. Although he knew they had time, there was still this certain haste in the way he moved, as if he was afraid the other might pull away or just vanish all suddenly. It wasn't conscious though, only a weird feeling somewhere in the back of his head.
Together, they fell on the bed and instantly, Kaoru's hands shot to the other man's crotch, fumbling about the button and finally sliding down the zipper. There was the same haste, the same slight desperation, in his movements which he couldn't quite place. He blamed the weeks of abstinence, but at the same moment knew that it was something else. While planting a few wet kisses on Die's lower stomach, Kaoru dragged down the pants and was only mildly surprised to find that the other didn't wear underwear.
For the moment Die stayed completely still, sprawled out on the bed. As soon as his pants were discarded somewhere as unneeded, he beckoned the other man with his index finger, grabbing his shoulders as he was close enough to pull him down into a heated kiss. His hands didn't stay on the smaller one's shoulders for long though, as he swiftly slid his palms along the smooth chest, soon fumbling with the zipper and the button of his pants.
Kaoru's eyes shot open and a low groan died somewhere between their connected mouths when the other's lithe fingers dipped into his pants and rubbed the bulge they found there through the fabric of his boxers. He wriggled a bit, impatiently moving forward to show that he wanted to be freed, needed it. However, his own arms were wrapped around the taller man's neck, his fingers playing with the long red strands. Die's lips, his touches, the heat and scent which was radiating from him engulfed Kaoru, made his head spin and shut down his brains, only leaving primal urges behind.
There was a grin dancing on the redhead's lips as he noticed how the other reacted to even the slight touches he offered, how his eyes fell shut halfway and how he was writhing on him. But he definitely didn't stay unaffected by the situation himself either, the heat inside of him growing with each passing moment. He simply needed the other man, urgently. So the teasing had to stop. Grabbing the waistband of the other's pants Die tugged them down, ignoring the small growl from his companion since he did it rather ungently.
Kaoru kicked his legs impatiently to get rid of the rest of the garments only to grind his hips against the other man in leaning down, searching for friction and skin on skin contact. Just when he had initiated another hungry kiss, he remembered that both, lube and condoms were in his jacket which adorned the floor somewhere between the bedroom and the hall. It caused him to smile about his own stupidity and he broke the contact, palming Die's length before he moved the tip of his index finger further down, teasingly rimming his entrance. "You have lube and rubbers somewhere?" It cost him some effort, but he managed to make his voice sound steady, even amused, although he was intoxicated by need through and through already.
The initial answer was a groan as the redhead instinctively bucked his hips slightly, somehow trying to channel the need to move. He managed a hasty nod though, swallowing a few times before his voice was steady enough to speak. "Under the bed." He grinned, trying to turn a bit to reach to the bedside, but the other man effectively pinned him down on the mattress.
Kaoru didn't release him instantly, because he enjoyed the reactions he elicited from the other man. Carefully, he pushed his index finger past the tight ring of muscles, the force with which Die's inner walls were contracting around his digit already enough to make him gasp. Smirking, he planted a quick kiss on those invitingly parted lips and whispered a short "Approved", before he rolled to the bedside to search for the necessary items. "A pink carton?" Kaoru had to chuckle, stressing the adjective.
"Do you honestly think I give a shit about how the carton looks like?" The answer was something between annoyed and amused, a small chuckle escaping Die as he tilted his head and grinned at the other. "Just get your butt back here."
Laughing, the smaller man quickly retrieved both, rubber and lube and then took his former place, only that the urged Die to part his legs this time so that he could sit between them. He leaned down and brought his lips close to the other's ear, his breath ghosting across the skin. "You look like somebody," he drawled lowly and poured a generous amount of lube in his palm without the other noticing it, "who damn well gives a shit about colours." As soon as the last word had left his lips, he pushed two fingers inside, moving and scissoring them to prepare the passage for himself.
For some reason he knew that Die enjoyed to be teased as much as he would probably enjoy to tease. So Kaoru kept his movements slow and shallow at first, before he pushed the digits deep inside, searching for the other's good spot, curious for his reaction. The soft, approving groan turned into a louder, almost surprised outcry as the redhead arched slightly upwards from the sheets, stars flashing in front of his eyes when Kaoru found what he had been looking for. Instinctively he parted his thighs slightly wider, like offering himself and simultaneously asking for more.
It was almost like the other knew exactly how to play him, without even a word being exchanged. It would've almost been frightening if Die had had either the time or energy to even waste a single thought about it right now. His sweet spot was being struck continuously now, and left him practically only squirming, panting for some air.
Kaoru was actually surprised how much he enjoyed seeing the other man writhing in pleasure beneath him, so much that he even forgot about the aching need between his legs for the time being. It was like a challenge to drive Die higher and higher, yet not giving him enough to come already. Extending the teasing even, he laced the fingers of his free hand around the other's length and stroke him in time with the movements of his digits inside.
It made Die buck up into the touch, throwing his head from side to side, not knowing where to with the heat inside of him. He was growing more and more impatient though, as the other man made sure he wouldn't gain completion yet, no matter what. A long, impatient growl escaped his throat, his voice thick as he spoke up. "Could you PLEASE get to the point?" Despite the plea he didn't sound asking, more like commanding although he was pretty much at the other's mercy right now.
