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Title: The walk of life; Chapter 3: The deal
Author:

fonulyn
Rating: NC17 [to be sure]
Pairing: Die and Kaoru
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Comments:

fonulyn: The story of Die and Kaoru in prison goes on again!^^ Okay, things are developing now, and I for my part like this chap as much as the previous ones xD So, all of you are welcome to hop aboard and sail through the story with us. No, I’m not on drugs or anything…

seinen_no: Haha hun, but you surely sound like being on drugs! "Love, exiting and new. Come abord, we're expecting you...." I bet you just sniffed too much of the stuff your flatmate's smoking :D My colleagues asked if she's maybe smoking her mushrooms^^
Okay, but to the topic. I love the whole story, but I like this chap especially somehow. Heh, probably, because of the odd deal. So now ignore me and instead read the fic!

Previous parts are here if you missed them:
Chapter 1: The Newbie
Chapter 2: Teaming up

The walk of life
Chapter 3: The Deal

The next days and weeks went by like in a haze. Everyday routine numbing the senses and only small and bigger incidents with the other inmates changing it in an unpleasant way. Kaoru and Die had developed their own way to protect each other from being harassed in the showers, always using two next to each other and if there wasn't another option, they even shared one.

Without them noticing it, their teaming up had gained the attention of some inmates and it resulted in a couple of assaults the two luckily managed to fend off. However, they were living in constant fear, just like anybody who didn't belong to a bigger group. But when it came down, everybody was alone, everybody except the two who were soon known as the symbiosis.

Kaoru was glad that he had the other and slowly developed more trust towards him, even considering him his friend. If something like friendship existed in a place like that.

Although Die had been there for longer, he hadn't lost his faith in other human beings completely. Call it naivety or whatever you want, but he trusted his cellmate, and considered him a friend. He had noticed that it was even easier to cope with the boredom and every day routines with someone to share it. They often played cards in the evenings, or simply just talked, learning small things about each other.

The empty cell next to theirs had been occupied again some days ago and the two guys who shared it hadn't wasted any time before screwing each other and letting the whole world know it. Usually, any sexual contact amongst the inmates was forbidden, but none of the guards really cared too much. So whenever the lights went out, the whole block got an audioshow which turned to pull the thin nerves of Kaoru.

It wasn't that he would want to go for it with another man, it was just that self gratification didn't seem to suffice. One of those nights, he spoke into the darkness. "Die, you still awake?"

The redhead was lying flat on his back, staring into the darkness. He flinched a bit as the other spoke, as usually they never talked after the lights went out.

"Yeah." He kept his voice low, but still audible. "What is it?"

"I can't sleep." The other man answered honestly, chuckling a bit. "Can't you tell me something?"

"Tell you something?" Die chuckled as well. "Want a bedtime story or something?"

"That would be nice." The laughter increased a bit. "If you know any good one."

"Well..." The redhead drawled, using a moment to think. "I’m afraid I don't remember any right now. I'm too tired and too horny to think."

That comment elicited even more laughter as Kaoru knew how the other felt. "I see. Well then, I don't want to distract you from certain things."

At that moment, the springs next doors were squeaking especially loud as well as the moans were increasing.

"Dammit!" Kaoru railed. "How should one suppress certain needs with an audioshow like that?"

"I don't know." Die shook his head, letting out a desperate sigh. "It's kinda disturbing even how that affects... but I can't help it."

"I swear," the other said seriously, "the first thing I do when I'm out is to go to a brothel."

Kaoru meant it. During the past few weeks, the need for a woman to release the tension within had surpassed the bearable and even self gratification didn't seem to help anymore.

"That just sounded like a heavenly plan." One could hear from Die's voice that he agreed completely. "And I won't get out of that brothel for the following few days."

"Man," the other giggled, "I will pick you up when you're out and then you're my guest there."

They both knew that it was only daydreaming and talking nonsense, but it was nice to pretend that they'd really do that once. Besides, it distracted them from the noises next doors that were slowly heading towards the peak and from their own need.

"Thank you. I appreciate that offer, really."

The sounds from the other cell increased in loudness considerably, and made the redhead groan frustratedly. "But the thing is, how on earth are we going to survive till then without losing our minds?"

"Earplugs?" Kaoru suggested half-heartedly. He couldn't deny that the sounds somehow affected him a lot that night and he turned around to lie on his stomach, pressing his growing arousal into the mattress. "Or then just jerk off each night."

"That gets boring, you know." Die confessed silently, not sure if he should've said it or not.

