oh bb.

ok so first:
The words won’t come out, they get stuck in his throat before making way to “Hey Tae do you want pancakes?” and the blinding smile he gains as an answer is only mildly comforting.
idk why but this made my insides clench. maybe it's what i always do. want to confess but end up saying something meaningless every time...

then:
Then there’s a soft palm on the back of Kibum’s hand, a warm body pressing close to his side, and soft breaths tickling his ear. “You know what?” Taemin begins, and Kibum can feel the smile on his lips. “I’m right here.”
i loved this confession so much. it's not cliche and it's so spot on. cause that's the only thing that matters the being here and not the i like you's. it made me smile. a lot. and i loved how it's taemin who confessed and not key. the meek and soft-spoken taemin and not the outgoing always-speaking-what's-on-his-mind kibum. it's a nice role reversal.

and i love top!taemin. it's the only taekey i can read tbh.
so bb just.
i hope you understand how i love this.
and it ain't even my ship.
/feels