"Now that you ask so nicely." The smaller man's voice was far from sounding as cool as he would have wanted though. Quickly, he withdrew his fingers, released the other's length and took the condom which he had dropped somewhere on the bed. First, he had problems to open the wrapping, his fingers slippery from the lube and shaking nervously in anticipation. But finally, he got it done and rolled the condom over his arousal before taking a firm hold of the redhead's thighs, parting them a bit further and coevally lifting his hips.
It was hard to push inside as the muscles were still contracting and relaxing randomly, forcing him to stop when he was half way in. Pleasure blinded his sight, the heat exploding and passing the bearable within split seconds, causing him to groan loudly and to thrust forward still.
An almost relieved groan escaped the redhead as he was being filled completely, the feeling so deliciously intense. For a moment he only had to hold his breath, his eyes closed as he tried to gain control over himself even somewhat. Subconsciously he wrapped his long legs loosely around the other's hips, grinding slightly against him, urging him to move already. It startled Kaoru out of his state of being drowned in pleasure and without wanting to tease anymore, he picked up a steady rhythm, his thrusts forceful and long. His eyes were still half way open, glued to the redhead's lust-blurred features, drinking in his sight. A constant flow of low sounds was spilling from his lips every time their hips met with a slapping noise.
It all held somewhat hypnotizing value, the air being filled with the low noises that emitted from them, the groaning and the sound of skin meeting skin as they moved against each other. There was a thin layer of sweat beading on Die's skin, the pressure inside of him almost threatening to drive him insane, making him squirm on the sheets as he only wanted more. It was as if they had known each other for ages already, because there were no words needed to describe what they were going through.
The need had had enough time to build inside Kaoru within the past weeks and he already felt this tiny spark of blue heat gather in his stomach, felt that he began to pant harshly as a sign for the upcoming orgasm. Die's muscles were gripping his arousal in such a delicate way, the other's body willingly opening up to him, that he couldn't help but to be amazed. Again, he brought his hand to Die's arousal, wanting him to get the most of this as well.
Die gasped at the touch, his eyes snapping open and he instinctively looked straight at the other's face, his gaze blurred by pleasure though. He couldn't control his muscles that were spasming, clenching on their own accord. It only took a few strokes, along with deep, forceful thrusts and he tensed the final time, a feral cry forcing its way from his throat as he arched his back, releasing himself forcefully.
This strong reaction caused a shiver to run down Kaoru's spine. That was one reason why he enjoyed being with a man, the tightness increasing even more until it almost hurt when the other came. He used the moment to still thrust forward a couple of times, bringing himself towards completion. Suddenly, the spark turned into a white blaze and a wave of pleasure collapsed over him, washing away every single thought for a few blissful seconds.
The redhead remained still for a long moment, only his chest heaving along with ragged breaths as he just remained lying sprawled on the mattress, his legs still around the other. This had definitely already been worth bringing the other home, and Die had a definite feeling that this hadn't been everything yet.
Kaoru had similar thoughts while he was still engulfed by the blissful aftermath. After a few moments, he had returned to his senses so much that he managed to pull away from the other man. Smiling, his respiration still somewhat heavy, he leaned down, not caring for the stickiness of the other's skin, and breathed a shallow kiss on those invitingly parted lips. Tilting his head slightly Die caught the other's lips, deepening the kiss playfully. He was feeling completely content right now, the pleasant haze still lingering in his mind.
Without breaking the skin on skin contact, Kaoru removed the condom, dropping it on the floor heedlessly. If somebody asked him right now, he would've sworn that they knew each other from another life. Never before had he met a person which seemed to match so perfectly. But then, it was probably only a trick which his mind played on him, caused by the enormous contentment their previous actions had brought.
Neither of them was looking for more than physical satisfaction from this night, and in a way it made it easy for them to just let go and enjoy, making the most of each minute they had. It was almost as if they couldn't get enough of each other, simply needed every touch. When they both became hungry in between, Kaoru was introduced to Die's stable wooden kitchen table and only when it was already dawning, they were lying in bed arm in arm, finally falling asleep.
But Kaoru didn't rest for long, somehow unable to calm down enough. Furthermore, he knew himself too well, knew that if he staid for breakfast, he might fall in love with the other man as it had happened to him before with previous affairs. It was only this stupid high which was filling him up to the rim that made him believe the other man could be the partner to spend the rest of his life with and since this had always been a disappointment of course, he tended not to have breakfast together.
Carefully, he wriggled out of the redhead's embrace, leaving the bed and with this his warmth. There was always something sobering in sneaking away like this, sometimes even made him feel cheap. But the remembrance of the past night was too good, too blissful to allow it to be spoiled by anything.
The redhead didn't even notice that the other man was missing, too exhausted and just slept like a stone. It was already close to noon when he first stirred in his bed, opening one eye to peek around. He was supposed to be with someone, right? Still slightly asleep he forced himself to sit up, wincing a bit at the feeling in his lower back. It only took a few moments when the remembrance of the previous night came back to his mind, causing him to laugh at himself silently.
He dropped backwards on the mattress, grinning widely as he stared at the ceiling, feeling somewhat high. A part of him totally regretted that he hadn't asked for the other man's number, since he definetely wouldn't mind repeating this once. But maybe it was best not to get too attached. After all, it had all been just about sex. Still he couldn't completely forget the one he had spent the night with, the memory like carved in his mind.