"Hmm," came the muffled answer as the other man was rubbing his groin against the mattress and didn't really listen to his cellmate. Only after some seconds, the meaning of his words had reached his brain and he lifted his head. "I know." The words were spoken through clenched teeth as Kaoru tried not to give away what he was doing at that moment.

The redhead noticed though that the other wasn't concentrated really, and couldn't suppress a small chuckle. "Okay, I shut up for a moment. Tell me when you're done if you still can't sleep and want to talk more."

"Thanks." Kaoru giggled a bit, but then turned on his back, seeking the company of his hand. He didn't bother anymore that his cellmate and friend knew and since the noises still flooded their room, he didn't even try to be overly quiet. However, shortly before his body reached its limits, he released a low moan that was clearly audible because everything else had hushed all of a sudden.

For some reason the sound the other man made sent a shiver down Die's spine, and he swallowed hard, trying to calm himself. It bothered him a bit, but he blamed it on general hornyness and lack of any kind of sexual activity.

"You know." After he was done, Kaoru indeed addressed the redhead again, certain that he wasn't sleeping. "You are right. It's getting boring."

"I told you." The redhead chuckled slightly, swallowing again and indeed managing to calm himself down somewhat. "It's sad but true."

Slowly, the other rolled to the edge of his bed, trying to catch a glance at Die in the darkness. "I need a girl." The statement made him laugh again and shake his head. "But that won't happen..."

"Patience." Die turned a bit to be able to at least turn his face into the other's direction. "You will get one when you get out."

"Right," Kaoru snorted, "in 10 months, 3 weeks and 2 days." Again, he had to giggle though, his own patheticness seeming somewhat funny. "Until then, I have forgotten how it works."

"Don't complain. I'm going to be here almost half a year after you get out already." The remark was supposed to be said with a wink, but it came out more serious than intended.

"I'm sorry." The other instantly apologized. He knew how hard it was on Die that he had to stay longer.

Until then, they had never talked about the reasons for their stay and somehow Kaoru couldn't imagine the redhead being a bad person. However, he knew that his vision was clouded by the fact that the other was his only friend inside this walls.

To lighten him up, Kaoru stated dead serious. "My farewell gift to you will be a perfect blowjob." Right after he had said it, he chuckled forcefully.

"Thank you." Die chuckled at the words, but couldn't help that it caused a small shudder course through him. "Then I at least have something to look forward to."

"So better watch out that nothing happens to me." Kaoru leaned a bit further over the edge, smirking into the darkness. "Until then, you'll have to live with your hand though."

"I know." A theatrical sigh followed. "But how am I supposed to cope with that when I know what goodness is waiting?"

"Well, don't they say that pleasant anticipation is the best?" Kaoru snickered. "Besides, you don't know how heavenly it'll be."

Although it was still a joke, he couldn't help the feeling that Die would really hold him to that promise. What shocked him even more was, that he probably wouldn't even deny him that pleasure. He still felt pity on the redhead because he had to survive so much longer without him while he would be walking around in freedom already.

"You're right, I don't know." Die shook his head slowly. He had images in his head that made it harder for him to keep his calmness. "But I have a good imagination." At the moment he cursed that imagination though, since he had already been completely in control of himself earlier.

"It doesn't bother you that I'm a guy?" Kaoru asked amusedly. He had noticed the other's slight uncomfortableness and thought about teasing him a bit. "Turns you on already?"

"Oh shut up." The redhead growled, turning on his side to face the wall. "And why should it matter that you're a guy? You can't tell the difference by one's mouth."

"One point for you." The black-haired man tried to reach for the other's blanket, but didn't succeed. Smirking, he settled for verbal teasing again.

"That's right." He changed his voice and breathed a bit more heavily. "Uuuh, and I would do you so good," he purred, suppressing the laughter that tried to break free.

"Shut up!" Die grabbed his pillow, pressing it over his head and trying not to hear the other's words. "I'm not listening."

"Aw, don't spoil my fun." Kaoru snickered.

For a moment, he thought that this game was getting a bit too far, but he didn't bother. He wasn't tired, there was neither booze nor a girl in sight and he still was terribly horny. So he took delight in teasing his friend.

"Just imagine my wet mouth around your cock, sucking hard." Although he had lowered his voice and Die had a pillow over his head, he knew that he could very well hear him. The answer was a small gasp, and Die tried to press the pillow over his head to muffle the other's voice. He couldn't help but to think about the other's words though, and it made his body react already.

"Please, just shut up already."

"Okay." The other answered unheeding and indeed hushed for a few moments. He rolled on his back, a grin tugging his lips, and waited for a reaction.

Die concentrated hard, trying to force himself to calm down. He didn't feel like finishing himself, since he knew the other was just waiting for something like that after that kind of teasing.

Just before Kaoru could say something, the quiet squeaking of springs from next doors indicated that their neighbors went for another round. It was frustrating and caused him to growl lowly.

In a swift movement, he rolled back to the edge. "I am not gay, but I will do you if you do me."

He had spoken after thinking this through thoroughly. It would be so much better if somebody else would lay hands on him than self gratification. Besides, he trusted Die enough to believe that he wouldn't try anything further. So it was a fair deal for both sides.

"What?" Die almost threw the pillow from over his head, turning a bit towards the direction where the other's voice came from. "You serious?" To him the suggestion sounded fair, and it definitely would be better than just silently doing himself every time.

"I am." Kaoru confirmed nodding. "But just the hand or sucking. No kissing no anal and no swallowing cum," he restricted his offer quickly. His heart was beating faster since he wasn't so sure if the idea had been one of his best. Anyways, he was sick and tired of doing himself. "Deal?"

A moment of silence followed as Die considered the suggestion. Finally he broke the silence, his voice surprisingly silent, but still steady. "Deal."

Since Kaoru was a man of his word, he climbed down from his bunk, standing a bit helplessly before the redhead's. "Make some room for me."

Wordlessly the other moved himself near the other edge of the bunk against the wall. His heart was beating a bit faster, and he needed to swallow hard. A part of him didn't really believe what was happening even.

Kaoru was oddly calm and seated himself at the foot of the bed, pulling the blanket off the redhead. He wanted somebody to do him so badly, that he didn't waste too many thoughts about the fact that this was quite an odd deal.

"You need to undress, you know." But before Die could move, he tugged down his boxers alone. Thinking that this couldn't be so hard since the other had the same equipment than
himself, he slowly wrapped his fingers around the half erect flesh.

The contact made Die gasp and close his eyes, and he didn't have any more time to waste any thoughts on this. Instinctively he bucked up towards the touch, trying to gain more of it, needing it too badly.

Contemplatively, Kaoru stroke the other's arousal. He had to admit that there was some sensuality in the way Die moved towards him, in the small sounds that left his lips. And he asked himself if he looked the same when lost in pleasure.

Since he had promised it, he bowed his head and said. "Tell me when you come." before closing his lips around the tip. Surprisingly, the taste, which he had feared the most, wasn't disgusting at all. After getting used to the odd feeling, he began to suck lightly and used his tongue to massage the turgid flesh.

A sound something between a moan and a cry left the redhead's throat, as the hot mouth around him took him by surprise. The pleasure shot right through him, intense and making him shudder. It was even better than he had remembered, and it was hard for him to keep himself from just thrusting up forcefully towards the other.

Kaoru felt the shiver run through the body beneath him and he placed his palm on Die's hip to hold him down. Just in case. Like testing the water, he began to move his head back and forth and increased the sucking and the movement of his tongue. Somehow it was nice to see that he was able to provide pleasure like that, to make the other lose it and forget all the sorrows that were nagging him for a few blissful moments.

It didn't take long before Die felt himself nearing the peak. The long weeks with only self gratification, the fears and stress of every day life, it all vanished as the only thing in his mind was the pleasure the other provided.

"Oh god...” His eyes snapped open, as another wave of pleasure ran through him. "I can't... I'm gonna..."

Quickly, Kaoru withdrew his head and sat up, watching the other man orgasm. He had to swallow hard a couple of times and couldn't deny himself from smiling proudly as the redhead's body was trembling and he released himself all over his belly.

The bliss numbed the redhead's senses, and he could simply gasp for breath for a few moments. He rested heavily on his place, his head turning to the side although he didn't have the strength to move just yet for these few blissful seconds.

Kaoru gave him all the time he needed and simply remained sitting still. It was a bit weird to share intimacy like that with another man and it was even more weird that he had a hard-on again.

After some more moments, he spoke up, his voice quiet and somewhat hoarse. "Not bad for the first time, don't you think?"

"No, not bad at all." Die was still a bit out of breath, but grinned at the other nevertheless. "You're talented." It was slightly odd to talk like that, and to think back to the previous moments, but he surprised himself by not caring that much.

"Thank you." The black-haired man bowed slightly and then got up, petting Die's leg shortly. "I hope you are too. Remember, quit pro quo."

"I remember." The redhead nodded, slightly nervous due to it though. But he was determined to give it a good shot, after all deal is a deal.

That night, both men slept like stones. Kaoru dreaming about the upcoming blowjob he would receive and Die dreaming about the recently experienced.